School opens!!

Oh no...school starting tomorrow le....arghz...holidays so fast gone le..ahaha...meaningful holiday?? Erm...i should say so so bar...spend alot during the hols with presents, shopping, chillings and all stuff....hehe...but next semester's hols wont be that comfortable...gonna stuck with attachment lo...God bless me that i will get a 5 day work job bar....ahaha...this sem will be a tough one lo....IEF...thats killer i must say....ok....new semester revolution comes.....is a MUST abide now lo....hmm...firstly MUST attend all lectures no matter what excuse possible....secondly MUST do all tutorials....thirdly MUST save money each month minimum $20 bar...next MUST not skip tutorials....then MUST exercise more....somemore MUST be attentive in lectures....next MUST get back to my old self (talk more)...finally MUST learn to adapt in a new class...that must be all le bar...hehe....did some self- reflection on what are the things i had not done last sem lo....but doubt this sem i can do this....but at least i will move towards this new resolution of mine lo....i can do it de....hmm..but MUST attend all lectures seem to be a difficult one...but i'll try ok...hmm....looking forward to IS class lei...dunno why....though will be alone from my classmates...but i sort of interested in the project....do a advertisement for a product using flash...hehe....sounds like marketing stuff...hehe...but first week clashes with Hari Raya Haji lo...so no lesson lo...hehe....hmm...looking forward to meeting my classmates lo....so long never see them lo....miss them lots....didnt have time with them during the hols....hmm....though things are different from our year 1 ...i really like them all lo....they are just a bunch of nice people....i'll say VERY NICE people....really GREAT to be in TB25 and having know every single of them....hmmm....all saints day coming lo...its on deepavali...hehe...need to check the schedule for mass le...oh yar...tuesday meeting wen and all to holland v for chill....confirm with you guys soon....hehe....and as for Mingz....thursday we go town TCC shall see if my pocket lo....hehe....sorrie ar....got burnt in the pocket during the hols with presents, chilling and shopping...will confirm with you guys another day lo....till den le...going to play maple the last time during the hols....gamin' tru the night.....

Expedition tml!!

Hehe..Juz finish choosing IS module stuff...Arghz...i am just too slow lo...i got into Flash Application and Spanish lo...hehel...alone from TB25...im sure i can do it de...hehe.. abit eager to learn spanish lo...ahaha...the mentor name so long lo...woo..hehe...though will be alone...im sure i can learn sumthing from it bar...heez...wa..so long never blog le...hmm...tml got expedition lo...looking forward to tml lo...hehe...juniors better do well for this lo...hehe...EXCITED lo...stop here le...will blog again...wanna change the skin lo...till den bar...

Another Day....

