该不该

对不对

是不是

能不能

虽然很黑白

但已经分辨不出来了...

被夹在灰色地带

越来越迷惘了... 

Let Somebody Go - Coldplay X Selena Gomez

We had a kind of love
I thought that it would never end
Oh my lover, oh my other, oh my friend

We talked around in circles and
We talked around and then
I loved you to the moon and back again

You gave everything this golden glow
Now turn off all the stars, 'cause this I know
That it hurts like so
To let somebody go

All the storms we weathered
Everything that we went through
Now without you, what on earth am I to do?

When I called the mathematicians and
I asked them to explain
They said love is only equal to the pain

And when everything was going wrong
You could turn my sorrow into song
Oh, it hurts like so
To let somebody go
To let somebody go

Ohh (ohh)
Ohh (let somebody, let somebody go)
(Yeah)

Oh, when you love somebody
When you love somebody
Got to let somebody know
Oh, when you love somebody
When you love somebody
Got to let somebody know

So when you love somebody
When you love somebody
Then it hurts like so
To let somebody go
It hurts like so
To let somebody go

But you're still with me now, I know
(Let somebody, let somebody go)
Oh (let somebody, let somebody go)
But you're still with me now, I know

 

Sending off my paternal grandmother this morning.

It had been a good morning with the clear blue sky which I believe my grandmother is now at a better place.

Tears are definitely flowing, grieving over the lost.

In memory, she is always that loving grandmother who took care of me when I was young.

She had so many grandchildren and even great grandchildren, yet never bias towards anyone, always trying to give the best to all.

Grandma, rest in peace.

I love you and you will always be missed.

Had been long since I last updated.

Got both my Covid-19 vaccines and it will be officially effective tomorrow!

Say YES to dining in!

Last weekend had a so much needed retreat with the family.

Cruise trip on Dream Cruise, thanks to Dad and Aunt for the free room that we just need to pay the tax only.

It was a 3 day 2 night cruise to nowhere.

Did the swab test at around 3pm and finally board the cruise like 5pm.

Bathtub in the cabin with balcony!

That was nice.

Since we did a swab test and not yet fully effective from the vaccine, we only get to dine in for day 1 and day 2 breakfast.

Catch the shows only on day 1.

Day 2 was a fun packed day.

First up, with obstacle course and flying fox.

Next, we played table tennis and then the mini golf.

Then we went back to change for our swimming which can be booked for 1 hour.

Water slides were fun though bruises was what I can feel now.

Next we went to takeaway our lunch back to the cabin and relax a little.

We went for Muay Thai Class and Rhumba Ballroom Dancing lesson.

After which it is the rock climbing!

So much of activities even for the non-gambler like me!

Day 3 was just breakfast and there we got off the cruise at around 9am.

Was pretty tiring but definitely a good retreat after so long.

Back to reality and had been working pretty late.

Sometimes, I really do hope to slow down a little.

Yet, things are pushing me to move forward.

Much thoughts were in the mind but well, take time to sort it out.

Sometimes simplicity is best isn't it?

Not to overthink and just follow the flow.

Mind had been going through a lot.

Good and bad.

Looking at how my life had been.

Tragic? Pathetic? Nothing seems to be right?

Nevertheless, it is my life.

Not to look back and get depress.

Instead look forward and free myself from the past.

As I always reflect, not to repeat the same from the past so as to not get hurt.

Yet, the more I remind myself not to and yet unknowingly I get myself into it.

Seems like I'm always moving towards the choice that always get me hurt.

But at least now, I'm learning on how and when to step on the break.

Well, it is another lesson I need to learn.

Not taking it negatively.

Striving to be a better person.

Not someone to give one's burden.

I know, one day, I will.

Till then peeps!~

自由

不寻求认可

只要能快乐

不需任何所谓的辩解

因为不在乎能被理解

不会羡慕

不会孤独

自在就好啊！

但能做到吗？

Had been long since my last post.

Well, not much to update as live just pretty much involve work, eat, sleep and play with the niece and nephew.

Recently just turned 35 and still SINGLE!

And Yes, everyone is asking me when am I going to get a flat.

Not that I am really financially stable to get a flat on my own since there is a lot of uncertainty with the current situation.

Shall slowly hunt for it and see how it goes.

As I get wiser (not going to use the word older), I realised my mindset, priorities, views differs.

Perhaps, it is to change for the better?

And who knows what is coming ahead?

Gonna just have this YOLO mindset for now to do things I might not dare to try before.

Who can anticipate what's up in the future right?

No risk, no gain.

Need to get away from being too simple in life.

Not saying I'm getting complicated, just perhaps, need different aspects into the boring life.

Definitely not everyday about work.

Though work as always had been pretty swarmed for me since my job involves logistics and it is getting real bad with the COVID and lockdowns.

Shall end here as a short post and update.

Everyone keep fighting and stay safe.

Hopefully we can soon be Covid-free and travel ban will be released.

I'm missing some of the countries out there that I wanna travel back.

Tata~

January has ended just in a blink

February has just arrived!

A Quick update!

Got a good news today first thing in the morning~

Finally after 7 years with the company from the previous promotion

I've given promotion!

Though its only promote a job grade,

And the increment wasn't alot and was expected to do even more,

But it definitely motivate me a little that all the hard work are paid off!

I would say I had a fruitful journey with the company

Though I had been missing promotion opportunities with me taking up challenges to change roles instead of staying put with the current.

Work and Life doesn't quite balance up well.

Hopefully more good things come with the new management style.

Short update here for another small achievement in life.

Continue to chiong for better days and hopefully more good news to come!

把幸福交给一个人，

要伤得起？

那，

太容易伤自己，

是因为太爱你？