TEST!!

Hey...Christmas is getting near and so is the Common Test....getting stressed out of the dates of the common test..3 days straight in the row...and IEF is the middle one...will go mad after common test...and for goodness sake...please dun have it in the exams or i will go real MAD....ahahaa....haven start doing revision yet...yesterday was a very very bad day....have been in bad luck for the whole day....got said i never tap ez link card when going home...and for wad i dont tap card...concession ok...den tv spoil....real sad case....really dunno wad to say...anyway...today filed my notes so that i can do revision...and realise so many notes are lost....so weird...and i dunno where is it...some are with my friends....but some are not?? OMG...getting real stressed....exam really can make me mad....ahaha...going to eat more bananas(relieve stress)...coffee(clear minded)....walnuts(alert)...eggs(helps in absorbing info)....golden mushroom(helps the brain)....ahaha....dunno who said...but try it anyway....banana is the most efficient...it makes you concentrate lo....ahahah.....Christmas coming....what i want for christmas?? Wish List updated....hehe....hmm..think i wont be blogging for the next few days bar...will be busy with christmas celebration and next week with common test...bless me that i can get through....Countdown 2006 at Sentosa!!I wish i could go...test on 3 jan2006....can i?ahaha...till den lo...short post here...

End of Home Alone 2

Hey...my family are back from their Genting trip le...ahaha....its rainging der and many of the rides could not be played....ahaha....lucky i din go...if nt i sure regret giving up my tutorials for a wasted trip i must say....hehe....opportunity cost huh....ahaha....today went home straight after school...and haiz....think will get low marks for IEF project bar....hehe....really thanks to my group mates....putting 1000% on the IEF project...And especially thanks to mel for editing everything....really xing ku le wor....and yar...i believe we had a hard time researching on our IEF project....cracking our heads to analyse.....it does drove me crazy...ahaha...hmm..nvm about the critics by Ms Wong yea....we'll do our very best for our presentation!! get hold of the 60% of the whole project....hehehe...i believe we can do it de...and yeaps....my cousins staying over my aunt house which is just few blocks away from mine....hehe....then came back home around 8++...was damn worried...cos most of the time we always come back in the evening de...hehe...really scared they extend their holidays der....and i would go OMG!!! ahaha....but lucky not lo....wooo...yesterday the bukit timah trip was really nice....think whenever i have the time should go there....it helps to slim down....nutritionist say that walking, jogging and swimming are the best slimming exercise....oooo...and i oso heard that having dark chocs before meals too can slim down....wahaha....yawnz....sleepy lo....go have some sleep lo....depriving of sleep...cos cant sleep well alone in the room...had hard time sleeping....coaxing myself to sleep....hehe....can have a better sleep tonite bar....down with serious sore throat...should talk less....may be going K box tmr? till den lo~!

Home alone 2 Day2

Wohooo....today din wake up to climb bukit timah hill...ahaha...but i did climb in the evening....hehe...i broke my record....17mins...to me is quite fast...ahahaha...wake up at 7++ by an unknown caller....after i said hello...she said wrong number....Arghz....then went back to sleep till going to 12....after that went to orchard....went to Far East...saw this bag....quite nice....cost $40....opps....din buy lo....too expensive plus my current financial status is BROKE...den saw quite a lot of clothes very nice....and yar...Mango having sale....so many people snatching and all those crazy acts...wahaha...up to 50% sale lo....hmm...after far east went to cineleaisure....Nike opening der....wooo....and der's opening sale of 10% storewide....ahaha...saw a shirt and the bag i yearned to own it...but think alot of people is owning it....so maybe not buying anymore....hmm...lots of things in orchard...went home at 5++...den had packed lunch....watch tv while eating....den around 6 went to change to shirt and short...and den headed to bukit timah hill...ahaha...was damn late...and i stopped at a later bustop...den walk a longer distance....saw many monkeys and squirrals....so cute....ahaha...reached the bottom at 6.45...was quite dark at that time...and i was quite scared...cos people are coming down...and im going up alone....wahaha....but i did reach the submit 17mins later...the air is cool...and i feel so relax....especially stressed during last few days...doing project...test...and lots of problems arise...but now think everything should be getting fine le bar....hmm....den after that went to westmall lo...need get dinner...den went to get sushi from shop n save....brought some bread for tmr's breakfast....is a must lo....if not mum come home see i nv eat breakfast sure nag again...ahaha...reached home around 9...have a nice bath...and now tidying up on the research i did....hmm....till den lo....blog again next time...everybody coming back tml evening....yohoooo....but today have to sleep alone again...abit scarey though....nitez...

Albert~!

Hey...Just finish watching the release of star idol result....Arghz....Albert is out!!!Cannot believe it lo...he had the most supporters lo...all of my friends are his fanatic supporter wor....OMG....but i think he is very good with his expression during today's performance....though the gap of changing a child like person to a cold hearted person is just to wide...but i like his expression...he has got the point and small actions of a baddie...i think he is the best among the other 3 lo...the other 3 expressions seems abit weird...and doesnt look like a baddie( theme is baddie character)...Ok..I support Albert....hehe...actually never thought i will watch star idol until one day i caught Albert performance...think i wun be watching it anymore le....and yar....his elimination speech really very meaningful i should say....'Though i may be eliminated from the competition, at least i did grab the chance to move towards my dream of becoming an actor, and being part of the competition'. After he said those...I find that he is more mature than what i thought...what is important is the process of the competition not the result of the competition...result only determines one winner...but process gives the most important lesson learnt....Jia you bar Albert....hmmm....today went home after skool...cooked lunch for myself....den went to Jurong Point to shop for a while....den after went to Holland V. and chill out with my friends....had dinner with them...Arghz...i feel so bad....din help jocelyn. eveline and mel with the IEF project though i had finished mine...really feel so bad leh...like leaving them to do their part...so bad of me hor....im so sorrie....should have go together with you all to mel house to do project.....feeling extremely bad....haiz....home alone....eerie feeling...like last time alone at home....except the chick doesnt scare me anymore....wahaha...the chick which scare me is not mine....is my sis de....wahaha...hmm....i have plans made for tmr....going bukit timah hill target to reach submit is 20mins....hehe....going alone lo....must keep fit....i go there whenever i dun have skool...hehe...den reach there le den have the sandwich im going make tmr....wohoo....sounds so carefree....how i wish i can have such lifestyle....no exams, now worries....then after that maybe go home bath le then go town have lunch bar...den think of getting myself a shoulder bag...hehe....oh yar....my wish list was told to update...hehe....and thats apply to all of u guys... to let Santa Clause give you things you desire....ahaha....nonsenseing....till then lo....tmr need to wake up early...go climb hill.....

PS:
Dreams I Desire
Only to Admire
Its just within my Ability
To make it a Reality
Somehow I feel so Lost
As in What I treasure Most
This kind of Feeling
Is really Contradicting

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

HOME ALONE 2 IN ACTION TMR~

Hey...just finish OM common test today....arghz...is damn difficult...whatever i memorise it just doesnt seem to be coming out....Arghz....Home alone again for the next few days lo...my family all going to Genting Highland....WITH MY COUSINS leh...first time and yet i cant go...HUMPH....first is chalet...and now is malaysia trip...what will miss next....have been missing loads of fun with them....haiz....after common test went to IMM to get my camera back....have been with them for 2 1/2 months le...when they say is for one month....haiz...den went to help mum go change money for their trip! Sad...tml only 2 hr tutorial...wonder what am i going to do after that? will be damn bored at home...go shopping? Chill? STUDY??nar...will see how's tml bar....maybe sleep....currently lack of sleep...have been drinking coffee this few days....then resulting sleepless night cos the coffee too strong for me...makes me stay awake for the whole night...and now im depriving of it....yet feeling so energetic....drank mocha in the morning....yawnz....getting tired yet eyes still so big...cant close them...had mess weekends...rushing IEF project....STRESSED....cant get things right....it was just so difficult to analyse the condition of AFRICA....have been facing 'AFRICA' for the past few days....getting mad with it lo....oh yar...yesterday was YuBing birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~! hehe...sorrie cant celebrate with you....got test today....hehe....we'll get together one day yea...missing you guys much....and i must say the time we spent though not long but yet so memorable and precious....having you guys really make those moments filled with laughter and joy....love you guys lots lo...hehe....and yar....AnQi, Sam, Violet and all....Really really long time no see...miss all of you lots....especially AnQi and Sam....you guys stood by me when i was bullied...and sharing lots of things together during that period....and making my life more livelier than ever in the boring working environment doing the same stuff again and again....love you all and miss all Motorians....Miss.Miss.Miss those days....sorrie to Anqi oso...cannot make time to catch up with you all...cos got lots of things coming up...will make up to you de...sorrie wor...hehe...my family are now busy packing their luggage and im happily blogging here....ahaha....its alrite...at least i dun have to wake up that early tmr.....hehe....till then lo....will definitely blog tml...home alone...the best thing to do is surf net and blog.....tata~

Projects!!

