Love, an endless mystery♥

.Monday, November 16, 2009 ♥

Ponder Ponder Ponder....
At this point of life...
What really matters to me??
Work? Relationship? Studies?

Seriously I not sure.
So many things to think and reflect on...
Just "let nature takes its course" is always what I say to avoid those thoughts.
"TREASURE" is something I will only know when I lost it.
Usually take things for granted.
Thinking everything will just be as of what I think it will be.
However, life never turns out the way I want it to be.
Thus, disappointment results.

Whatever the world will be, the future is for us to see...

Love, Brigitte Monday, November 16, 2009
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.Saturday, November 14, 2009 ♥

你为什么说谎
歌手：丁当 专辑：夜猫

作曲:刘沁
填词:刘沁黄婷
编曲:阿滚(动静音乐)
监制:马毓芬

这次我走开再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔强
可是我知道你你为什么说谎

你说你还在一分一秒也没走开

我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚

我不能再像从前一样

为我们的明天疯狂

你不必解释你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过

我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默

你一直问我的心到底在不在

问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱

而我的泪怎么就流下来

Love, Brigitte Saturday, November 14, 2009
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. ♥

Have been watching taiwanese drama 下一站, 幸福.
Find it pretty touching.
Especially with the theme song, 我愛他, by 叮噹.
Have been crying over this drama by the touching scenes.
Some of the lines conversed really very meaningful.
Makes me ponder too...
Below is the MTV.

Love, Brigitte Saturday, November 14, 2009
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.Friday, November 06, 2009 ♥

即使多好听多甜蜜
誓言说了太多就成真不了
拿出勇气永不放弃
维护着那所谓爱情的美好

Love, Brigitte Friday, November 06, 2009
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.Monday, November 02, 2009 ♥

Walking in the rain...
Makes me ponder the things that happened....
Every decision that I had made...
Somehow I feel...
Is this what I should be doing???
I always asked myself...
All this while my indecisiveness is killing me...
Not knowing what to do...
Not knowing which direction to go...
Feel abit lost....
Spoken to different people...
I just listened....
Analyse all....
but come to no conclusion.
Cos all make sense to me...
Arghz.

Love, Brigitte Monday, November 02, 2009
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.Friday, October 23, 2009 ♥

下定决心用自己的力量保护一个人.....

那是怎么样的感觉??

看到别人这么努力保护自己在乎的人.

好羡慕.....

Love, Brigitte Friday, October 23, 2009
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.Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥

In life,
Sometimes not everything can be fulfilled.
And the only way to continue,
Is to have the right mindset and know where you are heading to.

Perhaps,
Simple minded people thinks clearer.
And for those who think too much...
always had hard time knowing what they want.

Sometimes,
Living a simple life is difficult in this society.
Sometimes,
Its good to be simple-minded and not think too much.

PS: Live life to the fullest and never look backwards on those setbacks.

Love, Brigitte Thursday, October 15, 2009
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.Monday, October 05, 2009 ♥

This week is National Customer Service Week.
The start of today was really fun.
Though at the later part of the day was abit stressed due to the workload
Kinda abit tired.
Reflecting....
Alot of things happened...
Grandpa now at hospital...
But I can't go to visit due to some restrictions from the hospital.
Tsk Tsk
Have been serious mood swing...
This week a fun filled week bar~!!!
Let's enjoy the week yeah~!
Aja Aja FIGHTING!

Love, Brigitte Monday, October 05, 2009
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.Sunday, October 04, 2009 ♥

Had been OT'ing from tuesday to thursday and saturday...
No time for blogging....
Very no life right?
I feel like....
Cycling.
Going PICNIC.
Camping.
Going for massage.
AND HOLIDAY!!

I think I seriously need a break.
Had been long since my last break.
Feeling abit tired and resless.
Alot of things happened
Grandpa in hospital....
Get well soon grandpa!!
Tsk Tsk.

This coming week is the Customer Service Week~!
Hopefully things will be smoother...
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, October 04, 2009
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.Monday, September 28, 2009 ♥

Super Emo today....
Faint...
Bruise on the eye....
SUPER PAIN!
Clumsy me??!
Haiz.

I start to sway again....
Not motivated
Abit demoralized....
Tired of IT!

Feeling like breaking free!!
This time...
I want it to be immediate!
I want to be firm with my decision!!

Shall start my backup now!!!
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!!

Love, Brigitte Monday, September 28, 2009
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.Sunday, September 27, 2009 ♥

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Love, Brigitte Sunday, September 27, 2009
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. ♥

Topic of reflection...
When time could rewind....
what will you think you will do better and what will you think you will not do it again?

To me... I will say right from the start....
If time could rewind,
I would study harder during my primary school days....
I would not be so playful...
I would avoid talking things out too blantly...(I'm currently avoiding it)
I would not be so soft hearted....as in always abide to what was told..
I would not let anyone bully me...
I would try to be a bit more firm in making decision....slightly more decisive....

If I could.....

Tsk Tsk. Had been feeling blur these few days..... Dunno what I am doing.... Faint! Is really in a super sub-conscious mind state... Perhaps during these few days.... the sick bug is tagging me... and my mind is seriously not working.... I don't know what I had done right and what I had done wrong.... This sub-conscious mind state is KILLING ME!!!! I feel so NOT ME these few days!!!

Please bring back my healthy state of mind back!!! I don't want to make wrong decision and blur'ing anymore!!!!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, September 27, 2009
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.Saturday, September 26, 2009 ♥

TskTsk. Have been feeling super sick these few days. Super tired and stressed up.
But I know the encouragement and motivation given had let me fight through these few days.
Cough Cough! Sneeze Sneeze. Giddy Giddy. Blur Blur. Thats my situation these few days!
My voice is so disgusting!!! Ewks!
When talking to customer, I heard myself speaking... I was like OMG!
Faint.
Haiz.
Abit tired. Need to relax abit.
I want holiday!!!
Haha. Just to reward myself. I bought MIU MIU Wallet!!! Once I received my pay slip!!
Just a click away with i bank!!
LOL.
Maybe I should throw away my ibanking device! Splurge and splurge sia!
NVM! looking forward to receiving my WALLET~!!!
I want to watch PHOBIA 2~!!!!!
Tsk. This week. Tues, thurs, fri and SAT! doing OT!
I wanna breakfree~!
JB tmr~!!! Wohoo~!

Love, Brigitte Saturday, September 26, 2009
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.Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ♥

I dont want to live for work!!
Tsk Tsk.
I don't like the work
I mish the old me!
Cheerful? Bubbly? Happening??
Where are they!!!

I seems to be lost...
Lost in the unfriendliness environment

JUST WANNA BREAKFREE~!!!!!!!!!!!

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, September 23, 2009
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.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ♥

Aaachoooo.... Caught cold....
Sneezing away.....
Faint!
Cant sleep ytd...
Watched Phobia!!!
LOL! And seriously I dun think its scary lor!!! (as per one of my sissy friend!)
Wahaha!
I am so gonna watch phobia 2!!! LOL.
but I think the feel of watching at the movie and watching on the lappie...
the feeling maybe different.
LOL!
Today...I am SUPER STRESSED at work!
I'm feeling that my limit is reaching!!
Arghz.
I actually did have the impulse to print the letter
But not the courage to submit the letter
Haiz.

When I thought I could take it easy, it seems to be wandering around my mind....
When I thought I don't mind it, it seems like butterflies are in my stomach....

I want to live life the fullest!!!!!!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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.Monday, September 21, 2009 ♥

I don't wanna be soft!
I want to take up the challenges!
I wouldn't want to admit defeat!
I will do it until it reaches my limit of perserverance!
I want to be strong!
I want to breakfree from that timid me!

I know I got that weird 大小姐attitude
People do change.
But I want to change.
For better of cos!!
But when wrong influence came in?? How??

Tsk. The long weekend passed so fast!
Had a fruitful weekend.
Did something sweet and indifferent!

Aja aja fighting for the week!! OT on the way!!!!

Love, Brigitte Monday, September 21, 2009
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.Saturday, September 19, 2009 ♥

Yesterday was SUPER STRESSED! Stress up to the MAX! hurhur!
Sometimes I feel whats the point of living up with all those!
At times I want to be selfish.
Seriously, the work given I really feel tired.
I had pulled through so much...
Another 4 months....
I started to slow down this few days....
I need to breakfree...
Seriously there is no motivation...
The achievement through work seems so meaningless...
Perhaps it doesnt make it a better person....
Perhaps considering the other factors that I had left out due to work..
It becomes burden to me.
My life? Wads that? Work and Sleep?
My friends? Just colleagues? Where do I have the time for them when OT is always needed.
BF? Our free days conflicted. Just the weekends.
Family? Just the last few mins before sleep do they see me.
Home? Just like a hotel for me to sleep?

My life? Never I call that LIFE!

Hurhur. Enough of those complaint.
Just need to enjoy the LONG weekend!

Happy HARI RAYA PUASA~!!

Love, Brigitte Saturday, September 19, 2009
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.Thursday, September 17, 2009 ♥

*Reviving my Blog*

It had been so long since I last update!!!!
OMG!
There is a lot of things that change.
My life, thoughts, emo'ness, work.....
Have been quite sadistic
People change.
For better? For worst?
Not up to me to comment.
Gap between us widen.
Quarrels get frequent
Trust had reached a limit?
Tolerence level just wanna breakfree...

也许你觉得一切不一样了, 那是因为人和心是会变的....

Love, Brigitte Thursday, September 17, 2009
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.Sunday, September 13, 2009 ♥

我还可不可以再勇敢
悲伤已经让我无力承担
这困境不知该怎么办
我只想把一切大声哭喊

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, September 13, 2009
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.Friday, September 11, 2009 ♥

雨天过后的彩虹
带来着一份感动
曾经期待着的梦
总让我怦然心动
也许当时我不懂
那是所谓的心动

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, September 11, 2009
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.Sunday, May 03, 2009 ♥

幸福可以很简单
但也会让人变贪心
我觉得我越来越贪心了??
现在的我觉得幸福最重要是....
一个聆听我伤心的耳朵
一个能让我依靠的肩膀
一个能牵着我走的双手

也许幸福就是有着许许多多的渴望吧?

*我要大家幸福!!!!!*

Love, Brigitte Sunday, May 03, 2009
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.Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ♥

Have been feeling TIRED & SICK.....
Thats summarise my week....

Somehow I'm feeling lost....
No directon in life...
No kick in life....
No motivation....
Dragging legs to move on everyday...
How bored life can be....

Really starting to think.....Is it me?? Or really ****!!!
Its getting on my nerves and really affecting me alot!!
My mood, my emotions, my thoughts!!

Tsk Tsk.
How bad life can be....
And ppl is now comparing who can be worse than oneself....Isnt it SARCASTIC?

Dun wanna talk about it.
Had enough.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, April 29, 2009
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.Saturday, April 18, 2009 ♥

Update!!
Lol. Went to Bintan over the good friday holiday~! LOL.
It is FUN!!!
Thats is really a good rest taken. Ha! A good rest takes you to move further yar?!
Let's move on to the details.
This trip to Bintan is with the 4 musketeers!! LOL. ME. Toots. Doreen N VIC!!!
When we reach the beach, we simply just can't resist to go towards the sea!!
The water is SO CLEAN & BLUE!!!
Here are some photos....
Beginning of our Journey....

The 2 Couples on Camera!

The 1st Couple!

US!! LOL!

Toots Poses! *Captured By ME*

Acting Superman??

Another David Beckam??

Now Its ME!

Jump!

More Photos.

Sweety hur?

The SunRise

Another one here..

When the Sun Finally came.

Definitely have a pics with this scenary!!

The Sunset!

Beautiful??!!

Another with the Toots!

Walking down the beach... Romantic hur??

Home!!

Our 1st Couple Shirt!! POLO SHIRT! LoL!

Hmmm...Toots is reluctant to go home...

Love, Brigitte Saturday, April 18, 2009
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.Friday, March 27, 2009 ♥

NO good mood at all.....

NO ONE understand me.....

NO MC to be taken though I coughing the hell out of my lungs

NO stand to voice out my feelings

NO ONE care about me.....

I'm just like a toy.....

Manipulate by others

Taken for granted

Being throw here and there

Being uncared

Swallow everything to the stomach

Have to follow whatever people says

Unwanted

Always pick on me

What's to my life???

Love, Brigitte Friday, March 27, 2009
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.Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥

Updates!!

21 Mar 09

We went prawning at Jurong Hilltop!!! Thanks to the TOOTS bugging to go prawning!!
Our prize of 8 prawns from 3hrs of prawning session!! http://lokkokglamour.blogspot.com/2009/03/prawning-nite.html
Yar!!!
Highlights of the prawning session:
TOOTS being SUPER SISSY!!!! Don't dare to touch the prawn. (Yar hor.. I am always the man one)
TOOTS caught 6 prawns in the last 30mins!!! (Oh....Thats after the guy add in prawn, they should have added in prawn every hour!)
TOOTS freak out when the prawn wriggle while we are trying to unhook the prawn from the bait. (As per TOOTS, he DON'T LIKE Slimmy stuff)

LOL. After that we cooked it!!! Poked the prawn using those satay sticks!!
Yum Yum!!! The prawn is delicious!!! We didn't add any flavor and it just taste so NICE!!!

It was a nice trip though....

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, March 24, 2009
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.Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ♥

Update!!

LOL!! Had been not feeling well this few days.... Haiz....with all those sniffing and coughing.... Well I guess....I really need loads of rest.... Have been exhausted by work....All the stress coming in.... HAIZ.... And all the changes.... Had nightmares almost every night!!! ALL ABOUT WORK!!! It is HAUNTING me!!! I am very stressed up!!! Not even the stress ball can release all my stress!!! Tsk Tsk. Wads more!!! Someone SUSPECTING ME of taking frequent MC. Yar right!! You are the ROOT of it CAN!!!

I dun think there is any company who will FREEZE employer's leave for 3 WHOLE MONTHS!!!! Its freaking me!!! I never been to a company whereby the employee's welfare is so unimportant to them!!!

Task! I got loads of complaints...... Haiz... I just have to swallow everything down... Small fry has no say in the company... If I can choose.... I would leave...... Seriously... I may die of exhaustion working here.... Maybe its me that I can't handle the stress??? LOL! I hope thats the only reason!!! How nice if the boss won't anyhow shoot her employees!!! How nice if the boss doesn't scold her employees by saying that how good she can do it if she is in the employee's position!! How nice if the boss doesn't praise herself and indirectly humilate her employees!!

Sniff Sniff. Cough Cough.

Gttg le. Time to have dinner and take medicine le.

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, March 17, 2009
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.Sunday, February 22, 2009 ♥

Updates

WOW!!! Realised that I haven been blogging!!! Revive My Bloggie!!! Lol. Anyway... Nothing much to blog about too...Life have been just that insane....With the financial crisis....Everyone is pushing each other...Task Task....It really shows how the change in the environment reflects one's true self??
Hmmm.....Yesterday was the 5th Month!!!! Lol. Seems like have been together for quite a long period...
Haha. Opps. Revealing something finally hur?? Lol.
Yesterday we went to MDIS open hse....And "Toots!" went to apply for the business degree course!!! Lol. I din really tot he is serious in studying... Opps. Bleah. After that we went to Ikea for shopping...LOL. Hurhur. Then to Anchor point where we found this rubiz cube that really attracts "Toots!"... And he just simply start playing it once he bought it.... Feeling bored... I just joined him with the miniature that he bought on fri as stated.
This is really the only toy that really test my patience. LOL. I did have that toy when I was young. Being impatience, I simply just swap the sticker. LOL. Mischievous hur.
Yar!! Thats me!!! LOL.
Its Sunday le.... How fast the weekend past!!! And I had decided le??? Going UOL for my business Degree?? Lol. I shall see how for the open house next week....

Gttg le~ Going to Ah Gong house. Today is his BIRTHDAY!!!! YEAH~!!! I got helped my mum to fry food for Ah Gong!!! Lol!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'GONG GONG'~!!!!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, February 22, 2009
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.Sunday, January 04, 2009 ♥

How time passed!!!! Another year GONE!!!! LOL!!!! Time for another new year resolution!!!
Hurhur!! Haven really though about what kind of resolutions should I plan to achieve. Will update on my resolutions of the year soon.... Have been reflecting on the things done last year.... There are saddness and achievements....Loads of ups and downs though....In general....I really do hope this year will be a better year.... Hopefully life can be abit more smoother???

Love, Brigitte Sunday, January 04, 2009
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.Thursday, December 11, 2008 ♥

握着你的手一路走来
是你让我活的很精彩

你给的幸福呢?
都在我心里了!

Love, Brigitte Thursday, December 11, 2008
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.Sunday, November 30, 2008 ♥

以前的
甜甜的
变淡了

爱情呢
为什么
不见了

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, November 30, 2008
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.Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ♥

以前的
那个我
不见了

为什么
好堕落
想多了

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, November 26, 2008
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.Sunday, November 23, 2008 ♥

生活一旦没了动力
活着也不在有意义
一个人没人会在乎
伤心时只能默默哭
就算所有人不了解
我有的斗志已全没

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, November 23, 2008
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.Friday, November 21, 2008 ♥

Today's Alex last day of work... Hurhur. I did a super BIG ERROR!!! In one order, I can make 2 SERIOUS ERROR!! Today is super NOT my day!!What's more its Ailing's order. Pricing error and duplicate item! Arghz. I dunno wads wrong with me today. Just unable to stay focus with the serious headache that come and go consistently... Can I take a break??? I seriously need a break??? December leave freeze.... When can I have my break?? Today really totally break down can?? In one day!! I can have so many errors!!! Well?? I seriously need to talk to the team leader?? Cos the errors is getting high...And my level of concentration is limiting...Tsk tsk. Sobx. Anyway.. After work went out with Alex and all for Sichuan Steamboat.. Hurhur. Celebrate his freedom from RS?? Hurhur... Eat alot lor!! Mary keep giving me food!! LOL!! There goes my diet... Haiz. I cant stop thinking about the issues lei!! Work Work Work!! Its always around me!! Even when I sleep I still can dream about loading orders and doing credit notes for my errors. Arghz. Guess I need some changes.... Be it ME, MY JOB SCOPE or the COMPANY.

Love, Brigitte Friday, November 21, 2008
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.Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ♥

This few days I am not in the correct mind....Headache + STRESSED = SUPER SERIOUS MOOD SWING!!! Had been doing quite alot of errors this few days... I think my concentration level has reached a limit... I seriously thinking I need a long break... The stress that comes in really can make me tear and break down like no one business... Always error... I know I am super careless... And always kena big issues...I think this job is really not suitable for me...somehow??? And I dunno why I can work there for like going 1 yr.... Need a job change or take up the challenge to improvise on my carelessness?? Serious speaking its not that I don't like the people I'm working with, I think its my errors that really makes me reconsidering.... Anyway... The letter is already there sealed... Its just the matter of time when I really can't stand the errors that I made and just tender...Though I know the currently economy downturn is really that bad...I don't mind getting a lower paid job and I really enjoyed the work that I am doing... Service is the job that I think I really wants... But currently... I don't think I am in the service industry... I feel more like an operation worker or rather an operator??? Keying in orders, taking orders??? And who knows maybe they have been wanting to retrench me?? Just that they want me to resign??

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, November 12, 2008
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.Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥

我总相信你讲的话
不管讲的是真是假
只要有你在我身边
就能让我笑的很甜

Love, Brigitte Monday, October 27, 2008
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.Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥

我喜欢这样的看着你
想想你到底爱不爱我
想想你到底在乎什么
此刻只想用真心爱你

Love, Brigitte Sunday, October 12, 2008
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.Thursday, October 02, 2008 ♥

控制不了自己
我静静又怪怪的脾气
我会永远爱你
你要我做什么都可以

Love, Brigitte Thursday, October 02, 2008
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.Sunday, September 14, 2008 ♥

别说...

我们还是朋友, 因为那会放大我隐藏着的寂寞.

别说..

你最近还好吗, 因为那只是你问候的随口说.

别说...

那些抱歉的话, 因为它已经被谎言给撕破.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, September 14, 2008
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. ♥

如果我们在一起...

如果我们在一起...

我会很依赖着你.

但我独自安静不表明..

心里一直怕来不及...

也没有表白的勇气.

只希望一切会被聆听..

Love, Brigitte Sunday, September 14, 2008
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.Friday, September 12, 2008 ♥

遇到雨天, 我突然想念着你那暖暖的拥抱.

给我温暖的肩膀靠着

握住我双手, 融化所有冰冷.

你的依靠, 让我习惯了依赖着你.

Love, Brigitte Friday, September 12, 2008
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.Wednesday, September 10, 2008 ♥

梦醒了..

一切回到原点.

是该醒了...

爱是不会自己敲门的.

是要自己去争取的.

一时来的勇气,

也许还不足够.

PS: 害怕是爱最致命的阻碍...

