its a happy day~!

Hiyo...Really very happy about yesterday outing...with all fellow scotland mates...went to marina bay and had steamboat...was so fun...jocelyn, eveline and yeting came later...and jocelyn came to me and give me a bunch of flowers..and we hugged...really very touched...and tears just came rolling down....was really very touched...no words are able to describe my feelings i had....after finish eating..we went to the arcade...the guys really kinda addicted to the hooking plushies machine...stayed there hooking for the plushies for about 1 hr++....den we left marina bay...taking MRT...I went back home and have a change...and next to the Kbox to meet up with my friends..we K till arnd 3am....its so fun....and yar today i went out to Kbox again with yan fang for the K lunch...and did enjoy myself...after dat meet my family at outram for dinner...b4 dat we went to SGH to visit my cousin's grandma...really almost broke into tears...cos she is so ill...and tts remind me of my beloved grandma too...i pray that she will get better...and that no pain befalls her...its really very xin ku for elderly to suffer those pain...i really feel hurt for her...kkiez..den after dat went for dinner and home sweet home...bought a MANGO cake to celebrate my birthday with them...but all were too tired...nvm...tml den..hehe..and yar..thanks for the MANGO cake you guys give me...was so delicious..every bit of it...i remember you guys all~!Love you guys and really THANKS...blog another time~....

I miss dem..

Hey..thanks you guys for those birthday wishes...really very sweet of u guys...heehee...oh yar..and some unexpected sms....really shocked to see that name der...ahaha...i miss all of them..so long never go out together le...sorrie leh...the past few months din have time with you guys...as you noe im busy with the orientation thingy during the hols..ahaha...skools juz started and u guys still have a week and so b4 starting skool...make use of this time to catch up with you guys yar...heehee...actually today should be watching monster in laws with friends de...but tickets were sold out...so fast....sobsob...will watch with you guys one day yea...tt movie is reserved for u guys...heehee...its cuming to the end of the first week of skool...and i feel that i had learnt nothing from the lectures...ahaha...today IS was quite fulfilling...i think the tutor is abit naggy wor...tok and tok non stop...sounds so naggy to me...hehe...sorrie about it...din mean to insult him...but after all the class is quite fun...did enjoy crazy acts with the group...though i was damn quiet during the discussion...cos was really disappointed that i cant get the ticket for the movie...yea..afterglow is tml and i am really looking forward to it...and saturday...going Kbox wif fangz...yea...first time i go kbox with her wor...ahaha...oh yar...and tts ends the month of may...and i din buy him prezie for his bdae..anywhere he din wanna tell me his bdae...he haven been reply me since that christmas when i tell him im going back to give him prezies...wa..to think that prezie i really put alot of effort doing de...how times fly..and this thing has been like dat for a year and more...and the feeling is kinda fading off since end april...not that i had fallen for any individual...but is like distant makes me think alot..and i feel everything is all one sided...all those thoughts make that feeling fading off!! But the memories will den be forever sweet...and never been dirtied by unpleasant stuff..hehe..and im sure i will remember him for life...and the impression of him will always be that perfect someone...hehe..recalling last year...i can say it was really very fulfilling..know more people out der..got to meet him..blog again nxt time...have to do some stuff now...ahaha...excited about tml afterglow...cya guys...i miss scotland...

Miss them much~!

Second day of skool and i dun feel like i started skooling...still in the mood of baoc...everyday feel like cheering and yo-ing...haha...really miss baoc very much...and all our freshies...ahaha...the month of May is ending and i haven being doing anything to finalise the things i really care about...or should i say i dun dare to face it? or should i say i am dragging it? I know its time to face it...and i know all feelings had slowly fade off...but he will b one i will always keep in mind...and stay in touch with...hehe...a new year has come...time to think of a new year resolution...hmm...

1.Not to be shy anymore and really express wadever feelings i had...

2.Attend all lectures...

3.Not to blush so obviously like i always do...(can it be change??have been teased by my friends for years...)

4.Meet up with all my friends who we have for so long never see each other...

5.Do well in the new semester...

6.Get to know more people from other fields of carreer..

