NEVER~

Never say I love you
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm The one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key

真爱

真爱是不会变成怨恨的..
毕竟，分开是一种必然的考验..
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
海枯石烂、地老天荒，
都不能改变我对你的爱~!
让爱你成为我生命里的永恒
没有人是故意要变心的,
我说我爱你的时候是真的爱你
因为在茫茫人海中我遇见了你.

PROJECT MADNESS~!

I haven been liking Christmas...Cause I really dont feel the joy of the festive season...Somehow because of the craziness from the project date dues!! Have been stressing myself with all those projects...Cause I really want to get good results for my last semester and this is the last time I could get a better result...How time flies....I'm ending my 3 years of poly life soon....and there's the working life....Tsk Tsk....My cousins are here staying over and we'll gonna have long chats...have been long since we last catch up cause I dint go over their house just for projects! hehe...This two weeks of break arent any better than going back to school...have been going back to school so often to do up my projects...I really feel tired about all those projects...at times I really feel I need break...A real good break....Catching up with Sleeping...Friends...and LIFE!! This is really no life doing projects everyday during break!! Always perking myself at night with coffee just to do projects....haiz...I have to jiayou!! Gotta do Mindquest project research le....MERRY CHRISTMAS guys~!!

营火虫的幸福

营火虫的幸福

爱情有时候
能象营火虫一样
也是幸福的

营火虫在夜晚时会发光
为的是吸引对方
营火虫的火光
是它们爱的呼唤 爱的讯号
它们那勇于表现它们的爱

虽然他们的寿命只有三十天
但却过的很闪烁
虽然很短暂
但却多么的美丽
那爱也更灿烂 更夺目 更幸福

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

初恋

初恋

单纯的初恋
我依然怀念
那些美好回忆
是多么的甜蜜

那最初的感情
有许多的感动
那最初的相遇
永在我的记忆

虽然当初的分离
不是出自我内心
但我却说出
"我不爱你了"

虽然我会后悔
虽然我会哭泣
但我始终不知
你是否爱过我

没有明确的表示
没有语言的宣誓
有着暖暖的亲亲
有着温馨的拥抱

也许是因为
我的喜欢你
让我不在乎
你是否真心喜欢我

虽然我始终不明白
但我依然相信我们的爱
是真的 也是我最珍惜的
是我不会忘记的初恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Badminton Game at School!

Today went to school for badminton game with Rai and Gin...hehe..but Gin was late...So me and Rai started the game first...and I forget to bring the grip...so my hand was so BLACK!! so forgetful....Then after that Gin and Irene came!! And we played till 1pm...hehe...had alot of fun...talking while playing badminton....FUN!! Then me and Rai went to bath...cos really very stinky lo...hehe...After that meet Jueying, Mahesh and Sri for project discussion....After that I went to find my friend cos she got problem...and I want to be there for her...so I dint join the rest to IKEA....After that thought of climbing Bt Timah Hill but it was raining...I really enjoy climbing the hill alone....cos it allows me to have quiet moments...reflecting on whatever that I had done....So since it rains I went back home...Having ache all over...neck ache cos always lifting my head to aim at the shuttlecock...ahaha...thats the first time I got neck ache from playing badminton....dint do proper stretching....at night I have to lift my leg on the wall so that it will be better....My BABY LOTION is all I need!! Ahahaha.....I enjoy the badminton! Till then lo...need to massage my muscle with my BABY LOTION!!Bye!

LAM Common Test OVER~!

LAM common test finally over!!!! The paper was quite ok...at least the paper was "do-able"...only started revising yesterday...OMG...hopefully i did well for the paper...and whats the marks for my LAM project?? The tutor havent send us our marks...really very anxious about how I grade for that...especially everything is out of my effort...ahaha...and hopefully plagiarism is low...I think mine should be low...Cos I wrote mostly in my own words...hopefully everything will be fine...Christmas round the corner....many activities lined up way before the festive season starts....BB Guides GANGSHOW on 21 Dec....I wanna GO!!! I miss Gangshows!!!I miss my GUIDES too...but dunno whether the rest going...cos it will be weird if I were to go there alone...ahaha....I LOVE GUIDING and I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS!!!!! Maybe when I return...I will feel abit strange...cos its like years since I last went back to my secondary school...hehe...too busy with poly stuff and other social stuff....but I really miss those teachers and friends that I had met during my secondary school days....need to catch some sleep...Not feeling well...Thursday going to play badminton with Rai and Gin...Yipppeee....till then~!

PROJECTS FREAK!

Finally the projects are all finished...Tsk Tsk...Its really killing me with all those work I had to do...I cant believe it...having sleepless nights....have been over-stressing myself with all those project work....especially the IB project...thats the one that led to the sleepless night...I really feel bad doing something that i wont do(marking down)...did i make the wrong decision? Anyway..I had handed it up...no more changes can be made to it...Im such a BAD person...gotta catch some sleep...bye~! Hopefully I can sleep....till then~!

好朋友

好朋友
歌手：罗志祥 专辑：SPESHOW

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我你说我
比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着你
道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符吟
唱出爱上你那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

☆☆☆☆

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩 你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞

WEIRD DREAM~

Recently have been watching lots of Taiwanese Drama...Just finish watching "微笑Pasta" and now moving on to the new show " 爱情经纪约" which starring Lara...she's so cute....ahaha...I also watching this taiwanese show "剪刀石头布"which starring Sam wang...not bad...hehe...its now on youtube.com...to watch the " 爱情经纪约"...must type Engagement for love to search in youtube...Today I had weird dream...in the dream I sit with my friend on the bus...my hand was on the seat and he suddenly touched my hand and hold it tight in a warm way...I was blushing and my heart beat quite fast...then I look at him...then I wake up le...I dont remember who is that friend..and why I was blushing and my heart beat so fast....but what I remember is I know him...then I wake up feeling abit weird...heart beating very fast like I had a nightmare...had been feeling very uncomfortable the whole day....its bothering me...so thought of writing it out....don't ask me about it...I myself have been feeling weird...need a dream analysis to calm myself down?? wahaha...till then lo...projects again...anybody know how to analyse my weird dream please tell me wor....Till then~!

Joke of the DAY~

Joke of The Day~!(Someone send this to me=P)
To view, click view, encoding and unicode.

新婚的小妻子做了便当让丈夫带到公司去.
她分别把饭和鸡汤装入一个大盒子和小盒子里,
并细心地附上一张字条...

" 亲爱的, 大便当饭, 小便当汤"

心理测验3

Here's another Personality test...To view, Click View, Encoding, Unicode....it's in chinese!

遇上令你心动的人你会如何行动?

假如你眼前有一张舒适无比的大沙发, 当你很高兴的坐下来后, 会呈现什么姿势?

1. 双脚缩在沙发上
2. 整个人瘫躺在沙发上
3. 两脚开开向后躺
4. 背向前弯坐

1. 双脚缩在沙发上
这类型的人内心深处非常传统, 很喜欢安定的感觉或是稳定的关系, 遇到喜欢的人, 他们会单刀直入表明心意, 而不会让对方处在案 “不知道有还是没有” 的灰色地带, 这对他们来说, 是很无聊的一件事.

2. 整个人瘫躺在沙发上
这类型的人很爱面子, 觉得直接表白也许会受伤, 所以选择若即若离, 不会完全让对方看穿自己或拒绝自己, 也可以开玩笑带过, 以此保护自己.

3. 两脚开开向后躺
这类型的人不是因为保护自己而不表明心意, 他们是故意不表明心意, 对他们来说, 若即若离, 让对方难以捉摸是很好玩的事, 目的是要让气氛更融洽, 或为生活添些乐趣.

4. 背向前弯坐
这类型的人想得太多, 对感情相当小心谨慎, 害怕乱放电会被人拒绝, 所以, 不敢单刀直入向自己喜欢的人放电. 但是, 另一方面, 他也不放心采取不正当的手段 “若即若离” 的策略, 害怕对方掉头走开. 所以, 这类型的人遇到喜欢的人时回喊烦恼, 左思右想久久没有新动.

幸福是什么?

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幸福是什么?

它可以只是一个暖暖的拥抱
也可以是他可靠的肩膀
惟有互相爱着彼此
才会幸福

幸福是人多么渴望的东西
也是人不能没有的东西
也只有它
才会是美满的

我要的幸福
只有和我相爱的人
永远在一起
暖暖的拥抱着彼此

在我需要他的肩膀
会让我依靠着
呵护着我
不让我受伤

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Your words...