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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.Monday, September 08, 2008 ♥

傻瓜..

明明知道你却不表明

傻瓜..

明明在你身边你却让他擦肩而过

傻瓜..

明明他对你好你却当作理所当然

傻瓜..

明明做对了选择你却放弃了

Love, Brigitte Monday, September 08, 2008
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.Friday, September 05, 2008 ♥

I very no use!!!! Sobx!!!!*CRY* Really stressed up!!!!

PS: Dun mind me. I just need some means to vent it out.

Love, Brigitte Friday, September 05, 2008
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.Tuesday, September 02, 2008 ♥

OT today. I dunno why. Had really stressed by ytd!!! Went to toilet alot of times hur. ( no need to elaborate on that) Today is also stressed de!!! Sobx. I believe I had really put in my very best to do whatever I can but yet it all hits and contradicts with the result. Doubts came in and hit the confidence. Perhaps its really that my productivity is not that good. TskTsk. *Will reflect on that*

PS: I want to be a HAPPY GIRL!!!!!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, September 02, 2008
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.Monday, September 01, 2008 ♥

Stressed!!! Getting the heat nowadays!!! Need stress relief!!! But really very comforting to receive someone's SMS. *touched* Though seldom received his SMS, yet that SMS is really one that I need!!! Somehow when I very stressed I see that SMS, will feel abit comforting. Had been overstressing myself alot. Dunno why. Cry very easily. Tears just cannot control. Tsk Tsk. I always like to keep things just to myself. Hur hur. Till then peeps~

PS: Stressed can be desserts if you can reversed!!!

Love, Brigitte Monday, September 01, 2008
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.Sunday, August 24, 2008 ♥

能够牵手的时候，别只是并肩走。
能够拥抱的时候，别只是手牵手。
爱着对方的时候，一定要说出口。

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, August 24, 2008
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.Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ♥

好人与滥好人之间的差别, 在于是否有足够的自信去坚持该有的原则。

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, August 20, 2008
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.Saturday, August 16, 2008 ♥

女人的心思很奇怪, 男人的也不赖.
男人总说女人心海底针, 他们也不一样吗?
所以说, 找一个了解自己的另一伴是不容易的.
女人总说自己要找符合自己标准的男人, 但相爱时, 谁会如此在意那所谓的标准呢?

Love, Brigitte Saturday, August 16, 2008
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.Thursday, August 14, 2008 ♥

爱情是一种感觉
如空气般看不见
让人没有安全感

Love, Brigitte Thursday, August 14, 2008
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.Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ♥

把对你的思念养成习惯
也让给的关怀成了自然

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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.Sunday, August 10, 2008 ♥

喜欢看些爱情电影, 有时眼泪如雨水流淌, 停也停不住.
那是因为无法面对自己的故事哭, 才借着别人的故事哭.
也许这也是抒发情绪的一种吧....

Love, Brigitte Sunday, August 10, 2008
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.Thursday, August 07, 2008 ♥

人往往在迟钝中的到爱

PS: 其实爱情已经悄悄的来到, 只是自己却不知道....

Love, Brigitte Thursday, August 07, 2008
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.Tuesday, August 05, 2008 ♥

誓言与谎言

喜欢动人的誓言
讨厌虚伪的谎言
誓言却往往以谎言的形式而出现
所以誓言必须宽容不安全的谎言

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, August 05, 2008
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.Sunday, August 03, 2008 ♥

第一次喜欢上一个人
有着黑白配的不可能
任性的喜欢着那个人
那一切情感才是最真

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, August 03, 2008
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.Friday, August 01, 2008 ♥

对你的思念已成了习惯
你却把它当作理所当然
这一天我决定放下一切
再也不要当爱情的傀儡

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, August 01, 2008
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.Thursday, July 31, 2008 ♥

也许白天不懂夜的黑
但是黑白却如此绝配...

Love, Brigitte Thursday, July 31, 2008
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.Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ♥

想对你说: 我要我们在一起~!!!!
只是没那勇气说出口的我, 把一切对你的情感埋藏在心中.
也许懦弱的我, 需要多一点的自信.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, July 30, 2008
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.Monday, July 28, 2008 ♥

当我们不在一起
做朋友会更合适...

Love, Brigitte Monday, July 28, 2008
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.Monday, July 21, 2008 ♥

说好了不会再牵挂
说好了要选择放下
偏偏我却无法释怀
让所有的情感放下

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, July 21, 2008
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.Sunday, July 20, 2008 ♥

一直拼命灌醉自己
那伤痛却那么清晰
不管灌了再多的酒
眼泪一直在心里流

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, July 20, 2008
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.Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥

如果最美好的早已留在心中
那再多选择也只会无动于衷

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, July 19, 2008
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.Thursday, July 17, 2008 ♥

曾经给过的感触
已因时间而模糊
只怕所谓的孤独
把那情感给麻木

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, July 17, 2008
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.Wednesday, July 09, 2008 ♥

那所谓的无奈
总是说不明白
那一切的告白
只因你而灌溉
我想学会释怀
不再为爱感慨

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, July 09, 2008
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.Saturday, July 05, 2008 ♥

你忽然抱紧着我
脑袋却一片空白
那笑容多么温柔
让我想用心对待

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, July 05, 2008
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.Tuesday, July 01, 2008 ♥

那时最后的告别
你却对我说谢谢
你松开了我的手
不回头的离开我

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, July 01, 2008
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.Friday, June 27, 2008 ♥

为什么总不知觉流眼泪
在寂寞时会莫名的伤悲
我的心到底还在守着谁

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, June 27, 2008
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.Monday, June 23, 2008 ♥

喜欢一个人不会疲惫
爱上一个人绝不后悔
就算爱会伤悲流眼泪
就算喜欢却没人来陪
爱情还是会那么甜美
因为我曾为爱勇敢追

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, June 23, 2008
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.Friday, June 20, 2008 ♥

一直默默的承受
每次看着你走的背后
你总这样对我说
我们比较适合当朋友

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, June 20, 2008
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.Monday, June 16, 2008 ♥

所有与你的对白
感觉那么的无法替代
有时会有所期待
你会懂得我对你的爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, June 16, 2008
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.Thursday, June 12, 2008 ♥

执着的我一直寻找勇气
抛开一切寻找新的美丽
倔强的我始终没有决心
把我对你的情感化成零

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, June 12, 2008
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.Thursday, June 05, 2008 ♥

我让自己多喝了几杯
始终无法让自己喝醉
你的离开我多么狼狈
拼命强忍不准掉眼泪

我以为我做的很完美
说服自己已经无所谓
努力假装幸福不伤悲
却掩饰不了一切心碎

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, June 05, 2008
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.Thursday, May 29, 2008 ♥

对着照片一直发呆
想你的心一直狂跳
期望那一刻能从来
与你接触的那几秒

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, May 29, 2008
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.Sunday, May 25, 2008 ♥

Today meet up with Pap, Momo, Xin, Yun and Jess for dinner at boat quay!! Huggies!!! So long never see Jess le!!! Finally get to catch up with her!! Miss you loads hur.( from all those rebuking..LOL) wahaha! Celebrate my birthday at the restaurant. Thanks alot all!! There got fireworks due to the arts festival!! Very nice!!! Wahaha. Though the tomato incident was abit amusing hur...Wahaha. After dinner we went to Pap and momo house and chill. Stay till quite late then go home. Have a wonderful day with them!! Huggies!! I LOVE THEM ALL!!!! Muacks!!! Thanks for everything!!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, May 25, 2008
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.Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ♥

因为爱你曾经铬心刻骨
回想起一切也不再想哭...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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.Thursday, May 15, 2008 ♥

爱会让人变得愚蠢
而从中显露那单纯...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, May 15, 2008
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.Monday, May 12, 2008 ♥

舍不得你我不曾说,
对你的思念存许多....

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

PS: 你知道吗?

Love, Brigitte Monday, May 12, 2008
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.Wednesday, May 07, 2008 ♥

熟悉的画面在脑海中浮现
有许多的情绪变得好明显
回忆着最初相遇的那一天
原来对你的思念从不改变

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, May 07, 2008
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.Saturday, May 03, 2008 ♥

只把自己的情绪封锁
不敢对爱有任何期待
也许习惯一个人生活
所以把爱拒千里之外

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, May 03, 2008
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.Monday, April 28, 2008 ♥

我不听从所谓的安排
欺骗自己你还会回来
眼泪却那么的想不开
让依赖你的我不明白

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, April 28, 2008
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.Thursday, April 24, 2008 ♥

能与你相遇我很快乐
你给我的回忆是好的
笑过哭过这不算什么
因为认真所以难割舍

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, April 24, 2008
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.Friday, April 18, 2008 ♥

爱情不必看得很清楚
偶尔也会不小心迷路
总是浮现在我脑海中
却是你那羞涩的笑容

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, April 18, 2008
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.Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥

每个人都有不同态度
每个人追求不同幸福
有人会把伤心塞满肚
有人却活得很有风度
把世界看得那么清楚
最终还是那么不满足

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, April 14, 2008
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.Tuesday, April 08, 2008 ♥

复杂的情绪

那些简单的言语
只说给懂的人听
那些复杂的情绪
不停了乱我的心

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, April 08, 2008
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.Monday, March 31, 2008 ♥

有时会想念
希望一切不曾改变
对你的眷恋
存在着默默的暗恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, March 31, 2008
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.Sunday, March 30, 2008 ♥

PS: 爱情就像窗外的雨滴, 蒸发后依然留下痕迹.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, March 30, 2008
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.Saturday, March 15, 2008 ♥

Haven't been able to blog as often than before. Have been doing loads of OTs. Lacking of SLEEP!! Haven't been able to sleep well. There comes my eyebags!! Arghz. So stressed and tensed up even when I sleep!! OMG! Oh well. Work is freaking out of my nerves!! Making me not ME!! Social time is left so minimal!!! Didn't have much time to get out with friends to chill out!!! I missed all my friends!!!! Huggies. TB22! TB25! GSK Dearies!! Miss them loads!!!They are friends that I wouldn't want to lose contact with!!!! I want to spend time with them!!! Reduce my OTs!!!! I think I seriously need a change of job. I think I'm not suitable for a routine job whereby I always process orders and handle calls everyday. A very dead thing to do. LOL. And I must really apologise to all my friends. Sorry for not able to meet up and catch up with you guys. Was asked to do OTs this few days. Sobx. Hopefully next month will be a better one. Looking forward to Good Friday~! Wohooo~! Mum's and Dad's birthday is next! Till then peeps~!

Love, Brigitte Saturday, March 15, 2008
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.Saturday, March 01, 2008 ♥

Sis's Birthday

March has came!!! OMG!!! I have been working there for like 2 months!!! I'm still not into their environment. I think working there is like really no life at all!!! Always work OTs!! And even not paid for some of the OTs(only can claim up to 20hrs) Lucky I do not need to do any OT today!! Yawnz. Didn't sleep well yesterday. Anyway I haven't been sleeping well since I started working there. So stressed up and often dream about work stuff. Making sleeping so stressed up. Arghz. Even on weekends I still get so tensed up about work! Tsk. This kind of work pressure is killing me! I miss those days in GSK!!! I have met nice people there!!! *感慨着* Anyway today is my younger sis birthday. Accompany my youngest sis to help her take her tablet, then we headed to collect the cake I ordered from awfully chocolate. I bought the chocolate banana. It was YUMMY! Haha. Then we went to Soup Restaurant for dinner. Full-filled dinner by ME! Lol.

PS: 人生充满无奈, 总是让人感慨. ..

Love, Brigitte Saturday, March 01, 2008
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.Sunday, February 24, 2008 ♥

New Year 2008

Have been long since I last update my blog! Have been really busy. Work is stress as usual. Last wednesday meet yun and momo go out for lunch!! I miss them loads!! Very long never see Cindy and Jess le! Hugs. My new year resolution!! Here it goes!

Firstly, I really need to settle down on what I really want in the future and not being so indecisive on what I want. Have been always changing plans.
Secondly, I shall really decide on which field shall I further my studies. Be it the business line or the design line that I had been considering about too.
Thirdly, really need to slim down!! Too fat le!! After CNY, eating those biscuits and 'bak gua'.
Fourthly, the attitude to life bar!! Should really live life the fullest!! Do meaningful stuff and not being so stress up by the hectic working life.
Fifthly, I want to enhance my knowledge!! Be it world issues, general knowledge or even lifestyle ideas.
Sixthly, I want to enlarge my social circle too!! Get to know even more people!! Get to know people from different field of life.
Seventhly, be a fillial child?? Eh. I think I did my best le though at times will still make mum angry. But sometimes really....nvm.
Lastly, hmm...my friends say this one die die must write down. =X Get a boyfriend this year. LOL. Heyhey. I will try harder bar. LOL! But I'm not desperate wor.

Thats my 8 lines of 2008 resolution. Abit difficult to achieve lei. Haha. But I will work harder for this new year. A new year marks a new beginning. Let's move on in this better year bar~! Let's welcome a better year ahead~ Take care peeps~

Love, Brigitte Sunday, February 24, 2008
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.Wednesday, February 06, 2008 ♥

CNY eve

New year eve. Half day work. Really busy at work. So many calls to handle. Cos some went to play Jackpot. Hehe. Our dept won alot!!! LOL! Then we had 'Yusheng' at the end. Went to meet the spree organizer to collect my bag at vivocity. LOL. She took the wrong color. Ahaha. Nvm. Bought New York Pizza home. Then start spring cleaning le. Super tired. Till then lo!! Prepare for the countdown of the lunar new year. Have a great 'mousy' year peeps~! Loves.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, February 06, 2008
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.Monday, February 04, 2008 ♥

开心与伤心

为什么开心的事总一下就过去
而伤心的事却在心里停留很久
那是因为有些开心的事
只有自己才能找出来的.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, February 04, 2008
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.Sunday, February 03, 2008 ♥

Reunion

Sunday! Had reunion lunch with Pap, Momo, Cindy, Li Yun and Jessie!!! Huggies!!! Miss them loads!!We went to Causeway Point! Had Soup Restaurant. Yum Yum. Feel the warmth of having eating lunch together!!! Its really very comforting!! Like a Family!!! After the full lunch we went to walk around Causeway Point. Then, Cindy went off early. She went to met her friend. After that, we all also went back. Me and Yun went to Jurong Point but the coslab was closed when we reached. Then we walked around Jurong Point for a while. After that I had to go to alexandra for my reunion dinner with my relatives. LOL. Wasn't that nice. Had 'Yusheng' twice for the day!!! LOL. Sleepy. Tmr have to work. Till then peeps. Looking forward to CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!Take care everyone!!!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, February 03, 2008
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.Saturday, February 02, 2008 ♥

就像河水从来不会逆流
对你的感觉也不会回头

Love, Brigitte Saturday, February 02, 2008
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.Friday, February 01, 2008 ♥

Friday

FRIDAY!!!! WOHOOO!!! HAVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE WEEKEND!!!! Did quote today. Yawnz. Heavy work load. LOL! Yesterday had OT! Haven buy new year clothes!!! Tommorrow going to buy it!!!! Sunday having reunion lunch with momo, pap, Cindy, Jessie and Yun!!!! I miss them loads!!!!! Hugs. I really miss them!!!! The times we had together!!!!! Sobx Sobx. Still miss them loads!!! Will tear because I really miss them. Looking forward to this weekend!!! Till then.

Love, Brigitte Friday, February 01, 2008
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.Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ♥

Tuesday

Tuesday. Work as usual. Yesterday had OT. SUPER TIRED. HAIZ. STRESSED. Working is really tiring. Am I not prepared to be in the working life? LOL! Sleepy lor! Dreading to work everyday. Deprieving of SLEEP!!! YAwnz. Need to catch some sleep. I miss everyone!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, January 29, 2008
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.Saturday, January 26, 2008 ♥

Saturday

Saturday! Went to Bugis with sis. Saw uncle Ho at bugis village. LOL! So long never see him le. Went to buy clothes for my sis. After that meet up with mum and dad for dinner. Had Banana Leaf at Little India. Yum Yum. Hehe. Tired. Had alot of walking. Till then. Nitez peeps.

Love, Brigitte Saturday, January 26, 2008
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.Friday, January 25, 2008 ♥

Friday

Friday. Alot of people went off early for the DND which I didn't go. Left a few of us in the office. Loads of phone calls came in. I was taught how to pick up calls!!! The first time I picked up the call!!! OMG!!! Had a freak out of my life!!! I really scared I offended any customers. LOL. Cos last time I used to call supplier. Hehe! So we don't need to be too polite. LOL!!! Wahaha. I understand the stress they were talking about though I didn't experience the full impact yet. LOL! Yawnz. Need some sleep!! My weekend CAME FINALLY!!!! I love weekends!!! Need beauty sleep. Till then peeps.

Love, Brigitte Friday, January 25, 2008
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.Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ♥

OT the 2nd time

Wednesday! Just came back from work. Today OT till 8.30!! LOL!! SUPER TIRED!!! Am REALLY STRESSED!!! Loads of work to do!!! I really scared I can't do well in this job. Find myself abit careless and forgetful!!! Weird nei. Isit I stress myself too much?? Or am I finding excuses??Tsk Tsk. Need to catch some sleep. Nitez. Weekend!!! I'm looking forward to it EVERY WEEK!!!! Till then.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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.Sunday, January 20, 2008 ♥

Sunday~!

Sunday!! Just came back from JB!! Today went to the chinese mass. LOL! Then went JB with Momo, Pap and Cindy!!! Hehe. I miss them loads!!! Huggies. We so long never go out together le!!! We went to do pedicure. Now leg abit itchy. Kinda abit sensitive to the chemical they used. Then went to the saloon and had a haircut. Hehe. Cindy dye her hair red!!! VERY NICE!!!! Then me and Cindy went to westmall. Had dinner and walked around. Hehe. Yawnz. Tmr still have to work. FREAK! Dragging to work again. Tsk Tsk. I missed GSK!!! I love working there!!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, January 20, 2008
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.Friday, January 18, 2008 ♥

Department Dinner

Friday. Just came back from the department dinner at sakura. Had a lot of food. Super FULL!!!! LOL!!! Food was not bad!! Yawnz. Sleepy after a full dinner!!! Finally my WEEKEND came!!!! WOHOOOO!!!!! I'm loving it!!! Shall catch some sleep for tommorrow's SHOPPING!!!!! WOHOOOO~! Till then peeps.

Love, Brigitte Friday, January 18, 2008
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.Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ♥

Meet up @ Vivo

Today meet up with Cindy, Jessie and Yun at VIVO!!!! I miss them loads!!! I REALLY MISS THEM!!!! HUGS!!!! I really LOVE them LOADS!!!!! Will always miss them when I'm at work. Missing those days we took bus together, had lunch together, ST'ing each other about spree stuffs. Arghz!!! I miss those days!!!! Getting late. Need to catch some sleep. Did OT yesterday. Abit tired. Till then.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 16, 2008
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.Sunday, January 13, 2008 ♥

Sunday

Sometimes love just ain't enough

I don't wanna lose you,
But I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you,
I don't wanna take you,
But I don't wanna be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Now, I could never change you,
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
But I did not desert you.
Maybe I just wanna have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder,
It makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
And there's no way home,
When it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
Do you feel me beside you in your bed,
There beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love...
It just ain't enough.
Oh...

PS:
This song somehow came to my mind. Especially 'there's a danger in loving somebody too much'. I agree with this. Loving somebody too much will just hurt oneself. Love? Why have it to be so challenging and dangerous? Is Love have to involved hurt and despair?? Being stubborn, believing that I have forgotten that relationship I didn't want to end. Now? Still thinking if I have really forgotten, seems a bit stupid. Yet whatever cannot be what used to be it.

Love, Brigitte Sunday, January 13, 2008
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. ♥

Saturday!

Just came home. Now is Sunday 4am. Went to town with Peiwen to shop for new year clothes. SO LONG NEVER SEE HER LE!!! Hugs. We talked and walked a lot! Hehe. Getting a bit emo. Talked about each other life. I realised how depress my life is getting. Almost teared. Sobx. We had dinner at MOF! It was really yummy!Hehe. My appetite increased. Left last of the bento. I think it is also the person I am eating with that determines my appetite bar. After that go to holland v and meet Mama, Pap, Cindy and Liyun. Hugs. Cried a bit. We talked a lot at Tango's. I controlled all my tears, swallowed them down. Saw Apple Hong(Artiste) at Tango's too. Look a bit like Yubing lei! I almost thought is Yubing until Pap say she is Apple. LOL. Then I heard her talked and yar! She is Apple. We sat there till 1+ then we went to West Coast! Go to PLAYGROUND!!!! OMG!!! SUPER HIGH!!!! Hugs. I LOVE THEM!!! THEY really make my day better. I miss Jessie!!! She can't meet us up. Sobx. I must apologise for this few days emo' posts. But I really need some means to really write up whatever feelings and emotions. Just don't want to suppress whatever even in here. Thanks peeps for all the care and concern! I hope things will get better.

