Tuesday~!

Today went to Jurong Point after work with Yun and Marcus. Accompany Yun go buy her stuffs. Cos I also nothing to do so accompany her go buy things. We shop around whole of Jurong Point like many rounds! wahaha. Then help marcus choose flower for her friend. Shopped till 8+ . Then take bus home. Meet up with Ah hao. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tired yet a fun day. I'm inspired to be a lyricist! I'll try harder. Till then~!

Tired.

Just came back from home. Went out with Liqing and Peiwen. We went Marina Square. Talked alot! So long never go out together le. Happy to see Peiwen too~! Was super tired. Yesterday go helped out in a zoo carnival with Fang. I really miss Fang! hehe. Had loads of fun with her yesterday! Though was quite tiring picking up the balls and tins. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tmr need to work. Hope I can wake up bar. Till then.

情愿

流着眼泪望着天空
怀念着你给的心动
明知自己一厢情愿
也要说爱你好几遍

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

该忘了吗?

我以为渐渐不再去想
就能忘记最痛的地方
一直拼命地挣扎
却越无法忘记他

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Short one

I make cheesecake till quite late. Yet still very high except eyes feel like shutting. Cheesecake is for CINDY de~! My FIRST OWN ATTEMPT of making cheesecake. Think it is quite ok bar. Edible! Hehe. Hope Cindy LIKE IT LOR~ Today is CHRIS Birthday~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~! Though cant book out. Short post here. Till then lo~

Tired.

I'm SUPER tired. Thought that after the handover would be better. I think I haven been resting enough. Always thinking too much. Pressurising myself with all those nuisance stuff. Arghz. Sometimes I really feel so lonely. No one to talk to. Most of friends are busy with their life, lost contact after they left Singapore, had boyfriend/girlfriend. Tsk Tsk. Today my lead say I changed the LSOP wrongly! OMG! Then redo it for the whole morning. Work is bored. Nothing to do. Always chat on Sametime with colleagues. Seems like I am always disturbing them. Ooppps. Throat still itchy, feeling terrible. Tried all sort of medicine but doesn't work. Have the feeling that I am going to fall sick again. Abit feverish these few days. Today is a SPECIAL DAY!! 20.07.2007. 5 more years and there is no such special day le. Last special day is 12.12.12. Till then. Need some rest.

我每次想起你
总会笑着哭泣
虽然深爱着你
却得学会放弃
© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

Ooppps. So long never update my blog. Have been really busy for 2 weeks. Arghz. Plus all the stress I put on myself. I always wanted to do everything at its best. When one carries high hope, the possibility of disappointment is also high. This week no better. A newcomer came to take over peggy's work. Need to handover her a lot of stuff. For now I'm back to having nothing much things to do. Just came back from IMM. Help to buy cake and have to bring it tmr. Bulky wor. Hehe. Today dreamt of SHUAI GE! But is dream about him leaving GSK and I buy him a card for farewell. Then I think very hard what to write to him and after that go to the pigeon hole and drop it for him. Arghz. That is like what I initially thought of doing de. But this dream comes after so long. Haiz. Now nothing to do will think a lot. Brain now have loads of things that will make me tear a lot. I don't know why. But thinking of those I feel I am so useless. How I wish I can become a bit more optimistic. I know in front of others I always act strong. Haiz. Tmr is FRIDAY! YESH! I should BE HIGH! Till then lo~!

PS:
当爱只有无奈
剩下的是感慨
往事在内心徘徊
此刻为何在等待
© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tensed

Today still stressed. Tired. I dreamt something...WEIRD. Dreamt of yeos and xiao hong. Having meals at different table. Wake up was shocked. What does the dream means. Guess what. I got it sorted in the afternoon. Its a bad omen! I mistook xiao hong as papa and ST him: papa...can i ask you something. OMG!! And when I realised it. Too late le. Oopps. Arghz. Went out with mama and Cindy to buy farewell stuff. Feel relaxed after those shopping. Tomorrow...haiz...hope everything went out well.

MAD

Arghz. Things not going the way its planned. I'm going MAD! Too many things to do. Short post here again. Till then wor~!

Stressed

Stressed from work. Things are stacking up. Arghz. I'm really TIRED. Till then~

手牵手

手牵手

只想和你手牵手
就这样走到最后
跟着你的脚步走
是我幸福的理由

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin