Rainy day

雨天，淋着雨。
我想起了那一天我们淋着雨，湿哒哒的。
你送我回家，而我说我忘了带钥匙，你在我家楼下陪着我一整夜...
其实，我有带钥匙的。
我只是舍不得你，也许那时的我已经喜欢你了。
发抖着，虽然嘴硬要你说你是同性恋才搂着你的手臂去暖，其实只是我在耍嘴皮.
这个回忆永远那么清晰.
这个冷冷的雨天，淋着雨的我，想你了。

20-Mar-18
 
How many heartbreaks will one need to suffer, will one know to love oneself more?
 
From the first time I know what does a heartbreak means, for the first time, I put away my stubbornness, self-centeredness and reflect on what I had done wrong. A relationship that couldn't be savage, too late to realize what Love is. Yet, I am glad I grew up from there.
 
And now, I tend to put others before me.
Somehow, doing things I may not wish to do.
Even if I have to swallow all the sorrows.
Being like a Post-It Note, handy to use yet easy to discard.
 
Even when I feel wronged, I keep mummed and just quietly leave.
So much of being timid and not wanting to create unwanted or even unnecessary to make things worst.
 
Changes in me all these while, I guess, I grow more inward, introvert, keeping unhappy stuffs to myself.
 
Note to self: Don't Worry, Be Happy! Life has too much things to worry on, Keep Calm and Move On! As always, Aja Aja Fwighting!