Love, Brigitte Sunday, January 13, 2008
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.Saturday, January 12, 2008 ♥

Friday

Friday. Cry again. Sobx. No one understand me. I know its me! I keep everything inside. I never express whatever feelings I had out. Never talk to anyone about it. Just hide and cry silently. I just need a little comfort. But this inner me just don't let me open up! I HATE MYSELF!! I hate this inwards me!! I cry a lot more than usual. Even the worst time I had is less depressing than now. I scared I will think too much. Just can't control those tears from flowing. I guess I had frighten many of you all le bar. Thats the VERY different side from my bubbly me. The dark world of my own. Now is my darkest time and I believe I will get through this time. No worries for me. I will try to get over it. XXX say until I cry (Shall not elaborate on it. But am very sad that she said those. COMPARISON!! I HATE IT!!!!) now can't stop tearing. Haiz. I shall depend on myself like what I used to. Till then lo. Shall have a good sleep. Haven been sleeping well. Dream of Michelle and Chris Dobson!!! OMG!! Have been dreaming about GSK people!

Love, Brigitte Saturday, January 12, 2008
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.Thursday, January 10, 2008 ♥

Thursday

Thursday. Cry again. Stressed. Saw LiYun today. Her new workplace is just one company away from mine.

PS: 你们是我最大的幸福

Love, Brigitte Thursday, January 10, 2008
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.Wednesday, January 09, 2008 ♥

Wednesday. Cried again. Depression??? I can't controll those tears from flowing.

PS: 你们让我习惯不孤独, 现在的我, 好不能适应一切的寂寞.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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.Tuesday, January 08, 2008 ♥

Tuesday. Cry on the bus again. Have been crying everyday on the bus!!! 我好没用!!! Crybaby!!! Sobx. Meet up with Cindy at jurong point. I MISS HER LOADS!!! Huggies!!! Really happy can get to see her!!! She is one that makes my life in GSK SPECIAL!!! We think the same which my friends usually think that such thoughts are weird. We had a lot of common topics!! 1 week never see her le!! Never miss her this much before!!!!Especially when my bus passed by Raffles Marina. I will always remember the appreciation dinner, the powerpoint slides we did together, the times we had. SOBX. I miss Jessie!!! Scold me for eating so less, teasing her. I miss LiYun. Those teasing of her and her shuai ge. I miss Shuai Ge!!!!! But people like MIA'ing. Not sure how he is. Ahaha. GSK really brought to me a lot of sweet memories. I LOVE THEM!!!! Sobx. Till then le.

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, January 08, 2008
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.Monday, January 07, 2008 ♥

Monday

Monday! Cry on the bus again. STRESSED. 我快要崩溃了!!! I miss those days. I did badly for training today. I think my team leader is really pissed with me bar. Till then lo.

Love, Brigitte Monday, January 07, 2008
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.Sunday, January 06, 2008 ♥

Sunday

Sunday. Just recovered from fever. Went to church in the morning. Feel a bit better. Less stress?? Haiz. After that went to Bugis with mum. We went to 'Victor Kitchen' had DIM SUM!!! Well. Need to queue and its nothing much. The variety is just a few. But I must say their Dim Sum is unique in their way. It taste very different from those teahouse dim sum that you eat. They used some sort of vinegar to dip which I think it reduce the oiliness bar. After the dim sum, went to Bugis then we headed to Orchard. I bought a skirt from Robinson. Then we headed to Takashimaya! Went LV! I want that BAG!!! OMG!! I want the Gucci Wallet too!!! Arghz! My first pay in RS??? Oh yar. I now working in RS components as CUSTOMER SERVICE CONSULTANT!!! I can't imagine they actually recruited me in the first place!! I thought I did really bad for the interview. Haiz. My team leader a bit fierce, adding to a lot of stress to me! I scared I can't cope! Kind of a bit regret about taking up this job. Hope I can cope with it. I decide to take this as a challenge. But sometimes I wonder if I can really do it. 'Cos I really know what are my limits. Haiz. Haven been sleeping well this few days. Till then le. Nitez.

Love, Brigitte Sunday, January 06, 2008
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.Friday, January 04, 2008 ♥

Fever

Friday! Today got training!! There is a lot to memorise!!! NEED TO MEMORISE ALL????!!!! ITS INSANE!!!!!ARGHZ!!! I cant stand this!!! The 'dao' people!!! Why can't they greet each other in the morning??? Can't get use to the way they work!! Saw the ugly side of customer service. Feel a bit disgusted by it. Lots of procedures that need to memorise hard. I have a hard time! SUPER STRESS!!! The team leader who gives me the training is stressing me a lot!! She is so fierce! Arghz. Butterflies in the stomach!! Tears just flow unknowingly. The weird feeling. I don't know how to express! Who can understand how I'm feeling?? The sense of loneliness. I used to fear not of loneliness and yet I am now. Is it because of them that make me used to the accompany?? Sobx. Having Fever. Feel like my whole body is going to burn me up! Must be the aircon that makes me shiver on the bus!

PS: 眼泪不自觉流两行...我想你们!!

Love, Brigitte Friday, January 04, 2008
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.Wednesday, January 02, 2008 ♥

First day of work in RS

First day of work in RS Component. I sensed the unfriendliness of the company. Regretting joining the company. Cried on the bus on the way home. Kinda scared that I can't cope it well. Stone there for the whole day. Nothing much to do on the first day of work. The team leader is a fierce one! Sit beside her is so stressful!! HELP!! I regretting turning up for work! The people all a bit 'dao' nei! Haiz. Must at least stay till end of the 3 month probation. I got a lot of whining about the new job! THE LONG HOURS!!! Till 6pm!! Arghz! I wonder if I am able to adapt to this new environment. Haven't been doing well since the new year! Arghz! A pleasant year ahead?? I'M WISHING FOR IT!!! Can I have a pleasant year??? Have been drowning myself with all the tears. I miss GSK!!!! CINDY! JESSIE! LIYUN! SHUAI GE!? Arghz. Depression??? Over-tensed?? Need some rest! I hope I can get through this. Training I presume a difficult one. Bless me bar. Till then~

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 02, 2008
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.Friday, December 28, 2007 ♥

Friday~

Its FRIDAY!!!! ONE MORE DAY!!!! TO END OF CONTRACT!!!! SOBX!! I'm missing GSK le. Today me, Cindy, Jessie and Evan, we went out to have lunch!! Hehe! Its so nice having to eat out of the D'cafe!!! Its such a BLISS! wahaha! Today we shifted back to the admin building!!! THE PANTRY IS BIG!!!! OMG! Lucky we get to use it for a day! LOL! wahaha! Meet up with Liqing after work! Then went to find my friends. No basketball! There is always no basketball court on friday!! 'Cos of the taekwandoes!!! LOL!!! I want to go to BKK!!!! BATAM!!! Hehe!! Next is coming in like 3 days!!! OMG!!!! Where is my new year resolution!!!! I shall come up with it this weekend!!!Got stuff to do. Till then lo~!

Love, Brigitte Friday, December 28, 2007
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.Thursday, December 27, 2007 ♥

'Forget the year' dinner'

Today we had the 'Forget the year' dinner in procurement! What a good theme to this dinner! My boss treated us! We had a drink before heading to the restaurant. Oh well! There is those old Army uncles?? LOL! Had a martini which tasted quite different from the ones I had drank before. Environment is quite good, but I find it weird having drink with peanuts?? Those Traditional Peanuts with Shell. LOL. Then we headed to the restaurant for dinner! Had it really full. Thanks to my boss for the Treat! He then fetched me and my colleagues to the nearest MRT. How nice of him! We chatted about some guys in GSK! Gossipy hur! She started off with the suspect of someone being gay. And Mr D. came straight of my head and BINGO! Wahaha! LOL! Opps. Hehe! Need to catch a show! Till then peeps~! New year countdown anyone??

Love, Brigitte Thursday, December 27, 2007
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.Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ♥

BOXING DAY~

Its boxing day~! Hehe! My UNCLE BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
I took half day off today just to go for the 2 interviews my agent had arranged for me. Just came back from those interviews I had this afternoon!! SUPER TIRED!!! Travelling around TUAS!!! LOL! The first one is really ridiculous!!! Can't even communicate!! Japanese bosses, they had a hard time finding the words to communicate with me in ENGLISH! I was like helping them to get the word they wanted to use. LOL! Next, it was really far!!! 45mins ride from Jurong point! On my way there, I smelt CHICKEN!! And it reminds me of JESSIE! Lol! I didn't have lunch! I was too tired then and didn't really do well for that interview. =X Oh well! I guess I have just wasted the whole afternoon just like that. Perhaps I should rest first before I get a job?? Well well. Am a bit of tired. Gotta catch some sleep. Till then~

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, December 26, 2007
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.Monday, December 24, 2007 ♥

Christmas Eve~!

Today is CHRISTMAS EVE!!! What am I doing in the office!!! All my friends are still having their beauty sleep and yet I am here working!!! Arghz. NVM! It's a half day! Thank goodness. Hehe. Going to town after work to SHOP!!! Wohooo~! ME and CINDY! ONLY! Oopps. Jessie can't join us. Hehe. *Ponder ponder* How time flies! I have worked in GSK like 9 months!!! I have thoughts of quitting like 7 months ago?? Yet its the friends that I made here that really makes me stay on. I think I am going to miss here loads. The days we had our talks over lunch. Hehe. Teasing Jessie. *opps* The days we spreed together for nice stuff online. The time we ST'ing. Wahaha. Didn't get to sleep last night 'cos had 'Yuan Yang' yesterday! LOL! Went to bugis with mum and sis! Treat them Banana Leaf at little india! Yum Yum. Was not bad and VERY FULL!! Then we headed to shopping~! And ended our dinner at the HK cafe. Wohooo~! It's knocking off soon~! Have a pleasant and BLASTFUL CHRISTMAS peeps~!

Love, Brigitte Monday, December 24, 2007
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.Thursday, December 20, 2007 ♥

执着的心

执着的心那么牵强
期望那爱从天而降

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, December 20, 2007
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.Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ♥

Tuesday~!

Its tuesday. Starting of the week. I'm looking forward to THURSDAY!!!! HARI RAYA HAJI~! Have been looking for HOLIDAY!! Next will be CHRISTMAS!!! And there comes new year!! Time really flies. Another year gone. Wohooo! Today meet up with eve, sharlyn and andrew for dinner at cineleisure~ So long never see them le!! So nice to see them again and we've got loads of things to chat on!! LOL! Shall go and catch some sleep. Tommorrow need to work. Till then lo~

PS: 一路顺风 wor~! BON VOYAGE~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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.Sunday, December 16, 2007 ♥

确定?

一切眼泪擦干净
就让感情化成零
也许所谓的爱情
依然还不敢确定

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, December 16, 2007
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.Friday, December 14, 2007 ♥

遗忘?

对你的思念我无法遗忘
分离的苦我一个人来尝
一直都装作自己很坚强
如今已闭上心里的期望

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, December 14, 2007
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.Monday, December 10, 2007 ♥

期待?

我明白
却还默默的等待
我害怕
这是虚幻的精彩
我推开
所有的应不应该
只剩下
许多遗憾的感慨

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, December 10, 2007
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.Friday, December 07, 2007 ♥

Friday~!

FRIDAY!!!! ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!!! I’m depriving of sleep!!! The weather is making me SICK!!! ARGHZ!! *Choo* Sneeze Sneeze. Hehe. Christmas is round the corner~! Festive Season~!!! I want to go TANGLIN MALL!!!! * Let it snow let it snow let it snow* Shall polish up my bible knowledge during this festive season bar. Oopps. Have been being chided on my bible knowledge by my friend. I will start to read bible today?? EH! I intend to watch DVD tonight!!! I will read at least Isaiah 11? Hehe. Ok. I’m quite sick of being at the procurement department. Having to face all the chemicals name EVERYDAY! Sending emails! It seems like my daily routine!!! It’s really boring!! I want new job! Yesterday watched “Cao Ji Xing Guang Da Dao” on Cable. Liu Ming Feng self compose de song is REALLY VERY NICE!!!! VERY TOUCHING!!!! ESPECIALLY the one HE SANG yesterday! THE LYRICS AND MELODY IS NICE!!! Except the ending he ‘Zhuan yin” too much a bit weird. But I like his COMPOSITION!!! The song listen until can cry de!!! LIU MING FENG~! LIU MING FENG~! Wahaha! Why he didn’t come to SINGAPORE to “Xuan Chuan” their CD!! Now he is my another idol that compose songs!!! “Chuang Zhuo” Singer!!! I want to be LYRICIST!!! Feel like going to those music schools to learn how to really write lyrics. Though I know that lyricist is not a realistic career. Just have the interest in writing. If money isn’t part of life, I would take lyricist as my career bar. Yawnz. Sleepy at work. In a confuse state of mind. Till then~ Better concentrate on my work. Stop multi tasking. *Still thinking how I shall celebrate Christmas and New Year*

Love, Brigitte Friday, December 07, 2007
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.Thursday, November 29, 2007 ♥

把头发剪短
来让心的乱
忘了那一段

最后却发现
我依然想念
对我笑的脸

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, November 29, 2007
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. ♥

想太多 'ing

Haven been posting regularly. Hmmm. How time flies! Christmas is coming soon~! A season to look forward?? Hehe! My friend psycho'ing me to attend CHC party!! Ahem. Its City Harvest Church. Anyway I have my church mass to attend. Today on the bus I heard Nicky's song "想太多" which is what I think I am. Thinking too much??? I made myself think so. Really scared I think too much and misinterprete things that are happening. Why can't things be clearer?? I'm not good at catching hints de!! Arghz! I thinking too much le. Forget it! Can't always be so 'emo' de! Have not been feeling well this few days. Seems to be coughing alot!!! I'm feeling sick. 1 more month and 2008 is coming!!! Another year passed! Well. A fruitful year?? I supposed so?? Did something mad this year!! Hehe. Time to come up with new resolution for 2008! Better come up with practical resolutions. At least something attainable?? Shall come up with my resolution 2008 soon~ Hehe. I am happy?? Am I?? Not with such a job in such a pollueted environment?? Yet the pay day never fails to brighten my day~! Hehe. Shall plan for Christmas and New Year activity!! Hehe!! COUNTDOWN!!!! Better go back to work le~ Hehe. IT Fair starts today till sun!! Going with Ah Mei tomorrow~! Till then~!

Love, Brigitte Thursday, November 29, 2007
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.Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ♥

想你

偶尔会不知觉得想你
眼泪却会一直不停滴
难道对你的爱还存在
只是我一直把它推开

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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.Tuesday, November 20, 2007 ♥

I want new LAPPY~

Time for some update~! My lappie is totally crashed. Sobx. Intend to buy a new lappie~! Hehe. Was targeting at the HP Laptop. Screen can turn de and its TOUCH SCREEN~!!! I went to see it with Cindy on Monday~! I want to buy it!!!! The 1GB RAM cost like $1,499 while the 2GB RAM cost $2,499 at COURTS. $1,000 difference hur~ Saw $1,999 for the 2GB one at Harvey Norman!! Shall wait for the IT Fair at Expo which is NEXT WEEK~! Wohooo~! HP Pavilion TX 1020 Series de lappie~
Here are the specifications:

· AMD Turion™ 64 X2 Dual-Core Mobile Technology TL-60 • 2.0 GHz, Level 2 cache 1 MB, Up to 1600 MHz system bus running at AC/DC mode 35 Watt.

· Windows Vista® Home Premium

· 2048 MB Standard memory

· Internal hard disk drive: 160 GB

· SATA Hard Disk Drive

· Hard disk drive speed: 5400 rpm

· Lightscribe Super Multi DVD Writer (+/-R +/-RW) with Double Layer support

· 5-in-1 integrated Digital Media Reader for Secure Digital cards, MultiMedia cards, Memory Stick, Memory Stick Pro, or xD Picture cards

· High speed 56K modem

· Integrated 10/100/1000 Gigabit Ethernet LAN

· 802.11 a/b/g WLAN

· Integrated Bluetooth

· 1 VGA port; 3 USB 2.0 ports; 1 RJ 11; 1 RJ 45; S-video TV out; 1 Microphone-in; Stereo headphone with SPDIF, Additional headphone jack, Expansion Port for xb3000, 2 Consumer IR

· One ExpressCard/34 slot

· 12.1” WXGA High-Definition HP BrightView Widescreen Display with Integrated Touch-screen (Pen input optimized)

· Display Resolution: 1280 x 800

· Touch Pad with On/Off button and 2-way scroll with 8 Quick Launch Buttons

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, November 20, 2007
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.Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ♥

习惯一个人生活??

It have been long since I last updated my blog. Opps. My laptop crashed again. I supposed this time round its gonna to do with the hardware. Currently at work...BLOGGING!!! =X hehe. Yesterday went to library~! Its nice reading a book while eating dinner. If there are music to add on, that will be even better. Sometimes I think doing things alone is still not bad after all??? Ahahaha. 习惯一个人生活?? Perhaps. Oh yar! I have been in Procurement dept for more than 1 month le~! Can't imagine how I can endure this kind of life. SAP everyday! Wohooo~!
This friday will be shifting back to TSB building due to admin building having renovation~ Hehe. Sobx! My seat is at SPORTS last time seat!!! And the seat I used to sit is my BOSS seat!!! That means he can see me like I can see sports doing weird things! EH!! I DONT WANT!!!Humph! I'm having evil thoughts!! Li Yun's birthday present!!! Give her LA BI!!! Opps. =X But very difficult to know LA BI nei!!! People quite 'dao' wor! And her birthday is like 24th Nov!! So soon!!! LA BI is shuai ge de friend?? Last time see them eat breakfast together before nei. =X I want to 'matchmake' Li Yun and LA Bi~!! Dunno if LA BI got gf le mar?? But LA BI friendster's status is single lei. Hmm. Will Yun kill me if she see this post?? Opps. I shall try see if things can work out. Maybe ask shuai ge?? Wahaha. Cannot lar. People busy de bar. And WEIRD!! Shuai ge online early in the morning!! When I online, he already online liao wor. =X Till then lo~! Better get back to work le.

PS:

留下的泪带着祝福
让快乐把悲伤结束
即使会牢牢的记住
那所有快乐的全部

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, November 14, 2007
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.Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ♥

说好了把泪擦干
泪却逆着流两行

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, October 31, 2007
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.Saturday, October 27, 2007 ♥

在爱与恨的中间
似乎没有平衡点

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, October 27, 2007
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.Thursday, October 25, 2007 ♥

糖含在嘴里总会想起你
心里也会是多么的甜蜜
曾经有着那爱过的情节
这一切也都不需要剪接

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, October 25, 2007
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.Saturday, October 20, 2007 ♥

SAD!

It has been a week since I last update my blog. Many things happened. My laptop crashed again! Task Task! Yesterday had it fixed! I went to look for my friend 'cos she need someone to talk to. Then we talk alot and cry alot. I know that things may not be like of what we want but we must move forward!~ I will be there for you de!! No matter what!! Lucky never do anything silly lo!!! Haiz. Don't make me worry about you wor!! Reflecting...I really don't like my life!!! SUPER BORING!!! Nothing FUN FILLED like before!!! Is it because of work??? It seems that my life is always been encircle with nothing!!! Friends drifted...that is always part of my life as I move on to another stage. But I really don't like it! We used to be so closed and now seems so far. Good friends are hard to keep??? Somehow I'm starting to believe it!!! Arghz! Friends I never had real closed ones for long. Is it me???I really don't know. Am I not good enough?? I really don't like the loneliness. It's cold!*Depressed* *Sob sob*
Till then.

Love, Brigitte Saturday, October 20, 2007
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.Saturday, October 13, 2007 ♥

Saturday Night~

Saturday. Went to hospital to visit my aunt and cousin. They are both down with dengue fever. Hope they get well soon wor! Take care yea. Went back home and try reformatting my laptop! AND YES!!!! IT RECOVERED~! It's my first time reformatting my lappie myself~! Wahahaha. SO HAPPY~! But all my songs and all are gone!!! Sobx. Happy that it recovered!! *Sayang* my lappie!!!! I love my lappie~! Ahaha. Shall stop here. Need to catch some sleep. Tommorrow still need to go church wor. Till then and take care peeps~

Love, Brigitte Saturday, October 13, 2007
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.Friday, October 12, 2007 ♥

Friday

Friday! Work as usual. No appetite for lunch. So didn't go for lunch. Had training with lead in the morning. But she trains me for awhile cos she got audit to do. Today don't know why so no mood. Doesn't seem to be in a FRIDAY MOOD!! Cindy got the Zhang Zhen Yue tickets to the concert at NTU and we go together!!! SO HIGH! Wohooo~! ENCORE: 爱我别走~! The LIVE is SUPER HIGH!!!! After the concert we went to the business block. The top floor!! The scenary from there is SUPERB!!!! Really very nice!! Thanks to Cindy for bringing me there. Though its a bit of a creepy. After that Cindy's friend came, they give me a lift home. Abit paiseh hur. But the car is SUPER COOL!! Thanks alot for the lift back home. Gotta go bath le. Till then~! *Sore Throat*

Love, Brigitte Friday, October 12, 2007
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.Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ♥

习惯

习惯一个人生活
就连话也不多说
虽然会如此堕落
也不想继续难过

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, October 10, 2007
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.Tuesday, October 09, 2007 ♥

Tuesday~!

