My Week Before...BAD

Updates!! Sorry for not being blogging...Have been feeling sick this week....Since tuesday I had fever and wednesday and thursday I took MC....wahaha....I had HIGH Fever, gastric flu.....Now still have abit diarrhoea...Tsk Tsk....Last week was like hell to me...feeling so uncomfortable on tuesday....feeling very cold under the big hot sun while we were having our fire extinguisher training....Amazed?? A administrator need to learn how to use fire extinguisher lei!!! I really cant imagine that lar....ahaha...but now I know how to use the fire extinguisher....wohoo...was fun though... have been taking panadol for that whole day....and I survive through....I went straight home.....and SLEEP!! The fever is killing me....I quickly wash myself....get the water towel at the bed....and jump into the bed with all the blankets I can find....just doze off sleeping...I went sleeping till quite late....and was told to wake up and eat some vermicelli...I ate like a few mouth....and went back heading bed....really feel giddy.....The worse fever I had since I grow up....Haiz....Today? Monday!! I dunno why I am happy...but I am just HAPPY~! For no reason...Though my day start with a reject from the gate....was so malu...and I even saw the shuai ge....Arghz...so paiseh...then queue behind him...oopppss.....today seems to be like excel lesson...have to learn how to data anaylsis faster....learn vlookup and pivot table again....hehe...I all forgot le.....how can you expect me to remember when I studied it like 2 years ago and not even practising on it...and whats more....I slack my way through year 1.....wahaha....Today I am happy....I guess I know why....Its LABOR DAY tmr~!! No Work!! No Boredom!! I want SPIDER MAN 3!!!!Till then lo~!

忘记爱?

忘记爱

所有幸福的片段
让我心里好混乱
一直想要忘记爱
却考虑应不应该

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired~

Arghz...having back pain lo...abit like muscle strain...Think must be the after effect of the massage...spotted some bruises on the arm too...OMG!!My wisdom tooth is still abit pain...but its getting better...dunno should i go for dental appointment....cos I really dun wanna pluck it out...very painful lei...see my friend go pluck out the wisdom tooth 2 weeks never eat anything...and CANT TALK!!! I will die if I cant talk...and I have been looking forward to the KBox session with my friends!! I cant possibly miss it!!! I dont care...if it is getting better I'm not going to the dental...if still very pain I will ask doctor for painkiller bar...hehe...then maybe june then pluck..must be after my birthday...cos I decided to enjoy myself during my birthday~!! But I haven plan yet wor...Tsk Tsk...Will celebrate with friends and family seperately...cos I really find it very weird lo...And I know my friends will feel very awkward de...ahaha...Today really very tired lo...dont feel like going work tmr lei...tsk tsk...Monday Blue will come...Who is coming to save my Monday?? Ahahaha...Gotta go le...need to check up the stuff(Slim Face Roller) I bought on Friday whether she got take in my order....ahaha...shopping now is the only thing that brighten up my working life....Recently I reload a new playlist on the top right of my blog...All these songs are really VERY NICE...Highly recommended~! If you want any of those songs, I got it all...hehe...Til then lo...Take care peeps~! I miss EVERYONE~!

Batam~!

Just came back from Batam...It is REALLY VERY FUN~! Ahaha...Thought we dont have time for shopping at the last shopping mall which has all the things I want to buy...Come to think of it...It is really a good place to live at...No strict laws, a motorcycle can sit 5 people!!illegal houses everywhere, imitation all over, almost everyone got branded bags...ahaha...went for the full body indo massage...they put in alot of force massaging...was abit pain...but was alright for me...they even have aroma and music theraphy while doing the massage....and suddenly she twist my neck without telling me she was going to do that and next is my body...had a shock out of it...but lucky was not that pain...ahaha...but my mum and aunt didnt want it...they scared pain....wahaha....There got sell super nice donut...ahaha...i think abit better than those in donut factory...bigger, cheaper and crispy....ahaha...i know today i had alot of stuff....shall work out more in the week...hopefully I wont get fat with this one day of food that i eat...think had quite a number of carbo stuff...OMG....NVM...tmr will resume to my normal diet....I feel so sinful for eating so much carbo stuff...esp starch!! ARGHZ!! I have not been eating a single choc for 3 months!!! Miracle right?? Ahaha...cos having sore throat....Need to rest le...till then lo~!