小草虽然不起眼,
它却无处不在,
朋友虽然没见面,
关心却无刻不在.
原我们友谊像小草常青,
像水般细水长流,
珍惜缘分,
珍惜朋友,
珍惜拥有.

Updates!

Time for some updates...This week the first week for tutorials....ok...I made new friends in the new mixture of tutorial group...During IB tutorial...gotta noe a China girl who came her for exchange program...she's quite cute...and her chinese really those kinda slang...but I think she is quite nice...hmm...I voluntarily join those who are absent cos I noe them and that I dont wanna them to feel left out...So I got to know Joanna....She's quite nice...Hope we will have nice time doing the IB project....Today we had LAM tutorial...at first was quite looking forward to it...cos during lecture I thought the lecturer which is our tutor too was quite talkative and not like those dull person....but today was like he seems abit soft spoken...abit awkward too...just dunno how to describe that weirdness of the whole lesson...SMM tutorial was EXTREMELY BORED!!! 2hrs FULL of SMM TUTORIAL MAKES ME MAD!!! I had always looking forward to FRIDAY...But this sem...it seems to be like I will be dreading for FIRDAY to come...2 boring tutorials is enough to make me sleepy and restless the whole day....and in total for this sem...we have 8 projects to do!!! KILL me PLEASE!!! Projects and PROJECTS....they are all stuffing me....Im not going for the Hong Kong Trip...thats all for the week...some reflections on what I had done....did say something wrong again....I just dunno why...what I wanna express seems not to be able to communicate verbally....me and my mouth!! Tsk Tsk...I have serious problems TALKING!!! And always when I say those words out and an hour or so later I reflect on the words that I said...then I realised that people may misunderstand it...but all was too late....Ok..thats my mistake on my part...My apologies to all if I'm being weird...Have been not myself since school starts...dunno why...but always just speak the wrong thing...use the wrong word...being abandoned...left out...LONELINESS befalls me that often....but I really CANT get use to this...LONELINESS makes me so alone...no one to talk to...no one to go out with... friends are all leaving spore... Depression befalling me again?? Isit due to Leisure Boredom?? ahaha...what I learnt from LAM...ok..abit LAME here...But hopefully things will get better....Tired of facing those problems...and yet im left alone without having someone I can really pour those sorrows to...Maybe its time I learnt whats INDEPENDENT....And also getting back to my cheerfulness I used to have...SMILING broader than ever....it has been long since I last smile and laugh heartedly... I want to SMILE and be INDEPENDENT. I NEED FRIENDS! DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!

APOLOGY....

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I reflected on what I had done and what I had said...And I realised I am not myself....Sorry for whatever that I had said, done....I'm stunned with what I had done and said after reflecting on them...I really have to apologised for being so anti-social, keeping to myself....I really didnt mean to be that...Its bad of me not to talk more and communicate....Somehow I feel that I'm not in the circle....Sorry about everything today....

心理测验 2

Here's another 心理测验...It's in chinese too...Click view, Encode and unicode to view the chinese words....

哪种人会成为你的情敌?

如果有机会当歌手,笔你希望成为哪一类型的歌手?

1. 玉女歌手

2. 创作歌手

3. 性感歌手

4. 前卫歌手

I prefer being a 创作歌手 bar....lets see the answer bar...

Ans:

1. 玉女得手

你的情敌会是活泼型的女人. 外表天真无邪, 清纯可爱, 而且说话阴声细气, 这种女孩是你爱情路上的宿敌. 事实上, 这种女孩大有可能是假装纯情, 万人迷是她的真正身份, 如果你男朋友身边有这样的女子, 那就敬请小心了.

2. 创作歌手

你的情敌会是精明型的女人. 你本身是个没有心机的人, 会认为男友在你的身边就万事放心. 其实, 精明能干, 头脑清晰的女孩子, 很容易令你黯然失色. 要把你的男朋友看紧一点, 以免被这样的女人抢走.

3. 性感歌手

你的情敌会是魔女型的女人. 天使面孔, 魔鬼身材的她, 天生就是个喜欢枪人家男友或丈夫的女人. 她对自己充满信心, 根本不会把你放在眼里, 她是有意把你的男朋友枪过来的. 不过, 不要怕, 这种女人不会只钟情于一个男人, 时间久一点她便会转移目标.

4. 前卫歌手

你的情敌会是浪漫型的女人. 处事硬朗的你, 绝对会令那些行为放任嚣张, 自由散漫的女孩子有机可乘, 因为她们有你所欠缺的浪漫, 所以会吸引到你的恋人. 为此, 你应对症下药, 否则后果自负.


Hmm...Its kinda true....do try it....till then~!

心理测验

This is a 心理测验...It is in chinese...To view..Please click view, encode and unicode....
男人的眼泪
你觉得以下哪种情况, 男人的眼泪最能打动你?

1. 强忍着泪, 咬紧牙根不哭的男人

2. 硬汉在酒醉后哭诉心事

3. 在一番努力打拼后, 不得不认输放弃而流泪

4. 为最心爱的女人离去而落泪

5. 六岁儿子被撕票, 父亲在电视上大声哭诉

6. 政客的眼泪

Ans:

1. 强忍着泪, 咬紧牙根不哭的男人

你有自虐的倾向. 你会对没有感情或不表达感情的男人动情, 表示你容易爱上不理睬你和不愿守在你身边的男人.

2. 硬汉在酒醉后哭诉心事

你会爱上重感情的男人. 你喜欢的他, 常常压抑感情, 当他终于压抑不住而酒醉大哭, 甚至打人时, 你却会疼爱和原谅他, 有一点自虐的倾向.

3. 在一番努力打拼后, 不得不认输放弃而流泪

你容易爱上柔情似水, 懂得爱的男人. 你喜欢的他, 很努力, 很上进. 这个男人也很需要你的支持和帮助.

4. 为最心爱的女人离去而落泪

你的爱情是梦想, 它点缀着你的人生. 你是最敢爱也需要完全占有爱情的人.

5. 六岁儿子被撕票, 父亲在电视上大声哭诉

你是一个很懂得爱的人. 你需要被保护和照顾, 你也乐于助人. 你希望被你爱的人有照顾自己的能力, 也希望他能够去爱周围的人. 你使爱滋生成长.

6. 政客的眼泪

你是个小绵羊似的女人. 你需要表面看起来有威严的男人, 你最需要他的呵护及肢体拥抱. 即使他是诈骗术很高明的伪君子, 只要他有权力, 有影响力, 你就甘于被他俘虏.


The above test is really very accurate...All guys and girls can take this test....I choose 1 and its TRUE!! I'm a 爱情自虐狂!!

Usual...

Today...nothing to do as usual....work is always bored in the morning....cos that time always nothing to do de...then after lunch go collect mails, frank mails and post mails and then its near the time to go home.....wahaha....today is Chuan Ming's birthday....Happy Birthday wor....ahaha...and yar....soon it is going to be Yeting's Birthday le....HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you tooo~~hehe...so long never go out and chill together too....hmm....a short post here to not make my whole blog look so un-updated....JAY CHOU's album is nice....ahaha....my previous post on the recommendations are purely because of my Fanatic of Jay Chou....hehe....Introduce this F.I.R Song....<<眷恋>>The lyrics quite meaningful...thats the song that Faye cries whenever she sang this song(according to her)....though the album has been out for quite a long time...but shall also introduce this <<天天夜夜>>which is a duet....its a love song and its on K-Box....very suitable for couple to sing this song....lyrics are meaningful....for today...I will post the lyrics of this 2 songs.....To view the chinese words please click view, encoding and unicode....