Tuesday! My laptop crushed. ARGHZ!!! I use my recovery CD but still can't reformat it. Shall do it over the weekends. Haiz. This week doesn't seem to be my week. My aunt admitted to hospital due to dengue fever and my cousin suspected of dengue fever too. Hope they get well soon. Have been bringing company laptop home cos KFC went back to his seat and I cant use the locker anymore. Tsk Tsk. Can't imagine I have to bring laptop to and fro work everyday!! So heavy. What if I wanna go out after work?? Arghz!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, October 09, 2007
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.Monday, October 08, 2007 ♥

2nd week in procurement

Monday Blues! 2nd week at procurement department! Work load comes. Have been emailing the suppliers. Arghz. Time pass quite fast working at the procurement department compared to those days at MERPS. I get to touch on things I have not done before and busier is better than slacking in front of the laptop. There will be training with my previous lead this coming friday. Hopefully I can cope well with the training. Its SAP!!! Need to get some rest. Still having splitting headache. Till then~

Love, Brigitte Monday, October 08, 2007
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.Friday, October 05, 2007 ♥

Friday~!

Friday~! Again I had nothing to do!!! Super stress seeing Evangeline so busy. Like I can't help her with anything. Feel so bad sia. Arghz. Headache still quite pain. Lunch we had mee siam and popiah. I had a lot of mee siam and feel guilty taking it. 'cos this week didn't go exercising much. Only went running on monday which is like really weird!!! I seldom do running as a form of exercising in my schedule. It gives me blister 'cos I pulled the ankle socks really low. FRIDAY!!! Weekends are coming~! Next sunday shall go KBOX!!!! hehe~! Have to sleep early today!!! The headache is terrible. I hope its not Migraine. Did a bit research on Migraine.

What is a migraine headache?
A migraine headache is a form of vascular headache. Migraine headache is caused by a combination of vasodilatation (enlargement of blood vessels) and the release of chemicals from nerve fibers that coil around the blood vessels. During a migraine attack, the temporal artery enlarges. (The temporal artery is an artery that lies on the outside of the skull just under the skin of the temple.) Enlargement of the temporal artery stretches the nerves that coil around the artery and causes the nerves to release chemicals. The chemicals cause inflammation, pain, and further enlargement of the artery. The increasing enlargement of the artery magnifies the pain.
Migraine attacks commonly activate the sympathetic nervous system in the body. The sympathetic nervous system is often thought of as the part of the nervous system that controls primitive responses to stress and pain, the so-called "fight or flight" response. The increased sympathetic nervous activity in the intestine causes nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea. Sympathetic activity also delays emptying of the stomach into the small intestine and thereby prevents oral medications from entering the intestine and being absorbed. The impaired absorption of oral medications is a common reason for the ineffectiveness of medications taken to treat migraine headaches. The increased sympathetic activity also decreases the circulation of blood, and this leads to pallor of the skin as well as cold hands and feet. The increased sympathetic activity also contributes to the sensitivity to light and sound sensitivity as well as blurred vision.

How is a migraine headache diagnosed?
Migraine headaches are usually diagnosed when the symptoms described above are present. Migraine generally begins in childhood to early adulthood. While migraines can first occur in an individual beyond the age of fifty, advancing age makes other types of headaches more likely. A family history is usually present, suggesting a genetic predisposition in migraine sufferers. In addition to diagnosing migraine from the clinical presentation there is usually an accompanying normal examination.
Patients with the first headache ever, worst headache ever, or where there is a significant change in headache or the presence of nervous system symptoms, like visual or hearing or sensory loss, may require additional tests. The tests may include blood testing, brain scanning (either CT or MRI), and a spinal tap.

How are migraine headaches treated?
Treatment is can include non-medication and medication approaches. Non-medication therapies for migraine Therapy that does not involve medications can provide symptomatic and preventative therapy. Using ice, biofeedback, and relaxation techniques may be helpful at stopping an attack once it has started. If possible, sleep is the best medicine. Preventing migraine takes motivation for the patient to make some life changes. Patients are educated as to triggering factors that can be avoided. These include smoking cessation, avoiding certain foods especially those high in tyramine (sharp cheeses) or those containing sulphites (wines) or nitrates (nuts, pressed meats). Generally, leading a healthy life style with good nutrition, adequate water intake, sufficient sleep and exercise may be useful. Acupuncture has been suggested to be a useful non-medication therapy.

Abstract from: http://www.medicinenet.com/migraine_headache/index.htm

Love, Brigitte Friday, October 05, 2007
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.Thursday, October 04, 2007 ♥

Thursday~

Thursday~! Still having headache. Is quite painful. Asked mum to make me some 'Cooling Tea'. Nothing to do at work. Keep surfing net until I feel so guilty sia. 'cos everyone is like so busy and I'm so free. Arghz. This week the headache makes me really sick. Can't even go out! I feel like going out sia. Till then. Should take more rest. Hope tomorrow will be better.

Love, Brigitte Thursday, October 04, 2007
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.Wednesday, October 03, 2007 ♥

Wednesday~!

Wednesday~! Getting used to being in procurement?? Not quite nei. Nothing to do 'cos I'm not trained to used certain software and the training won't be that soon. The training will be conducted by my merps lead~! Hehe~! Today we meet momo~! Went to ?Akira there to look at the interior design that momo's house will be using. It was like 'WOW'. ITS NICE!!! I like the bedroom design they have over there. It's like my desired room wor!!! Wahaha. After that we went to IMM for dinner. Jessie left first 'cos she got something on. Then Yun came and join us for dinner at Ichiban. Hehe. We ate till like 9pm!! Then we went to Giant to buy some food for tomorrow's lunch. Reached home like 11pm. Yawnz. Still having headache. Suspect to be migraine. I hope not! Till then.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, October 03, 2007
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.Monday, October 01, 2007 ♥

First day at PROCUREMENT!

First day in Procurement. The office over there is like not as cold as MERPS office. The environment?? I'm not quite used to the low division of the desk that you can see what others are doing. Working there seems stressed. Everybody seems to be busy. AND working there, there is like 75% chances that you may bump into the director!!! Wahahaha. I missed Cindy and Jessie. I missed the rest of MERPS people!!!! Today just did sorting of the files in the procurement file. I do not have my own desk, drawer and all. I missed my desk at TSB Building!!! Till then~! Need to catch some sleep.

Love, Brigitte Monday, October 01, 2007
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.Friday, September 28, 2007 ♥

Emo'ing

Friday! Super EMO'ing!! Eve, Sharlyn, Sharon, Carol, etc are leaving. So many people last day today. If I had not extended my contract, today would also be my last day. I think I will miss them all!!!! It has been great knowing them! During the whole MERPS project, I had learnt alot. My lead has been really taking care of me and working with both the fin and proc dept has been really enjoyable. The people here are just GREAT! I will be going over to proc dept at the admin building. Feeling a bit stress. Heard that the working environment over there is quite tense. Hope I can adapt well over there. Today after work went to Bukit Timah Food Centre for dinner with Cindy. Then I went for the RMIT talk. GUESS WHAT!!! I decided not to go for RMIT after the talk!!!!! After listening to what they had said. Somehow I feel that it is not what I expected it to be though I find that the Work Integrated Learning seems to be rather relevant in the working world. After the course coordinator further explained about the course, I am more assured myself that this is not I want. She did badmounth a bit of UOL that their program are more of exams which I somehow feel abit unethical. Maybe it is also of this bad impression she gave me that makes me even not wanting to join RMIT. She seems wanting to discourage us to apply for RMIT which I think most of them also feels it where most people storm out of the lecture hall immediately after her say. Anyway the deadline has been extended to 27 sept 2007. I am now thinking of UOL. I'm hoping to make up my mind by mid october. Till then.

Love, Brigitte Friday, September 28, 2007
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.Thursday, September 27, 2007 ♥

HAPPY~!

WOHOOOOO~! THURSDAY~! CINDY IS EXTENDING~! I'm LOVING IT!!!!! YIPEEEE~! HAPPY!!! I'm SUPER HAPPY!!!! Hehe. I still can't make decision where should I study. Finance is one important factor as I wanted to pay the whole of the school fees by myself. I don't want to depend on my parents and that they have to pay for my sis NUS's school fees too. Don't want to add any burdens to them too. I shall see how the talk goes tomorrow. I'm HAPPY today~! But feeling abit nervous joining a new department, environment and people. Hope things will go on well. Till then.

PS: 秋天的萤火虫真的存在吗?

Love, Brigitte Thursday, September 27, 2007
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.Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIQING~!

Wednesday.. Went out with Liqing to Orchard~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIQING~!Hehe. Accompany her go buy present for her boyfriend!! Wahahaha. Buying boyfriend present on her birthday!! Weird hor!! We went to takashimaya, all those branded shops to look for suitable present for her boyfriend nei. Went LV, Burberry, Dunhil, Coach, Gucci and finally we found something in PRADA!! Bought a dunk at Prada! The dunk looks nice!! Then we headed for dinner at takashimaya. When we finish our dinner, Liqing wanted to buy drink and I excused myself to the washroom and sneakly bought 2 mini cakes at Crystal Jade. Hehe. Hope she likes it. Hehe. Then we video conference with PEIWEN who can't join us. Along our way back home, we bought a cardigan. Tempted to buy clothes! But was kind of broke for me. Still in the mist of deciding where should I study. Decided on RMIT but not sure about that school. Shall go for the talk and see how it goes. Hope I can really make decision. Really need some serious advice. Till then. Abit sleepy. Today went for interview with Richard. SERIOUSLY NERVOUS! I get through le. My contract extended 3 more months. I love working in GSK cos there are many sweet memories here. But I wish CINDY could stay too.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, September 26, 2007
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.Tuesday, September 25, 2007 ♥

你转身要走

你转身要走

每当看你转身要走
泪水只会不停的流
即使心会一直伤痛
也只能默默看你走

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, September 25, 2007
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.Sunday, September 23, 2007 ♥

那天

那天当我遇见你
心跳得多么疯狂
不知是否爱上你
让我变得好迷惘

那天就这样离开
心里多么的忧伤
好多话没说出来
却只寂寞在一旁

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, September 23, 2007
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.Friday, September 21, 2007 ♥

对于爱恋

对于爱恋
会抱着太深的执念
因为如此
所以有着疯狂举止

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, September 21, 2007
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.Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ♥

I will Miss GSK!!!

Wednesday~! 7 more days of work. Nothing much to do at work since the cutover. I think I'm gonna miss everyone! I really enjoy working here! I met Cindy, Liyun, Jessie, Mama, Papa, Peifen, Eve, Sharlyn, Kak Kak, HIM, etc. There are sweet memories in every stage of the MERPS project. We helped each other, laughed and joked. I enjoy those time with all of everyone~!

CINDY!

I think she and I had great minds! REALLY GREAT MINDS! Its like we think the same! And when I really do that with my friends they will say that I'm weird! I LOVE CINDY!!! We got loads of things to talk. Our tastes are quite similar!! I can say she makes my working life here more meaningful. ALOT MORE MEANINGFUL! We got common topics, seems never ending. I'm going to miss her LOADS when our contracts finished. Can't greet her 'Morning' when she board the bus in the morning. Can't see her everyday. Can't drag our legs to work together. Can't say 'bye' when she alight at her stop. Sobx. Muacks.

LIYUN!

I love her laughter! Wahahaha. Her laughter will brighten my day de. She is from HR. We met at Bus 3 de. When it was her first day taking the bus, we chatted. And I find her nice! Hehe. She and her gang, very happening. All are 美女s lor! She with Liqing, Michelle, HuiMei. They are all so sweet sia. I'm going to miss liyun and all loads!

JESSIE!

JESSIE!!! First look can't imagine she is from MAGNUM FORCE!!!! SUPER SMALL!!!! Wahaha. She got the cute look. Don't look like her age. Hmm. I think she very good at 撒娇! Not those disgusting type. Very sweet de!! Wahahaha. Her dept always give her alot of things to do!!! Cos she took over 2 people!!! Can you imagine!! She do 2 people's work!!! Is very tedious for her de!!! I love her loads!!!! She and her favourtite PIGLET!!! AND SHE LOVES CHICKEN!!!!!

HIM!

I noticed him on my first week of work. Too eye-catching?? I think so!! Alot of girls look at him de!! Cos he is 帅的!! In my point of view, I see him as a polite person. Seems rather cool by his looks. Think he should be quite amiacable bar. Never talk to him much (I shy de wor). But really nice getting to know him. Jiayou for FYP wor.

MAMA!

I loves her!! She really take care of US!! All her daughters!!! Miss her loads wor!!!! See her so 幸福 with Papa. Really very happy for them! Want to see them 这样幸福下去~!

PAPA!

Papa!! He really dotes mama alot de!!! Hehe. With Mama, he looks so 幸福 de lor. Happy for both of them. Loves them loads!!!

KAK KAK!

Eh? Why call him Kak Kak?? He really Kak Kak nei. Very 386 in our cliques. Opps. Cant get into our convo de. But he is nice lar. Except got too much scandals sia. Wahahaha. Board at the same bus stop as me. So knew him on bus de. Dragonboat de.

PEIFEN!

Another dragonboat de!! But really can't tell she is dragonboat de!!! SURPRISE!!!! Sweet looking girl. Hehe. She loves green apples!!

EVE!

She, Miss scatterbrain wor. A very nice person to get to know. Her first day I see her leg is SUPER SKINNY de lor!!!! Opps. I seems like always seeing people's leg. Is envy de lor!

SHARLYN!

I think she loves food. Ask me for any nice food blogs. Hehe. A very chatty person. Quite direct in her words which in my opinion is good!

WOW!!! Today is quite a long post!!! Hehe!!! I really abit 不舍得 everyone. Sobx. I make nice friends here. I really love them loads!!! Hugz!!

PS:有选择的人却不懂得珍惜~

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, September 19, 2007
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.Monday, September 17, 2007 ♥

Jill's Last Day

Monday~! Abit of a Monday Blues. 10 more days to end of contract~! Tomorrow is Jill's last day wor. Feel really bad not joining them on thursday for dinner. Opps. Cos got something on. Today finished all the filing Jill asked me to help her do!!! It was like 2 arch file. 100% filled. Sort it, punch hole and file. Abit tired. Went out with friends after work. So long never go out with them le. Everyone has been busy with their own life. Some working some studying. Now I starting to consider what should I do next. Study or Work?? Really confused. Making a decision is hard for me! Cos I don't like regretting on the decision I had made. Thus, I will take a long time to decide on something. As for whether I should study or work. The time for me to consider about it is quite short. The application for SIM ends on 1st oct which is quite soon. Really confused! Can't see what I want to be. Where is my dream? Those wild dreams I used to have no longer exist. Maybe is due to having looked at this practical world?? Or me being more realistic to pursue something more practical?? Have no idea?? The business world doesn't suit me? But I really like it! I love doing projects maybe in terms of research where I can search for useful informations that allow me to learn a lot. School sounds good for me! But should I study part-time?? I need serious advice! Had loads of hearings from seniors and those research I had did. Shall decide before the application closed and stay still on the decision! Till then.

Love, Brigitte Monday, September 17, 2007
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.Friday, September 14, 2007 ♥

眼泪

泪水只不停流满面
它代替了所有思念
对你的爱从不改变
却只能藏在心里面

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, September 14, 2007
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.Thursday, September 13, 2007 ♥

JB trip

Wednesday~! Went to JB~! We had loads of fun~! Loves!!! Till then. I'm tired. Really tired. Think too much.

Love, Brigitte Thursday, September 13, 2007
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.Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ♥

Appreciation Dinner

Appreciation Dinner~! Super HIGH~! The Consultants are very HIGH~! Super Enthusiastic!! Our video is PERFECT!!! Hugs to Cindy and Jessie!!! All our effort to that video!!! But was quite pissed with XXX and CHUCKY. Is SUPER PISSED de lor!!!! ARGHZ! Really don't like helping out! He really idiot!! Demanding yet not doing anything. Just simply think that we must help!!! Thanks to Papa who fetch us home. Listening us whining. Hehe. Tired le. Till then peeps~

PS: 我还爱你吗?

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, September 11, 2007
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.Sunday, September 09, 2007 ♥

Sunday~!

Sunday! I love Sunday~! hehe. Looking forward to Monday~! Though I really don't like helping him. Appreciation Dinner @ Raffles Marina. Hope everything goes well and turns out well.

PS:有选择的人都不懂的珍惜眼前的幸福

Love, Brigitte Sunday, September 09, 2007
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.Friday, September 07, 2007 ♥

Not myself

Today. I am weird! Sorry to all if I did anything. I'm not being myself today. Haven't sort out things. Till then~

Love, Brigitte Friday, September 07, 2007
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.Thursday, September 06, 2007 ♥

需要一些安慰

眼泪那酸酸的滋味
也会需要一些安慰
你笑容让我不伤悲
因为知道我有你陪

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, September 06, 2007
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.Tuesday, September 04, 2007 ♥

痛哭

好想跟上你的脚步
把你在我身边留住
但却只能站在远处
默默地在一旁痛哭

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, September 04, 2007
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.Saturday, September 01, 2007 ♥

Sat OT

Saturday. Went back to work. Today got Football match!!!!! Wohoooo~! Ole Ole ole ole~ I really miss going to work on saturday and sunday~!!!! I used to work on sat and sun de!! Cos is SUPER FUN!! Wear CASUALLY!! Talk like no one business. Wahahaha. Reach home about 6.15pm. Saw him again. Tsk Tsk. After that went to IMM, had Ichiban!! SUPER NICE! I satisfied my cravings! Too bad my younger sis cannot join us cos go dating. Wahahaha. Brought laptop home to do the powerpoint slides. But I don't think I can finish. Tomorrow got work. Till then.

Love, Brigitte Saturday, September 01, 2007
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.Friday, August 31, 2007 ♥

*Emo'ing* day

I love working in GSK~! I love everyone there~! Hehe. Everyone is NICE! Still haven give my lead an answer. Went to NTUC after work. SAW MY LEAD!!! OMG!!! With her son. Ahaha. She didn't see me. Haiz. Saw someone. *Emo'ing??? No more bar. 想开了?? I really don't know wor. I feel bad today. I did alot of things really BAD at work!! Arghz. SORRY! *Ask for forgiveness* Tomorrow got OT. We coming back to help out~! Hehe. Ask if I can go also. *so thick skin* Cos tomorrow all alone at home and my friends tomorrow not free. Shall spend the whole day working! At least I am occupied. Won't think too much. Hope I can break free from all those 'think too much'. Like that will cry everyday nei. Super sad de. And why must I bump into him!!! Haiz!!!!

PS:
哭了好几天
你不曾看见
是太爱你了
所以舍不得

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, August 31, 2007
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.Thursday, August 30, 2007 ♥

Thursday~

Thursday. Did another verification again. Was asked to extend my contract. Still considering if I should extend. Consulted my friends. They encouraged me to go for it since I have not found any job at the moment and since the director recommend me, I should really go for it. Should I?? I really don't know wor. Must reply her on friday. Headache. Was told tomorrow was my last day. * confused. Haiz.

PS:
我一直还在等待
是否该向你表白
心情有点不明白
到底依然爱不爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, August 30, 2007
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.Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ♥

Outing~!

Wednesday! Today do verification until very tired. Went out with Liqing and Peiwen to celebrate Peiwen's birthday~! Hehe. Me and Liqing saw this very nice notebook and immediately think of Peiwen. We went to sushi tei for dinner~! Hehe. Hope Peiwen like the notebook and enjoy her birthday~! After dinner we go for arcade~! Our usual game~! Air hockey~ Hehe. Peiwen still beat me and Liqing. Wahahaha. She too 厉害 le. Then we go for our usual Picture Hunt. Wahaha. Then headed home le. Yawnz. Super tired. Till then~!

PS: 我还在怀念些什么??

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, August 29, 2007
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.Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ♥

Bored!

Tuesday. Super Tired! Time passed super slow at work lo. Do data check. Found a faster way to do it! Wahaha. Tomorrow need to help sports to do verification~! Yohoooo~! Finally got things to do. Haiz. *Emo'ing no more lar!!! Really dont wanna be so 没用 nei. I can make it de.

