Updates!

Time for some updates...This week the first week for tutorials....ok...I made new friends in the new mixture of tutorial group...During IB tutorial...gotta noe a China girl who came her for exchange program...she's quite cute...and her chinese really those kinda slang...but I think she is quite nice...hmm...I voluntarily join those who are absent cos I noe them and that I dont wanna them to feel left out...So I got to know Joanna....She's quite nice...Hope we will have nice time doing the IB project....Today we had LAM tutorial...at first was quite looking forward to it...cos during lecture I thought the lecturer which is our tutor too was quite talkative and not like those dull person....but today was like he seems abit soft spoken...abit awkward too...just dunno how to describe that weirdness of the whole lesson...SMM tutorial was EXTREMELY BORED!!! 2hrs FULL of SMM TUTORIAL MAKES ME MAD!!! I had always looking forward to FRIDAY...But this sem...it seems to be like I will be dreading for FIRDAY to come...2 boring tutorials is enough to make me sleepy and restless the whole day....and in total for this sem...we have 8 projects to do!!! KILL me PLEASE!!! Projects and PROJECTS....they are all stuffing me....Im not going for the Hong Kong Trip...thats all for the week...some reflections on what I had done....did say something wrong again....I just dunno why...what I wanna express seems not to be able to communicate verbally....me and my mouth!! Tsk Tsk...I have serious problems TALKING!!! And always when I say those words out and an hour or so later I reflect on the words that I said...then I realised that people may misunderstand it...but all was too late....Ok..thats my mistake on my part...My apologies to all if I'm being weird...Have been not myself since school starts...dunno why...but always just speak the wrong thing...use the wrong word...being abandoned...left out...LONELINESS befalls me that often....but I really CANT get use to this...LONELINESS makes me so alone...no one to talk to...no one to go out with... friends are all leaving spore... Depression befalling me again?? Isit due to Leisure Boredom?? ahaha...what I learnt from LAM...ok..abit LAME here...But hopefully things will get better....Tired of facing those problems...and yet im left alone without having someone I can really pour those sorrows to...Maybe its time I learnt whats INDEPENDENT....And also getting back to my cheerfulness I used to have...SMILING broader than ever....it has been long since I last smile and laugh heartedly... I want to SMILE and be INDEPENDENT. I NEED FRIENDS! DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!

APOLOGY....

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I reflected on what I had done and what I had said...And I realised I am not myself....Sorry for whatever that I had said, done....I'm stunned with what I had done and said after reflecting on them...I really have to apologised for being so anti-social, keeping to myself....I really didnt mean to be that...Its bad of me not to talk more and communicate....Somehow I feel that I'm not in the circle....Sorry about everything today....

心理测验 2

Here's another 心理测验...It's in chinese too...Click view, Encode and unicode to view the chinese words....

哪种人会成为你的情敌?

如果有机会当歌手,笔你希望成为哪一类型的歌手?

1. 玉女歌手

2. 创作歌手

3. 性感歌手

4. 前卫歌手

I prefer being a 创作歌手 bar....lets see the answer bar...

Ans:

1. 玉女得手

你的情敌会是活泼型的女人. 外表天真无邪, 清纯可爱, 而且说话阴声细气, 这种女孩是你爱情路上的宿敌. 事实上, 这种女孩大有可能是假装纯情, 万人迷是她的真正身份, 如果你男朋友身边有这样的女子, 那就敬请小心了.

2. 创作歌手

你的情敌会是精明型的女人. 你本身是个没有心机的人, 会认为男友在你的身边就万事放心. 其实, 精明能干, 头脑清晰的女孩子, 很容易令你黯然失色. 要把你的男朋友看紧一点, 以免被这样的女人抢走.

3. 性感歌手

你的情敌会是魔女型的女人. 天使面孔, 魔鬼身材的她, 天生就是个喜欢枪人家男友或丈夫的女人. 她对自己充满信心, 根本不会把你放在眼里, 她是有意把你的男朋友枪过来的. 不过, 不要怕, 这种女人不会只钟情于一个男人, 时间久一点她便会转移目标.

4. 前卫歌手

你的情敌会是浪漫型的女人. 处事硬朗的你, 绝对会令那些行为放任嚣张, 自由散漫的女孩子有机可乘, 因为她们有你所欠缺的浪漫, 所以会吸引到你的恋人. 为此, 你应对症下药, 否则后果自负.


Hmm...Its kinda true....do try it....till then~!

心理测验

This is a 心理测验...It is in chinese...To view..Please click view, encode and unicode....
男人的眼泪
你觉得以下哪种情况, 男人的眼泪最能打动你?

1. 强忍着泪, 咬紧牙根不哭的男人

2. 硬汉在酒醉后哭诉心事

3. 在一番努力打拼后, 不得不认输放弃而流泪

4. 为最心爱的女人离去而落泪

5. 六岁儿子被撕票, 父亲在电视上大声哭诉

6. 政客的眼泪

Ans:

1. 强忍着泪, 咬紧牙根不哭的男人

你有自虐的倾向. 你会对没有感情或不表达感情的男人动情, 表示你容易爱上不理睬你和不愿守在你身边的男人.

2. 硬汉在酒醉后哭诉心事

你会爱上重感情的男人. 你喜欢的他, 常常压抑感情, 当他终于压抑不住而酒醉大哭, 甚至打人时, 你却会疼爱和原谅他, 有一点自虐的倾向.

3. 在一番努力打拼后, 不得不认输放弃而流泪

你容易爱上柔情似水, 懂得爱的男人. 你喜欢的他, 很努力, 很上进. 这个男人也很需要你的支持和帮助.

4. 为最心爱的女人离去而落泪

你的爱情是梦想, 它点缀着你的人生. 你是最敢爱也需要完全占有爱情的人.

5. 六岁儿子被撕票, 父亲在电视上大声哭诉

你是一个很懂得爱的人. 你需要被保护和照顾, 你也乐于助人. 你希望被你爱的人有照顾自己的能力, 也希望他能够去爱周围的人. 你使爱滋生成长.

6. 政客的眼泪

你是个小绵羊似的女人. 你需要表面看起来有威严的男人, 你最需要他的呵护及肢体拥抱. 即使他是诈骗术很高明的伪君子, 只要他有权力, 有影响力, 你就甘于被他俘虏.


The above test is really very accurate...All guys and girls can take this test....I choose 1 and its TRUE!! I'm a 爱情自虐狂!!