Yippee....just finish my flash application project lo....hehe...finally lo....yupz....ahaha...have been playing with the chick that Liqing gave me...ahaha...cos its really cute...and it will always nod its head....ahaha....childish hor.....hehe...IEF project on its way...think gonna finish it by this week...cos next week got OM common test le...so should finish it before the times come...den can have time for revision of OM...and OM does sound abit tough to me since i totally dun understand the tutorials....ahahaha...today stay at skool till7.45....and yar...i miss the Tong Xin Yuan final espisode....but never mind...i din even watch every espisode...just that the show is quite a common topic among my friends....ahaha...hehe...they all like the 'Mei Ren Yu' ahaha...went home around 8+...was damn tired...meetings and meetings....typing and typings!!after that still must go ahead with the completion of flash application project....STRESSED!!! gonna relieve stress this thursday...wanna go swim...opps...battery low batt le....till then lo....

Chill

Wohoo..Just came home from chilling at WestMall Coffe Bean...ahaha...Today went for EC lecture....quite cold der...cos only a few people went for the lecture....hehe...and as usual it ends early...went to canteen 1 and wait for the rest for OM tutorial...and yar...Liqing bought me a chick....hehe....so cute nei....hehe....i got my own one...have been wanting to buy one...cos my sis dun let me play hers...ahaha....Thanks A lot Liqing...And yar Peiwen...Thanks for helping me photostat the tutorials...hmm...i owe you one hor....hehe....Love you guys lots!!!!Hmmm....after IEF tutorial went out to chill with Jocelyn, Evelyn, Mel, Andre, ShaoPing, Wee Leong, etc....ahaha...though dun noe them quite well...initially thought of going to 'EskiBar' but age limit of 21!! and its really cold in there....hmmm....but look quite nice....din notice it when i came to chill at holland v before....hmm...when we reached the age...have class outing der....I miss Class Outing LOTS!! hmm..but quite cold der....hehe...so we went to 'Wala Wala'...the three mangoes shared a drink....hehe...also tried others' drink....we ordered 'SnowBall'..taste quite nice...was abit choked by the smoke there...and dat makes my eyes itchy....ahaha...upstairs environment is good but no sports show to watch...but there's band der....and its cool....went up der before....ahaha...smuggle in with my friends....hehe....and sometimes we went there to watch Football match....and shout Ole Ole Ole Ole OleOle....ahaha...but its quite fun those days....hehe...Yeting come over for a while and then went for her driving lesson....hmm...so long never see her wor....hehe...after that some others join in...and the mangoes take the leave lo...hehe....then i went to westmall....chill with other friends...hehe...initially they say wanna go Boat Quay de...ahaha...but i said so far....so we stayed at westmall...besides its not safe der bar....den we chilled till quite late...even coffee bean was closing...then went to Kopitiam...then after chilling walked back home wor...cos no bus liao....abit darker then last time i 1+ go home...but luckily there's lamp post around...hehe....HOME ALONE....Dad went to join my family at downtown chalet...left alone at home....so cold....and when i was playing with the chick Liqing bought me....and suddenly heard sneezing sound...i thought it was the chick....and i tried many times with the chick..but dun have lei....Eerie....getting abit scary...ahaha....hmm...going offline le....getting late le....should get some sleep....till then.....

Chalet...

Wohooo....just finish my flash application project...hehe...think should be not bad bar...but think im doing another quiz in bar....if not only that project abit too plan lo...hehe...oh yar...PepC went home today arnd 12.20am lo...miss PepC lo....hehe....getting tired...wake up early today...in the end din join them for chalet....cos no time to play...this sem must add lots of oil to buck up on GPA....got quite low wor...so this sem must jia you....get good results....is a MUST....thats my aim....hehe....ooo...going to settle EC workshop and IEF project....IEF project is dueing soon...my friends are completing....making me feel that im slow...hehe...did some research le...start analyzing now bar...but dunno how to do it...Arghz....Rant it out!!! Abit Stress!!or should i say VERY STRESS? ahaha...cannot stress too much if not i'll eat lots of things...cos stress makes my stomach feel empty and i bulge on food...Making me FAT...hmmm....later practise dance...hehe...a form of exercise...den do some jogging after that bar...thats my activities i plan for today cos no1 at home....hehe....sisters went for the family chalet....mum got work today and will be joining them tmr....dad work till late...the afternoon left alone at home....so decide to do some exercise...den do revision on IEF which i dun even understand a single thing!! OMG...who is going to save me from it!!!haiz...gttg liao...go do a quiz for the flash application project....bless me i'll able to present the my project in front of the class successfully next week...hehe...till then lo....

PS:
Humans are just hard to Understand
All about their feelings and taking their Stand
Don't care if others feel Hurt
They just treat them like Dirt
Where can I find One
That hurt are None
Humanity makes it Impossible
Yet its existence will be Incredible

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

HAPPY!!

Hey...Today Damn happy...but dunno why lo....things not really settled...cos today din meet them out for activities...went to Singapore Polytechnic today with Peiwen and Liqing...cos Liqing got a stall at their bazaar...hehe...and i must say Liqing got that lady boss look when she's selling things lo....*claps claps....hehe....and yar she treat us waffle hotdog and Takoyaki...yum yum....really very nice lo...hehe...my SP friends....better go try or you will regret not trying lo...hehe...and that settled my dinner wor...cos was quite full lo....den peiwen and liqing went to City Hall...but i din tag along....went home and see PepC....hehe....so cute nei...now lying beside me...hehe...hmm...haven done EC yet wor....die le lar...really forget how to do access le...but nvm...im going to do it tml....gonna go library borrow the access text tml....bless me i can finish it by tml....hehe...;p...short post here lo.....got stuff to do....till den lo....

TIRED!!

Weekends come....my cousin's dog at my house....cos they are going overseas so left their dog with us...hehe....PepC so cute nei....then in the late afternoon went to my grandpa's house..ahaha....for mahjong session with my aunt, uncle and grandpa...hehe...the first round was so long....cos my uncle kept winning and there it stuck with him...then kinda tired....my sis took over me...hehe....then went to read the book i brought there to read...Peiwen's chinese novel....really quite an interesting book lo....hehe....still left almost half of the book bar...gonna read it fast...hehe....weekends are so short....and there goes my saturday.....shall do my Flash project tommorrow bar....maybe not going to the IT fair lo....IEF date due is 2 weeks time...really fast lo....did some research le...but dont quite understand how to do the sypnosis and all....haiz....getting better bar....ahaha...from the FLU....hehe...a short post here lo...wanna catch some sleep lo...waken up by my sis this morning....cos she too excited about PepC coming over.....ahaha.....tommorrow still got to attend church....till then bar...No PS: for today...cos no inspiration and feeling sleepy...cant think of a good one....nitez lo....

Friends???