爱上一个多情人
就是对自己残忍
即使知道不应该
却偏偏想要去爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, August 28, 2007
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.Monday, August 27, 2007 ♥

Peiwen's Birthday

Today is 27th August~! Peiwen's Birthday! Wohooo~! Happy erm... 18th Birthday to you~! Wahahaha. Shall write it as 18th since you insist it. Hehe. Shall meet up soon wor~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIWEN~!
May all your wishes come true and always sweet 18~! Wahahaha

A post just for CHONG PEIWEN~!

Need to catch some sleep le. Super tired.

Love, Brigitte Monday, August 27, 2007
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.Sunday, August 26, 2007 ♥

Sick.

SICK! Dreamt of someone. *SUPER EMO'ING* (哭着起床的) I want to get that MR HAPPY Shirt Cindy said that is sold at ZARA!!! Erm. Should I? Spend too much this month le. Next month will be another BIRTHDAY BLAST! Y*ng, M*ng, Des, 'Mond, LiQing, Xiao Ai...OMG. Feel super sick still come online blog. Ahaha. But really need to write it out. Suppressing inside very pain. I hope won't see him anymore. His appearance is confusing my current mood. I also don't know why it does and I really don't know!

那时你的无动于衷
让我一个人在心痛
也许现在应该想通
把爱放下才最轻松

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, August 26, 2007
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. ♥

TO: MR　ＨＡＰＰＹ！

TO: MR HAPPY

你害羞的笑容
常浮现脑海中
你那涨红的脸
我多么的眷恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, August 26, 2007
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.Saturday, August 25, 2007 ♥

SATURDAY~

SATURDAY. SUPER SUNNY DAY~! GO SENTOSA~! Wohooo...Rai, Jueying, Gin and me...So long never meet up le!!! I love them!!Had great time with them today. Went and have luge ride. I have fear of the LUGE RIDE!! Oopps. Then we went and chill. Had alot of fun with them!! Must meet up often yea!!! I will promise to make time for you all!! Hehe. After that went to Fang birthday party. Fang was 漂亮! The eyelashes VERY NICE!!!Like her makeup!!I love her loads!! She is my besties in sec sch days. Though nowadays not often go out. I still love her!!Must stay幸福 with your dear dear nei. After helping her clear everything, Shuqi drive us to Westmall. I walked home from there. Started *EMO'ING* AGAIN! Haiz. As I was thinking that if I today really bumped into him today....then I saw him. ARGHZ! *SUPER EMO'ING*

是否还有一丝思念
是否想念你在身边
但一切不可能从来
因为你的爱已不在

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, August 25, 2007
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.Friday, August 24, 2007 ♥

Tired.

SUPER ＰＵＦＦY EYES!! Cried the whole night. Eyes super tired, sour. I don't know why I am so bothered. His appearance has turned my feelings upside down! Yesterday at work was still happily drawing loads of MR HAPPY!! I LIKE MR HAPPY!! So CUTE! I want a MISS SHY!! Haiz. Today went out with Liqing and Liyun after work. Feel SUPER BAD!!! Left Cindy alone!!! I'm really sorry!! SORRY CINDY!!!We went to orchard. Yun bought her MAC makeup stuff. Feel better going out with them. When go home, sitting on the bus alone. Think abit more and teary eyes. TOMMORROW SENTOSA TRIP and FANG BIRTHDAY PARTY~!

*Emo'ing*

PS: 不知还在期待什么...

Love, Brigitte Friday, August 24, 2007
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.Thursday, August 23, 2007 ♥

*SUPER EMO'ING*

Thursday. I am tired. Got loads of things to handle when I got home. Went up and down to meet my friend to pass her some documents. Then went to the ATM. Up and down 4 times! Heavily rain. Just like how I feel. PS: 眼泪不知觉的流, 无法控制的流着.
*SUPER EMO'ING*

是我不知道该怎么回答
是你让我心情变得复杂
也许是我真的想得太多
一直想着从前能再来过

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, August 23, 2007
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.Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ♥

我还爱你吗?

Tuesday. Tuesday blues? Still Emo'ing. I keep it inside. Don't want to be so 没用 in front of my friends. Nothing get better. Work is still the same. Went out with lingz and all. Thanks a lot!! You guys brighten my day!!! I love you all!! Muacks.

PS: 我还爱你吗?

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, August 21, 2007
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.Monday, August 20, 2007 ♥

*Emo'ing* day

*Emo'ing*

想着曾经牵过我那暖暖的大手
想着曾经你给过我的那些温柔

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, August 20, 2007
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.Friday, August 17, 2007 ♥

Tired.

Yesterday went KBox with Cindy and Marcus. Couldn't sleep after singing. Today was REALLY TIRED! But still feel so HIGH!! Really dunno why. DEPRIVING OF SLEEP.
*Emo'ing*

从不轻易流的眼泪
要的不是你的安慰
哭着看你走的背后
我多么不想让你走

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, August 17, 2007
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.Thursday, August 16, 2007 ♥

<<不能说的秘密>>Lyrics

Here's the song that I will listen everyday. Whenever I hear this song, really can make me tear. Reminiscing the scenes in the <<不能说的秘密>>(Secret) Movie.

<<不能说的秘密>>
歌词: 周杰伦
歌曲: 方文山
歌手: 周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
又何必去改变
已错过的时间
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
或许命运的签
只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Love, Brigitte Thursday, August 16, 2007
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.Wednesday, August 15, 2007 ♥

躲开

*Emo'ing*

我拼命的想躲开
那一切所有感慨
也许我应该明白
这不是所谓的爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, August 15, 2007
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.Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ♥

眼泪

*Emo'ing*

一直忍住眼泪
不想让你看见
那心痛的滋味
我依然还眷恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, August 14, 2007
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.Sunday, August 12, 2007 ♥

<<不能说的秘密>>SECRET

WENT TO WATCH SECRET!!!!! 不能说的秘密!!!!JAY CHOU is SUPER CUTE!!!!!! OMG!!! The show is REALLY NICE!!! EVERYONE MUST WATCH!!!!!! All those actions, dialogues really very sweet. SO SWEET. Those little actions. Awww... I WANT THE SIGNATURE POSTER!!!!*ROLLS EYES*

Here is the pics of the poster.

Featuring 路小雨 . 叶湘伦

<<不能说的秘密>>

Love, Brigitte Sunday, August 12, 2007
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.Thursday, August 09, 2007 ♥

NATIONAL DAY~!

IT'S NATIONAL DAY~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Bought my HANDPHONE~! FINALLY!! Decided on Samsung Z720. I'm Loving it. Dinner time I went to WestMall to pack KFC for my family. Travel all the way to WestMall cos my sis say my house there de KFC not nice to eat. Since I'm not into NDP so I make the way down to buy for them. Queue is SUPER LONG!! LOADS of PEOPLE!! Was super heavy for me to carry. 8 pieces chicken, 6 pieces nuggets, 2 med coleslaw, 1 zinger, 5 drinks and 1 mashed potato and still have to buy newspaper. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Have been *emo'ing* the whole day.

PEACE TO SINGAPORE and to the WORLD~!

Love, Brigitte Thursday, August 09, 2007
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.Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ♥

Confused!

Today forget to bring wallet to work and hence my keys are left at work. Initially decided to meet dad at westmall to buy handphone but didn't bring wallet so ask dad back. Sat at my house there de benches. Saw someone. Weird feeling. I dunno why. Maybe I haven't put those feelings down though I initiated the ending. I'm confused. I know at that time I said things that I really don't mean it. Yet you did not ask me why the ending, nothing was done and so the ending. Painful to me yet I know you won't know. Who would want to end something that one loves? I wouldn't do that but yet at circumstances I have to say things that not what I want.Haiz. You never know whatever turmoil that I have then and now I really don't know why I am still thinking about it, after those 8 years. Till today then I realise, if I had put down that all during the 8 years, I wouldn't be so bothered when I see him today. I'm such pathetic. Why am I still mesmerising the past??? Confused state. Gonna sleep le. Till then. *Emo'ing*

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, August 07, 2007
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.Monday, August 06, 2007 ♥

Lyrics

Monday Blues. Yawnz. Sleepy. Started drafting lyrics. Wanted to write this for someone and participate in the competition. Here's the bridge part. Incomplete.

看着我们的照片
对你的所有思念
渐渐越来越明显

回忆着那些从前
能让我笑得很甜
只有见到你一面

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, August 06, 2007
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.Sunday, August 05, 2007 ♥

Tired.

Back from my grandpa house. Yawnz. Sleepy wor. This saturday was quite a bored one. My friends all cannot book out. Tsk Tsk. No one to go out with. Sobx. Wanna catch Knock Out. Recommended by Fang! Hehe. Anybody interested? M18 movie. Romance cum Comedy with abit of a nudity. wahaha. I want to watch!! Fang makes me excited about the show~!! Yawnz. Sleepy. Now is like 3am!!! Tmr need to wake up super early to go church. Till then lor~!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, August 05, 2007
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.Friday, August 03, 2007 ♥

Steamboat Dinner

Its Thursday!! Just came back home~! We had steamboat~! Went to Sheng Siong do marketing. Then go back prepare all the stuffs. SUPERB~!So NICE! FAMILY DINNER~! wohooo~! Chit Chat while eating. After that helped to pack all the stuffs. Really got alot to pack. hehe. We packed till quite late wor. Hehe. I always love it when we spent time together. The laughter and joy we had together. I really love them all and really feel fortunate to know them! Tmr is FRIDAY!! Wohooo~! I'm looking forward to it!

Love, Brigitte Friday, August 03, 2007
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.Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ♥

Tuesday~!

Today went to Jurong Point after work with Yun and Marcus. Accompany Yun go buy her stuffs. Cos I also nothing to do so accompany her go buy things. We shop around whole of Jurong Point like many rounds! wahaha. Then help marcus choose flower for her friend. Shopped till 8+ . Then take bus home. Meet up with Ah hao. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tired yet a fun day. I'm inspired to be a lyricist! I'll try harder. Till then~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, July 31, 2007
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.Sunday, July 29, 2007 ♥

Tired.

Just came back from home. Went out with Liqing and Peiwen. We went Marina Square. Talked alot! So long never go out together le. Happy to see Peiwen too~! Was super tired. Yesterday go helped out in a zoo carnival with Fang. I really miss Fang! hehe. Had loads of fun with her yesterday! Though was quite tiring picking up the balls and tins. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tmr need to work. Hope I can wake up bar. Till then.

Love, Brigitte Sunday, July 29, 2007
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.Friday, July 27, 2007 ♥

情愿

流着眼泪望着天空
怀念着你给的心动
明知自己一厢情愿
也要说爱你好几遍

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, July 27, 2007
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.Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ♥

该忘了吗?

我以为渐渐不再去想
就能忘记最痛的地方
一直拼命地挣扎
却越无法忘记他

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, July 25, 2007
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.Monday, July 23, 2007 ♥

Short one

I make cheesecake till quite late. Yet still very high except eyes feel like shutting. Cheesecake is for CINDY de~! My FIRST OWN ATTEMPT of making cheesecake. Think it is quite ok bar. Edible! Hehe. Hope Cindy LIKE IT LOR~ Today is CHRIS Birthday~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~! Though cant book out. Short post here. Till then lo~

Love, Brigitte Monday, July 23, 2007
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.Friday, July 20, 2007 ♥

Tired.

I'm SUPER tired. Thought that after the handover would be better. I think I haven been resting enough. Always thinking too much. Pressurising myself with all those nuisance stuff. Arghz. Sometimes I really feel so lonely. No one to talk to. Most of friends are busy with their life, lost contact after they left Singapore, had boyfriend/girlfriend. Tsk Tsk. Today my lead say I changed the LSOP wrongly! OMG! Then redo it for the whole morning. Work is bored. Nothing to do. Always chat on Sametime with colleagues. Seems like I am always disturbing them. Ooppps. Throat still itchy, feeling terrible. Tried all sort of medicine but doesn't work. Have the feeling that I am going to fall sick again. Abit feverish these few days. Today is a SPECIAL DAY!! 20.07.2007. 5 more years and there is no such special day le. Last special day is 12.12.12. Till then. Need some rest.

我每次想起你
总会笑着哭泣
虽然深爱着你
却得学会放弃
© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, July 20, 2007
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.Thursday, July 19, 2007 ♥

Tired.

Ooppps. So long never update my blog. Have been really busy for 2 weeks. Arghz. Plus all the stress I put on myself. I always wanted to do everything at its best. When one carries high hope, the possibility of disappointment is also high. This week no better. A newcomer came to take over peggy's work. Need to handover her a lot of stuff. For now I'm back to having nothing much things to do. Just came back from IMM. Help to buy cake and have to bring it tmr. Bulky wor. Hehe. Today dreamt of SHUAI GE! But is dream about him leaving GSK and I buy him a card for farewell. Then I think very hard what to write to him and after that go to the pigeon hole and drop it for him. Arghz. That is like what I initially thought of doing de. But this dream comes after so long. Haiz. Now nothing to do will think a lot. Brain now have loads of things that will make me tear a lot. I don't know why. But thinking of those I feel I am so useless. How I wish I can become a bit more optimistic. I know in front of others I always act strong. Haiz. Tmr is FRIDAY! YESH! I should BE HIGH! Till then lo~!

PS:
当爱只有无奈
剩下的是感慨
往事在内心徘徊
此刻为何在等待
© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, July 19, 2007
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.Wednesday, July 04, 2007 ♥

Tensed

Today still stressed. Tired. I dreamt something...WEIRD. Dreamt of yeos and xiao hong. Having meals at different table. Wake up was shocked. What does the dream means. Guess what. I got it sorted in the afternoon. Its a bad omen! I mistook xiao hong as papa and ST him: papa...can i ask you something. OMG!! And when I realised it. Too late le. Oopps. Arghz. Went out with mama and Cindy to buy farewell stuff. Feel relaxed after those shopping. Tomorrow...haiz...hope everything went out well.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, July 04, 2007
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.Tuesday, July 03, 2007 ♥

MAD

Arghz. Things not going the way its planned. I'm going MAD! Too many things to do. Short post here again. Till then wor~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, July 03, 2007
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.Monday, July 02, 2007 ♥

Stressed

Stressed from work. Things are stacking up. Arghz. I'm really TIRED. Till then~

Love, Brigitte Monday, July 02, 2007
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.Sunday, July 01, 2007 ♥

手牵手

手牵手

只想和你手牵手
就这样走到最后
跟着你的脚步走
是我幸福的理由

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, July 01, 2007
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.Thursday, June 28, 2007 ♥

HAPPY DAY~!

YOHOOOOO~! We GOING OUT!!!! LOVES!!!! THE FIRST TIME ME.CINDY.LIYUN. JESSIE!!! We go out together. I'm HAPPY TODAY!!! EVERYONE HAPPY TODAY!!!!

我喜欢的
就是大家的陪伴
一起大笑
一起聊天
你们是我的快乐~!

Love, Brigitte Thursday, June 28, 2007
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.Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ♥

LOVELY WEDNESDAY!

Wednesday~! Meetup for dinner~! YEAH!!! I'm HAPPY~! Wohooooo~!! I'm REALLY HAPPY!!! Miss her SO MUCH!! A pity Liyun and Jessie can't join us. We went IMM. Had dinner at Ajisen. Saw my sis there and give us 15% discount. I had the curry rice. NICE!! Hehe. SUPER FULL!! Then we went to shop at Giordano. Saw someone look like angel boys de Desmond. Bought a shirt. Oppps. I know I broke the promise I had with my friend. No buying of clothes on weekdays. Arghz. I won't buy too much this weekend lo. After that we went to grocery shop at Giant. All for pantry! I had FUN spending time with them!!! I LOVE THEM!! Tmr going out together again~!! Wohoooooo~! IM LOVING IT!

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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.Monday, June 25, 2007 ♥

moody monday.

HAIZ. Monday. QUIET at work. EMOTIONAL. Too much things happened. Got loads of sorting need to do. Can't concentrate in my work. Cindy didn't come to work. Work got loads of discussion. I don't want to hear. I miss her. I miss the time we spend together. Meet up soon wor.

Love, Brigitte Monday, June 25, 2007
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.Sunday, June 24, 2007 ♥

洒脱

Today Sunday. Went to church and I forget to bring my ez-link card and handphone out. Abit "心不在焉". Don't know why. I edited all my previous posts. I feel so abandoned, not well-liked, an idiot, useless, unwanted. [难道我有这么讨人厌吗?] I don't know if its I think too much.

PS: 我想学会洒脱一点.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, June 24, 2007
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.Saturday, June 23, 2007 ♥

Saturday

Today is Saturday! Stayed at home and watch my drama online. Actually plan my shopping from outram to bugis but drop the idea. Cos I want to shop alone and I bet I will spend alot when I go alone. Next time lo. Later in the afternoon went to vivocity with my sisters! We bought some clothes. Total spendings=$50. Not bad bar. Cos got sale so still ok. I bought a dark chocolate digestive biscuits! It says its healthier and suitable for dieting. Didn't realise mark and spencer got sell alot of healthy food. Shall try their cereal one day. Now got sale somemore. We went to the Giant at vivocity! Caught a glimpse at the Ben's and Jerry ice-cream. Got report say Ben's and Jerry ice-cream is a healthy choice of ice-cream. Not very sure about it. But was tempted to buy cos there is offer, less than $10! Bought an instant pasta package and milk for tommorrow's lunch. Its easy to cook serve 4 person and can be microwave cooked. Next time can eat that at work when I slowly get back to my normal meals. I've decided to get back to my normal meals which is consuming starch stuff for lunch but not so fast at the moment. Suddenly decided on this cos my friend says I should go for normal meals. I'm easily persuaded. Gotta go le. Abit tired. Till then.

Love, Brigitte Saturday, June 23, 2007
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.Friday, June 22, 2007 ♥

SAD!

Friday!! Restless than before. Sad than ever. Something happened. I'm really sad she's leaving! Cried alot! Cos I miss her loads! She brought me laughter every morning, helped me alot, played together at dinner and dance and loads! Haiz. I really 舍不得 her! The time we go JB together! Arghz!! This week is TERRIBLE! No wonder the bad omen!! I know she has reasons to leave and I won't probe on further but I want her to know that I'm there for her and if she needs someone, I'm here! You got us yea!!Me, Cindy, Jessie and Liyun!! We miss you loads!Sobx Sobx. Haiz. Today do sorting!! Can sort until I MAD! Weird at work! Nothing seems to be smooth even my SORTING! The data I keyed missing! Arghz! HOW COME? I also dunno. Quite a number wor. I can't be so careless to miss so much de! I think maybe because of some sudden shutdown I had which didn't recover my post last few days. ARGHZ!

PS: 我怀念的日子会有回来的一天吗?

Love, Brigitte Friday, June 22, 2007
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.Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ♥

思念依然还在

Today really NO GOOD!! We registered for the Movie Therapy but they say we contingent staff cannot attend!! PENGZ~!! Then we become VERY RESTLESS!!! No mood to work lo!! How can like that threat us de. Though we are contingent staff, but still work for them de. Arghz. Since Monday at work no appetite. Though will feel abit hungry. Then go home gorge on food! Arghz. I also dunno why lei? Dunno why got so deep feeling. Tsk Tsk. Notice him since first day of work. Oops. I remember the first word I heard from him is 'Sorry' when queuing to pay for the food during lunch on the day I have my training [18.04.07]. Then I think he very polite, gentleman. ARGHZ. He is my motivation everyday to work de wor!! Now don't have le. Haiz. Today still doing sorting. Help Jessie abit with hers cos hers really very tiring!!! Eye will POP OUT!! Wahaha. But she still have to do OT. Poor thing. Jiayou wor. "思念依然还在 "

我是爱情傀儡
只为爱掉眼泪

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, June 20, 2007
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.Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ♥

Tsk Tsk

Lead not in for this week. Vanda will be back tommorrow. Jill gave me thing to do! Wohoo! Have been waiting someone to give me things to do! Today got training. Quite ok! Cos it is relevant to the future things that I have to take note of. Doing sorting and data entry of those vendor document that I franked!!which is like 1400!!!Arghz! Super NO MOTIVATION TODAY!!!!

眼泪像珍珠般珍贵
但它却只为爱相随

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, June 19, 2007
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.Monday, June 18, 2007 ♥

SAD

Early in the morning here am blogging. My lead is not in. Opps. Kinda abit sad. No motivation. No shuai ge today. But his friends are there. Super sleepy today. Didn't get enough sleep. Liqing first day at work here!! But so sad she is under HR!!!!!!! Hope they don't make things difficult for her. Next time maybe can have lunch with Liqing! Haiz. I got bad instinct. I got trip over on sat and sun. Is this a bad omen? I thinking there is something bad going to happen. I feel bad not going to church yesterday. Cos I very late then sleep. Arghz. Today feelings still not stable properly. But '一切都美好'. I still miss my shuai ge. 爱可以很简单吗?