歌曲：天天夜夜
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever
Ever survive
How do I how do I
oh how do i live
当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还停留说不出口的感动
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容不论过多久
都让我心动
每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱
每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
So how do i live how do i live
How do i live without you

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还放手
没有一次
停留
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

Oh tell me now
How do i live without you
How do i breathe without you


歌曲：眷恋
爱情深埋在我
梦中
说不出口一种
难过被风带远我
不能飞舞带的伤痛
你要转身你要走
不再多作停留
爱情深埋在我梦中
说不出口一种难过
眼中的落寞
这些都是我的错
你就笑着挥挥手
你的沉默我都

看窗外雨水
像泪流满脸
你离去那一天
心快要崩溃
午后一种心碎
洒落在我面前
就算是伤悲
我不想太狼狈
请你说爱我
也留下岁月
下一秒钟就出现
你给的纪念
风吹过的思念
这诱惑的正面
就让我沉醉
带到我胸口
一天

爱情深埋在我
脑中
说不出口一种
难过
眼中的落寞
这些都是我的错
你就笑着挥挥手
你的沉默我都

Introducing JAY CHOU Album~

Today went shopping with MUM....hehe....so long never go shopping....we went to Orchard....shop around for shoes...cos mum wanna buy some shoes so I brought her to Far East...Then we went to Lido for a Pepper Lunch and I treat her that...hehe....after that we went to Bugis to have a walk....nothing much just window shopping....cos I am now practising it....dun wanna do any impulse shopping le...hehe....short post here....tmr need to work again....Working is BORED....oh yar....I haven introduce JAY CHOU's NEW ALBUM here....Wahaha....his album is called Still Fantasy....it has more of his usual style of music which consist mostly of the 中国风... shall write in chinese le...to view, please click view, encoding and unicode.....首播主打歌是<<千里之外>>里头有跟费玉清的合唱部分...虽然两人搭配有点怪...但也随着歌名<<千里之外>>...把"千里之外"风格的两个人合在一起...里头也收集他拍电影的歌<<菊花台>>...他在唱这首歌咬字特别清楚...除此之外我要推荐<<听妈妈的话>>...在歌词里写着他对妈妈的尊敬...曲风也不用说了就只有一个字能形容 "吊"...想听些抒情的歌曲<<白色风车>> 非这首歌莫属...歌词含义也真有意思...此外<<红模仿>> 里的歌词带一点俏皮...<<夜的第七章>>里的MV有侦探查案的局情...和歌非常搭....<<本草纲目>>里曲风带有RAP...非常轻快...以上是我本人的立场推荐周杰伦<<依然范特西>>希望大家也去听听看吧!

IMF Event @ Jewel Box

Today is the IMF event at Mount Faber Jewel Box....TIRED TIRED TIRED....its what I can say....whatever happened in the event must keep highly confidential....WAHAHA...anyway...it was quite tiring....standing there like a stone...like Im one of them...ahaha...I was asked to stand in the ballroom...so I saw the whole show....saw the girl who participated in the Project Superstar and featured in the show Holland Village...She's the model for the fashion show....wahaha...currently very tired....massaging my legs now....really saw people from different countries and their dress sense are all very different....not making any bad comments here....after the whole event we took cable car to haborfront and then we went home...all so tired...hmm...I must say the Jewel Box is really very nice....the whole event seems not bad...Yawnz....gotta go sleep...wake up real early today.....Yawnz....Till then...

Exam Result OUT!!

Today got back EXAM RESULTS!!! So Happy...cos my GPA is the highest of all my Years in Ngee Ann....wahaha...my results never hit 3...this is my first time hitting 3...but I dont feel any pride in it....cos this sem is really much easier than Year 1 and 2....so not hitting 3 is a shame bar...thats what I feel....above comments is purely according to myself wor...not offending anyone here....ok...I got all Bs...abit not of what I expected....cos I thought maybe can get A for 1 module but dun have...Nvm...but since this sem I dint get even a C or D....I should be happy le bar...past few sem has been seeing both alphabeths for too many modules le....and I did study for all exams....but always not coming out the things I studied...wahaha....anyway....im still trying to adapt to this working environment....have been handling calls, mailing and other ad-hoc duties...ahaha....but getting use to the environment bar....always talking to myself into the mirror which the counter has one facing me....ahaha...cos at the counter no one talk to me de...they all busy at their desk....but they are nice...wahaha....abit weird talking to the mirror...but really cant stop me from talking....I like to talk alot de....and due to the boring environment....I took the newspapers in the morning of both Today and My Paper....now whatever news I would know...and even whatever sale....wahaha...but it does allow me to know more things than the usual me not reading newspaper that often....Oh yar...tmr got IMF training...hope I can wake up for it...Bless me...I almost forget about it until I check my schedule for tmr....till then lo~!

First Day of WORK~

Today is my first day of work...As a receptionist.....I have to boil the water first thing in the morning....the people there consist of aunties, uncles and some young adults...its a accounting firm...and the aunties are all very 'in'...watch youtube de....OMG....and they listen to my JAY CHOU's SONGS!!!!Wahaha....SHOCKED!!! They always sing Qian Li Zhi Wai(Jay's new album's song)....wahaha...shocked lo....and the MD is a FEMALE...I always dislike female boss...I just dont understand....I always think that female boss the attitude to people is always SO BAD!!Unlike the other male MD...He is nice...maybe so far the female bosses I had been working with got Attitude Problem bar....But I wont be that kind of attitude boss...I believe in working things out in an amiacable way....and relating more with my employees...and not always bossing around...hmmm...to think she really looks abit like my previous female supervisor when I was working in Motorola...OMG!!!! Anyway...trying to learn how to be a receptionist..wahaha..never been working in this line before....shall hope everything will be fine....gttg le...need to catch some sleep...need to wake up at 6 every morning and squeeze with people in the MRT....Formal wear everyday plus MAKEUPS...need alot of time to prepare...ok...Im currently working at Cecil Court which is near Tanjong Pagar...Anyone working near there or happened to bypass there during lunch hour we can have lunch together cos I always eat alone...Cos they always go off early or pack back....till then lo~!

IMF Training

Today we have IMF Training....was really VERY bored....listening all those....And plus Im SUPER SLEEPY!! But lucky with the crazy girl(GIN)...cant help laughing....so funny....and that makes the whole training abit more lively....the people organising the event was nice!!!Quite friendly I should say...hehe...we got to see the uniform we have to wear during the IMF event....WOW....thats my first impression....it has flimsy sleeves...and the front is like abit loose...and we need to wear a spags inside....we have to wear khaki pants and black shoes....where can i get the black shoes...I dont have black shoes except my marching shoes....and for now...Im not working which equals to no money....Arghz...shall find a job soon....Getting sleepy....haven been sleeping well....till then...

Joc's Birthday~!

Today we went to Suntec to celebrate Jocelyn's Birthday...I walked for the whole day....ahaha...I went to orchard at around 2pm....went to buy joc present....and until 4pm I say this short...look similar to the one at the Blossom....Cos I went to Blossom to ask whether there is her size but there was none....so went around to look for a similar one...and finally I saw one which look similar to it....ahaha...then since 4pm was still early from the time we meeting which is 8pm...so I walked around orchard....as I walk, I reached PS...ahaha....and then since it was near Bugis...I thought I could walk to Bugis and see if I can something for myself....but there was like nothing...Cos most of the shop is closed in Bugis Village....then I proceed to Suntec and reached around 6pm...and something terrible happened...was really panicked....almost thought it is the end of the world....ahaha...but lucky everything was rescued....phew.....Thanks to Peiwen....then we went to a Jap restaurant and have our dinner....everyone was on the budget so we choose something cheap....and we bought the cakes and have it at the esplanade...very 'Lang Man' hor....ahaha...it has been long since we go out together....we'll meet up again soon yea? Then after that we left each other...cos its getting late....wahaha....Hope Jocelyn like the present....;P Watching 'My Lovely Samsoon' Lo....Till then...

Birthday Blast~!!

Here comes the month of SEPTEMBER...the starting of September blast me with all my friends' birthday continuously....Firstly...3rd Sept is HanYang's....4th Sept is YanFang's ....5th Sept is Jocelyn...28th Sept is YeTing's...29th Sept is Chuan Ming's...Sooo many people born in the month of SEPTEMBER....pocket gonna burnt big hole..and especially when I dont have income during the hols....arghz.....Save ME...Im too picky in finding job bar....hehe...cos I dun wanna do sales job...not that i dont like...but i think i wanna gain more experience in doing admin job so that when I grad next year...finding office work will be easier...hehe...Hols started and Im slacking at home....haiz....getting fatter lo....wahaha....sounds so pig lo...always eat, watch tv, sleep....thats what I do everyday....PENGZ....Short post here lo....till then~!

Short Post Here~!

Today's post will be in chinese lo...To view...Click View,Encoding, then select unicode...
在我朋友的圈子里...
他们已找到让他们情动初开的那个人...
我却找不到那个能让我情动初开的人...
是我把自己感情的部分深深的隐藏着...
不敢动情,不想受伤,不想付出
有许多的不想...
因为谈恋爱对我来说是个蛮辛苦的一件事
虽然每次渴望他是我不会说再见的,会是永远的
但往往结局都是相反的.
一个人也可以很好的
我不会羡慕也不会妒忌
因为我拥有自由~!
感情的事只能随缘分而定吧!
我也希望我身边所有的朋友都得到幸福!
也祝福他们咯~!