Moody...dint get enough sleep today....went to school dragging my feet there....having friday blues?? ahaha...just feel abit weird today....sitting there not toking much....looking at whats happening around me....just find that i cant adapt to their footstep...just too fast for me...humph....today dunno why so moodless....like no special reasons....feel abit of tired...and need some sleep....abit worrying for my friend....wonder how she is....cos i din go to her when she called me this morning....feel abit bad...but got tutorials so i have to go school....really sorrie lei...promised you that whenever you need someone but yet i din conform with my promises to you...i hope you can understand wor....have been feeling very bad the whole day lor....and thats give my moody face all day long....haiz....somehow i feel that im leaving my friends far apart....not able to click with them as well as before...just feel that the gap between us are getting wider....but i think its sooner or later bar....since that day we met during the hols...i got this strong feeling...yet i still believe that our friendship isnt that fragile....but believing is not everything....and i did try to do my very best....well...i still believe in them....but maybe sound abit too naive....who knows they maybe making use of me...nowadays abit depressed by those friends....somehow i find that true friends are really hard to find....is it that every true relationship is such hard to find that makes it so rare and precious?? only those primary school days i found true friends....so innocent without any other thoughts but just wanna be friends...I admit that is when i found my true friends though lost contact after PSLE...hmm...kinda desire for true friends?? sounds abit weird and desperate..hmmm...oh yar...must thank chen feng for the cute paper clip she gave me today...hehe...very cute de...with ultraman on it...hehe...though not mesmerizing by JJJ like before...i still like those ultraman's stuff...unique taste i must say bar...haha...gotta go liao...feel better after blogging lo....hope tomorrow will be a better day...its WEEKENDS!!i just do love weekends....do research for IEF lo....till den lo~!

PS:
Friends are always better than Foes
Though some maybe like Rose
Where torns may Prick
And friendship turns Weak
Friendships are True
When it means just You
Friendships may just Blew
When treasure is not with You

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Flash~!!

Yohooo....today really cant wake up lo....hehe...but im still early for my Flash application lesson....today start of project lo...hehe....decide on doing Origami wor....hehe....think not bad bar...unique i should say....hehe...but abit difficult to do those animation....arghz...must jia you nei....hehe....everyday so busy with things...never do any of revision....OMG!!oh yar...reminder to TB25...EC e learning is due today lo...is to take the quiz under assignment wor....hehe...and yar...must go download MYOB in skool too....ahaha....hmm...today din have lunch....went to library to do abit more of the flash application project.....hungry.....grrr.....ok....need to catch some sleep soon le....hehe....till den lo~!!

PS:
Whenever things are meant to be this way
It will never be changed.
Whenever hope comes by
Treasure and grabbed it closed.
Whenever things are at dead ends
Believe in getting the best out of it.
Whenever everything are against odds
Try looking at another view of it.
Whenever you feel lonely
Shout out loud and with echos you will no longer be alone.
Whenever you feel happy
Smile as wide as you can to all but not none.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Harry Porter!!Nice Movie~!

Wohoo...today finally watch Harry Porter and The Goblet of Fire lo...hehe....went with Peiwen, Jocelyn and Mel lo...went straight to town right after lecture...hehe...the content of the movie...hmm...think the ending abit too sudden...den the effects really nice...a pity Cedric died at the last part lo...really very sad de lei...ahaha...i admit lar...i did cry lo....*paiseh...but overall is quite a nice show...hehe...wow...see the advertisements...got lots of new nice movies coming up lo...arghz....have to control myself with desires lo...hehe....get extra money for this month....ahahaha...will be deducted for next month lo....humph....a lesson i never learn to always save money for desires....hehe....nvm bar....enjoy my day today...movie was really great...after that on my way home....saw my friends...so went shopping again...ahahaha...i did window shopping lo....ahaha...went to isetan....friends bought some of the typical OL(office lady) clothes that is on sale....DKNY shirt....ahaha...and i saw that cute boy still promoting shoes...ahaha...saw him the last month i went there....cos he very outstanding...the youngest among all promoters...looking abit like waiter....cos of their uniform...white shirt and black pants...and of cos his shoes are outstanding....addidas sneakers....ahaha....ok...nt that im interested in him...just find him catching attention bar....ahaha.....saw some clothes not bad....but just bear with it lo...den we went to Hereen Limited edition shop...bought something we share for velle's birthday...ahaha...im sure she like it lo...limited edition one de lo....and its very nice...hmmm...den went to PS....M'industries....looking at the shoes i had been wanting to buy....but on second thought think better nt...too many ppl own it le...hmm...saw a shirt not bad...$29.90....not bad...hehe....after that went home taking mrt...den go westmall...went to Tom and Stefanie...saw this OL's shoulder bag....white and silver de....$39.90 lo...but think maybe abit mature??anyway...i cant buy any of those currently...hehe...hmm...tired lo...going to sleep le...still having some flu...but getting better...fever is gone...sore throat is getting better too....hehe....hope the weather gets better and i'll recover from my flu lo...hehe.....till den lo...hehe....oh yar...to all 'o' level students...congrats lo....last paper finally finished!!!enjoy the hols lo....hehe...blog again next time.....

Sicked....Feeling terrible

Bad day today...coughing and sneezing away during lecture and tutorial....aww....im feeling very sick....now feeling better from just now...hmm...its alreadi pass 5 lo...no changes made le....i put tourism and resort management for first choice but i doubt i can get it...my second choice is service management...but find the module abit weird...we have to learn logistic??And what heathcare service, education service???Lost...my third choice is marketing lo....ahaha....i shall work harder this sem lo....at least get into the top 3 choice of mine bar....God bless me lo...hehe....today IEF lesson...i totally dont understand wor...especially the GRAPH....'o_o'??ahaha....gotta do more revision....yipee...tml going with my classmates to watch Harry Porter after lecture!!!Have been looking forward to that though i dont have money for it....hmm...shall borrow money from mum until i got money from my friends...hehe...it have been long since we last go out together le...really miss those times we go town shopping....for now its really rare to go out with all of them...really miss those days wor....hehe...oh yar....ahaha....Thanks to John....brought me water...hehe...that's what a patient need most....ahaha...and thanks for the fruits....you bought at the canteen...really need vitamins to fight the virus....hehe....thanks lo...let you 'po fei' le...hehe....really thanks lei....ahaha...cos me really dunno how to take care of myself...only know how to act strong...and take care of others....hehe....John....Really must say a BIG thanks for taking care of me whenever im sick.....You are such a nice person....hehe.....not saying i like you hor....dun misunderstand ar....but really nice to have such a friend to be there when i need care and concern...but just dont let me be dependent on you wor....ahaha....im a strong ger lo...no more the small little ger....*winks....losing appetite lo...had 'Chee CHong Fun' without sauce for lunch and a honey dew....ahaha...fruits just so important...think tonight wanna cook bland 'Mian Xian' for myself...got abit fever wor....haiz....all thanks to the singing and dancing....just cant get it right lo....humph....maybe more exercise could help me recover bar...i will recover soon!!!Dislike the feeling of being sick....bugging onto those tissues and medicine....ahaha....hmm....going to take medicine lo....till den bar...will blog again...

PS:
The Every little thoughts
I know its out of missing you
The Every little feelings
I know its because of the touch of love
The Every little concern
I know its just of wanting the ever best
The Every little bits of everything
I know I could never have delivered
The Every bits from my heart and soul
I have wanting you to receive

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Sick

Cough cough...having real bad sore throat...due to too much of singing...ahaha...shall keep quiet how i got it...having slight flu too...arghz...feeling really sick today...arghz...my decision for the specialization and elective is not confirmed....having internal struggle on which course shall i go...arghz....tml need to bring lappy to school...doing self study at school tml too....cos i have my 2 sisters at home...and im sure i would be distracted...shall choose to study at school lo...hehe....getting abit of tiredness....yawnz...today no appetite for dinner...just feel so sick of food...arghz...watch tv for the whole day...watch the Golden Horse Award Ceremony for the third or should i say the forth time....just to catch glimpse of my Favourite Singer....JAY CHOU!!! He got the Best New Actor Award...hehe...yuppiez....and i must say he deserves it...he perform well in the movie INITIAL D....and i can say....watching a hundred times is of no tiredness of it....hehe...looking forward to his next movie....wohooo....ahaha...Fanatic Fan here...so the above quote is of personal views wor....ahaha...hmm...tml want to go watch Just Like heaven....but seems like no1 is interested in this movie...i thought it was the top box office in New York....so i would expect lots of people wanting to watch it....humph...haha...and yupz...going to watch Harry Porter and The Goblet of Fire on tuesday....yuppiez...excited....hehe...Yawns....gotta catch some sleep le...till den bar....blog again lo....