I'm sad, 眼泪一直不自觉的掉下来.

看着照片
只想留眼泪
不懂是心痛
还是心碎
我却依然怀念
我对你的暗恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, June 18, 2007
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.Sunday, June 17, 2007 ♥

舍不得

我会舍不得
你远远离我而去的那一刻
那背影我无法忘记
深深刻在我记忆里

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, June 17, 2007
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忘了爱

忘了爱
不想再感慨
想要的答案
都已成为遗憾

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Sunday, June 17, 2007
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Dinner and Dance

Just came back from dinner and dance. Got take photo with ShuaiGe. (*awkward) Thanks to his friend cos he helped me to take photo and also to Cindy for the camera. I went alone to ask to take photo with him! Arghz. I just gather all the courage to chase him. Lucky he slowed down and I'm able to take photo with him. Somehow I feel it will end up the same. Got loads of things to ask him. Wonder if he had received my mail. Ask for his number. See him I suddenly forget to ask. Arghz! He smiled alot today!! And he got smile at us when we are outside of the ballroom. SUPER HAPPY! FIRST TIME he smiled so happily at us. And Thats SHUAI! I think he should smile more! Then he went to smoke and his bus came. So didn't get to talk to him. But he accept me in MSN! Wahaha. Next time work maybe can talk to him! Oopps. Kidding. Sadness? I don't know. Emo'ing? I supposed. Weird? YESH! Missing someone? ALOT! Wonder when will we meet again. Cry? YESH! Why? I see his back, 远远的离我而去. That kind of feeling I really DONT LIKE! Shy? EXTREMELY! I even shiver when I took picture with him and I smile so stiff. Agrhz! But he is very shuai in the pics! His smile. So mesmerising. I'm loving it! Ahaha. Talk to him in MSN! Happy! Cos he say he saw my email! Hehe. Today cant sleep le. In a confused state. Don't like the feeling ' at times I want to give up, you give me hope.' Arghz. Pictures uploaded in friendster! Go friendster see wor. So sad today Jessie went off early. I must be a happy girl! I'm sure I can! Now go work SUPER NO MOTIVATION AT ALL LE! Tsk Tsk. How am I going to survive till end sept without shuai ge! Till then. No More Tears.

伤心难过, 这一切不好过.

Love, Brigitte Sunday, June 17, 2007
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.Friday, June 15, 2007 ♥

就是开不了口让他知道

开不了口
只好自己承受
很想讲的
不敢跟你讲

记得那天你走后
背影模糊了一空
我在这伤心阁楼
承受爱情的捉弄

PS: 就是开不了口让他知道

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, June 15, 2007
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.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ♥

Graduation Ceremony~!

Current time:1.30am
Today graduation nei~!! Wahaha!!So happy, EXCITED! Get to see all my darling friends!! I'm happy! Got half day of from work for the graduation ceremony!! Time passed so fast today. I left at 12.10pm and I bump into Ken walking towards cafe for lunch!! Wahaha. Then went to cafe to look for my friends to say I'm going off le. (Actually want to catch another glimpse of Ken 'cos he walked too fast! *opps) Meet Peiwen and Liqing~! I so HIGH~!! We graduating together today~!!! I'm gonna clap loud loud for all my friends! Limei was sitting beside me and Limin (know her in flash classes) We talked cos the ceremony was quite a boring one! We even have to sing national anthem, but no one sang. Wahaha. After the whole ceremony ended, we went around to take photos!! Saw Gin and Irene!! So long never see le!!! Cos I'm always sick and I missed all those gatherings! Sorry Gin!! I missed them! But didn't see the rest of TB22. Sobx. After that me, Peiwen and Liqing we went town!! Hehe. We went to play ARCADE at Cineleisure!! Our Fav arcade game. We called it "Siu Siu". Then we went to level 9 play the photo hunt!!! We play quite long there cos we "bu gan xing" never hit our target. Hehe. Sleepy and slept on the bus when on the way home. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tomorrow gotta go work. Till then~! HAPPY GRADUATION TO ALL~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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.Thursday, June 07, 2007 ♥

不对也要爱

Oopps. Haven been blogging, shall update lo. Hehe. This week nothing much. I didn't talk to ken. Wahaha. Yesterday Peggy bring me and Cindy to see ken. So paiseh nei! Ahaha. We only say "hello" thats it. Ok! I must admit I am not good at "chasing guys". Never succeed before nei. Erm...maybe only once or twice. Cos I shy and don't have much courage to express my feelings out. Pessimistic is one big hinder!! I got not much confident in myself and I know I very 'dao' when I alone(no smile de). My friends won't get to see that cos I smile to those I whom I know de. Oopps. Haiz. Life is really boring!! Especially working in such a quiet environment. Still not use to the quietness of it. Hmm. Saw this chinese song by a rock girl band, find the lyrics very cool and sort of describe what I feel.

不对也要爱
填词:徐世珍
作曲:hemby,natalie lauer,angela
编曲:郭达良
根本没有什么好不好
你又不是我怎么会知道
反正他的声音他的脸
不可思议让我疯掉
全世界就饶了我们好不好
门关上外面风太吵
紧紧拥抱代替了祈祷
只要我问心无愧
就算不对也要爱
就算想哭也不分开
就算不睡也要爱
怕明天不会来
爱情没有条件好不好
不哭不笑谁也活不了
偏偏只有一个人让我心跳
我爱我的妨碍了谁
我幸福给你看
不管时间不管地点
化成了灰我也不会变
oh别把我放开

Love, Brigitte Thursday, June 07, 2007
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.Saturday, June 02, 2007 ♥

暗恋也会是一种美

童话永远美丽
但是在实际上
却是不可能的

有谁不想拥有它
又有谁不去幻想
多么甜蜜的童话

虽然得不到
那所谓的不可能
或许暗恋也会是一种美

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, June 02, 2007
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.Friday, June 01, 2007 ♥

宁愿

只愿守候在你身边
也许只是一厢情愿
但我还是宁愿
这一切永远都不变

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, June 01, 2007
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.Thursday, May 31, 2007 ♥

爱要怎么说呢?

暗恋让人觉得好无奈
自卑让人无法去面对
明明想爱却觉得配不上他
也许这就是爱不得的暗恋

爱要怎么说呢?

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, May 31, 2007
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.Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ♥

Busy!

Today was suprisingly BUSY!!! Have been doing data migration for the whole day. Think I'm considered quite fast bar. Finish 200+ data migration in one day!! *Claps!! Except I did wrongly whereby I did double entry. Oopps. Cos was online chatting with Zen so didnt concentrate. Opps Opps. Was told to change his name. Hmm. Ken? Cos he look abit like Ken Hirai. Man de wor. Ahaha. Today is my cousin's birthday~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~! And sorry I cant go over your house. Today I go receptionist there learn franking which is a bit different from the previous company's. Guess what? I have to frank 1400 mails!!! Think I super right!! I'll go mad!! 8:30-12.30 of non stop franking. But what worse is that I heard from my friend say the receptionist taking over is Ken's friend. Arghz. Scared. Hope she is nice. Haiz. Not only that I still have to help print the invoice to mail out! And I still have data migrating to do! Loads of things stacking up. I know I currently dont have things to do but the person sitting in front of me currently have nothing to do too! Cant give him some of those things to him? Today I busy doing data migration and he sit there do nothing. This kind of feeling NO GOOD!!! I understand how he feels when he busy and I am there surfing the net. Oopps. Ahaha. Tmr is Vesak Day!! Shopping day for me! I've got loads of things to buy! Wohoooo. I must enjoy this few days!! Work coming more! Ken going to leave GSK! Wenz migrating! Ling Birthday! Must treasure whatever I have at the moment, be it good or bad. Thats what I have to learnt, Let go of things that never be yours, Treasure those times when they are close to you. In life I often regret, maybe is all those regrets that make me stronger and treasure things more. I lost someone dear to me, tears are always there and tears are how much I miss her. At times I want to share something, I really hope she is here to share all my joys [My 21st birthday, graduation ceremony, etc] *tears. Sobx. I still miss her everyday though she left me 2 years ago. Tsk Tsk.

眼泪留下的痕迹
久久也不曾抹掉
心如刀割的伤痛
是谁也补救不了

PS: 笑容是快乐的 , 是发自内心的. 你是否开怀大笑过?

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, May 30, 2007
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.Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ♥

Never Give Up!

我绝不会放弃
因为我相信我可以

This song describes best how I feel:

我可以 - 蔡旻佑

寄沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒有種距離
你放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情
能不能說給我聽

雨下得好安靜
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我愛你

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多說明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗
是因為你

寄沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒有種距離
你放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情
能不能說給我聽

雨下得好安靜
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福它真的不容易
在你的背景有我愛你

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多說明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗
是因為你

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多說明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗
是因為你

I will never give up on what I believe in~! Yes!! Thanks everyone for the encouragement! Now I have all the courage! I will jiayou de~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, May 29, 2007
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.Sunday, May 27, 2007 ♥

Update!

Hiyo~! Haven been blogging for 2 weeks!!! Have been really busy!! Ok. Now I am currently and officially 21! I feel so old. Hmm...Updates on what I have been doing. Work is as usual except 2 days ago was quite a confusing day for me. My group of colleagues and I were in a conversation and they added the shuai ge into our conversation. I was abit awkward but somehow I feel something else which is nothing to do with shuai ge. (shall not mention here, hope it is not obvious)Ahaha...Maybe is me bar...think too much...but the feeling of it is quite strong...and thats make me feel sad for the day...though happy that he is the one that we are talking to...I even went to take the same bus as him...My other colleague from another dept called me and tell me that he took the bus is to bukit panjang and I happily think that I am able to meet my friends at bukit panjang interchange!! But the bus turned out to be going tiong bahru!! I realised it when the bus reached clementi...and I called my friend...she say yar...its a clementi bus...Wahaha...Kena cheated!! Cos she wanna me to take the same bus as shuai ge...Pengz...Then I drop off at bouna vista and he did not get off...tsk tsk...that day was really a confusing day!! Weird feeling! Maybe should give up...Its all because I think too much and yes I know it. But I really cant help feeling that way. You know woman instinct very accurate de. And I never failed to realise it last time. Ok. Shall see how on monday. If that feeling is really strong, I guess I will just give up any thoughts about that shuai ge. What can I do? (Shall not elaborate) But I really think he is a nice guy though we anyhow add him and ask alot of questions and he practically answer our questions. So this birthday is somewhat weird to me but it is nice to have chat with him though it doesnt give me a pleasant outcome that I expect. Haiz. Shall see how one Monday bar. Ok. Enough of that shuai ge. Oh yeah I shall use Zen instead of shuai ge from now on. On Sat, went out with Joc, Eve, Peiwen and Liqing to celebrate Eve and me birthday~! hehe...I really had a great day with them but poor eveline was feeling really sick. Eve!! Must take loads of care wor!!!Rest more yea!!!Joc and eve went home early cos eve was really feeling uncomfortable. Then Liqing, Peiwen and me went to Mos Burger and they had some drink and we talk. Anyway THANKS to EVE, JOC, MEL, PEIWEN, LIQING for the birthday gift!!! LOVE ya guys loads!!!! Muacks!!! We must keep in contact wor!! One of my birthday wishes: I hope to be forever 21!!!!! Wahaha...21 seems to be a big stage of life...experiencing the difference from the past... Not anymore a kid, need to make decision, must have own stand, no more childish act, must be strong, etc. Somehow I can sense all those...Just got back from home...cos just now after meeting Eve, Joc, Peiwen and Liqing, I went to meet up my friends at woodlands...we went for the UK Funfair!! Now currently no voice...Lost it from all those shoutings....currently is 2am...Need some rest le...Later in the afternoon treating whole family Lunch~!!!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, May 27, 2007
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.Sunday, May 13, 2007 ♥

五月天 (MayDay)

This is S.H.E 10th PLAY Album's song: 五月天 (MayDay). The above is the Music Video of the song, with Ah Xin from MayDay~!! Super Nice~! But I think Ah Xin abit shy with the last scene when Selina kiss him....ahaha...

Here's the lyrics to the song...

To view chinese words, click view, encoding and select unicode.

曲:郑楠词:陈震施人诚

黄金海岸的岸边

我们肩并着肩

洁净的蓝天

清澈的水面

吻成一条海平线

看你温柔的双眼

弹着吉他的弦

歌词是诺言

旋律是依恋

唱出一首五月天

Chorus:

五月的天

刚诞生的夏天

我们之间

才完成的爱恋

紧握的手里面

有好多明天

五月的天

梦开始要鲜艳

前方蜿蜒

一长串的心愿

我们一天一天

慢慢实现

大雨冲走了昨天

青春乌云几片

彩虹的旁边

有星星几点

迫不及待在眨眼

海风味道变香甜

沙滩镶满亮片

你哼着永远

我和着不变

合唱一首五月天

Chorus *

海浪拼命欢呼跳跃

一遍又一遍

鼓励我们看谁先吻谁的脸

为这五月之恋

再添一个逗点

再多的五月天

怕也不够我们沉醉

海燕身边来回盘旋

扮演着领队

彷佛听见幸福在前面不远

为这五月之恋

再添一点信念

往后的五月天

和你走到比永远还远

Chorus*

Love, Brigitte Sunday, May 13, 2007
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.Friday, May 11, 2007 ♥

FRIDAY~!

I Simply LOVE FRIDAY!!!!Wohoooo.....Today....Nothing to do again...I watched 200 pounds of beauty~!! Wahaha....I laughed so hard...that i turned red....and wads worse kaiming ask me why my laptop always tilt low....I tell him cos Im short so need it to be low...I think my red face betrayed myself....Arghz....hope he doesnt know it bar....wahahaha....I admit I turned red easily esp when I laughed real hard....and when I see shuai ge....when I see someone I like....and when I'm really shy.....wahahaha....everyone know that....have been trying hard to cover it....but to avail....hehe....today....easy day....cos I keep laughing and watching 200 pounds of beauty...I dont care whether anyone sees it....Oooppps...Im getting bad right!!! ahaha...this shall be the one and only.....dont dare le.....really scared people say I take people watching all these...Dont wanna leave bad impression here....hehe....Friday is my day~!!! Today almost cant get the bus...was walking towards the bus and he wanted to drove off le....so early nei....im partly to be blame...too into my movie and forget the time....Oooppppss.....I feel bad today for watching it....but I feel happy that weekend is COMING~!! Till then~!! Missing school and everyone~!!!! Take care peeps!

Love, Brigitte Friday, May 11, 2007
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.Thursday, May 10, 2007 ♥

Sicko

Today so many people on leave!! The level 1 so empty lo!!!And SO COLD!!!! Yawnz....making me feel like sleeping....Haiz....Nothing to do again....Bored....I'm happy today~! I dunno why?? Wahahaha....LOL....maybe is bcos weekend is near~!!YESH!! And friends birthday are coming soon...wohooo...gathering soon~!!!YESH!!Mother day....Headache...mum and dad going genting on sat night...coming back only mon night....how to celebrate mother day nei?? friday mom got work lei....Tsk Tsk....Fever again....Ytd I also had it but it gone after I sweat out....Today after a whole day chill of the aircon....Fever is BACK!!! Make myself feel so sicko....and I feel so 'medicine'...Arghz...I dunno what I am talking....Work envt really too cold le....wear jacket oso not enough lei....Yawn...just ate medicine...thinking of having an early sleep...Tmr is my day...cos is FRIDAY~! WOHOOOOOOOOOO~! Till then peeps~

Love, Brigitte Thursday, May 10, 2007
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.Tuesday, May 08, 2007 ♥

BLUES!!

I think I'm having blues almost everyday...dragging my feet to work....this kind of feeling really no good for fresh graduate who just enter the workforce right?? Thats really bad wor...Tsk Tsk...But what can I do?? I currently have nothing to do...everytime slacking around....surfing the net, browsing everyone's blog, online shopping....wahahahaha....so free lo...nothing to do....I really dont like the feeling of being a useless one at work....somehow feel that I am useless...and wonder why they hire me....Nothing for me to do....Looking at others busy with their work....Feeling guilty having nothing to do....and getting PAID!! Wahaha...but I know slacking time wont stay long....training coming up and I will have loads of stuff to do soon...but think most probably end May or June bar....I still got 2 weeks to slack!!! Wahahaha....Life is really such a bore with working....No PLAY at all....Friends are all busy with their life...Very difficult to ask them out...and when they asked me out....I'm not free....Tsk Tsk....one's time really very difficult to match....Life seems so meaningless to me....Yawnz....wanna catch some sleep...Tired?? From acting busy in front of them....have been yawning all day long....the aircon is making me sick!!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, May 08, 2007
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.Monday, May 07, 2007 ♥

My day~

Wohoooo....Today I VERY BORED lei....The whole day didnt do much thing...Was really bored!! Ahaha....And saw the shuai ge during lunch....wahaha...he wears pink...same as me....ahaha...and he sit the same seat that I just sit wor....ok....I think too much le....wahaha...Today slack too much....I even pack up too fast that someone even say I left early today....Oopppss...Shall keep that in mind...not to leave so early....later people say I eat snake....tmr shall not leave that early lo...sobx....I realise something....Someone always tease me and ask if I can take it and wont cry hor....what makes him think that I will cry over his tease ar?? I came to realise...maybe someone saw me cry at work....which was like once I cried at work....cos I had a nightmare....my grandpa was like missing my late grandma....and seeing everyone being paired up....he feels lonely....then he sing a very sad song....which somehow say that he is lonely and he miss grandma....then I wake up....feeling very sad...somehow feel that the dream maybe is that my grandma want me to spend more time with my grandpa....cry for a long time...whenever I had a nightmare I need someone to console de....but that day I dont wanna wake anyone up...so have to calm down myself....but at work nothing to do then think too much....then I teared....So 'no face'...cry at work....but really cant help it....feel very sad....haiz.... really miss my grandma lei.....sobx.....till then le....will update often....

Love, Brigitte Monday, May 07, 2007
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.Sunday, May 06, 2007 ♥

Sunday~!

Today was late for Sunday Mass....Oopppss...like 10mins late wor...cos nobody wake us up...after mass went to meet up with my insurance agent...which was like change from friday to sunday.....ahaha...he talked a new plan to me...which was like nothing much...cos I not interested in buying it...dont have stable job how to pay for the high insurance fee rite...lucky I'm clear headed....wohoooo...but so paiseh....he bought cookies for me....ahaha...thanks wor....then went back home....watched drama cos my friend last minute need to meet someone...heehee....watched 2 movies wor....Yawnz....Feeling sleepy le...tmr have to work....hope Monday Blues wont fall on me....till then lo~!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, May 06, 2007
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.Saturday, May 05, 2007 ♥

Sis Birthday~!

Sis birthday today...Went to Awfully chocolate to collect the birthday cake that I ordered....regretted not buying the banana one....then went to cold storage and bought drinks and Ben and Jerry ice-cream....bought the Crunchy Monkey~! Wohoooo...That was really nice...hehe...after that went home...then head to IMM for dinner....had Ajisen....we ordered 3 sets of ramen for a family of 5...plus 2 other side dishes...and I tell you...We dint finish our food...We are small eaters lo...i shared my ramen with mum...and there are leftovers!! My 2 sis share one ramen oso cannot finish too....wahahaha...After we had this full dinner....we went walk walk around IMM! The dinner really need to run 5 rounds le...then I went back home with my parents while my 2 sis went to walk around....After everyone reached home...we had the birthday cake! Its really very nice...have half a slice of it....Everyone should try wor...hehe....I've always been look out for good food though I dont eat much....cos I often go out with friends who loves to eat...hehe....Gotta go le...Need to catch some sleep le...Till then~!

Love, Brigitte Saturday, May 05, 2007
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.Thursday, May 03, 2007 ♥

明白?

Love, Brigitte Thursday, May 03, 2007
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.Tuesday, May 01, 2007 ♥

MAY DAY~!