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Updates~!

Ooppss...So Long never blog le....hehe...need some updating bar...hmm...have been going out since the day I finish exams lo....went to catch up with some friends and celebrate peiwen's birthday on monday....its time to search for job....haven been really into finding a job...but I need money 'cos i wanna save up for the future when I set up my own business...hehe...and also to save up for my graduation overseas trip....wahaha...have been slacking at home....getting sick of staying at home doing nothing....sleeping late and waking up late....watching too much dramas too....ahaha....eyes getting puffier le.....OMG.....went to catch "The Click"...was not bad...but not what I expect bar...cos I assume it will be EXTREMELY Funny...but turn out with quite abit of laughing points...overall not bad...hehe....was raining real heavily and when me and my sis were going back...I was stunned by the loud thunder....was real loud....had a freak out of it....Yawnz...Need to rest....feeling abit cold now....hehe....going jobhunting tmr...hopefully tmr weather would be fine~!!And yar..hope that IMF meeting wont be a boring one...is this coming saturday...8.30-3.30pm at LT 50!!Hope I wont fall asleep...and the shirt is not the same as what eveline show me that day...was quite awful....ahaha....till then lo~

Exams over~!

Yippee...Exams over le...YESH!!Have been looking forward to this day...one more sem to go and i will be graduating from Ngee Ann Polytechnic...Thats fast....Im sure I will miss poly life de...cos its just so lively and fun...ahaha...working life in a year....thats fast...and I cant see where I will be in a year time....ahaha...ok....SLM paper was quite fine...I dunno how to do 1 question only...ahaha....and it costs me 25marks....the rest was quite ok...but dunno whether can get the marks not...I'll have to see the results lo...will be release on the 15 Sept....I fearing for that day... hopefully wont get mum's nagging....hehe....today went window shopping...aiming for those I wanna buy...cos its end of the month...and needless to say....Im BROKE again....hehe....Nvm...today went to Marina Square and Bugis....wahaha....luckily never bump into my boss...If not I will PENGZ....that zhu tou boss....really cant stand the look at him...and his actions....No Boss's look...cant imagine i must call him boss....EEwwkss...hehe....I need not call him that ANYMORE le..hehe...in the future...people will call me lady boss bar....I wanna set up my own shop...most probably going for the food industry....I wanna establish my own restaurant....and Im saving up for that....but for now...saving up for hols...ahahaha...now hols le...need to look out for jobs...if not my mum will nag me the whole day de...short post here...wanna catch my show on youtube....till then...jiayou in the exams for those still having exams tmr....good luck lo~!!

CRM WORST!!!

Today CRM exam...I CRASHED...I dont know how to do all of part bs.....Im dead....hopefully I can pass my CRM......dont ask me what...I just cant do CRM!!!! currently Im awfully tired....watched my 10pm show yesterday.....and wake up at 6am....was really very tired...Im depriving of sleep....yawnz.....sleeping in few minutes time....tmr is the last paper...Im looking forward to it...not that i m confident in doing SLM...but I wanna the shopping soon....I've programs all planned up....I wanna watch Click....I am going for the interview for a management trainee job....the guy congratulated me that i was chosen from the survey i took at ngee ann poly...and was given to interview for the position....I really dunno whether it is those kinda commodity....cos my mum said it might be those who trick people's money kinda....arghz...and i also forgot what survey i take that gives me this 'chance' for interview....is at raffles place....i m still considering it....ok...i've got to study....if not my mum really dun allow me to watch my 10pm show cos i said i couldnt make it for my exams so far...bless me once more and good luck to all who are having exams now...jiayou lo...

Exams...

Today is the SOM exam...I guess it was quite tough....Arghz...except for the first two questions are quite fine for me....but the rest I really cant make it....the theory part was even worse...I just crap through.....haiz....I am just so lazy now....stress by my classmates hardworkingness.....they are too hardworking....and thats stress me out....it makes me feels like I never study anything....and to say the truth I really dint do much of studying....cos I ended up forgetting what I study the previous day...in the morning I have no time to memorise everything...and there's goes the exam....bless me with pass for all my modules...thursday is the last paper...SLM....needs lots of memorising...and I am still blogging here....and Im looking forward to thursday...cos i'll be going shopping with my mum...Yesh...is my MUM...you dint see wrongly...ahaha....wanna her to accompany a new bag and shopping...cos my friends mostly haven finish exams...hehe...but I will treat her lunch in return de....wahaha...excited by tmr shopping but not the exams....hope I can memorise them....but I know I just cant....bless me again...good luck to all for the exams....I know what I want to do after I graduated....I want to find a job with high pay can be in service industry or office work....work there for about 7 years and do part time in the mean time....then start a business of my own....and be my own boss...thats my dream....and also....be a chinese lyricist....that has been what I have been working on...hope I can improve on it...ok...I know its too early to dream now....studying for CRM after my 10pm show....till then....

TV Freak

Went to church today...then went back home...did nothing but watch TV again....have been watching lots of TV serials....hehe....I have not been watching since exams started till now which is 3 days ago...here I am stuck on the TV...watching "The Love of Magicians"...it is nice...a taiwanese drama....have been catching the drama since it started....my sis went to watch "Click"...I have been wanting to watch it....arghz...she is there attempting me....then I went to do practice on my SOM....but I just stoned....cos really dunno how to do some chapters....I think Im giving up on that chapter.....bless me on my SOM...I m bad at calculations....AND THEORY....I just cant memorise stuff cos I got short term memory...hehe...really certified for that...and I will always forget everything the moment I get into the exam room....and panick when all my classmates studied so much....I really did panick....cos my classmates all quite clever de....very stress seeing them so hardworking.....jiayou lo~!!TV, Please let me study!!!

Exams on the way

Today shall write a short post here...need some updating here...ok...today i really crash my SIS exam...was really very difficult!!! I admit I am no exam smart here....thats explain to my poor exams result I had been having this few years in poly...guess I have to do more of a reflection on the time spent on the TV....I admit I am a TV freak...no one can stop me from watching all those shows....and I am currently so addicted to korean dramas and taiwanese show...Haiz...hope I can pass all my exams for now...I just cant get away from those Cs and Ds....when can I have a report slip with only Bs and As?? I m so stress now....HELP....Exams madness is here...and I am DEPRIVING of SHOPPING....got lots of things I wanna buy....Arghz....till then lo....watching my TV again....bless me that tv wont be the burden to having poor results....Good luck to all my friends in the EXAMS!!!Jiayou lo~!! Miss my TB25 again....ahaha....cos I cant get to see them just like the previous 2 years...and Im so get use to seeing them every school days....bye~!

非你莫属

I have been watching this recent taiwanese drama through youtube.com...really very nice...the show is called "Tokyo
Juliet" in chinese is <<东方朱丽叶>>...I just like the female actor Lin Yi-Chen...she is quite cute...and the theme song is called <<非你莫属>>...I find the song quite nice and it is written by Tank...Here's the lyrics... To view words in chinese...click view encoding and unicode....the lyrics is meaningful...

非你莫属

歌手: 林依晨 词:陈信廷 曲:tank 编曲:洪敬尧

懂得让我微笑的人

再没有谁比你有天份

轻易闯进我的心门

明天的美梦你完成

整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走


爱我 非你莫属

我只愿 守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我 非你莫属

也许会 笑着哭

但那人是你所以

不怕苦


懂得让我流泪的人

给的感动一定是最深

在我心中留下伤痕

你同时点亮了星辰

整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球

全都绕着你走

爱我 非你莫属

我只愿 守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我 非你莫属

也许会 笑着哭

但那人是你所以

不怕苦


看那麽多相遇

偏偏只和你

天造地设般产生奇迹

哦~ 我心的缝隙

我想除了你

任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我 非你莫属

我只愿 守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我 非你莫属

也许会 笑着哭

但那人是你所以

不怕苦

但那人是你所以

不怕苦

How much do you worth?

