想你的夜
你知道吗
没有你的日子我有多想你
分手那天
我看着你走远
所有承诺化成了句点
独自守在空荡的房间
爱与痛在我心里纠缠
我们的爱走到了今天
是不是我太自私了一点
如果爱可以重来
我会为你放弃一切
想你的夜
多希望你能在我身边
不知道你心里还能否为我改变
想你的夜
求你让我再爱你一遍
让爱再回到原点
分手那天
我看着你走远
所有承诺化成了句点
独自守在空荡的房间
爱与痛在我心里纠缠
我们的爱走到了今天
是不是我太自私了一点
如果爱可以重来
我会为你放弃一切
想你的夜
多希望你能在我身边
不知道你心里还能否为我改变
想你的夜
求你让我再爱你一遍
让爱再回到原点
想你的夜
多希望你能在我身边
不知道你心里还能否为我改变
想你的夜
求你让我再爱你一遍
让爱再回到原点
回来吧 我等你

Had been awhile since I last update.
Been busy with work.

Last Saturday went to a Product Launch Tea Party with Yun
Worst party ever though food is great
Maybe was expecting something more professional

We then head to meet Xin and family at Funan
First time hearing the F1 vroom which is pretty loud
Though I compared it with the sound from the TV, volume adjusted.
Almost couldn't find my way back due to diversion of bus which there is no announcement on which stops were diverted.
But luckily it did came finally.

Sunday was another early day
Went volunteering with mum at the zoo.
My first with CDAC.
Half the headcount didn't turn up
So I am alone assisting the families with directions.
A full day at zoo.
Smiled the whole day.
Quite fulfilling day to be part of the family day organised for the low income families
Hope everyone did have a good family bonding day

Family, is the bond bring by fate.
Treasure them while you can.

TGIF peeps~
Till then.

说好不哭

歌曲原唱: 周杰伦

填词: 方文山

没有了联络后来的生活

我都是听别人说

说你怎么了说你怎么过

放不下的人是我

人多的时候就待在角落

就怕别人问起我

你们怎么了你低着头

护着我连抱怨都没有

电话开始躲从不对我说

不习惯一个人生活

离开我以后要我好好过

怕打扰想自由的我

都这个时候你还在意着

别人是怎么怎么看我的

拼命解释着不是我的错是你要走

眼看着你难过挽留的话却没有说

你会微笑放手说好不哭让我走

电话开始躲从不对我说

不习惯一个人生活

离开我以后要我好好过

怕打扰想自由的我

都这个时候你还在意着

别人是怎么怎么看我的

拼命解释着不是我的错是你要走

眼看着你难过挽留的话却没有说

你会微笑放手说好不哭让我走

你什么都没有却还为我的梦加油

心疼过了多久还在找理由等我

那种撕心的痛,
现在都还记得。
无声的呐喊着，
连呼吸都会痛.

虽然暂时的把它隔着,
但触动时还是会很痛。

哭, 在说难免。

Monday blues.

Weekend was not too bad.
Saturday went with mum for volunteer briefing on our roles for next Sunday volunteer event.
Mum had been wanting to try HaiDiLao
Just nice Paya Lebar Quarter had recently open one outlet there which is near our briefing venue.
So we head there for lunch after our briefing
After which accompany mum together with uncle and grandpa to visit grandpa's brother
It is kinda heartache to see their living condition and how weak he had gotten
Though I only see him once a year during Chinese New Year
Still he is an elder I respect
Hope his health gets better
Though the husband and wife are bickering
Still will care for each other
The many years together
There maybe good and bad times
But it is the getting through together that makes it better

Relationship ain't always perfect sailing
There are humps and bumps
No matter what
Just don't let go of each other
Even though you may feel burdening the other
It is through hardship you realize those who always stand by you are the ones who are true to you

So much on what I thought through the weekends

Didn't really sleep well last night
Had a nightmare about some sort of black magic or exorcism
Breaking into cold sweats
Was a pretty dark nightmare
Hope it is not any bad omen
Somehow I really dislike how accurate my instincts are

Hopefully a better week ahead!
Long post to sum up the weekends
Till then peeps~

人生无常.
记得, 珍惜眼前的一切.

Life is too fragile to live with regrets.

看不透的世界
一点点的去体会
摸不透的心底
一点点的去摸索

时间会让人慢慢成长。
经历会让从前的视角有着不一样的邻域。

Went to a wedding dinner yesterday
On behalf of dad
Cos I am less sick than him
So I had a chance to use some of my makeup
Had been long since I last did my makeup
Well not like I really smeared all my makeup on my face
Just the foundation and manage to add a little blusher with a lip balm that has a color base on the temperature of my lips
Guess it was not too bad
Still don't dare to try doing the eyeliner
Attending wedding is always such a bliss
Looking at how the couple met, proposed and getting into the next stage in life.
Touchful moments
As I also reminisce a little of us
Those sweet days all the while
Not touching on how it ended
Hurtful is how much I thought we can get through whatever that may obstruct
But yet letting go was the choice he made
I might be waiting
But he might never intended to
Often I still ask myself what did I do wrong
All I could ask for perhaps is that he is better now than then
Sometimes I would feel worried that something bad happened to him
The uneasiness of not knowing how is he
A little more sentimental me
Thats what a blog is for I guess

Today did a sample video for my gf wedding
Use the photos that I used to do him the video
Not too bad I guess
Hopefully I can do well for their childhood montage
Weep a little while doing
But anyway nose is still blocked no matter
Weekends pass so fast
Hope a better week ahead.
Till then peeps. 

TGIF!
Maybe not?
Off to work today and almost kena accident
If I walked abit faster, guess I will be buang by the speeding car
And another by a speeding bike at the other junction

Escapes from death today?
Hopefully something better leading on to TGIF!
Till then peeps~

人的一生
最不能辜负
的是时间

在时间点上
遇到对的人
就去争取

不要以为
来日方长
却忘了
世事无常

我一个人的世界。
尽量的，
对外微笑。
努力的，
活出精彩。
盼着的，
有你相伴。

#Perth
#LancelinSandDunes

Monday.
Decided to take MC.
Coughing all night long
And bad nose block.
Gonna take all these medicines and concus
On the way back saw my little niece going to supermarket with the playgroup.
Shock a little to see me
But guess she looks too tired.
Gonna poof to bed.
Hope to get well soon.
And I seriously dislike eating medicine!
Took me since Friday to finally decide to see the doctor.
Till then peeps.
Hope your day is better than mine!

Sunday.
Endless coughing last night
With nose blocked
Falling sick on a weekends are so dampening.
Wanted to go for the SG Night Festival
But too contagious to be in a crowd
Now what adds on is the cramps
Body too heaty yet now I can't take cooling stuffs
Dilemma.
Seems the case in life too.
Dreamt about how we met last night
And how the first impression I had of him
More like a reminisce rather than a dream
Having the dilemma of not rather impressed yet still like the way he is.
No boundaries when you just love someone

Gonna go rest more and hope I get better before work starts tomorrow
Stay healthy and drink more water peeps
Weather is pretty bad
Till then!