Its MAY DAY~! Wohooo~!! Holiday...Didnt go out lei...slack at home....face the computer and watch finish my drama....Hana Yori Dango II....It is REALLY NICE~!!! Arashi!!!hehe....Love the holiday with the drama~! Loads of midnight movie to catch too~! Wahaha...i'm a TV addict...shall continue with my drama...gonna finish the last episode of it....Till then~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, May 01, 2007
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.Monday, April 30, 2007 ♥

My Week Before...BAD

Updates!! Sorry for not being blogging...Have been feeling sick this week....Since tuesday I had fever and wednesday and thursday I took MC....wahaha....I had HIGH Fever, gastric flu.....Now still have abit diarrhoea...Tsk Tsk....Last week was like hell to me...feeling so uncomfortable on tuesday....feeling very cold under the big hot sun while we were having our fire extinguisher training....Amazed?? A administrator need to learn how to use fire extinguisher lei!!! I really cant imagine that lar....ahaha...but now I know how to use the fire extinguisher....wohoo...was fun though... have been taking panadol for that whole day....and I survive through....I went straight home.....and SLEEP!! The fever is killing me....I quickly wash myself....get the water towel at the bed....and jump into the bed with all the blankets I can find....just doze off sleeping...I went sleeping till quite late....and was told to wake up and eat some vermicelli...I ate like a few mouth....and went back heading bed....really feel giddy.....The worse fever I had since I grow up....Haiz....Today? Monday!! I dunno why I am happy...but I am just HAPPY~! For no reason...Though my day start with a reject from the gate....was so malu...and I even saw the shuai ge....Arghz...so paiseh...then queue behind him...oopppss.....today seems to be like excel lesson...have to learn how to data anaylsis faster....learn vlookup and pivot table again....hehe...I all forgot le.....how can you expect me to remember when I studied it like 2 years ago and not even practising on it...and whats more....I slack my way through year 1.....wahaha....Today I am happy....I guess I know why....Its LABOR DAY tmr~!! No Work!! No Boredom!! I want SPIDER MAN 3!!!!Till then lo~!

Love, Brigitte Monday, April 30, 2007
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.Sunday, April 22, 2007 ♥

忘记爱?

Love, Brigitte Sunday, April 22, 2007
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Tired~

Arghz...having back pain lo...abit like muscle strain...Think must be the after effect of the massage...spotted some bruises on the arm too...OMG!!My wisdom tooth is still abit pain...but its getting better...dunno should i go for dental appointment....cos I really dun wanna pluck it out...very painful lei...see my friend go pluck out the wisdom tooth 2 weeks never eat anything...and CANT TALK!!! I will die if I cant talk...and I have been looking forward to the KBox session with my friends!! I cant possibly miss it!!! I dont care...if it is getting better I'm not going to the dental...if still very pain I will ask doctor for painkiller bar...hehe...then maybe june then pluck..must be after my birthday...cos I decided to enjoy myself during my birthday~!! But I haven plan yet wor...Tsk Tsk...Will celebrate with friends and family seperately...cos I really find it very weird lo...And I know my friends will feel very awkward de...ahaha...Today really very tired lo...dont feel like going work tmr lei...tsk tsk...Monday Blue will come...Who is coming to save my Monday?? Ahahaha...Gotta go le...need to check up the stuff(Slim Face Roller) I bought on Friday whether she got take in my order....ahaha...shopping now is the only thing that brighten up my working life....Recently I reload a new playlist on the top right of my blog...All these songs are really VERY NICE...Highly recommended~! If you want any of those songs, I got it all...hehe...Til then lo...Take care peeps~! I miss EVERYONE~!

Love, Brigitte Sunday, April 22, 2007
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.Saturday, April 21, 2007 ♥

Batam~!

Just came back from Batam...It is REALLY VERY FUN~! Ahaha...Thought we dont have time for shopping at the last shopping mall which has all the things I want to buy...Come to think of it...It is really a good place to live at...No strict laws, a motorcycle can sit 5 people!!illegal houses everywhere, imitation all over, almost everyone got branded bags...ahaha...went for the full body indo massage...they put in alot of force massaging...was abit pain...but was alright for me...they even have aroma and music theraphy while doing the massage....and suddenly she twist my neck without telling me she was going to do that and next is my body...had a shock out of it...but lucky was not that pain...ahaha...but my mum and aunt didnt want it...they scared pain....wahaha....There got sell super nice donut...ahaha...i think abit better than those in donut factory...bigger, cheaper and crispy....ahaha...i know today i had alot of stuff....shall work out more in the week...hopefully I wont get fat with this one day of food that i eat...think had quite a number of carbo stuff...OMG....NVM...tmr will resume to my normal diet....I feel so sinful for eating so much carbo stuff...esp starch!! ARGHZ!! I have not been eating a single choc for 3 months!!! Miracle right?? Ahaha...cos having sore throat....Need to rest le...till then lo~!

Love, Brigitte Saturday, April 21, 2007
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感觉

Love, Brigitte Saturday, April 21, 2007
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.Friday, April 20, 2007 ♥

This is my day....

YESH! Today is FRIDAY~! Have been looking forward to this day since Monday...hehe...Tmr going Batam with my mum, dad, grandpa and aunt....Wohoooo...my sis not going....hehe...can go there for SPA~! Wahaha...hopefully there is free time...Haven been doing much work out this week...Oopppss...And yar...have been always told to eat more normally for lunch by all my friends....Ahaha....I will try...but as to why...It is because I dont like wasting food...so might as well get something that fits my stomach just nice right...hehe...."Sensitive to Starch" I must say is quite true....Is like when I had starch I will feel very sleepy....Not only that, all my effort will go down to the drain...eat less starch=slimmer....hehe....dieting has been part of my life....exceptions only for special ocassion like Birthdays or what that is called for celebration...At least once in a while doesnt make me FAT!! I cant stand all the FAT in me!! TSK....Work is really boredom...No shuai ge, No fun, No talk, No music, No everything except WORK and EXCEL!!! I will go MAD!!!The Shuai ge haven seen him since wednesday....Sobx...There is no motivation in work... Give me some motivation....wahaha...Till then lo...I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS~! Thanks Mahesh for chatting with me on MSN when work is really bored...I really miss you...TB25, TB22....AND ALL~!! Single Life is SO NICE yet abit lonely.....

Love, Brigitte Friday, April 20, 2007
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.Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ♥

Yawnz...

Today I had nothing much to do also....tsk tsk...VERY TIRED!! maybe yesterday blues brought to tuesday le....dunno why so sleepy...Yawnz....haiz...nowadays blog also write very little...cos my life now really too boring...I dont even want the whole blog to seem so bored....haiz....what can I do? Hope things will get better....I need stuff to do!! Tmr got training....from 9.15-12pm...it will be getting BORED....can imagine it will be worse than lectures and tutorials....haiz...hopefully I dont fell asleep....its a small group training......bless me....till then peeps~! Take care~! I miss all of you~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, April 17, 2007
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.Sunday, April 15, 2007 ♥

Shopping...

Sunday comes....its shopping time...but I dint buy anything....Pay haven get yet...hopefully it is high....cos my expenses quite high...though I dont need transport expense....and I only eat fruits for lunch which is quite cheap....but the online shopping contributes to the expenses....and I have to pay my insurance monthly which is like $70+....feel abit stupid with that insurance burden....Pay day is tmr....I'm looking forward to it~! Short post here...till then....I really miss all my friends~! Take care peeps~

Love, Brigitte Sunday, April 15, 2007
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.Friday, April 13, 2007 ♥

FRIDAY~!

Today is FRIDAY!! We have Friday meeting....And I was to introduce myself to all....but the whole introduction was like so awkward...cos they are rushing us cos there is the birthday cake and refreshment that is turning cold....ahaha...in the end was only asked what is my hobby....ahaha....I even thought of what I want to present le when they told me over lunch that I have to prepare something to present for 10mins...I like crack my head and thought of something I think quite nice....an exercise of the brain which I wanna share with them...but in the end....ahahaha....its ok lo....Today time pass very fast....cos the meeting was like very long...from 3pm to like 4.30pm and 5pm is the knock off time....Looking forward to weekend!

Love, Brigitte Friday, April 13, 2007
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.Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ♥

I miss my FRIENDS~!

Nothing to do....Slacking the whole day....Cant stand the quietness of the envt....Cant stand having nothing to do and acting busy....Cant stand reading those boring and meaningless( I dont even understand) powerpoint slides....Hoping for end of May to come...Then I will have loads of work to do...and I wont be worrying of falling asleep!! Haha....Will be paid without doing anything for 2 months....Mar and Apr.....Sounds Im so bad....and so lazy....Hopefully there's things I can do...Seeing them busy with their work and me acting busy is really not a nice feeling...Meeting up with friends later....Yippppppeeee~! Doing some catching up....have been years since we last catch up with one another....I miss my friends!!! TB22, 25!!Guides and Scouts friends...Sec School friends....I think Desiree( My Pri Best Friend) would have been delivered her child now bar....Never see her working.....haiz...I really miss my friends!! Till then...

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, April 10, 2007
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.Sunday, April 08, 2007 ♥

Its Sunday~!

Yippppeeeee~! Today is SUNDAY~! I'm loving weekends~!!! Today went to The Central with mom...ahaha...nothing much though....Saw many people queueing for the Stephanie Sun Autograph session....Its like so crowded there....I saw someone whom we had worked before in Motorola, Cory...There are quite a number of shop....and they sell nice stuff...not too high end....and also not so low end...its a mix of both product....We went to B1 to have something....we bought a croissant look alike...but it tasted like bun...very soft and nice...at the Petit house, was shown on TV...Not bad...but not very tempting...After that we go to outram....mom wanna get something....then we go home and had our haircut at the neighborhood saloon which my sis say not bad....my fringe is extremely SHORT!!!I miss my friends....Tmr work again....Tsk Tsk....Bored...

Love, Brigitte Sunday, April 08, 2007
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.Thursday, April 05, 2007 ♥

Bored!

Life is getting bored....Nothing much to do.....Working life is really boredom....Humph....Today never go out....the usual routine work, home, eat, watch tv and sleep....I'm sick of this kinda lifestyle....Wanna spice up my life with something!! I miss all my friends!! I miss school days...I miss everyone....

Love, Brigitte Thursday, April 05, 2007
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.Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥

初恋

初恋

单纯的初恋
我依然怀念
那些美好回忆
是多么的甜蜜

那最甜蜜的爱情
那最思念的场景
当时最初的相遇
是我最爱的记忆

虽然当初的分离
不是出自我内心
但我却说出
"我不爱你了"

虽然我会后悔
虽然我会哭泣
但我始终不知
你是否爱过我

没有明确的表示
没有语言的宣誓
有着暖暖的亲亲
有着温馨的拥抱

也许是因为
我的喜欢你
让我完全不在乎
你是否真心喜欢我

虽然我始终不明白
但我依然相信我们的爱
是真的也是我最珍惜的
是我不会忘记的初恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, April 03, 2007
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.Monday, April 02, 2007 ♥

Monday yet HAPPY???

Today is another boring day....Act busy...cos they got nothing for me to do at the early part of the day....and when its time to go home....work comes....haiz....tmr have to slowly finish it...if not I will left nothing to do again....wahaha....work life is getting better....at least I encourage myself to feel that way.....Sleepy lo...yet HAPPY...but really dunno why? No more chinese words due to lack of inspiration....hehe....I will try harder and one day I wanna get my lyrics up....hehe....gotta cook dinner....poor thing right....after work have to cook somemore...Im the eldest mar....sad case...and yet my effort is not appreciated....Tsk Tsk...Till then lo~!

Love, Brigitte Monday, April 02, 2007
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.Sunday, April 01, 2007 ♥

Psalm Sunday~

Today went to church and its Psalm Sunday....Do you realise that people are holding on to a palm leave?? Thats what we have on Psalm Sunday....The mass was like 1.5 hr....and I was alone....My younger sis went to Genting, my dad go for the chinese mass early in the morning which is like I cant wake up, my mum go for work and my youngest sis go after her class....After that rush down to Bishan to collect the bag I bought from online....I think it was quite nice....hehe....Love it....Then waited for my friend for so long!!! And then was approached by an insurance agent....eh...abit look like Daosheng nei(Used to be a Hunk from BBSS)....ahaha...Then we talked since I also got nothing to do....Then realise is the same insurance company as the one I bought from like last oct...Then suddenly my agent came lo....ahaha....Shocked...anyway talk for a while and continue to wait for my friends....then feel abit hungry as I dint eat lunch and then was like 3.45pm le...went to get a cookie from Subway....hehe....think it is quite heavy....then finally my friends come and we go to Orchard...which is like AGAIN...thought they say dont wanna go there de....ahaha...Overall today I waited 3 hrs...not that bad....hehe....Lucky they came...if not I will think they pulling an April Fool joke on me....went back to WestMall to return book and borrow another book...cant imagine I am that studious to read books....OMG!! ahaha...Yawnz...Need to catch some sleep....

Love, Brigitte Sunday, April 01, 2007
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.Friday, March 30, 2007 ♥

Sick

Here come friday...was down with serious virus.....and didnt get to eat dinner with Gin....so sorry....was really feeling dizzy and unwell....maybe is because of the virus spreading around in the office....Yawnz...I better get some sleep before I blurb rubbish here....Till then and sorry to Gin for not going....

Love, Brigitte Friday, March 30, 2007
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.Thursday, March 29, 2007 ♥

Dad's Birthday

Dad's birthday today....My younger sis treating again....ahaha...yesterday that dinner was really cheap...we, 5 people, eat 14 plates and some other side dishes is like less than $40 lo.....wahaha...so my sis treating today....we went Mayim...but without my mum cos she's working...luckily I am clever...I share noodles with my sis....cos I cant take much food for dinner...my sis ordered xiao long bao....which I think is abit oily....the soft shell crab was not bad...and I really love their 'Pao Cai'( Korean Cabbage, yet suit Singaporean, more sour than spicy) Was really full though I ate less....hehe....and we wait for mum to come back and another cake for my dad's birthday...Durian Mousse Cake....Im not a Durian lover...so I dint take.....ahaha....This is the first time we had cake on dad's birthday....cos we usually celebrate together on mum's birthday.....Yawnz....Really tired le....Till Then~

Love, Brigitte Thursday, March 29, 2007
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.Wednesday, March 28, 2007 ♥

Mum's Birthday

Today is my mum's birthday....Just got back from dinner...had dinner outside paid by my sis....ahaha...birthday cum pay day treat...we had dinner at Jurong West Sports and Recreation Complex...Its located near the City Harvest Church area....The restaurant is Nihon Musa that we go....its the one introduced on TV very often with their 99c plate sushi....the sushi is really really nice...Especially the scallop, salmon sushi and the soft shell crab maki...the variety doesnt seem to be as much as they indicated....maybe because we went there late....hehe....dropped at the wrong bustop....wahaha....then went back have Mango Mousse cake....Birthday treat always make me FAT...Tmr will be another for my dad's birthday....ahaha...mum's and dad's birthday is one day apart....Dont say Im bias buy belt for my dad and nothing for mum?? I bought her a handbag long ago.....was also not cheap de wor....Tmr dad's birthday....till then lo...needa catch some sleep....

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, March 28, 2007
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.Monday, March 26, 2007 ♥

Boring Monday

Yesterday I went to IMM with mum...hehe....wanted to get some stuff and dad's present....I bought him a belt from Goldlion....I think its not bad...hehe...Monday is never my day...Today nothing much to do at work...Just the usual data keying on the excel sheet....BORED!!! I really have Monday Blues!! Bless me able to survive every monday...short post here...need to go catch some sleep...till then

Love, Brigitte Monday, March 26, 2007
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.Sunday, March 25, 2007 ♥

BORED at work

Working life is really bored!! Facing the excel spreadsheet everyday.....Tsk Tsk....I think I am not for the Admin type of job....Especially accounts bar....It seems like the jobs I so far had been working are mostly gotta do with finance....And its really dreadful for me....Worse of all is the envt is like so QUIET!! No music!! And thats really gonna make me MAD!! I thought office they will like have music de...but this is like so quiet....And at times I almost fall asleep....Cannot use the internet...cos i think they will track de....haiz....my phone cannot call outside...I cant do anything except for the Excel spreadsheet....Tsk Tsk....gotta go le....short post here....

Love, Brigitte Sunday, March 25, 2007
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.Friday, March 23, 2007 ♥

Its Friday~

Working life to me is so dreadful....quite boring....doing all excel stuff....no excitement....no new stuff...Haiz...Should have like go into other industry....ahaha...I also forget to tell you guys....my position in the company is called Data Analyst....under the MERPS project for finance and procurement department...is just a assistant to help out with both dept de work...wahaha...actually in general is called administrator.... Just that they tell me is called Data Analyst.....hehe....Hmm...have been like thinking what course I should go for a degree....actually I have considered about going into IT design...but dunno whether got such course whereby I can learn many design software....then with my diploma in business maybe I can go into marketing... dunno why suddenly I feel like doing marketing....'cos I think its more challenging and its up to your creativity to show awareness of own product bar....Im still confuse about what I am going to do in the future...Still need more consultation.....bless me bar....Today is FRIDAY~! Yippppeeee..... I can sleep MORE~!

Love, Brigitte Friday, March 23, 2007
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.Wednesday, March 21, 2007 ♥

Im Free~!

Yohooo....Im free from the torture of reading the notes....Have been reading for a week le wor....ahaha....Today got the laptop they give me...It is like so bulky.....Its a IBM laptop....so heavy nei...Lucky no need to bring home...Just lock inside the locker can le....wahaha....Got laptop, Got internet....yet I cant use MSN and all....cos they would track what I did and need login to my ID....tsk tsk...The people there are not bad...hehe...got one look like my primary school teacher.... lots of nice people there.... but I really cant stand the quiet envt...too quiet le....and nobody talk to me....cos they got training and I got sore throat that has been there for weeks....haiz.... but I like to talk leh... Really too quiet le...I also dont dare to talk unnecessarily.... In case I blurted out something I shouldnt talk about.... You know.... I always talk too straight.... And thats when I regret what I say...Gotta go le...Wanna watch my show...hehe....Till then lo~!

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, March 21, 2007
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.Friday, March 16, 2007 ♥

我爱你

我爱你

你对我说"我爱你"
多么甜蜜在心里
知道你会陪我
知道你会爱我
明明注定要相遇
明明注定要相爱
惟有缘分把我们连在一起
惟有爱情让我们珍惜彼此
回忆着多么甜蜜的爱情
是我多么想回去的场景

© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Friday, March 16, 2007
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.Wednesday, March 14, 2007 ♥

狠狠的

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, March 14, 2007
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.Monday, March 12, 2007 ♥

First Day of work

First day of work...Hmm...Have orientation which is like lectures!!! Yawnz...it was really bored...thats not the end....after that orientation we had lunch and I must say the food is really bad....I think I am taking fruits only from tmr....hopefully the fruits doesnt taste weird too...then I went to my desk and settle down...was given a sheet of paper stating the notes that I would be needed to read through for training....and there is like a long sheet of notes that I need to read lo~!!! Need to spend a week or two to finish the notes...MCQ on the notes needed to hand in to the HR...OMG~!! But the working envt is not bad...Nice people, Nice envt, Nice seat, Everything is nice...hehe...hopefully everything will go smoothly...temp assignment finished at end August~!! Yawns...Need to catch some sleep...Nites...Need to wake up early....Ask me go out oso wor...hehe...but I free at nite and weekends wor....Take care peeps~! Love everyone~

Love, Brigitte Monday, March 12, 2007
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.Saturday, March 10, 2007 ♥

爱上一个人的可能

爱上一个人的可能

我试着爱上一个人
他给我幸福的可能
我笑是因为他曾给我浪漫的山盟海誓
我哭是因为我明白他的心已不在爱我
唯有笑容他拉着我的手带我接近幸福
唯有眼泪他不再爱我以后悲伤的痕迹
在我不再想他以后
会剩下笑容陪着我

© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, March 10, 2007
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.Thursday, March 08, 2007 ♥

蝴蝶页

蝴蝶页

一直想飞的蝴蝶页
羽翼被绑了结
却也维持着左右对称的闪亮
我把有神明周期的爱情
签约后鑲钻
在年限来临前
绝不归还

Love, Brigitte Thursday, March 08, 2007
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.Tuesday, March 06, 2007 ♥

住了一个人

住了一个人

他围了一座城
无法离开的一切
都被容忍
此刻
传回来的风声
都是我愿意等
城外无法进入的
也将无法成为
我们

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, March 06, 2007
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.Sunday, March 04, 2007 ♥

相同的决定

相同的决定

是该开始预言降临
那些纷纷落下的命运
悲伤始终平行
拉不近彼此的爱情
不同的是
我们无从决定谁比谁更伤心

Love, Brigitte Sunday, March 04, 2007
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.Friday, March 02, 2007 ♥

Confused

Have been going for interview since thursday...So many agents called me...but still not in the mood to start work so early...I haven rest enough....yet I have to go for the interview....They say earlier you start working the better for you...Still considering if I should get into a private school now or work for 2 years and then opt into a local university using the working experience....I'm in between....I feel like joining the UNSW!! Their course like not bad...and the certificate will definitely look nice on the resume if I have that bachelor....money is the problem bar....the tuition fee is quite expensive and I dont want to use my parent's money to pay for the fees which is like I cant possibly return them...Loan doesnt seem appealing to me too...the interest I have to repay....contract with Navy or whatever organisation is what I'm currently considering....but many of my friends discourage me from taking that....wahaha....where is my future?? I really cant see at the moment....What I want to do in future?? I cant tell, I'm not sure, I'm confused.....Currently in a lost state....All my friends know where they want to be yet me still lost.....Help me find my path bar....Till Then.....*headache ar...Dunno what path to choose which I cant see what they so called 'FUTURE'....

