别说... 

我们还是朋友, 

因为那会放大我隐藏着的寂寞. 

别说.. 

你最近还好吗, 

因为那只是你问候的随口说. 

别说... 

那些抱歉的话, 

因为它已经被谎言给撕破. 

如果我们在一起...

如果我们在一起... 

我会很依赖着你. 

但我独自安静不表明.. 

心里一直怕来不及... 

也没有表白的勇气. 

只希望一切会被聆听..

遇到雨天, 

我突然想念着你那暖暖的拥抱. 

给我温暖的肩膀靠着 

握住我双手, 

融化所有冰冷. 

你的依靠, 

让我习惯了依赖着你.

梦醒了.. 

一切回到原点. 

是该醒了... 

爱是不会自己敲门的. 

是要自己去争取的. 

一时来的勇气, 也许还不足够. 

PS: 害怕是爱最致命的阻碍...

傻瓜.. 

明明知道你却不表明 

傻瓜.. 

明明在你身边你却让他擦肩而过 

傻瓜.. 

明明他对你好你却当作理所当然 

傻瓜.. 

明明做对了选择你却放弃了

I very no use!!!! Sobx!!!!*CRY* Really stressed up!!!!

PS: Dun mind me. I just need some means to vent it out.

OT today. I dunno why. Had really stressed by ytd!!! Went to toilet alot of times hur. ( no need to elaborate on that) Today is also stressed de!!! Sobx. I believe I had really put in my very best to do whatever I can but yet it all hits and contradicts with the result. Doubts came in and hit the confidence. Perhaps its really that my productivity is not that good. TskTsk. *Will reflect on that*

PS: I want to be a HAPPY GIRL!!!!!

Stressed!!! Getting the heat nowadays!!! Need stress relief!!! But really very comforting to receive someone's SMS. *touched* Though seldom received his SMS, yet that SMS is really one that I need!!! Somehow when I very stressed I see that SMS, will feel abit comforting. Had been overstressing myself alot. Dunno why. Cry very easily. Tears just cannot control. Tsk Tsk. I always like to keep things just to myself. Hur hur. Till then peeps~

PS: Stressed can be desserts if you can reversed!!!