感觉

该忘了你对不对
只是我无法面对
心还是会感觉痛
让我感觉好脆弱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

This is my day....

YESH! Today is FRIDAY~! Have been looking forward to this day since Monday...hehe...Tmr going Batam with my mum, dad, grandpa and aunt....Wohoooo...my sis not going....hehe...can go there for SPA~! Wahaha...hopefully there is free time...Haven been doing much work out this week...Oopppss...And yar...have been always told to eat more normally for lunch by all my friends....Ahaha....I will try...but as to why...It is because I dont like wasting food...so might as well get something that fits my stomach just nice right...hehe...."Sensitive to Starch" I must say is quite true....Is like when I had starch I will feel very sleepy....Not only that, all my effort will go down to the drain...eat less starch=slimmer....hehe....dieting has been part of my life....exceptions only for special ocassion like Birthdays or what that is called for celebration...At least once in a while doesnt make me FAT!! I cant stand all the FAT in me!! TSK....Work is really boredom...No shuai ge, No fun, No talk, No music, No everything except WORK and EXCEL!!! I will go MAD!!!The Shuai ge haven seen him since wednesday....Sobx...There is no motivation in work... Give me some motivation....wahaha...Till then lo...I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS~! Thanks Mahesh for chatting with me on MSN when work is really bored...I really miss you...TB25, TB22....AND ALL~!! Single Life is SO NICE yet abit lonely.....

Yawnz...

Today I had nothing much to do also....tsk tsk...VERY TIRED!! maybe yesterday blues brought to tuesday le....dunno why so sleepy...Yawnz....haiz...nowadays blog also write very little...cos my life now really too boring...I dont even want the whole blog to seem so bored....haiz....what can I do? Hope things will get better....I need stuff to do!! Tmr got training....from 9.15-12pm...it will be getting BORED....can imagine it will be worse than lectures and tutorials....haiz...hopefully I dont fell asleep....its a small group training......bless me....till then peeps~! Take care~! I miss all of you~!

Shopping...

Sunday comes....its shopping time...but I dint buy anything....Pay haven get yet...hopefully it is high....cos my expenses quite high...though I dont need transport expense....and I only eat fruits for lunch which is quite cheap....but the online shopping contributes to the expenses....and I have to pay my insurance monthly which is like $70+....feel abit stupid with that insurance burden....Pay day is tmr....I'm looking forward to it~! Short post here...till then....I really miss all my friends~! Take care peeps~

FRIDAY~!

Today is FRIDAY!! We have Friday meeting....And I was to introduce myself to all....but the whole introduction was like so awkward...cos they are rushing us cos there is the birthday cake and refreshment that is turning cold....ahaha...in the end was only asked what is my hobby....ahaha....I even thought of what I want to present le when they told me over lunch that I have to prepare something to present for 10mins...I like crack my head and thought of something I think quite nice....an exercise of the brain which I wanna share with them...but in the end....ahahaha....its ok lo....Today time pass very fast....cos the meeting was like very long...from 3pm to like 4.30pm and 5pm is the knock off time....Looking forward to weekend!

I miss my FRIENDS~!

Nothing to do....Slacking the whole day....Cant stand the quietness of the envt....Cant stand having nothing to do and acting busy....Cant stand reading those boring and meaningless( I dont even understand) powerpoint slides....Hoping for end of May to come...Then I will have loads of work to do...and I wont be worrying of falling asleep!! Haha....Will be paid without doing anything for 2 months....Mar and Apr.....Sounds Im so bad....and so lazy....Hopefully there's things I can do...Seeing them busy with their work and me acting busy is really not a nice feeling...Meeting up with friends later....Yippppppeeee~! Doing some catching up....have been years since we last catch up with one another....I miss my friends!!! TB22, 25!!Guides and Scouts friends...Sec School friends....I think Desiree( My Pri Best Friend) would have been delivered her child now bar....Never see her working.....haiz...I really miss my friends!! Till then...