I've Tried this and it says "I am worth $1,769,536 on HumanForSale.com"
Is it true? Find it out yourself lo~

BAD DAY~

Today IBS solution selling call I just crashed it...I did really badly for it...can you imagine...the tutor even ask me to stop talking about my product which is my itinerary..and tell him why he must choose our company for the package...then he feedbacked to me saying that I'm too product focus and that will only bring the customer to sleep....Arghz...he told me he gave me a B-...and ask me if he could give me a C....I was stunned...please dont give me an C bar...I prepare the whole thing until I almost wanna give up on it lei...and this is what I get....after the IBS thingy really abit sad lor...but much relieve cos a lesser thing needed to worry about for this sem...now it is going to be the SIS presentation...I'm not prepared...now still rushing the powerpoint slides...bless me bar....a short post here...need to carry on with my powerpoint slides...till then lo peeps~!!

Valentine Day...His Msg is Comforting...

Today was a great and busy day...My church having Feast Day today....so crowded with people...fun games and Nice food....Happy Feast Day to the Parish....after the feast day I went to IMM with my mum....cos she say she wanted to buy a steamer for ironing clothes easier....ahaha...but in the end we dint buy cos we thought it is not really that great after all...so we went to Giant and bought some groceries...VERY TIRED!! cos have been walking or rather standing for hours....went back home...watch tv...did nothing for the whole day....hehe...now its the chinese valentine day...guess what...ULTRAMAN(who has Jay's mesmerising eyes) msg me....he is the first to message me since the clock strike 12 for the day....really very surprised by that...cos he dont often msg me...and the message seems so NICE!!!hehe...when I saw his name appeared really cant help feeling that my heart beat is faster than the norms....he is someone who makes my working life at motorola last boring especially when I am working in the night shift....haha....though we dint talk even a word...but I did those peeping during work and even during those breaks...opppss....sometimes also got eye contact for quite a long time....but was really weird...once it was through the reflection of a mirror....he suddenly looked at the mirror and looked at the point where we see each other for quite a moment...then realise we are looking at each other and then we continue to do our work....weird feeling lo....but I dont think there is anything between....maybe he was just stoning or thinking of something and happen to look at that direction....who knows....I just view it in my point of view.....wahaha...My one sided thinking...I admit he is the first person I paid attention to during my first day of work there....I just dont know why...but he just caught my attention on my first day of work...really...he is just too attention seeking...its really hard not to noticed him....his hairstyle really very cool....and since then I have been wanting to befriend him...but I just too shy...and he is really serious looking....abit fierce(but I think it makes him man!...hehe)He is also quite quiet...and I almost able to talk to him when we played "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" during work on New Year Eve and I am forfeited whereby I were to talk to a guy and make friend with him....but Ultraman was busy so dint get to talk to him...hmm...those days really fun...though my friends always tease me about it...making me blush real red...those 6 months working there really is a fruitful one...though the last day was a total embarrassment where I dint talk to him when my friends made him stay to talk to me...but I really dunno what to say...then after that I msg him with the number I had gotten from my friend long ago just that I dint have the courage to msg him...the whole msg on that day was really weird and funny....I just take out all my courage to ask him whatever I wanna ask him via SMS....cos if I dun who knows when can I ask him....After that day...I msg him a morning greeting I composed at 7am sharp everyday without fail....waking up at 7am to msg him...abit silly hor...cos he needs to get off the transport at that time...and he often overslept and missed his stop....have been doing that for 1.5 yrs since then...and reply from him were less than a handful....I did went back to take my pay slip....and I made cookies for him and bought him a shirt....on christmas day I also went back to hand him the chocolate I got for him...that was the last time I saw him...25.12.04 *12:01am*....I will remember that time when my friends and I went to him and ask for his number...the expression of his and that smile on his face...I will never forget...though that time he said that he dint have a handphone...was sad that he lied but I'm happy to be able to see his expression so near....ahaha....thats CRUSH lo....but I really feel his "sudden" msgs always warm my heart WITHOUT FAIL... Thanks Ultraman for that msg....It makes the begin of valentine a LOT SWEETER~!! Thanks to my one sided thinking again bar....Anyway you are always the sweetest friend I ever had...Sweet Memories always Stay in the HEART.... *03.12.2003~13.05.2004*
A good start of the day makes the day more worthwhile to start~!!
Till then...hopefully I will get through this dreading day...Nightz~!

`Tired~

Ooppss...Haven been blogging...hehe...have been researching for my IBS proposal...really dunno what to write for the proposal le...Arghz...getting nervous now and I dunno if I can make it by wed...cos everything is not yet down...and I feel abit rush...today wake up so early just for the sake of the SOM tutorial...8am lesson wor....tired lo...plus the tutor is so full of crap wor...hehe....but really she is abit bias...prefer teaching that TB 24...so what their class is clever...she must teach us just the same way...she seems like she dunno what she is doing...I dunno about it...after that was SIS tutorial...ahaha...was really funny cos they were poking at the tutor dressing and habits...but I feel so bad...say a tutor until like that....hmm...will he feel very sad??? But I like his way of teaching and he is quite friendly??but maybe abit of a generation gap in between bar...hehe...but he is better than the SOM tutor by alot lo....wahaha....hmmm...from my friend...I had learnt to really not take things to seriously...and really to let things go....bothering over it will only make one distracted...I TOTALLY agree to this....Never bother things or even people who take your presence for granted...and also those who wants you to put in more than they do...its really very selfish thoughts...and I really believe that bothering over it only do me no good...Im not going to always be the nice person anymore...your possesiveness is far too much...and I really believe in letting it go since you really dont mean to befriend me... 31 July is coming and I am still alone....come to think of it...I have been like single for many years....ahaha...not to say that I am desperate for it now...but I am one who believe in love and cant leave without it....ahaha...at least I know I have the love from my friends around me... To some who dunno whats on the 31 July...it is the Chinese Valentine's Day...ahaha...anyway...I had NEVER celebrate Valentine's Day...Cos my relationship never cross that day....wahaha...maybe Im not for relationship at the moment or maybe I haven meet someone that will let my heart beat fast at the sight of him and always the *Blush Blush*..my friends knows how red I will get (*-^))...thats how I feel whenever I saw someone I like bar...ahaha...NVM bar....Anyway I m glad that my friends have their partner with them...cos I really want them to have their desired happiness and always stay happy....and I believe they are right now...Envy may I be...But wishes are more than that...cos I trully LOVE them...and only those who LOVE them more than I do will deserve my wishes to them...ahaha...sounds weird...but its my way of expressing how much I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! and I REALLY DO LOVE THEM LOTS!! Exams coming soon...Next week will be the last lecture and tutorial week lo...hopefully I will get through the EXAMS stress bar...but not now...will be 2 weeks later....cos I wont start studying till 1 week before exams....cos I know myself...I will forget if I study early....gttg le...need to do research...hehe...I wish all my friends have a real good day this MONDAY~! Till then lo~

Boring~

Today was quite a boring day...Lectures were awfully bored...dunno why I feel like sleeping...have been having sleepless night....Arghz...I'm depriving of sleep....Nice sleep....The Seventh Month starts today...Have been rather smokey outside the house and real stuffy inside the house....today got 2.5hrs break in the middle....went to library with a friend....but she left quite soon cos she got something on....then I got a storybook and read it while listening to the FM on the radio...I finished that book and realised I'm late for CRM lecture...faster speed my way up to LT72...Today lecture halls have quite a number of people....those who I dint see that often came for lectures....Maybe because it is the last lecture bar....really a smooth day...nothing special happened....except I feel quite lonely today...cos my friend left me alone for her things...so I'm with the storybook throughout the break...come to say...I'm getting use to sitting alone in lectures....and I know this makes me look so lonely and anti-social...but I must say "I'M NOT!!" and I really dislike being lonely and friendless....Haiz....IBS last solution selling call...and I'm really very nervous about it...I scared I will screw it up just like the previous call...I'm just those easily nervous kinda people....bless me to be prepared and confident to get through this....Yawnz...I think Im sleeping in early...Need to catch my sleep....Nitez....Till Then~!

It's Just a HAPPY DAY~!