7. Learn a new skills...

8. Do less shopping

9. Watch less TV..do more tutorials...

10.Learn to save money

11.Slim down**very impt...

haha...tt should be more new year resolution...ahaha..kinda crappy hur..but im serious with them all..and i gonna do it man...no more 3 minute temperature...heehee...stop here le...looking forward to friday de after glow and bringing my family out for dinner on that day...hehe...and yar..tml going watch movies wif friends at town...cya guys den....muacks and nitez...i miss bAoc...Scotland...Freshies...all of them...

bAoc Rox~!

We had end bAoc 2005 yesterday...really did had all those fun...mixing around with the freshies...and fellow SCs...heehee...our group got the best SCO...which is ernest..i think he is well deserved this award...he had put in a lot of effort in bAoc...and of cors is a great leader to guide the whole Scotland group....i feel proud to have such a SCO too...Yea...we are proud of you sae we are proud of you *clap clap...not to forget Jocelyn~! she got the best SCs in scotland....she welly deserves this credit...all her hard work put in for bAoc...yea~! 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for Jocelyn...woogashaga woogashaga woogashaga woosh...woogashaga woogashaga woogashaga woosh...woogashaga woogashaga woogashaga woosh~! The whole bAoc had ended..kinda sad...its like all those fun we had...looking forward to next year bAoc 2006...and yar...to my dear stacy...do take care of yourself ya...today im going to sentosa with my frewns...for the whole day...yohooo...though din get much sleep yesterday nite...but im so high now..we r going to have lots of fun der...after all we will go watch sunset...den play arnd der...and go 4 late dinner at pasir panjang for seafood...gttg liao...meeting up with my friends...blog next time~!

FUN IN BAOC~! SCOTLAND ＲＯＸ～！

Wohoo...Today damn high though very tired...opps haven been blogging...cos very busy wif the orientation thingy...sorry Joyce for not able to make time for you...we'll go out one day yea...first day of orientation was quite quiet...the freshies are so quiet...i think they are quite shy..i am sure tml they will definitely let their hair down and have all those fun...cos tml is the last day...today abit pathetic...only 5 freshies came...and all are gers...oh my...but overall we did well...at least they did cheer with us...ahem...now abit sore throat...but well...i have my wonderful mummy making honey drink for me...heehee...oh yar...this few days of orientation...i was so tired after the orientation thingy....but still have to meet up with friends after that for dinner...though tired but really had heart felt talk with them...sorrie for not joining for the dinner with our fellow scotland SCs....As for today...really cannot stay back and see the dance...cos i had to go home to change and go straight down to Sentosa for beach gathering....did enjoy it though i was really tired...but did manage to catch a couple of mins sleep during the briefing in the convention....and now i am so energetic..oh my...i juz cant sleep now...so excited for tml orientation...and sad that it is ending so soon...really did enjoy the 1 month of preparation with those friends i made der...heehee...here's one cheer i thought of...

Rock Cheer~！

Scotland Scotland show our might（echo)

Show them how we win the fight (echo)

Let us have a lot of fun （echo)

Show them all who's number 1 (echo)

We will we will rock you ao, rock you ao (together)

Yipee~!

yipee...im so happy...daddy bought me a new handphone....N7260 de.. but initially wanna N7610..but nvm...quite happy le...cos i dun need to buy...muahaha..oh yar..i m so high now...cos tml going to buy prezie for a friend...heehee...yea..and maybe meeting sum of my outside guides and scouts gang...and den go Mount Faber watch sunset...den we go pasir panjang der eat seafood...its all planned..hope nothing will crop up..heehee...den we'll hav sumthing like mini campfire der...oh yea..do all those singing and cheering...yea..im loving it~! Hope still have voice for bAoc...haahaa...excited about tml plans..yipee~getting high again...i really miss all my scouts friends alot wor...dey are so funny to tok to...and yar...really experience in scouting...haha..dun sae i din miss you all hor...so long nv go out for supper after campfire...all like so busy hur...heehee...gonna catch up with you all tml...heehee...oh yar...guess wad...5 more days to bAoc....omg..its so soon...and yar...im partnered wif limei...hope we'll can get the freshies to be hyper active..maybe should sae she'll get dem active...haahaa..cos she really very hyper...but im more the nite type...hope we can get along together well...:P gotta go liao...wanna go prepare stuff tml...we'll have potluck at mount faber...guys and gals..dun forget to bring ur food hor....haahaa....hope this weekend will be a gd one...and i'll miss bAoc...and everyone....luv u guys~!