Its Sunday~!

Yippppeeeee~! Today is SUNDAY~! I'm loving weekends~!!! Today went to The Central with mom...ahaha...nothing much though....Saw many people queueing for the Stephanie Sun Autograph session....Its like so crowded there....I saw someone whom we had worked before in Motorola, Cory...There are quite a number of shop....and they sell nice stuff...not too high end....and also not so low end...its a mix of both product....We went to B1 to have something....we bought a croissant look alike...but it tasted like bun...very soft and nice...at the Petit house, was shown on TV...Not bad...but not very tempting...After that we go to outram....mom wanna get something....then we go home and had our haircut at the neighborhood saloon which my sis say not bad....my fringe is extremely SHORT!!!I miss my friends....Tmr work again....Tsk Tsk....Bored...

Bored!

Life is getting bored....Nothing much to do.....Working life is really boredom....Humph....Today never go out....the usual routine work, home, eat, watch tv and sleep....I'm sick of this kinda lifestyle....Wanna spice up my life with something!! I miss all my friends!! I miss school days...I miss everyone....

初恋

初恋

单纯的初恋
我依然怀念
那些美好回忆
是多么的甜蜜

那最甜蜜的爱情
那最思念的场景
当时最初的相遇
是我最爱的记忆

虽然当初的分离
不是出自我内心
但我却说出
"我不爱你了"

虽然我会后悔
虽然我会哭泣
但我始终不知
你是否爱过我

没有明确的表示
没有语言的宣誓
有着暖暖的亲亲
有着温馨的拥抱

也许是因为
我的喜欢你
让我完全不在乎
你是否真心喜欢我

虽然我始终不明白
但我依然相信我们的爱
是真的 也是我最珍惜的
是我不会忘记的初恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Monday yet HAPPY???

Today is another boring day....Act busy...cos they got nothing for me to do at the early part of the day....and when its time to go home....work comes....haiz....tmr have to slowly finish it...if not I will left nothing to do again....wahaha....work life is getting better....at least I encourage myself to feel that way.....Sleepy lo...yet HAPPY...but really dunno why? No more chinese words due to lack of inspiration....hehe....I will try harder and one day I wanna get my lyrics up....hehe....gotta cook dinner....poor thing right....after work have to cook somemore...Im the eldest mar....sad case...and yet my effort is not appreciated....Tsk Tsk...Till then lo~!

Psalm Sunday~

Today went to church and its Psalm Sunday....Do you realise that people are holding on to a palm leave?? Thats what we have on Psalm Sunday....The mass was like 1.5 hr....and I was alone....My younger sis went to Genting, my dad go for the chinese mass early in the morning which is like I cant wake up, my mum go for work and my youngest sis go after her class....After that rush down to Bishan to collect the bag I bought from online....I think it was quite nice....hehe....Love it....Then waited for my friend for so long!!! And then was approached by an insurance agent....eh...abit look like Daosheng nei(Used to be a Hunk from BBSS)....ahaha...Then we talked since I also got nothing to do....Then realise is the same insurance company as the one I bought from like last oct...Then suddenly my agent came lo....ahaha....Shocked...anyway talk for a while and continue to wait for my friends....then feel abit hungry as I dint eat lunch and then was like 3.45pm le...went to get a cookie from Subway....hehe....think it is quite heavy....then finally my friends come and we go to Orchard...which is like AGAIN...thought they say dont wanna go there de....ahaha...Overall today I waited 3 hrs...not that bad....hehe....Lucky they came...if not I will think they pulling an April Fool joke on me....went back to WestMall to return book and borrow another book...cant imagine I am that studious to read books....OMG!! ahaha...Yawnz...Need to catch some sleep....