PS:
If you werE cLouDs...
i wouLd bE the suN to brighteN uP youR daY...
iF yoU were papEr...
i wouLd bE pen to writE you a wonderfuL pagE ..
aN uNforGetabLe one...
iF you were wiNd..
i wouLd bE sand
ALways foLLow the direction oF the wind...
iF you were treE...
i wouLd bE the soiL
To aLwayS bE theRe to make sure yoU bE a stroNg and heaLthy one...
WhatEveR yOu weRe tO BeComE..
i wouLd aLwayS bE the one bY yoUr side...
SecRetLy theRe to suppoRt you...
Let mE bE oNe..
juSt Let mE bE....
coS i NevEr know wHeN i may ever see you agaiN..
and iF i reaLLy do SeE yoU agaiN..
thaT muSt bE FATE
ThaT brouGht uS togetheR ....
iF fate aLLows uS...
hE wiLL...
N i aM hopiNg foR thiS day t0 CoMe....

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired..

Hey...Really sorrie to Jocelyn today...actually wanted to do EC powerpoint after school but last minute have to go for the family day thingy at Expo der...sis working der too...hehe...quite alot of stuff...hehe...but when we reach there we went to the Loreal sale der...Up to 70% off wor...alot of people lo...but there's also maybelline brand der...Mad people i can say...people buying large bags of cosmetics....can they use finished??just so much lo...but its really cheap...hehe...i bought some foundation for future use bar...den mum bought eye shadow and lipstick which i think is not bad...got abit glossy de...hehe...after that went to have dinner though i was hungry since i was at the mrt....ahaha...after dinner went to look for my sis...wow..not much people der...but i guess bcos its the first day bar...there's maplestory for kids to play...wow...that is the thing that attract my youngest sis wanna go der tml...ahaha....spare me from it...i dun wanna travel all the way to expo lo....ahaha...just like normal fair lo...nothing special bar...but got alot of youngsters at the stores lo....JCs student i can say bar....lots of YanDaos at those games station wor....ahaha...cos there nothing much interesting stuff to see so see people lo...hehe....den got back home at arnd 11++...went to have a shower and its about 12...den start to do the powerpoint presentation...do until 3am den hand in lo....now making choices for my specialization lo...anyhow choose liao...really dunno how lei....die le....god bless me lo....those who choose tourism are just too many...wonder if i can get into...with my so so result....i doubt so lei...haiz...dunno lar...so im working extra hard this term lo...especially the killer module IEF...put alot of effort in it lo...but still blur wor...today tutorial blur and blur lo....i need a tutor....ahaha....going to catch some sleep le...VERY tired le....Yawnz.....

PS:
I wanna be the stars above
being always by your side
during the day
still up there
during the night
giving you light
No matter what
i'll always shine
For during the dark
you will not be alone
during the day
i am still there for you...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

 

My first Flash Application Assignment..

Yawnz

Yawnz...Haven been sleeping much this few days...got meetings with my other fellows friends at school library almost everyday....Tired....have to type minutes....ahaha...haiz...so tired and stress lei...but i oso dunno wad im stressing for...think is because last sem result not fulfilling...so this sem must work harder bar...but always cramp with other stuff...never do tutorials....Arghz...my resolution goes to the drain again...haiz....looking forward to weekends now...need to catch some sleep...tommorrow is 8am lesson lo....Yawnz....going swimming after lesson bar...need to do some exercise to relieve stress bar....Yawnz....Sleepy Face....im just so tired...Today wake up at 6am to print today's PMKT notes...PMKT always Monday then put up the notes...Haiz...and the tutorial always later than the lecture notes....Yawnz....hmm....after EC tutorial went to meeting...No lunch...though was abit of hungry...cos din take breakfast...going PMKT lecture after that and then to the tutorials....Yawnz.....hmm...Here's my first Flash Assignment wor...think should be OK bar....ahaha...First Try lo... till den lo...short post here lo...

Give Me A BREAK!!

Hey...Today really sleepy and lazy lo...wake up so early...really din wanna go lecture de...but must be good girl lo...hehe...yesterday slept at 2+ lo...was doing IEF research wor....Hardworking hor?? AS IF lo...ahaha...but did get some queries out from the research...ahaha...its long...so i din read it...hehe...Yawnz....Feel like sleeping...but i still got tutorials to do....Aww...hmm...going swimming with sis on thursday...get a tanned bar...and relieve stress lo...hehe...today only me, peiwen, jocelyn and janet went for the lecture...not much people lo...after AAA lecture went to canteen 1 with peiwen and have lunch...den went library...chit chat lo...hehe...after that went to OM lecture though we dun have lecture notes...ahaha...was chatting all the way too...nothing much about OM lecture....hmm...gotta apologise to alot of people for yesterday....really sorrie to those that i say may go out with them...really sorrie lei...cos my friend really need someone to be by her side comforting her and listening to all her sorrows...hmm...Apology to all whom i say may go out with them....sorrie guys...and yar Minz....when you still got things cant solve by yourself or you need a listening ear must always find me....dont ever feel lost...cos you have me...no matter how bitterness are those...Remeber you have me by your side....i will be the person to give you sweets to sweeten all your bitterness you have....and i believe it will make you better...When you feel lost...i will be you light to guide you out...Hope you have felt better....though i may not be that of experts councillors to have lots of words of console...but i believe a listening ear and a shoulder to lean upon could have helped...Take care always....Friends are meant to be everlasting de...gotta go liao...short post here lo....need some rest...till den lo~!

PS:
Life Are Always So Beautiful
With You Around In My Life
Though Changes You Have Made
I Still Believe That
The Beauty I See In You
Will Never Fade
And I Believe
You Are Kind And Hardworking In Nature
Love Can Be Faded
But The Feeling Will Never Be Forgotten
It Becomes Part Of My Life
A Part That Will Always Be With Me Forever

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

HAPPY DAY!!

wooo...juz come back from the chalet....hmm....Happy birthday to Shi Hui and Valerie....so coincidence...both of them de chalet is just beside...hehe....its affinity right....ahaha....woo...so long never see all of them le....all become such a pretty lads wor....chio bus lo....hehe....hmm...went der was pretty paiseh....cos dunno their friends....but i did enjoy myself...chatting with yubing, sidi, jiewen and chuan ming....ahaha...after that went to newton and join my friends der...they are having their supper there....since i passed der so went to join them....but no supper for me....on diet lo....hehe....hmm....after went home....and i dunno why....i just have the feeling that i will see XXX in Mac....but XXX was not der.....ahaha....and guess wad i did see him in the end....arghz....somehow i feel that is like what we say AFFINITY....its like i always see XXX around....but somehow those i really wanna meet on the street just never ever bump into each other....juz like JJJ....always down at town....but i have yet to met JJJ at town....though we often are at town at the same time.....and its only XXX that i always bump into...hmmm....somehow i strongly feel that we have such a thing call AFFINITY....but it doesnt work between us now....or should i say i still have that little bit of feeling...that i shouldnt have let go due to some obstacles i face....i never tell XXX why i did that....and XXX never knows it....since after we dont get to see each other as often as in school....i would still bump into XXX at the same area....hmm....and always after seeing him....it makes me ponder for a long time....on what feeling i have for XXX....and what i am waiting for from XXX...and it often makes my mind wander far....and feel so lost....haiz...what's going on with me....cant believe im still clinging on it....it has been like centries ago....and XXX doesnt even bother....why should i even ponder over it....ok....im nt going to let this making me feel lost....i still think that today is a very fun day...Missing all those Motorola's friends lots....get to see some of them today....and im very happy being with them...though was quite quiet listening to their talks....hehe....best wishes to the two birthday girls who happen to open chalet just a block away from each other....In this world there is too much of a coincidence...but coincidence sometimes become the affinity we have....hmm...today a long day lo...had meeting in the afternoon....oh yar...gotta write out the minutes lo...till then lo~! For the above incident..names are not to divulge for sake of victims....ahaha....signz offz~!

PS:
AngeLs are what i BeLievE iN
and they wiLL definiteLy briNg the bLessings i have foR you...
iF they were noT there foR you..
i wiLL be your guardiaN angeL..
aLwayS bE bY youR side...
whateveR obstructioN theRe iS iN youR Life..
i wiLL aLwaYs bE theRe to heLp you cLear theM...
foR deeP iN mY hearT..
yoU aRe tHe oNes i treasuRe...
the oneS i Dont want unhappineSs befaLL on..
thE oneS whoSe joY behoLd mY Life...
Never wiLL i want to see you hurt...
BecauSe i ReaLLy LovE you so...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Yippeee~!