Monday Blues.....Having a real hard time waking up today....Lesson was really bored...especially LECTURE!!! Almost doze off to sleep....really cant stand the drowsiness....I just have not enough sleep...CRM tutorial ends early as usual...and thats GREAT!!! I board on this bus 66 from the shell station!! I was really quite angry with the bus driver....he suddenly brake...and it was really very dangerous...it was at the curve when the bus turning to the bustop after the one at shell...I and the ger next to me "swung" 180 degrees...I almost sit on the poor primary school student...and an old man had a shock...Arghz...was really paiseh...and I think it is quite dangerous...especially when there's quite a number of aged on the bus....could the driver at least ask if everyone is alright...the old man was like so poor thing....almost swung to the front...I take note of the bus no. SBS 2705M....ahaha... somehow I really feel like complaining the service of SBS...getting worse....and they are now trying to increase the bus fare just because the oil price has rise and they are not profiting....OMG...I dont mind if the service is good and the journey is safe that I pay a little more...but nowadays the bus drivers are all recklessly driving and with poor attitude....speed driving, sudden brakes, loud speaking bus driver "DEMANDING" the people to move in....I really dont know what to say about it....ahaha....I realise something....ever since I am in service management specialisation....I have been quite sensitive to the services around me...having complaints and complaints about those poor services....OMG....I'm becoming a complaint Queen....Oh nooooo.....but I must say...in a view of a customer...service is rather important...though I did regret not putting enough effort during my year 1 and 2 to get into Tourism Management....but I'm still glad that I got into service management...I really enjoyed it...though some modules doesnt seems to be link to service....overall I find it quite beneficial in handling with customers...today during lunch....had a great time talking with my classmates( Ria, LiJuan, Gin)...we laughed alot!! Really very funny...we were talking about our primary school days....dunno how we drift to that topic....really very fun....cos they are nice people....hehe....getting to like my class...although I am always the quiet one....hehe...I am the quiet one in class!!!!Wahaha.... getting mad here.....semester is ending...bless all of us can do well for the final exams....though I know I wont be starting revising that early...I still miss TB25!!! Eve.Joc.Peiwen.LiQing.And ALL..I miss their voice...Somehow...I miss YANFANG....she is coming back soon...Yippeee...Things are getting better....hope it will last....I'm not bothering about things anymore....cos I really dont want to hurt people by being friendly and yet not in consideration of any other relationship....I am FREED!! I just dont like the feeling of being tied down by problems...I guess this is the first time I am able to be pessismistic about things....and I feel that I can do it...Always look on the bright side of life....thats my way of living and surviving...I'm feeling happier....Thanks to GIN's craziness....wahaha....Till then lo....I miss everyone....those from motorola too...Anqi must take care in China wor....And to all....Must be happy....I am HAPPY!!!!!

Shopping Spreeeee

Today we went out together....Joc, Eve, Peiwen and ME....Really had fun with them....I really miss them lots...we went to town and they had lunch at pasta mania...hehe..cos i had brunch before...we chat alot while eating...it has been long since we chat together....Next we went to Plaza Singapura 'cos peiwen needs her stuff from face shop....and yar...finally PS got the stock available...we went shopping around PS...then peiwen left for her project to school....then joc.eve and me went to Marina square...there's alot of things in Marina...wanted to buy the bag...cos mine had already spoilt...its really not that i never take care of it wor...its just that I put too many things and too heavy thats why it tears....sadded....I bought it at $40....Shopping was really fun...we shopped till 5++ and we left...I went to meet up with my friend...but they were be late...so I shopped at Citylink...nothing much there...then they say they wanna meet up at marina....so I went back to marina and shopped again while waiting for them...hehe...they reached around 6++ and we shopped for a little while...then I went home...I think they were there to wait for Jolin....hehe...I actually thought maybe I would also wanna wait for Jolin but she will be there at 8pm...so I left...'cos mum had cooked my dinner...if I dun go back...I will be nagged at bar....Yawns...need some sleep...legs are aching from all those shopping earlier then...need to do some stretching....if not tmr I'm sure I cant even stand....sleeping soon...tmr tutorial at 8am...hopefully the SOM tutorial wont be the usual boredom....bless me...till then lo...

YIPPEEEEE~!!

Today I had 1.5 hrs of IBS tutorial and went to the library to read my unfinished storybook and ended borrowing another book I set my eyes on...dunno why I had this sudden desire of reading storybooks...maybe I feel quite lonely....cos din get to hang out that often...my current class dont often have outing...they have their own life...my TB25 they are busy with their projects and all...but having them makes me HAPPY!! We are going TOWN TMR!! Yippeee~!! I Loves THEM!! It has been real long since all of us get together...MISSES THEM!!! I have left out Guides...Haven been going back...cos their CCA is on a weekday...and I have most tutorials in the afternoon....Haiz...I Have been missing guiding lots...Especially CAMPFIRES!!! I enjoy THAT!! You know...we would always their to cheer for our BB GUIDES and being wild with those screaming and shoutings that we wont normally get to do at night...and after campfire we would gather at MAC to have dinner cum supper...chit chat till midnight then we go home...so happening right?Not forgetting to say we would also be looking out for scouts...hehe....and it has been fun getting to know them...and I must say through guides I know alot of people out there...There is this 'Angel Boys' group from Pioneer Scouts that has been our favourites lookout among the guides...and that I get to know HanYang...though I dunno him well...but its nice knowing such person who have so much passion for music...I also got to know Jonathan and Joseph from ZhengHua(Fox) Scouts...they are nice people too...though we made alot of demands to the song leaders...hehe...Not only that...I also get to 'reunite' with my old pal in my primary school....Stanely of Bukit View scouts...he often bullied by his guides...poor thing...shall not mention the names they called him...I also meet my primary school mate Joyce at her school campfire...and she is in guides too...got to see her when she was in ushering....what a coincidence...she's getting prettier...hehe...see... there's so many people I have met during my guiding days...and it has also enriched my life with skills that not taught in school curriculum...Thanks to the scouts though they no longer exist...but their company in those days really made guiding more fun...having combine training...having them teaching us about firewood...and having song session together...YESH!! Those are the best times and the times I get MAD...Since I got into Poly, MADNESS has never came across...maybe too old to be mad and get crazy...hehe...nevertheless poly life is still great...shoppings with friends are just so nice...we talked, chilled, buy clothes, eat...so nice right?? I beginning to appreciate life better....Though slimming is still a must and Exam Results must be better...my current results just cant get me to any university...too many Cs....tsk tsk...Till then lo...REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMMORROW!!! SHOPPING WITH EVE, JOC, MEL, PEIWEN!! So long never go out with THEM... ESP MEL AND JOC....I just has this STRONG BOND WITH TB25...I dunno why...but I JUST LOVE THEM!!

Today...Long Day...

I think I should make it a point to blog consistently lo...at least every feelings and things happened are all recorded...ever since I started blogging I stopped writing diary....see how technology affects me....hmmm...have been wanting to write on a topic...The Shape of Love....will start drafting it soon....but it will be in chinese....will translate it after I had come up with the chinese edition...think I will start after the exams bar....I thought that topic is quite interesting...cos different type of loves have different type of shapes....like one-sided love=triangle.... I recently get in touch with my others friends whom I lost in touch after working at motorola...I get to chat with AnQi...My best buddy during my working days...she's always protecting my from being bullied...I will also listen to her pourings during breaks...she is now in china doing attachment....I miss her dearly.....I also get in touch with Jack...erm...one of the first production people I get to know when I was transfered to doing packaging...still as crappy as before....Friends really not easy to kept...and friendship really very fragile....and now I dont demand of more friends....but having few besties is enough...had chat with stacy and yanfang....both of them attached....im the lonesome one....wahaha....but im sure they wont abandoned me de....right? hehe...I knew it...cos we known each other since sec 1....and till now we had not even quarrel once....and they are the ones that makes me believe that true friendship does exist....today test was BAD....I did badly....I wrote rubbish and dunno what I am writing about....Im bound to fail it....cos I went blank when I saw the questions....BLESS ME!!! had 3 hrs free time before CRM lecture starts....had sushi for lunch...went to library and read some storybooks...I read 3 storybooks today...hehe....hadn't has fancy for storybooks since I was young...but now I find it interesting and gives me more knowledge through reading...I read those girl's storybook....though some were abit slutty and full of vulgarities... but I get to know the mentality of those people...and those things that I will never do in life... Life is so different for different people...the way the view life as....needless to say that we must enjoy life...I enjoyed life...with those ups and downs... having aiming to slim down is one of my biggest goal in life...cos the fats makes me look unhealthy...next is to be a successful business woman...wahaha...this is my 2 biggest goal in life...Till then le...Crapping through this post...cos I have a motive to it....*winks...I Miss those I Loves!!! Loves= TB25, Fangz, Stacy, Motorola's friends, 5N1, Guides

Vexed !

