分手准准五年了。
想想，还是有些舍不得，很舍不得。
曾经习惯性的有你陪伴，有你呵护，体贴。
当初说的分手，不是因为不爱了，而是放手才能让彼此更好过。
这一放手，我一直都很后悔，因为我知道我再也找不到第二个你。
有几次想鼓起勇气，争取自己决定的幸福，但却害怕自己没办法给你幸福。
也许现在的你，已经很幸福了。
我也只能默默的打听你的消息，只是想知道你一切都过得很好。
或许你是我那个对的人，只是在错的时间相爱了。

依然爱着你，
彬

1 more day to 5 years of breakup.
Looking back, it makes me ponder a lot.
Grown up? Not.
Felt like I am still 原地踏步.
At many times, I told myself to move on.
But to step out seems so difficult.
Not sure what am I holding on.
Sometimes I feel like I am so used to bottle things up to myself, which maybe why I build up walls high.
If I were a bit braver, if I am less afraid of getting hurt, what will be of me?
Another 5 years later, will I be a better me?
To the future me, life is really too short to bottle up so much to yourself.
Letting go may not be easy but taking a step by step could bring you to the light at the end of the tunnel.
Be it relationship or any other, just don't regret on the decision made.
At many times I want to close down this blog but it had many memories that I do not want to delete.
Perhaps, when I am gone or lost my memory, there is something to look back.

因为爱的深，所以难以释怀？
也许一辈子无法释怀，就只能这样默默的爱着。