Woo...today first time attend Flash appliation lesson lo...quite interesting lei...hehe...today got assignment...but dun think it is able to be put on the blog lo...hehe...wait till i have better product den put on bar...hehe...gotta noe 2 new friends....very fun loving person...ahaha...though i m the quiet one...hehe..but thats me lo...im better in listening bar....hehe...and guess wad...i did it again...i DIN SAVE my ASSIGNMENT!!!!omg....i have do it again....must hand it by tml lo....omg....haiz....so sian....always forget to save assignment de...humph....after lesson went to cut my hair lo...cos really cant stand my hair anymore...so messy...just that i cant find time to get it cut....abit busy nowadays...and since today i get to leave early so went for a haircut....arghz...abit short...but COOLING...hehe...abit tired now and haven done my tutorials....ahhaa....hmm...must apologise here to Valerie lo....sorrie lei...cant go your chalet this sat....cos Shi Hui's birthday bbq this sat too....sorrie about it...we'll have MOTO gathering next time yea....hehe...oh yar....this sat got our 3rd Alumni Meeting at BB Mac lo....12-2pm lo...as said is to discuss Fancy drills and Orientation 2005....woo....stop here le...short post here lo....till then bar....

PS:
Love iS aLways worth the wait..
i'M WiLLing to wait for you..
and i Hope That mY True Love wiLL one Day touch you Deep..
no matteR what..
i'LL bE right here Waiting for you..
eveN though I wont be abLe to get youR Love..
but youR happiness and bLissfuLnesS iS Enough for mE..
iF onLy you are HappY with iT..
i'M wiLLing to StanD aback..
but you Must stay Happy and cooL always~!

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Birthday Blast!

Blogging here again lo...hmm...today got alot of friends birthday...woo....Happy Birthday Guys!!-Fanny, Kym, Brenda, June, Jack....wohoo...Sorrie ar...cant celebrate with all of u lo...hehe...but hope u guys like the prezies lo...hehe....hmm...broke this month liao....buy books, prezies and stuffsl....wohoo...hmm...bad start of the day lo...forget to bring handphone to skool....and without my handphone i feel so lost of contact with friends and time lo! ahaha...so sorrie guys if u cant get me today...hmm...later going for sumone birthday party in the evening...wohoo....but sorrie cant stay too long...tml lesson at 8am lo....haiz....hehe....ermz...today ending lesson at 5pm lol...2hr break in the middle....arghz....hmm...and yar...i gotta meet up with yubing, sidi and all one day to buy Shi Hui prezies lo...ehhh...quite excited for tml IS lesson...taking Flash Application lo...hehe....this week seems to be a lazy week for me...din bother much to do tutorials cos no mood to concentrate....too much distractions( TV, Phone call, Chilling) hehe...but i'll try harder lo....ahaha...oh yar...to my dearie friends....thanks for sharing everything( woes and happiness)...i believe things will be better de ok...when u feel sad...we'll cry together...when u r overjoyed...we'll jump around and scream together...remember that i'll be there for everyone...hehe....can come to me anytime de wor....cos thats wad friends are for....hehe....ok...stop here lo...lappy no batt le...till then lo~!

PS:
You make mY heart races so fast that
eveN i couLd not eveN catcH iT...
You make mE bLush in front oF you
for mY shynesS cannoT cover mY LovE for you...
You make mE waiT for youR message DaY by dAy
for wheN iT comes...
iT reaLLy touCh mE deeP inside
for rare iT may bE to See your messaGe...
Your mesmeriSing eyes makE mE so DeepLy in LovE wiTh you
aNd suCh feeLiNgs grow deepEr aNd deepEr....
thouGh the diStance between uS seemS to Drift furtheR...
buT nevEr shaLL iT bE a ReasoN for mE to giVe uP
for perserveranCe shaLL bE there for yoU aLwayS..
what can i SaY...
iTs aLL tHe beauTy iN thE eyE of the behoLder...
anD thiS hAs madE mE madLy iN Love with Y0U~!

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

School Life!!

Wooo...there's go another week le...hmmm...this sem seems to be a tough one...all modules sound quite tough lo....currently cant handle all those new stuff...Maths Make Me Mad...ahaha...well...i can say IEF will be the killer one...cant digest everything said during the lecture lo...or should i say i cant hear clearly from her....her mic is so soft....and she seems to be mumbling to herself...cant really catch what she is talking about....haiz....better put in more effort bar...hope things will get better bar....hmm...November comes....lots of things happening...with so many birthday coming around....And JAY CHOU's ALBUM!! HOT PICK!! i must say...i din order so tsk tsk...cant get the album due to no stock...Arghz....the album is so nice!!!Ye Qu!!Fa Ru Xue!!OMG....Nice....ahaha...JAY fan here...hehe....hmmm....oh yar...this coming sat is Shi Hui birthday lo...hmm...thinking what i should buy for her birthday presents....and yar...i din forget my buddy birthday lo....this coming wednesday....and yar...Jack's birthday oso this wednesday wor....ahaha...juz realise when i receive the birthday alarm....hehe...sorrie ar....hmm...need to thrift abit next month lo...will be asking for extra pocket money from next month de....hehe...cos got lots of stuff needed to buy lo....have been spending lots of money....oh yar...maybe ask for money use to buying presents during last sem...ahaha...hard to ask lo...hmm...well....this month gonna be a tight month for me...need to buy textbook and all stuff....when can i start my savings plan?? should lock myself in the house after school so that i wont buy things...hehe....but thats difficult....humph...thats me mar...cant save for rainy days....and that cause me headache when im tight lo....wahaha...should have gotten work during hols...nvm...take it as a lesson bar...not to spend so much lo...hmm...but i really wanna buy JAY CHOU's CD lo....Haiz...where can i get it?? Somemore now no money....haiz...till den bar...tml got 2 lecture lo....gotta turn in early lo...Sign offzzzz

Bad Start on the First Day of School

School starts today....what a bad day i have....i got out of the house at 10am...tsk...waited for 20 mins den got bus lei....den nvm....at the bukit timah shopping centre change bus....the bus 52 just drove off while i was raising out my hand....Arghz....den waited for about 15mins den comes the 184 bus....reach school at 11.10am....what a bad start of the day on my first day of school...den went to photocopy notes for peiwen and liqing....den went fro the IEF lecture....the lecture is really fierce lo...and i think she abit revengeful person...sounds abit scary....ahaha...den after the lecture...we struggle on whether to go with jocelyn, eveline and mel to SIM for lunch then go orchard or go with liqing meet her boyfriend and lunch....finally decide on going with liqing meet her boyfriend lo...feel abit bad...din join jocelyn, eveline and mel....erm....din mean not to join u guys de....but abit curious to see liqing boyfriend....hehe...opps....den we went to jurong meet liqing boyfriend....hmmm...they two very compatible lei....like prince and princess like dat...in my point of view lo....ahaha....and i can see liqing very 'Xin Fu' like that....abit 'xian mu' bar...hehe...waited for bus 52 for quite long and therefore late again for AAA lecture....Arghz...late consecutively lo!! hehe....And guess what!! I didnt bring my KEYS!!That is the worst thing of the day!! Haiz...but its alrite...meet up with friends and did enjoy the time with them....you guys must take care lo...stay happy and cheerful wor~hmmm...getting late...tml or should i say today is All Saints Day!! going to church tml....9am mass lo...need to sleep early bar....ahaha....and yar wednesday is All Souls Day....Tml is oso Deepavali....and thursday is Hari Raya Puasa....Lets enjoy the festive season bar....cheers~ till then lo....
PS:
Dream may be unrealistic...
but at least I've tried to strive for it...
I know that all...
In this big big world...
having able to know each other is really a destiny...
a destiny is what I believe is rare...
Love varies from people to people...
to me love is such a tragic that I dont get to really understand it....
for the deeper passion i have for love...
the more I am hurt and depressed...
Yet I have all the sweet memories with me...
I kept it very close to me...
and somehow the feeling is fading away....
I recollect them all and silly smiling at those scenes flashing in my mind...
memories are forever sweet for you wont know the flaws of him...
Let all joyful thoughts always lighten each day...
and may the one able to help me stand up once again ...
follow what my heart says....