Today...I have serious MONDAY BLUES again....it has been long since I last had it...Arghz....Really dragged my feet to school on Youth Day!! My sis are sleeping and there I am in school studying!! I dunno why I am being so vexed...projects dueing soon....and I haven even done it....OMG!!!! Things are not getting as I had expected....I just dont wanna do things that betrays what I feel...It is really difficult...I just want to be myself....I am a crying person....or should I say I tear easily...when my friends teared, my tears will also flow...what is worse...when I watch drama....I teared when the actresses and actor cried or even did something that really touches me deep...hmmm....and this maybe bad....I really dont dare to watch drama with my family...dont wanna let them see me tearing bar...abit embarrass....regarding to the previous post about the 'her' I think she is quite an obvious character in our class...I do not mean harm...but I just feel that way...Take me as a straight forward person bar....and I am really that...have been watching what I say since I started Year 3...really dun wanna any misunderstanding....Today...I had made up my mind about many things that has been distracting me the whole day...making me so restless...quiet...depressed...not concentrating during lecture....I am really weird today!!But its alrite le...Everything is over....I must jiayou....a short post here...till then lo...Miss all my friends...Nice to see Eveline and Melissa back from HK...the trip must be FUN!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! Take care Peeps~!!!

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PS:为什么人总是看不到眼前的幸福, 而要去追求那些虚幻的感情呢? 直到虚幻破灭才懂得自己真正要的是什么...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

I must JIA YOU~!

It has been long since I last blog lo...Hmmm..Have been really busy rushing report and projects...Im dying from all those...Brain cells dead...Common Test result was not satisfying...Come to say of test...I realise my classmates are really all so studious...They got really high marks...I shall work harder for it...Maybe I din work really hard for the test....I had been observing myself...wanting to find what character I really am...I realise I have serious mood swing recently...dunno why..always has the feeling of being vexed...and i really dunno what i am vexing about...thats the worst part...haiz...but i still like myself...cos i find that i can listen well to my friends...not that i am praising myself...but i really think so... to think...I really miss those days...whereby we tell each other our happiness and sorrows...sharing whatever secret we have during breaks...I miss them....and yar....I still realise I still have this problem of not able to express myself really well...I really dunno how to express myself well...haiz...talking about adapting to the new class...our class becomes really bonded after the workshop...but it also let me see the bossy ones....thinking that she is the biggest...commanding people to do this and that....she really gives me a real bad impression....hopefully she wont see this.... she is quite bias i can say or at least I feel it...and a real attention seeker person...arghz....cannot say things behind people's back...but i really feel like saying it out...and i cant be supressing whatever in my heart and pretending to befriend with her....better dont commend anymore le....afterall my class is still not bad...get to know them really adds laughter in this year 3....though i still like my TB25 LOTS!! It is not that I cant adapt to it...but really sometimes it is gotta do with the people and their mindset...I believe I will get through this...and I know I will get to see more positive side of this class....at least we are all enthusiastic people....looking forward to our next class outing lo....Till then...have been watch "It started with a Kiss" till 3am this few days....Im finishing it today!!!

Bad Day!!!

Today was quite a bad day...first we start with our SOM project at NP's Library...our project meet up was quite smooth...though we met some difficulties but all are solved...hehe...cos we are thinking people....then after that i went home have a rest and went to the cathay to watch "She's the Man"...Was really very suay....had my sis ez-link card in my wallet and it din taps my ez-link instead it taps me sis ez-link...then got a ticket conductor checked mine and ask me to take out...then i realise i have 2 ez-link with me...pengz...the ticket conductor just retained my sis ez-link card!!! was quite pissed...how would i know which it will tap and cant i forgot i put it together??And need he just take my sis card and give me the retain slip...was so angry...spoil my mood of going to watch the movie...but im those angry for awhile those kinda people...so ok bar...the show was VERY NICE...Everyone must go watch...i like this movie!! the story abit of those storyline i read in comics and storybooks....ahaha...then i go home kena scolded for the retain of card...being nagged...the ticket conductor say can only 5 working days later then can call the number and seek for advice....is not take back the card le...that means i have to listen to the advice through the stupid hotline then i can go take back my sis card...i think he is going to fine me...just like that i kena fine i really so angry lor...just because it taps my sis card instead of mine then i have to fine....was really a bad day...so angry lor...so i decided to write a letter to the SBS...cant stand it...it follows....
To: Person-in-charge
Dear Sir/Madam,
Re: Retain of Ez-Link Card

On the 13th June 2006 at around 5pm I boarded bus 174 and I did not know that I had 2 ez-link cards in my purse. Thus, the ez-link card detector only scanned my sister’s ez-link card which she left with me the other day. Then, a ticket conductor checked and retained my sister’s ez-link card immediately.

I was utterly unpleased by the way the ticket conductor handled it. It was like I did not know that I had tap the card which is not mine and if I would have purposely used my sister’s ez-link card, I would have already alighted before he checked on me.

Besides, is there really a need of retaining the card and only able to reach to the person I need to contact after 5 working days? I am really unpleased about the whole incident and I hope that you could get back to me with a reply as soon as possible and hopefully I can get back my sister’s ez-link card as soon as possible to avoid much inconvenience caused with the retain of the ez-link card.

JieBin

Dunno whether they will reply or not...i will give them 2days to reply me...if they never reply me within 2 days i will write another email!!! A pissed post here...need to vent my anger lor....hehe....dont think tmr wanna go out...gotta prepare stuff....till then...I MISS EVERYONE...WE GO OUT ONE DAY HOR!!!!