Love, Brigitte Friday, March 02, 2007
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.Wednesday, February 28, 2007 ♥

面对感情,
有人一后退的智慧自许
相形之下,
前进就显得冒险而放任
你又会选择哪个呢?

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, February 28, 2007
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.Monday, February 26, 2007 ♥

未来可预期的甜美
未来不可预期的艰难
让我们一起经历并承担
但愿在很久很久以后
在回忆起从前
你我都无忧且无悔

Love, Brigitte Monday, February 26, 2007
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.Saturday, February 24, 2007 ♥

我们曾经各自曲折
学习过伤痛
也经历了风雨
而那些经验
就是为了让我们
更懂得如何对待彼此

Love, Brigitte Saturday, February 24, 2007
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.Thursday, February 22, 2007 ♥

爱有那么简单吗?

也许就像是爱这么简单的一个字,
却占据了我生命所有重要的篇幅
别说我总是沉默,
别说我总是冷漠,
你又何必再触动我内心深处
只会把爱挂在嘴边的人如何体会,
我所谓的爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Thursday, February 22, 2007
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.Wednesday, February 21, 2007 ♥

我是自虐狂~!

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, February 21, 2007
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.Tuesday, February 20, 2007 ♥

你会像男孩那么做吗?

从前有一个瞎眼的女孩,
她很讨厌身边所有的人.
除了自己的男朋友!
有一次那个女孩对男朋友说:
"假如有一天我看到你的样貌我才嫁给你"
有一天,
有一个好心人捐给她双眼.
那个女孩看到了他的样貌,
原来那个男孩也是瞎的.
那个男孩问那个女孩:
"愿意嫁给我了吗?"
那个女孩很轻易的拒绝了他,
但那个男孩只微笑的对那女孩说:
"那你要好好照顾我的双眼喔."

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, February 20, 2007
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.Sunday, February 18, 2007 ♥

真正的爱情是什么?

真正的爱情
不是每个人都遇得到,
但没有发生
并不代表它不存在着.
我要用自己的力量
去证明爱情的存在.

Love, Brigitte Sunday, February 18, 2007
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.Friday, February 16, 2007 ♥

Exams over cum Shopping cum Reunion

Last paper finally over!!! Yipppeeeee....I was shivering all the way in the SQM exam venue lo! Cant even write properly...hopefully Dr. chiam could read my wordings.....guess what....after exam i went shopping....everyone going home to sleep and there I am shopping at Orchard road...ahahah...saw the steven lim asking people to do their eyebrows...eewwww.....after shopping went to Serangoon Garden country club for reunion cum cousin's engagement dinner....hehe....my cousin's husband yandao de wor...ang mo are very yandao de....ahaha....the dinner was sumptous....hehe...and all well wishes to them...may they live happily together and may sweetness be with them...;) was really tired...cos dint sleep well last nite...was mugging till I cant sleep....need to catch some sleep....nitex! Exams over~!

Love, Brigitte Friday, February 16, 2007
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.Thursday, February 15, 2007 ♥

SMM...Alright

Today SMM is quite alrite...at least i know what I am doing....one more to go!!! must really jiayou for the last paper... SQM....I doubt it will be easy for me.....bless me that I can go through it smoothly....jiayou!

Love, Brigitte Thursday, February 15, 2007
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.Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ♥

EXAM Freak~

Yawnz....haven been sleeping well....studying and studying...really make me sick....drinking coffee eating sweets just to keep me awake....but I really cant concentrate!!! HELP! I really hope to get good grades for this last sem!!Tsk Tsk....everyone jiayou for the exam bar...good luck guys~!!

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, February 14, 2007
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.Monday, February 12, 2007 ♥

IB FREAK!!

Today IB was really BAD!!!!!! It is SO SO SO SO DIFFICULT lo....dunno if I can pass the module....Please bless me.....hopefully this thursday's SMM will be better....gttg...need to study SMM le...Chiong for the last Sem bar......jiayou everyone~!!

Love, Brigitte Monday, February 12, 2007
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.Saturday, February 10, 2007 ♥

Random

Went to shop for CNY clothes....ahaha....but dint buy anything in the end...cos now like nothing much nice clothing to buy...mostly no size le...shall wait for the post CNY spree bar....hehe...I cant wait for my spree items to come....hehe...bought the double eyelid thingy online....cos I have one single eyelid....that makes my big small eye....hopefully it will come before CNY....

Love, Brigitte Saturday, February 10, 2007
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.Friday, February 02, 2007 ♥

Exams bored

Exams coming soon....and I have been slacking at home...the chinese new year mood....I wanna go shopping....Tsk Tsk...Looking forward to CNY!!

Love, Brigitte Friday, February 02, 2007
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.Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ♥

Short and Sweet

Today went to collect laptop...then went out with friends....dint study abit of the exam....tsk tsk...no mood to study....HELP!! I lost my ultraman paper clip...SobxSobx....:'(

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, January 30, 2007
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.Monday, January 29, 2007 ♥

*Emotions.

I realised how fragile life can be... death is really drastic news to everyone...whoever will predicts life will just end like this...tears are seen...prayers are said...sadness within people...never regret whatever you have done in life...live life the fullest! Feeling kinda sad upon hearing the news of a taiwanese actress...I just cant help feeling that life is so unpredictable...you never know what will happen next...though I may not be a fan of the actress but the news of her death really makes me tear...it reminds me of how death brings people apart...the pain of death that is brought to the ones leaving behind...I'll pray for her...*Emotional me*

PS:
生命是如此脆弱
人生真的要好好珍惜，保握
不能轻视它
也不能忽略它
唯有伤感的眼泪
留着不舍的离去

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, January 29, 2007
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.Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ♥

NAFA test!

Haven been really blogging for so long....ahaha....but those chinese words are what i feel very meaningful...though just a few words, yet so filled with meanings....hehe...NAFA yesterday was bad....wahaha....to me lo...was not feeling well after the sit up...cos suddenly laugh through and then somehow overpull the muscle...but i still manage to complete the 2.4km...was quite slow...bitting my lips to run finish all 6 rounds though the pain...tsk tsk...I feel like im getting old...wahaha...maybe should have done warm up before doing the stations....didnt sleep well yesterday...the pain was pretty bad at night...no leg overstrain...no arm overstrain...just the stomach that causes my sleepless night tossing around my bed...haiz...WISP project not done, cover letter not done and tmr have to hand in....HELP!! Should i go to university first or work before i study again??? Im in a dilemia.....till then...

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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.Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ♥

爱不爱无法说的太明白
爱不爱也许明知不应该
爱不爱来来回回多徘徊
没有交点的爱只是空白

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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. ♥

相信爱

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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.Sunday, January 21, 2007 ♥

Love, Brigitte Sunday, January 21, 2007
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.Friday, January 19, 2007 ♥

Love, Brigitte Friday, January 19, 2007
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.Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ♥

原来

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 17, 2007
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.Monday, January 15, 2007 ♥

Love, Brigitte Monday, January 15, 2007
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.Saturday, January 13, 2007 ♥

Love, Brigitte Saturday, January 13, 2007
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.Friday, January 12, 2007 ♥

Moody Day...

Today a VERY MOODY day....
I keep quiet...
I am stressed up...
I am bothered...
I am alone...
I am sad...
I am hopeless...
I am unhappy...
I am emotional...
I am sick of my life...
I am not appreciated...
I am transparent...
I am made used...
I am nothing...
I am not loved...
I am just nothing to them...
I am tired...
I am really tired!

PS:
被利用的滋味不好受
被嫌弃的感觉好痛苦

Life is nothing but just a Mist~!

Love, Brigitte Friday, January 12, 2007
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.Thursday, January 11, 2007 ♥

该来的我逃不开
该去的我会明白
就从那天起
心里不再有你

Love, Brigitte Thursday, January 11, 2007
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.Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ♥

Dreams

The Dreams I Desire
Left Only to Admire
Its just within my Ability
To make it a Reality
When I feel so Lost
What do I treasure Most
This kind of Feeling
It is really Hurting

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 10, 2007
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.Monday, January 08, 2007 ♥

LOVE.Love.love

The Rain pours just like the Love I pour on you..
The Seas flows just as much Love I have for you..
The Sun brighten the Earth just like your Smile lighten up my Day...
Every time I recalled those days we shared...
I feel so fortunate having known you...
I believe it is Fate that brought us to meet...
Is that what people called DESTINY?

Your Eyes blinded my vision
Seeing only you
Your Smile melted my Heart
Loving only you

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, January 08, 2007
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.Friday, January 05, 2007 ♥

LAM result- BAD!

Today we got LAM common test result...Task task....was quite badly done...I've got 35/50!!! Quite bad right...Not what I expect I would get....Never mind...shall work hard for the group project....I really kinda not like our tutor....he is VERY BIAS LOL!!! He likes his favourite classes...giving us low marks and making crude remarks on us....haiz....I really dont like FRIDAY!! 2 tutorials is enough to bore my whole day~!!! Till then...projects in progress...

Love, Brigitte Friday, January 05, 2007
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.Thursday, January 04, 2007 ♥

IS module cleared

Yippee...Finally finished with my IS report!!! Presentation was not that bad...at least I feel that the teacher is complimenting on our presentation.....hehe....and yar for the WISP...I think we did a GREAT job...everyone was quite natural in the whole roleplay...but I did stammer abit...cos mind dunno how come suddenly went blank...Task Task....Luckily everything is all over....Can relax abit~!! Till then....Short post here....Need some rest....

Love, Brigitte Thursday, January 04, 2007
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.Wednesday, January 03, 2007 ♥

School Starts

First day of school...still in holiday mood!! ARGHZ...Lots of projects due date to be met...Hehe...just finish my MindQuest Report...I think its quite well written, organised~! Hopefully our presentation will go on smoothly tmr....and yar tmr there's a role play in WISP...Very look forward to the role playing....Today went to have lunch at beauty world with Gin, Irene and Rai...hehe....Then after that went back to school and do some research in the school library..What a long day....A short post here...Till then~!

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, January 03, 2007
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.Monday, January 01, 2007 ♥

New Year Resolutions~!!

The New Year Resolutions~!!

Get Good results for the final semester
Know more friends
Become a better friend to all
Be more extrovert
Less Thick-Skin
Get a good job after graduate
Dont do any stupid things
Express myself better
GET SLIMMER~!
GET FITTER
Earn Money
Be more obedient
Have more freedom
Live Life to the fullest!
Learn to put proper makeups(different kinds)
Be more confident
Be optimistic
Handle problems better
Dont be childish
Change style on dressing

This new year resolution of mine...some may be unrealistic but I will strive to achieve all of them~! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~! GOOD YEAR AHEAD~!

Love, Brigitte Monday, January 01, 2007
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.Thursday, December 28, 2006 ♥

NEVER~

Never say I love you
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm The one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key

Love, Brigitte Thursday, December 28, 2006
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.Wednesday, December 27, 2006 ♥

真爱

真爱是不会变成怨恨的..
毕竟，分开是一种必然的考验..
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
海枯石烂、地老天荒，
都不能改变我对你的爱~!
让爱你成为我生命里的永恒
没有人是故意要变心的,
我说我爱你的时候是真的爱你
因为在茫茫人海中我遇见了你.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, December 27, 2006
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.Monday, December 25, 2006 ♥

PROJECT MADNESS~!

I haven been liking Christmas...Cause I really dont feel the joy of the festive season...Somehow because of the craziness from the project date dues!! Have been stressing myself with all those projects...Cause I really want to get good results for my last semester and this is the last time I could get a better result...How time flies....I'm ending my 3 years of poly life soon....and there's the working life....Tsk Tsk....My cousins are here staying over and we'll gonna have long chats...have been long since we last catch up cause I dint go over their house just for projects! hehe...This two weeks of break arent any better than going back to school...have been going back to school so often to do up my projects...I really feel tired about all those projects...at times I really feel I need break...A real good break....Catching up with Sleeping...Friends...and LIFE!! This is really no life doing projects everyday during break!! Always perking myself at night with coffee just to do projects....haiz...I have to jiayou!! Gotta do Mindquest project research le....MERRY CHRISTMAS guys~!!

Love, Brigitte Monday, December 25, 2006
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.Monday, December 18, 2006 ♥

营火虫的幸福

营火虫的幸福

爱情有时候
能象营火虫一样
也是幸福的

营火虫在夜晚时会发光
为的是吸引对方
营火虫的火光
是它们爱的呼唤爱的讯号
它们那勇于表现它们的爱

虽然他们的寿命只有三十天
但却过的很闪烁
虽然很短暂
但却多么的美丽
那爱也更灿烂更夺目更幸福

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Monday, December 18, 2006
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.Saturday, December 16, 2006 ♥

初恋

初恋

单纯的初恋
我依然怀念
那些美好回忆
是多么的甜蜜

那最初的感情
有许多的感动
那最初的相遇
永在我的记忆

虽然当初的分离
不是出自我内心
但我却说出
"我不爱你了"

虽然我会后悔
虽然我会哭泣
但我始终不知
你是否爱过我

没有明确的表示
没有语言的宣誓
有着暖暖的亲亲
有着温馨的拥抱

也许是因为
我的喜欢你
让我不在乎
你是否真心喜欢我

虽然我始终不明白
但我依然相信我们的爱
是真的也是我最珍惜的
是我不会忘记的初恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Saturday, December 16, 2006
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.Thursday, December 14, 2006 ♥

Badminton Game at School!

Today went to school for badminton game with Rai and Gin...hehe..but Gin was late...So me and Rai started the game first...and I forget to bring the grip...so my hand was so BLACK!! so forgetful....Then after that Gin and Irene came!! And we played till 1pm...hehe...had alot of fun...talking while playing badminton....FUN!! Then me and Rai went to bath...cos really very stinky lo...hehe...After that meet Jueying, Mahesh and Sri for project discussion....After that I went to find my friend cos she got problem...and I want to be there for her...so I dint join the rest to IKEA....After that thought of climbing Bt Timah Hill but it was raining...I really enjoy climbing the hill alone....cos it allows me to have quiet moments...reflecting on whatever that I had done....So since it rains I went back home...Having ache all over...neck ache cos always lifting my head to aim at the shuttlecock...ahaha...thats the first time I got neck ache from playing badminton....dint do proper stretching....at night I have to lift my leg on the wall so that it will be better....My BABY LOTION is all I need!! Ahahaha.....I enjoy the badminton! Till then lo...need to massage my muscle with my BABY LOTION!!Bye!

Love, Brigitte Thursday, December 14, 2006
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.Tuesday, December 12, 2006 ♥

LAM Common Test OVER~!

LAM common test finally over!!!! The paper was quite ok...at least the paper was "do-able"...only started revising yesterday...OMG...hopefully i did well for the paper...and whats the marks for my LAM project?? The tutor havent send us our marks...really very anxious about how I grade for that...especially everything is out of my effort...ahaha...and hopefully plagiarism is low...I think mine should be low...Cos I wrote mostly in my own words...hopefully everything will be fine...Christmas round the corner....many activities lined up way before the festive season starts....BB Guides GANGSHOW on 21 Dec....I wanna GO!!! I miss Gangshows!!!I miss my GUIDES too...but dunno whether the rest going...cos it will be weird if I were to go there alone...ahaha....I LOVE GUIDING and I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS!!!!! Maybe when I return...I will feel abit strange...cos its like years since I last went back to my secondary school...hehe...too busy with poly stuff and other social stuff....but I really miss those teachers and friends that I had met during my secondary school days....need to catch some sleep...Not feeling well...Thursday going to play badminton with Rai and Gin...Yipppeee....till then~!

Love, Brigitte Tuesday, December 12, 2006
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.Friday, December 08, 2006 ♥

PROJECTS FREAK!

Finally the projects are all finished...Tsk Tsk...Its really killing me with all those work I had to do...I cant believe it...having sleepless nights....have been over-stressing myself with all those project work....especially the IB project...thats the one that led to the sleepless night...I really feel bad doing something that i wont do(marking down)...did i make the wrong decision? Anyway..I had handed it up...no more changes can be made to it...Im such a BAD person...gotta catch some sleep...bye~! Hopefully I can sleep....till then~!

Love, Brigitte Friday, December 08, 2006
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.Monday, November 27, 2006 ♥

好朋友

好朋友
歌手：罗志祥专辑：SPESHOW

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我你说我
比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着你
道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符吟
唱出爱上你那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

☆☆☆☆

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞

Love, Brigitte Monday, November 27, 2006
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.Saturday, November 25, 2006 ♥

WEIRD DREAM~

Recently have been watching lots of Taiwanese Drama...Just finish watching "微笑Pasta" and now moving on to the new show " 爱情经纪约" which starring Lara...she's so cute....ahaha...I also watching this taiwanese show "剪刀石头布"which starring Sam wang...not bad...hehe...its now on youtube.com...to watch the " 爱情经纪约"...must type Engagement for love to search in youtube...Today I had weird dream...in the dream I sit with my friend on the bus...my hand was on the seat and he suddenly touched my hand and hold it tight in a warm way...I was blushing and my heart beat quite fast...then I look at him...then I wake up le...I dont remember who is that friend..and why I was blushing and my heart beat so fast....but what I remember is I know him...then I wake up feeling abit weird...heart beating very fast like I had a nightmare...had been feeling very uncomfortable the whole day....its bothering me...so thought of writing it out....don't ask me about it...I myself have been feeling weird...need a dream analysis to calm myself down?? wahaha...till then lo...projects again...anybody know how to analyse my weird dream please tell me wor....Till then~!

Love, Brigitte Saturday, November 25, 2006
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.Thursday, November 16, 2006 ♥

Joke of the DAY~

Joke of The Day~!(Someone send this to me=P)
To view, click view, encoding and unicode.

新婚的小妻子做了便当让丈夫带到公司去.
她分别把饭和鸡汤装入一个大盒子和小盒子里,
并细心地附上一张字条...

" 亲爱的, 大便当饭, 小便当汤"

Love, Brigitte Thursday, November 16, 2006
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.Wednesday, November 15, 2006 ♥

心理测验3

Here's another Personality test...To view, Click View, Encoding, Unicode....it's in chinese!

遇上令你心动的人你会如何行动?

假如你眼前有一张舒适无比的大沙发, 当你很高兴的坐下来后, 会呈现什么姿势?

1. 双脚缩在沙发上
2. 整个人瘫躺在沙发上
3. 两脚开开向后躺
4. 背向前弯坐

1. 双脚缩在沙发上
这类型的人内心深处非常传统, 很喜欢安定的感觉或是稳定的关系, 遇到喜欢的人, 他们会单刀直入表明心意, 而不会让对方处在案 “不知道有还是没有” 的灰色地带, 这对他们来说, 是很无聊的一件事.

2. 整个人瘫躺在沙发上
这类型的人很爱面子, 觉得直接表白也许会受伤, 所以选择若即若离, 不会完全让对方看穿自己或拒绝自己, 也可以开玩笑带过, 以此保护自己.

3. 两脚开开向后躺
这类型的人不是因为保护自己而不表明心意, 他们是故意不表明心意, 对他们来说, 若即若离, 让对方难以捉摸是很好玩的事, 目的是要让气氛更融洽, 或为生活添些乐趣.

4. 背向前弯坐
这类型的人想得太多, 对感情相当小心谨慎, 害怕乱放电会被人拒绝, 所以, 不敢单刀直入向自己喜欢的人放电. 但是, 另一方面, 他也不放心采取不正当的手段 “若即若离” 的策略, 害怕对方掉头走开. 所以, 这类型的人遇到喜欢的人时回喊烦恼, 左思右想久久没有新动.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, November 15, 2006
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.Wednesday, November 08, 2006 ♥

幸福是什么?

To view, Please Click View, Encoding, unicode.

幸福是什么?

它可以只是一个暖暖的拥抱
也可以是他可靠的肩膀
惟有互相爱着彼此
才会幸福

幸福是人多么渴望的东西
也是人不能没有的东西
也只有它
才会是美满的

我要的幸福
只有和我相爱的人
永远在一起
暖暖的拥抱着彼此

在我需要他的肩膀
会让我依靠着
呵护着我
不让我受伤

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, November 08, 2006
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. ♥

Your words...

小草虽然不起眼,
它却无处不在,
朋友虽然没见面,
关心却无刻不在.
原我们友谊像小草常青,
像水般细水长流,
珍惜缘分,
珍惜朋友,
珍惜拥有.

Love, Brigitte Wednesday, November 08, 2006
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.Saturday, October 28, 2006 ♥

Updates!

Time for some updates...This week the first week for tutorials....ok...I made new friends in the new mixture of tutorial group...During IB tutorial...gotta noe a China girl who came her for exchange program...she's quite cute...and her chinese really those kinda slang...but I think she is quite nice...hmm...I voluntarily join those who are absent cos I noe them and that I dont wanna them to feel left out...So I got to know Joanna....She's quite nice...Hope we will have nice tim