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

School opens!!

Oh no...school starting tomorrow le....arghz...holidays so fast gone le..ahaha...meaningful holiday?? Erm...i should say so so bar...spend alot during the hols with presents, shopping, chillings and all stuff....hehe...but next semester's hols wont be that comfortable...gonna stuck with attachment lo...God bless me that i will get a 5 day work job bar....ahaha...this sem will be a tough one lo....IEF...thats killer i must say....ok....new semester revolution comes.....is a MUST abide now lo....hmm...firstly MUST attend all lectures no matter what excuse possible....secondly MUST do all tutorials....thirdly MUST save money each month minimum $20 bar...next MUST not skip tutorials....then MUST exercise more....somemore MUST be attentive in lectures....next MUST get back to my old self (talk more)...finally MUST learn to adapt in a new class...that must be all le bar...hehe....did some self- reflection on what are the things i had not done last sem lo....but doubt this sem i can do this....but at least i will move towards this new resolution of mine lo....i can do it de....hmm..but MUST attend all lectures seem to be a difficult one...but i'll try ok...hmm....looking forward to IS class lei...dunno why....though will be alone from my classmates...but i sort of interested in the project....do a advertisement for a product using flash...hehe....sounds like marketing stuff...hehe...but first week clashes with Hari Raya Haji lo...so no lesson lo...hehe....hmm...looking forward to meeting my classmates lo....so long never see them lo....miss them lots....didnt have time with them during the hols....hmm....though things are different from our year 1 ...i really like them all lo....they are just a bunch of nice people....i'll say VERY NICE people....really GREAT to be in TB25 and having know every single of them....hmmm....all saints day coming lo...its on deepavali...hehe...need to check the schedule for mass le...oh yar...tuesday meeting wen and all to holland v for chill....confirm with you guys soon....hehe....and as for Mingz....thursday we go town TCC shall see if my pocket lo....hehe....sorrie ar....got burnt in the pocket during the hols with presents, chilling and shopping...will confirm with you guys another day lo....till den le...going to play maple the last time during the hols....gamin' tru the night.....

Expedition tml!!

Hehe..Juz finish choosing IS module stuff...Arghz...i am just too slow lo...i got into Flash Application and Spanish lo...hehel...alone from TB25...im sure i can do it de...hehe.. abit eager to learn spanish lo...ahaha...the mentor name so long lo...woo..hehe...though will be alone...im sure i can learn sumthing from it bar...heez...wa..so long never blog le...hmm...tml got expedition lo...looking forward to tml lo...hehe...juniors better do well for this lo...hehe...EXCITED lo...stop here le...will blog again...wanna change the skin lo...till den bar...

Another Day....

Arghzz...Exams results are very bad...OMG...shall not say how bad i did lo...but manage to at least pass lo...gotta work harder next semester lo...hehe...play too much this semester le...always out chilling with friends and all....opps...shall go out less often lo...mum says so lo...im a mummy ger lo...hehe...if not pocket money kena cut bar...hehe...arghz...today really got emotion fight...haiz...dunno if i should be happy or sad lo...i so long never message him le...and juz now he message me lo...arghz...when i saw dat message was really happy at that moment and even went real red...cos he think of me lo(i think too much ) ...hehe ....*blush blush too...but on second thought...i thought i decided to give up?? but to say the truth...in my heart i never give up a single moment....its just that i din want to think about him...haiz....Struggle...!! At times when i wanna give up most...he gave me hope....its always like dat...making me still clinging on hope that miracles will happen!!Arghz...Confused...dunno wad i should do lo...my feelings are conflicting....ahaha...and guess wad i did....i reply him with another greeting message....adding on some words: Miss You Lots~!!!....arghz...abit too obvious hor....haiz....he is now in the army lo....he must be having hard time in there lo...haiz....Must jia you lo...when you have anything wanna say out....can come to me hor...im always there for you....not a moment have i left you alone wor...and really thanks for your greeting message....it turns my day better...(hope he does view my blog lo)have been slacking at home....gaming and stuff....hehe...aunt's birthday coming soon lo...yupz...me and my cousin going to whip some of our specialities lo...ahaha...i'll most probably make a baked rice...hmm....den...do brocolli in milk with cheese(learn from tv lo)...den make mango pudding??hehe...wohooo....her birthday this saturday lo....and yar this saturday guides will be going to do rachy lo...prepare for the expedition lo....hmmm....quite excited about the expedition...but hope we can merge with scouts so that we can have a longer distance expedition...and the guides can learn some other skills from the scouts and communication between them....a pity we dun have scouts...if not it will be like my guides time...playing the scissors paper stone with the scouts....so childish yet innocent lo....hehe...aww....really miss those days lo...i miss guiding lots....last time i had great fun....my seniors are the best....my most enjoyed days in guides was my secondary 1...my PL and PS are so fun....love them lots...hehe...and we are always the winner then...Hibiscus Patrol Rox Big Time lo....hehe....So missing guides lo...hmm...maybe one day we will have interaction with other school's guides and scouts....ahaha....i bet most of them are looking forward to it lo....ahaha....and i must admit...in guides i make a lot of new friends from other schools after each campfires we attended....get to mix around with the scouts via my friends....hehe....and guides too lo...hmm...holidays are getting bored without my friends....all working and busy....haiz....i miss them lots....today alot of things happen huh...when i go out today...saw someone....change quite a lot lo...hehe...and yar...and some secondary school friends....but they dont seems to aware who i am....ahaha....i changed?? no lo....hehe....anyway....today is not my day...leg pain too...wear heels just now lo....till den lo....Away to Gamin'

Shopping again?

Yohoo...today went shopping spree again with moommmy...ahaha...friends all either not free, working, attachment, overseas, busy or go idare le...ahaha...so since mooommmy is free...so ask her out lo...hehe...but was a wasteful trip though...din bought anything...bought a handphone accesseries for my dear sister lo...cos she very hardworking bar...studying for her exams...so buy her things make her happy lo...ahaha...younger sister is jealous and angry lo...hehe...nxt time lo...when i get a job i buy you sumthing even special yea...hehe...hmm...today shop for the whole afternoon bar...sleep till 10++ lo...cos yesterday watch tv till 3am lo...ahaha...with my mooommmy lo....haha...nice show that i miss yesterday afternoon lo....yesterday went to the temple to ji bai my grandma...cos is her birthday yesterday...hmmm...whenever i am reminded of my grandma...tears always flows down and the sourness in my heart...having her leaving me so fast...i am missing her lots and lots and even lots in the future....she will always be in my heart...i have always not treasuring what i have now and when i lost it...i started to regret...i dun wanna regret anymore...i will treasure everyone real precious....cos i dun wanna have regrets...regrets are pain that will stay forever...that everlasting pain nothing can heals...I believe this is a real big lesson to me...having lost my dear grandma...i have become mature after so many things had happened...i will not take things for granted and always treasure everyone...hmmm....tml going for interview at pasir panjang lo...quite far nei...hehe...hopefully i can get the job bar...in need of money lo...if not nxt sem will be hell for me...ahahaha...hmm...missing all my friends lo...TB25, wenz, motorola's friends....ahaha...din get a chance to chill with them lo...I'm MISSING them LOTS.....hmm...stop here lo...need to sleep early....till dewn bar...