Yippee...common test finally over...really very stress during that period...cos got no one to ask for help...unlike those days...cos most of my classmates dont really attend lecture...and really not very 'shou' with them...but they are quite nice people...our first class outing is on monday...going lunching together at marina square's Swensens....oh yar...continued with my list....
Not forgetting some friends I know in NP that I am really glad to have known them...
There is Claudine where we first meet during out IAC lesson...she is a very friendly person...ahahaha...we got common topics to talk on too!! ahaha...and i got to know that she is my friend's(Sidi) cousin....what a coincidence right!!ahaha...She is a very nice person...friendly.knowledgeable.caring.self-conscious...These are what i see in her...I just feel very comfortable talking to her...cos talking to her..i would also learn something through it...;P Thanks Claudine for everything....I miss you too...
Next..YeTing and Ernest...I got to know them through BAOC'05...they are our group's SCO during those time...Yeting is very friendly...though i was the quiet ones among the whole...but those days together..i really feel the bond...she makes a GOOD SCO and a good leader!!!hehe...i remember she made the bake rice for us during the BAOC preparation...it was very delicious...you see...she very nice and caring right!!!hehe...i must say i made the right choice to stay on and help during that BAOC...and this let me know her more...just din regret joining BAOC...Best memories are in it... hmm...haven been seeing her...Really Miss her lots...
Ernest...he is quite a funny person...think he is quite hyper-active...join lots of things in school...Think he makes a good leader too...he is quite a nice person to have known in my poly days... a very fun person to be with...listen to their conversation really amuse me lots...especially when he bullys Jocelyn...im not saying he is right bullying jocelyn..but is the expressions and the things they do....they are cute!!
Hmm...in my poly life there is too many people to name...cos i think poly is the time when i feel the fun of campus life...those people that has come to my life...be it just pass by or leaving footprints in my life...i just treasure them...cos they makes my poly life just so different!!!
hmmm...and now to my pre-poly life....which is my holiday job...Really very happening i must say!!!
Peyfen and i went for the job interview for the job at motorola...we are neighbours and study the same primary school...but we never talk...very surprising right...ahaha...i also dunno why...the first few days we were in awkward stage...we din talk much...i also dunno what to talk...cos i scared i initiated the wrong topic...we got the job few days later...and we were working the night shift but in different department...she is in the production while i was in QA...we din talk much the whole journey...but as times past...we've got common topics!! cos there's jolin...we talk as we go home together...cos we three lives in the same area....though i was the weakling among them...always kena bully during work...
Those working days i met really nice friends...always there when i kena bullied...and there's Anqi...during her first day...i went to talk to her...she sounds abit awkward but after some talks we were so close...she is very nice...very 'zhao gu' me..hehe..we went break together...hehe...once we went out during the day...and we took neoprints..walk in orchard and talk...then we went to work together...i loves her...and miss her...though we dun contact with each other often...she knows my secret...even that crush during work...
Next is Samantha..we call her Sam...she is a very very very sweet ger...her smile is really very sweet...can melt all the guys lo...REALLY...she is the prettiest ger during work...she is a very caring person...always there for me too...she is the one who gives me ***'s phone number...we shared each other joys and woes together during break...we cried together...laugh together...Sam...you must 'Xin Fu' wor...Hope you and your current BF will have the happiness you want...I love you and miss you lots!!
Next is Jolin!! She brought laughter and talks when me, peyfen and her go home together...she knows the crush i had... and one day she pulled me to him and say that i want to know him...she is really daring hor...thats the difference of the two geminians..hehe...i know i blush real red at that time...i gave him my number cos he say he dont have handphone...that time i did talk abit but was jittering...wahaha...thanks to jolin lo...i also remember when we first sit at the behind seat..we din know the bump will bring us jump so high that we shouted quite loud...it was even higher than those of roller coaster....from that day...we will always sit at the back and looking forward to the bump!!hehe....
As the later part of my working days...i got transfer to level one and got to know more people from the packing side unlike those in level four we did checking and testing...i know more friends...ahaha..really bar..both QAs and production aunties, uncles and youngsters...level one is always a place the level four would never wanted to go when there is nothing to do at level four...cos the level one always very busy...but i like it...though at first i dun want to transfer down permanently cos my friend is at level 4....when i first got my permanent line 1...i got to know the whole of the production people...they talk to me...cos they dun wanna kena the red paper...wahaha...im not that bad to give them CQA de..cos if CQA..they have to check all that they had packed...but we will get praised from our supervisor...and they will be scolded by their supervisor...
In my line i got to know Jack...he is a nice guy...younger than me...always talk sweet-nothings to bootlick i assume...he is quite interesting person...believe alot in GOD..likes drum stuffs...we went to watch 2 movies before...though the 2 movies not really very nice...ahahaha...but i enjoy his company lo...Thanks wor...
As i got in the line longer i know more of them..aunties were cute...uncles were humourous..and Material Handlers were very bad...always bully me...but they are nice...till then...there is only one MH i dint talk to...then i got transfer to techpont...and i got to know some of them who also transfer to techpoint with me more...
there is Yubing...she is very quite...she loves basketball...we are tha da bin and xiao bing...wahaha...people sometimes mix our name...but she is prettier than i do...hehe...she is a person very nice to be with...got lots of topic we can talk on too..though i am not as close to her as the others...i miss her...see she's prettier and prettier...so envy lo...Miss ya....
the other is ShiHui...She also like basketball...so she sometimes go play basketball after work with yubing and their cliques...she is a very straight forward person...and i like her character...always so full of confident in whatever she does...and i really envy her...she is not those who are overly confident...she got her confidence level just at the right level...she makes a good friend....i also miss her...dint contact since her last birthday at the chalet...take care and miss ya...
Next is Sidi...she is Claudine's cousin...hehe...she is very cute de...a nice person to be with..and i remember she always will come to my line and help when mine was really busy and stacking uo high..i heard from my friend that she is now putting on makeup...wow...getting prettier le...hehe....take care wor...and miss ya too...
this three friends...i mix with during the last part of my working days before being terminate...we cried together during our last day...and went to look for job together after we got terminated....we also went to shihui's birthday chalet together last november...i am missing them lots!!
Wow...today's post is very long...still got more to go..will write on it some other days...these friends i have all listed down...be it in this post or the other...are friends i treasured..though some may just pass by...and not contact...i still treasure them...hope we can catch up one day too...keep in contact is what we always say...and we kept them in our words...till then...to be continued again...

Thanks to you GUYS!!

Today really a bad day....din check properly if there is tutorial this morning....and when i get to know about it...the tutorial just started....i rushed down to school...and i din go to the tutorial...making it up tommorrow....task task....went to the lecture from 11 to 1....den went straight home!! Cos i am really very sick....too sick to even talk...really!! having headaches, fever, stomachache, looking really pale....i rushed back home....and on my way home when i was boarding the bus...the door almost slam on me.....i think today is really not my day....REALLY!!
On saturday my family went to orchard...we did shopping....without my second sis....cos she got CIP at Zoo...so cool....after shopping at orchard we went to marina south and had 'Zhen Fa Huo Hai Xian'...overall i dun think this is a good choice....too many people....have to go take the soup for refill by ourself...and we gotta wash the food by ourself....even kill the crab by ourself...wahaha...was quite hot over there....and i saw my primary school mates...
Sunday went to my cousin's house....celebrating my cousin birthday.....hehe....hmm...when ask how's the feeling of being 20....i really feel im really old!! whats my revolution of the year?? i supposed to do well in my studies....to have break-through of my character....more real me in front of others....able to express myself to others better.....get back to the previous me when i was really very noisy and hyper in guiding days...hmm...looking at now....i feel really lonely at times...i somehow feel friendless....class splits...din get to see them more often....but i know they have other friends to be with....somehow i feel that i made many good friends...but best friend...i really dunno....there is still friends i made that really makes me treasure their friendship....and im going to name them all here...but not in order of anything...

i miss my dear yanfang....she is my besties in sec sch days...we always have lots to talk on...the common topic we have.....but now since we are in poly...we dun meet often nor even have more chats....but i know she has her boyfriend.....i must really thank her for making me sec sch days a better one...cos that incident really made me very inferior and dont dare to speak up or even to go out with the class....cos i really feel that i m a bad person....but her presence make my sec sch better...with those chats on phones we had....I miss her lots!! hope she is doing well in china for her OIAP....Jiayou wor....

another person is Stacy....we survive in our days in guides...cos when we were sec 2s...guides seem to be not doing good...and we have the mindset of quitting...but come to think of it...i really never regret not quitting...through guides i have made alot of friends....and thats with Stacy with me...cos we are the only from normal acadamic....we do things together...go campfires together....everything...hope she is doing well...i miss her and the days during guides....especially the campfires...where we shout, cheer, sing, play and get to know scouts...hehe...i miss mixing with the scouts too...Stacy i miss you!!


During poly days....i m really glad to have such a fun class....and am glad that i am part of them...there is Jocelyn, Eveline, Mel, Peiwen, Liqing...

Jocelyn is the cutest in my point of view....cos i find her very natural...can say quite innocent...sometimes i think she has the character of 'Qi Yue' in the drama 'Er Mo Zai Shen Bian'...very real...and everyone will definitely like her....and im sure all of us really like the character she has...i must say she is a friend that must be treasured and a role model to me...to have such attitude in life...i really treasure her lots...heard you doing well in the new class and im really glad for you....i miss you lots...And your drawings on my notes...Jiayou wor...

Eveline is the one i feel that i can tell her whatever...she is just so friendly...and i like her friendliness...and that makes her a real sociable person...since the first day we met...i know she is a friendly person...i dunno why i got that feeling...but thats my first impression of her...and i am right...remember those baoc days...we were in the same group to lead the newbies...those times are really fun...i like her for being so fun to hang out with....and i must say she is someone that cares for her friends....will always ask if we are alright when she finds something amiss...I miss you lots....and i must say...the three mangoes ( Jocelyn, Eveline and Me) will never split....

Mel...she makes a good leader...she just got that talent in her to lead...can you imagine...handling Baoc and idare together....she is really good...but i really feel very bad...cos when we did projects...she is always doing the editing part....she is always doing more!! And i must say she sings WELL!!!!!VERY WELL!!I like her singing...and i really think she should have got into the BA idol...she is a great person to be with...i know we may not be very close...but i really like her...i miss her...i miss those days we shared...be it baoc, her birhtday, outings...

Now who's next...better say it out...is Peiwen...and HER MAO MAO....she is the first person i met during the orientation...first impression at that time...i really dunno what to say...friendly...she is a NICE person...she will always draw her 'Zao Pai' hamster on my notes...hehe...i think she is a person that thinks alot...sometimes overthought about things...but that makes her sensitive to others feelings...and i find it really a good character...being able to detect others uncomfortability...she is another who is friendly...but at times i find it overly friendly(not to say it is bad) and i know this let her know more people around...with her super memory of memorising their names...hmmm...i miss her...jiayou lo...

Next is Liqing....she is a really soft spoken person...the first day of the orientation when she was introducing herself i could hardly hear from her...she got lots of very creative ideas...and that makes her possible with entrepreneur...i think she will be a successful entrepreneur!! i love listening to her...she got lots to share and i find it interesting listening to all her talks...cos through this i get to know more things...and more of her...she is a very caring person...will always put others feelings before her...she is just so kind....i miss her too...

All the above named is not according to whatever order you may think...Cos I LOVE THEM ALL EQUALLY...This is a long post...gonna stop here...feeling abit drowsy after the medication....till then...and thanks to everyone....

To be continued...