Arghzz...Exams results are very bad...OMG...shall not say how bad i did lo...but manage to at least pass lo...gotta work harder next semester lo...hehe...play too much this semester le...always out chilling with friends and all....opps...shall go out less often lo...mum says so lo...im a mummy ger lo...hehe...if not pocket money kena cut bar...hehe...arghz...today really got emotion fight...haiz...dunno if i should be happy or sad lo...i so long never message him le...and juz now he message me lo...arghz...when i saw dat message was really happy at that moment and even went real red...cos he think of me lo(i think too much ) ...hehe ....*blush blush too...but on second thought...i thought i decided to give up?? but to say the truth...in my heart i never give up a single moment....its just that i din want to think about him...haiz....Struggle...!! At times when i wanna give up most...he gave me hope....its always like dat...making me still clinging on hope that miracles will happen!!Arghz...Confused...dunno wad i should do lo...my feelings are conflicting....ahaha...and guess wad i did....i reply him with another greeting message....adding on some words: Miss You Lots~!!!....arghz...abit too obvious hor....haiz....he is now in the army lo....he must be having hard time in there lo...haiz....Must jia you lo...when you have anything wanna say out....can come to me hor...im always there for you....not a moment have i left you alone wor...and really thanks for your greeting message....it turns my day better...(hope he does view my blog lo)have been slacking at home....gaming and stuff....hehe...aunt's birthday coming soon lo...yupz...me and my cousin going to whip some of our specialities lo...ahaha...i'll most probably make a baked rice...hmm....den...do brocolli in milk with cheese(learn from tv lo)...den make mango pudding??hehe...wohooo....her birthday this saturday lo....and yar this saturday guides will be going to do rachy lo...prepare for the expedition lo....hmmm....quite excited about the expedition...but hope we can merge with scouts so that we can have a longer distance expedition...and the guides can learn some other skills from the scouts and communication between them....a pity we dun have scouts...if not it will be like my guides time...playing the scissors paper stone with the scouts....so childish yet innocent lo....hehe...aww....really miss those days lo...i miss guiding lots....last time i had great fun....my seniors are the best....my most enjoyed days in guides was my secondary 1...my PL and PS are so fun....love them lots...hehe...and we are always the winner then...Hibiscus Patrol Rox Big Time lo....hehe....So missing guides lo...hmm...maybe one day we will have interaction with other school's guides and scouts....ahaha....i bet most of them are looking forward to it lo....ahaha....and i must admit...in guides i make a lot of new friends from other schools after each campfires we attended....get to mix around with the scouts via my friends....hehe....and guides too lo...hmm...holidays are getting bored without my friends....all working and busy....haiz....i miss them lots....today alot of things happen huh...when i go out today...saw someone....change quite a lot lo...hehe...and yar...and some secondary school friends....but they dont seems to aware who i am....ahaha....i changed?? no lo....hehe....anyway....today is not my day...leg pain too...wear heels just now lo....till den lo....Away to Gamin'

Shopping again?

Yohoo...today went shopping spree again with moommmy...ahaha...friends all either not free, working, attachment, overseas, busy or go idare le...ahaha...so since mooommmy is free...so ask her out lo...hehe...but was a wasteful trip though...din bought anything...bought a handphone accesseries for my dear sister lo...cos she very hardworking bar...studying for her exams...so buy her things make her happy lo...ahaha...younger sister is jealous and angry lo...hehe...nxt time lo...when i get a job i buy you sumthing even special yea...hehe...hmm...today shop for the whole afternoon bar...sleep till 10++ lo...cos yesterday watch tv till 3am lo...ahaha...with my mooommmy lo....haha...nice show that i miss yesterday afternoon lo....yesterday went to the temple to ji bai my grandma...cos is her birthday yesterday...hmmm...whenever i am reminded of my grandma...tears always flows down and the sourness in my heart...having her leaving me so fast...i am missing her lots and lots and even lots in the future....she will always be in my heart...i have always not treasuring what i have now and when i lost it...i started to regret...i dun wanna regret anymore...i will treasure everyone real precious....cos i dun wanna have regrets...regrets are pain that will stay forever...that everlasting pain nothing can heals...I believe this is a real big lesson to me...having lost my dear grandma...i have become mature after so many things had happened...i will not take things for granted and always treasure everyone...hmmm....tml going for interview at pasir panjang lo...quite far nei...hehe...hopefully i can get the job bar...in need of money lo...if not nxt sem will be hell for me...ahahaha...hmm...missing all my friends lo...TB25, wenz, motorola's friends....ahaha...din get a chance to chill with them lo...I'm MISSING them LOTS.....hmm...stop here lo...need to sleep early....till dewn bar...

P.S.:
AngeLs are what i BeLievE iN...
And they wiLL definiteLy briNg
The bLessings i have foR you...
iF they were noT there foR you..
i wiLL be your guardiaN angeL..
aLwayS bE bY youR side...
whateveR obstructioN theRe iS iN youR Life..
i wiLL aLwaYs bE theRe to cLear theM...
foR deeP iN mY hearT..
yoU aRe tHe oNes i treasuRe...
the oneS i Dont want unhappineSs befaLL on..
thE oneS whoSe joY behoLd mY Life...
Never wiLL i want to see you hurt...
BecauSe i ReaLLy LovE you so...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Nothing