P.S.:
AngeLs are what i BeLievE iN...
And they wiLL definiteLy briNg
The bLessings i have foR you...
iF they were noT there foR you..
i wiLL be your guardiaN angeL..
aLwayS bE bY youR side...
whateveR obstructioN theRe iS iN youR Life..
i wiLL aLwaYs bE theRe to cLear theM...
foR deeP iN mY hearT..
yoU aRe tHe oNes i treasuRe...
the oneS i Dont want unhappineSs befaLL on..
thE oneS whoSe joY behoLd mY Life...
Never wiLL i want to see you hurt...
BecauSe i ReaLLy LovE you so...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Nothing

Wooo...yesterday slept at 4.30 am...ar..should be today morning...ahaha...when i go brush teeth my father wake up lo..getting ready to go work...ahaha...still cant stop myself from gamin'...played maplestory the whole night...ahaha...wake up at 11 this morning...ooppps...hehe...did nothing much today...went to write an application form at bukit gombak...they tell me is waitressing job at pub...arghz...my mum not allowing lo...finding job lo..hehe...hmm...nothing much today...hehe...aww...Jocelyn Eveline Mel and all are going for idare next week le...gonna miss them lots!!!arghz...how i wish i can join them lo...but mum dun allow wor...sadded...hmm...hope they enjoy themselves in the camp lo...i bet they will...seeing them so excited and looking forward to it...hehe...hmm...gonna miss them lo...hehe...i see if thursday can make my way to the terminal to fetch you guys not...hehe...hopefully i can make it bar...ehhh...results are cuming out...im scared...hope i can pass all my modules...God bless me bar...Let me pass all my modules yea...hmm...tml going to go see grandma le...is her birthday lo...den going to temple to ji bai her lo...hmm...grandpa was discharged from hospital last thursday...arr...din went to visit him...opps...sleep so late and have been going out looking for jobs lo...hehe...grandpa must take care of yourself lo...dun so kan chiong lo...later the stitch burst lo...haiz...very worried him lo...hmm...but nvm...tml going to see him lo...ahaha...tonite i MUST sleep early...gotta go church tml...though i always slept late on saturday and yet able to wake up in time for church...this time its going to be a long day...so must catch some sleep lo...
To my friends: Exams are round the corner lo...must jiayou and work hard for your exams lo...work hard and do your best out of everything lo...hehe
To all those who are going for idare: Enjoy yourselves and do share with me all the things happen during the camp...hehe...and yar...must take care of yourselves during the camp lo...will definitely miss you guys lots lo...

P.S:
'LOVE' a word I can't say out bravely...
For I'm afraid of getting hurt...
though deep inside my heart I yearned so much to say it...
I am waiting for the right time to say it out...
But will the time comes??
Will I get the chance to tell you how much I love you??
I believe that day will come....
And you will know how much i love you....

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Shopping Spreee~!

Yohoo...today went for a shopping spree...hehe...taking interview as an excuse for a shop at orchard...and yar went to buy prezie for Yeting's birthday lo...hehe...the wallet really very nice wor...ever thought of buying one for myself too...hehe...it says glow in dark wor...and yar...got a bracelet from Isetan...ahaha...today went to interview...but think i dun wanna work der bar...need to face smoking people...i dun think i can take it lo...hmm...today i bought a jeans skirt at Isetan...think not bad lor...so buy le...and yar...bought an limited edition watch for my friend...wa...the watch really nice lo...got screen saver de...wahaha...den you shake it will show the time...so cool right...the promoter says the whole world only got 80 pieces lo...$200++ lo...pocket big hole lo...but we got 15 people sharing lo...so quite ok bar..just in the afternoon i spend $300++ lo...Omg...buying prezies...i regret nv help my sis buy that pencil case from the wallet shop...its really very nice...i feel like owning one too...ahaha..but too bad...am broke now lo...wahaha...did aim quite a lot of things lo...i feel like owning that limited edition watch....arghz...it so cool...ahaha...saw a shirt at Isetan...$130!! short sleeve shirt lo..quite nice...but really cant afford lo...pengz...haiz...and yar..i saw those platinium ring...wa..really very nice...the design is quite unique...wa...so many desires...not being materialistic here lo...will work hard for all those desires....earn money for it...motivation lo...wahaha...after shopping for 5 hours....went to westmall to meet up with eveline, mel and andre...den we wait for the others to come after their attachment...and had dinner at Mayim...celebrate Yeting Birthday lo...and there's the LaBi...so cute nei...hehe...there's lots of talks while dining...arr...now kinda scared of attachment...they sound it so terrible..a No No experience that one would want to undergo....wahaha...hope next sem my attachment the boss not that fierce bar...hehe...we had our dinner till 9.30 den we step out of the restaurant...wow...we took 2.5hr to eat our dinner lo...and i heard outside was queueing like mad...ahaha...my friend was one who wait long outside...hehe...and he complained to me...saying our grp are so noisy and bugging on the table...oooppppsss...its our freedom lo...we pay money de lo...hehe...after dat went to meet my friends for chilling...

Planned!!

Have been looking for job this few days but to avail bar...ahaha...tml going for interview at scotts shopping centre for a part-time waitressing job...hmm..wonder if im up to the job lo...ahaha...nv been before a waitress lo...ahaha...hope everything goes out well...going alone lo...all my friends not free lei...hehe..nvm bar...im independent lo...hehe...hmm...by right tml nite should be meeting my friends for dinner cum chill session de...hehe...but i say cannot make it...really sorrie wor...ehhh...cos got a friend bdae...we'll celebrate her bdae lo....miss all of them lots lo....hehe...will join you guys after dinner with them lo...think you guys would be chilling out till quite late right...hehe...meet you guys later at night tml lo...dun say i bu gou yi qi wor...i love every of my friends the same...hehe....i still feel abit apologetic lo...hmmm...i shall buy you guys supper lo...surprise you guys with yummy food...ahaha...buy our fav pratas and dinosaur milo....yum yum...ahaha...really looking forward to tml lo..tml will be a busy day lo...seems abit cramped bar...but i find it fulfilling bar...lots of things in one day...it will be a day ful of FUN....im loving it lo~!!hehe...oh yar...must wish *.*Yeting..''.. Happy Birthday wor...hehe...May all you wishes come true and stay pretty forever lo....opppss...and not forgeting Chuan Ming lo....his birthday too...hehe...Happy Birthday lo...dun say i no gd ar...though nv go ur bdae chalet...bdae wish is still there lo...hehe...and yar...still got lots of them bdae cuming lo...got MF, XiuLuan, Yew Tong, Perry.....Wooo....Happy birthday lo....Let all the birthday babies get their wishes and stay handsome and pretty lo....hehe...gttg le...need an early sleep bar...till den lo....

P.S:
Forgetting someone,
May be very difficult.
The more you want to forget him,
It will only make you miss him even more.
Time may heal the wound,
But it will also make me get used to it
and yet stay in it forever.
For there is no specific medicine,
to cure this sickness.
The only way is to
Accept the ones who like you
And fall in love again.
But it is said easier than action
As falling in love again
takes more courage to
stand up from failure.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

haiz..

Arghz...today got diarrhea...almost went dehydrate...aww...den today din went out to look for job lo...went online to see if there is any job available lo...but din even see one that i can apply...haiz...oh yar...i wanna apologise to Jocelyn...din join them in the SC outing....i feel bad lo...should have gone to support Jocelyn de....ehhh...really sorrie wor...i'll be there next time...hopefully nothing crash with it...hmm..yesterday went to see my grandpa at the hospital...he seems to be in pain and i just cant do anything to help him relieve his pain...feel so useless...i just stand there watching him...lots of thoughts but never expressed out...really feel abit sad to see him udergoing such pain...hope that he can recover soon...i bet so...he is just that healthy man lo...yeap...and i prayed that he will get well soon...two days before was so worried about the operation...and yea...the operation should be quite a success...doctor say 2 more days he can be discharged le...yipee...next sunday is my grandma birthday lo...will be going there to see her...hmm...missing my grandma alot...always have that feeling that she is still with us...really cant get use to life without her when i visit my grandpa at their house...sobsobz...erm...gttg le...wanna be good ger lo...help mum to vaccum the floor bar...dun wanna slack at home...till den lo....

P.S.:
Never Say Goodbye
When U Still Want To Try.
Never Give Up
When U Still Feel U Can Take It.
Never Say U Don't Miss That Person Anymore
When U Still Love Him
Never Say U Don't Love That Person Anymore
When U Can't Let Go.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Recalling....