Friendship..u noe??

Haven been blogging for days...really tired and getting sick...but i am still strong cos i am tough...heehee...yea...our guides campfire coming soon...is on the 24 June...omg...i am so so looking forward to it...Spooky nitez...i m so high about it...yipee...i so so miss the campfire days...haha...and yea the dunearn one is just great...and i bet ours will be the best ever campfire...heehee...this makes me so high...but now really cant jump around and release all those energy in me...too sick to make noise...sore throat,headaches and abit of fever..tts why i cant get high this few days...all the medicine...oh no...think abit stress about sumthings i am so bothered about Friend stuff...still the same friend...is like today evening we went out together...then she keeps saying bad things about someone...then i really went stunned...its like she is bad mouthing all those crude remarks...is really crude ones...is like i would feel very bad if i say such things...and she dont feel abit of guilt...i suddenly wonder if she had badmouth about me...omg...i really fear that would happen...is like i dun like people to talk things about me behind my back...i really very scared this kinda people..its just so scary...its like you wont know wad she will do to you next...should i consider her my friend?? a friend who would badmouth real crude remarks to others??Well...i still have real bossom friends i made...be it in primary,sec skool, poly, work place, camps/campfires...i know its hard to meet in this wide world so i treasure everyone i made...and i would as well treasure my that friend...i think she might be influenced by her fellow skoolmates dat make her change....but i still love her..and i love all my dear frewnz...just love all of them to bits...cos when i really need them...they are always there for me...and the best times i had...is being shared with them...all those fun you all give...just brighten up my day...and i know i would never want to lose you guys....;P muacks~!heehee...blog next time yea~! getting high...just cant sleep~! and tell you guys...6 more days to bAoc....yipee....i m so so looking forward to it...bAoc is fun...im loving it~! Scotland Rox oN~

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path. Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate. There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do. This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative. You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.

Hmm..after reading this kinda true wor...haiz..have been very tired this few days...yesterday help mum cook for my sis's birthday dinner...and i bought her a yummy chocolate mousse cake...Omg...its just so yummy...I'm Loving it...heehee...have been very sick this few days...all those cough i have this few days...getting worse and worse...eat medicine like no use...aww...really need rest...have been busy for the whole week...sorrie to my friends...cant celebrate their birthdays this week...shall make it up next week yea...paiseh hor..cos really feeling sick....gotta go eat medicine le...blog again next time...

Go try What Your Birthday Date Means? ..its really quite true...heehee...

sad.

Today kinda bit sad...today the 4th president of singapore, Wee Kim Wee ,died...at arnd 5+am...when i heard this news...really kinda depressed...cos since young when he was then the president of singapore..i really admire him alot...bcos of his humbleness, being able to lead the country to what it is no today...I really feel that he is a rare talent...he is someone i would look up to...he is one model that motivates the younger generation to be like him...hmm...den just now heard a taiwanese artiste committed suicide...i find that life is really fragile and that i must treasure every second i had in this world...and never regret in the choice made...we'll never know wad will happen to us in the next second...from wll this that happen today...i realised that life is so precious...death is so hurtful...haiz...missing my grandma...i really her alot leh...really feel weird without her...i so so miss her...everyday..i will think about my childhood days with her...she really dote all her grand daughters alot...and she doesnt show any bias towards any of us..cos she treat us all equally good...haiz...grandma...you know how much i miss you...hmm...gttg liao...have to go eat dinner le...blog another day....

its Labour Day....

Today is labour day...nothing special..haha...but did went to celebrate mother's day...heehee...brought the whole family go mayin there and eat again...think there the food not bad wor....heehee....lucky we went der early...there is a long queue after us...haha...today at home watch tv the whole day...watch the xiao Q show...very touching leh...cried during that show...dunno why oso...tears naturally drop...think that dog really very cute..and its contribution to the society in that show is really big...it helps the blind to guide the way...the most touching part is when the owner died...and during the funeral...the dog attend and keep looking at his owner at the coffin....that scene really very touching...it shows the passion between the owner and the dog...and the deep relationship they had nurtured that made them so bonded...heehee...yea....Scotland Rox...gttg liao...need to get sum rest...slept at 3am and wake up at 8.30am...din really sleep well too...kkiez...blog next time...