Wooo...yesterday slept at 4.30 am...ar..should be today morning...ahaha...when i go brush teeth my father wake up lo..getting ready to go work...ahaha...still cant stop myself from gamin'...played maplestory the whole night...ahaha...wake up at 11 this morning...ooppps...hehe...did nothing much today...went to write an application form at bukit gombak...they tell me is waitressing job at pub...arghz...my mum not allowing lo...finding job lo..hehe...hmm...nothing much today...hehe...aww...Jocelyn Eveline Mel and all are going for idare next week le...gonna miss them lots!!!arghz...how i wish i can join them lo...but mum dun allow wor...sadded...hmm...hope they enjoy themselves in the camp lo...i bet they will...seeing them so excited and looking forward to it...hehe...hmm...gonna miss them lo...hehe...i see if thursday can make my way to the terminal to fetch you guys not...hehe...hopefully i can make it bar...ehhh...results are cuming out...im scared...hope i can pass all my modules...God bless me bar...Let me pass all my modules yea...hmm...tml going to go see grandma le...is her birthday lo...den going to temple to ji bai her lo...hmm...grandpa was discharged from hospital last thursday...arr...din went to visit him...opps...sleep so late and have been going out looking for jobs lo...hehe...grandpa must take care of yourself lo...dun so kan chiong lo...later the stitch burst lo...haiz...very worried him lo...hmm...but nvm...tml going to see him lo...ahaha...tonite i MUST sleep early...gotta go church tml...though i always slept late on saturday and yet able to wake up in time for church...this time its going to be a long day...so must catch some sleep lo...
To my friends: Exams are round the corner lo...must jiayou and work hard for your exams lo...work hard and do your best out of everything lo...hehe
To all those who are going for idare: Enjoy yourselves and do share with me all the things happen during the camp...hehe...and yar...must take care of yourselves during the camp lo...will definitely miss you guys lots lo...

P.S:
'LOVE' a word I can't say out bravely...
For I'm afraid of getting hurt...
though deep inside my heart I yearned so much to say it...
I am waiting for the right time to say it out...
But will the time comes??
Will I get the chance to tell you how much I love you??
I believe that day will come....
And you will know how much i love you....

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Shopping Spreee~!

Yohoo...today went for a shopping spree...hehe...taking interview as an excuse for a shop at orchard...and yar went to buy prezie for Yeting's birthday lo...hehe...the wallet really very nice wor...ever thought of buying one for myself too...hehe...it says glow in dark wor...and yar...got a bracelet from Isetan...ahaha...today went to interview...but think i dun wanna work der bar...need to face smoking people...i dun think i can take it lo...hmm...today i bought a jeans skirt at Isetan...think not bad lor...so buy le...and yar...bought an limited edition watch for my friend...wa...the watch really nice lo...got screen saver de...wahaha...den you shake it will show the time...so cool right...the promoter says the whole world only got 80 pieces lo...$200++ lo...pocket big hole lo...but we got 15 people sharing lo...so quite ok bar..just in the afternoon i spend $300++ lo...Omg...buying prezies...i regret nv help my sis buy that pencil case from the wallet shop...its really very nice...i feel like owning one too...ahaha..but too bad...am broke now lo...wahaha...did aim quite a lot of things lo...i feel like owning that limited edition watch....arghz...it so cool...ahaha...saw a shirt at Isetan...$130!! short sleeve shirt lo..quite nice...but really cant afford lo...pengz...haiz...and yar..i saw those platinium ring...wa..really very nice...the design is quite unique...wa...so many desires...not being materialistic here lo...will work hard for all those desires....earn money for it...motivation lo...wahaha...after shopping for 5 hours....went to westmall to meet up with eveline, mel and andre...den we wait for the others to come after their attachment...and had dinner at Mayim...celebrate Yeting Birthday lo...and there's the LaBi...so cute nei...hehe...there's lots of talks while dining...arr...now kinda scared of attachment...they sound it so terrible..a No No experience that one would want to undergo....wahaha...hope next sem my attachment the boss not that fierce bar...hehe...we had our dinner till 9.30 den we step out of the restaurant...wow...we took 2.5hr to eat our dinner lo...and i heard outside was queueing like mad...ahaha...my friend was one who wait long outside...hehe...and he complained to me...saying our grp are so noisy and bugging on the table...oooppppsss...its our freedom lo...we pay money de lo...hehe...after dat went to meet my friends for chilling...