Yawnz...just woke up....ahaha...i din go work today...its really too early lo...must wake up at 5am everyday...OMG...really cannot make it lar...plus the pay is not at all tempting...and i am so used to sleeping late lo...so really cannot make it lar...so i must start to search for jobs again lo...ahaha...hmm...maybe after this week bar...make use this week to go catch up with friends lor...hehe...this few days at home feel like maid lo...do alot of housework lei...ahaha...but at least i am not being demand to do things...hehe...gaming tru the hols is not a bad idea...but mum is going to strongly object it...opps...hehe...and yar...for the sake of extra pocket money next sem i should quickly get a job bar...hmmm...home alone now...abit bored lei...my friends all started working le...and cant ask them out...sadded...wad a lonely hols...my cousins are having exams lo...cant even ask them out too...hmm...i am so free now..crapping all my way in this post...should write sumthing meaningful bar...hmm....i had a real meaningful sem..i enjoy every moments chilling with the scotland group...and yar...it gives me the vibe of whats fun...i believe thats the most memorable days in my poly life...with all their laughters and smiles...just like that of my primary school life...ahaha..not secondary wor...cos secondary school i was really quiet and quite "obessed" in working hard(PSLE did badly lo...)and always with my outside friends chilling...ahaha...was really playful during primary school days...always like PE lessons...hehe...watch the malay guys play football...they are so pro lo...hehe...of cos wor...they are mostly international athletics lo...hehe...though was separated during primary four...still get to see them playing football...hehe...they may always bully me by giving me lots of nicks(just to name some:red bean,green bean, dustbin,jb...kiddish nick lo)...ahaha...they are really my great buddies...always get greeting from them and when i am sad they will always concern about me....hmm...but so long nv contact le...wonder how are they...they are really my best buddies ever...really miss those time watching and supporting them in the football matches...ahaha...and i wanna find my primary school cliques...we are the best ever sisters...always helping each other with homeworks and never forget to play hard after school...kinda miss those days we play at the fitness corner...had real fun there...childhood memories...so innocent yet so fun...come to think..i had not wasted any time in my life...its all so filled with fun and joy...though the laughters and tears that i had gone through...thats my growing up stage....stop here lo...wanna go gamin lo...till den bar...wrote sumthing quite meaningful to me below....

P.S.:
One sided love can be full of happiness...
For it seems to allow one to find a goal to pursue...
But it can also lead to losing a realistic goal to move on...
And yet pain begins...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Mood??Confuse....

Yohoo...today went for the interview at jurong east mrt...initially ask my friend join me de...den she got sumthing on...den nv go wif me le...sadded...so lonely lor...all alone leh...no friends der yet...tml start work wor...and is so early...7am-4pm...arghz...hope i can wake up and ders bus for me...hope that everything would be smooth tml bar...only looking forward to the pay lor...cos now wanna buy lots of stuff...hehe....hmm...today actually tought wanna go to chuan ming's chalet de...but it rains and i've got lots of stuff to do...so din go lo...hehe...sorrie lo...but really lar...if i go i oso seat der do nothing...i dunno ur friends mar...hehe...hmm...dun feel the vibe of the hols...friends all looking for jobs...less chills less shoppings.....Arghz...so bored at home...have been watching tv and using the net the whole day...now feeling quite excited about tml job...new environment....wonder if i can adapt to the new envt...hope i can get to know new and funky friends der bar...hehe....always like taking up new jobs...cos ders a different circle of friends that i will be getting to know...hehe...hols come le...sum of them has attachment...hmmm..we all jia you bei...and i will miss Baoc days....i will miss all of them....and its really sad not being able to see them next sem...they are all a bunch of great funky group...so nice to be with...just with all their laughter and talks are enough to enjoy the whole day....what can i say....they are GREAT!!!! I love them all to bits lo...

Exams over~!

Yohoo...finally finish all the exams lo...Relaxing time liao~!!haha...today had a real painful headache...and guess wad...i had stomach pain during the exams...and was persevering to complete the whole exams...was real sick....after the exams actually wanted to go see doctor...but got meeting so drop the idea lo...all those pain really gives me a real hard time today...the meeting ends around 8++...and they went for dinner...i din join them...ahaha...abit anti social hor...but not purposely de...was in a rush...cos promise my friend to meet her at 5 to go out with her since last month...cos din went chill with her last month..so we initially wanted to go Lorong Mambong for chill after my exams...but who knows i got IS meeting...so rite after meeting went to the market and bought satay bee hoon for my dear friend cos she has great liking for it...i was queueing for about half an hour...real long queue der...but its worth it...seeing my friend gobbling on it....ahaha...she eat it as though she hasnt been eaten for days....went to her house to pass her some stuff...brought some of home made mooncakes for her too...hehe...after that went home....by that time i am too tired to even clear all the mess i had made during those muggin' period...all papers messed up on the table...ahaha...and here i am blogging...exam really made me mad...especially this last paper is so difficult...for that exam...i could have used up all my brain cells...hehe...hmm...need to catch some sleep le...till then bar....Headache~....hols is on the way...Finding job in few days time lo...anyone got lobang can tell me??ahaha..wanna try out different fields of career out der...end her bar...need to rest lo...eyebags are HEAVY!!Arghz....Signz off-------

To Jocelyn...Happy BirthDay~!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOCELYN~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!!

Jocelyn...Happy Birthday wor...heehee...hmm...this is the second time we celebrate your birthday...how times fly...hehe...hmm...actually really wanna go over to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY face to face de...but really feeling sick wor...Hope you had a wonderful birthday that day....

Heart could only,
Love for a while.
Feet could only,
walk for some miles.
Clothes wont be forever in style,
But having you as my friend is forever worthwhile.

Tired~!!

Arghz...Today had serious headache...almost faint when climbing the overhead bridge towards canteen 1...suddenly feel abit giddy...din have much sleep...doing the proposal thingy...and yet in my sleepy mode...DIN SAVE my proposal...and was quite frustrated...all the nite gone to waste...have to burn midnite oil tonite to finish it...arghz....bad day here....din expect I&E to be so tiring...first time doing the project with lots of complaints wor...ahaha...but i love my mates...they are all so enthusiastic and they make me more determine in getting our event done to the very best...so looking forward to the day of our event...hope it will be a real successful one...hehe...hope i can sleep early....really dunno wad to write for the proposal...omg....there's just so little things to tok on...ahaha...think should be ok bar...had it only 3.5 page long...with the title page...hmm...not sure if its enough bar...but thats wad we have been doing bar...hehe...hope i can finish it fast...i m depriving of sleep...doing the proposal...im going mad!!!wahahaha...better continue to see what i can add on for my proposal...its damn short...i wanna pass my I&E wor....jia you le wor...hehe...and yar...exams are round the corner le...everyone jiayou bar...we'll do our very best wor...Gambandei~!!!

Saded

Hmm...Today got alot of things happening around...things just cant be done properly...my week start quite badly wor...humph...hope that my week will get better...hmm...abit of a disappointment today with all those things happen...yar..we changed our project to a camp...and i support it...but obstacles came by...i just cant book the place for our recruitment of people who wanna attend our camp...took 30mins of hard time trying to book it at the student service center...but failed...den the auntie suggested i should go to the estate management to tell them about it...ahaha...and i did...den i took to a dunno wad guy...he look fierce and serious...telling me that a $20 is needed....and i really dunno wad to say...den i just said i need to consult my classmates and went off...so shocked about the payment of $20...din we pay our fees to use the facilities around the school!!!!OMG...the school is so money minded...Pengz...Really cant stand it lol...wad kind of school is that...even need to pay to use the facilities...den wad for we pay that large amount of miscellaneous fee!!!Humph....and yar...bcos i had to do all those things i had to cancel our meeting and my lunch...i feel bad...make them wait and yet din make it to the meeting...sorrie guys...ahaha...isnt it a bad day...whole lot of obstacles ahead in one whole day...Arghz....quite tired of facing all those....not only this...i went to meet my friends...sumhow i feel that i am such an extra...that feeling is coming more harshly on me then before....or is it i too sensitive...hmm...but i felt a little left out...a little being ignored...a little being made use...this kind of feeling though not the first time...but now i feel it strongly...our gaps are getting further...Drifting really far apart...thats why i had been just keeping quiet...not probing, interrupting, talking, and all....just that abnoramal part of me...and i feel so inferior doing such a unlike me act...ooo....i must brace up...yupz...nothing can beat me down lor...hehe...now must really put in all effort to study and do my very best for my exams...what i promised my grandma....What i wanna say...
'I miss Her...I will do my best in my studies de...'
Till den bar....Hope that tml will be a better day.....