Planned!!

Have been looking for job this few days but to avail bar...ahaha...tml going for interview at scotts shopping centre for a part-time waitressing job...hmm..wonder if im up to the job lo...ahaha...nv been before a waitress lo...ahaha...hope everything goes out well...going alone lo...all my friends not free lei...hehe..nvm bar...im independent lo...hehe...hmm...by right tml nite should be meeting my friends for dinner cum chill session de...hehe...but i say cannot make it...really sorrie wor...ehhh...cos got a friend bdae...we'll celebrate her bdae lo....miss all of them lots lo....hehe...will join you guys after dinner with them lo...think you guys would be chilling out till quite late right...hehe...meet you guys later at night tml lo...dun say i bu gou yi qi wor...i love every of my friends the same...hehe....i still feel abit apologetic lo...hmmm...i shall buy you guys supper lo...surprise you guys with yummy food...ahaha...buy our fav pratas and dinosaur milo....yum yum...ahaha...really looking forward to tml lo..tml will be a busy day lo...seems abit cramped bar...but i find it fulfilling bar...lots of things in one day...it will be a day ful of FUN....im loving it lo~!!hehe...oh yar...must wish *.*Yeting..''.. Happy Birthday wor...hehe...May all you wishes come true and stay pretty forever lo....opppss...and not forgeting Chuan Ming lo....his birthday too...hehe...Happy Birthday lo...dun say i no gd ar...though nv go ur bdae chalet...bdae wish is still there lo...hehe...and yar...still got lots of them bdae cuming lo...got MF, XiuLuan, Yew Tong, Perry.....Wooo....Happy birthday lo....Let all the birthday babies get their wishes and stay handsome and pretty lo....hehe...gttg le...need an early sleep bar...till den lo....

P.S:
Forgetting someone,
May be very difficult.
The more you want to forget him,
It will only make you miss him even more.
Time may heal the wound,
But it will also make me get used to it
and yet stay in it forever.
For there is no specific medicine,
to cure this sickness.
The only way is to
Accept the ones who like you
And fall in love again.
But it is said easier than action
As falling in love again
takes more courage to
stand up from failure.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

haiz..

Arghz...today got diarrhea...almost went dehydrate...aww...den today din went out to look for job lo...went online to see if there is any job available lo...but din even see one that i can apply...haiz...oh yar...i wanna apologise to Jocelyn...din join them in the SC outing....i feel bad lo...should have gone to support Jocelyn de....ehhh...really sorrie wor...i'll be there next time...hopefully nothing crash with it...hmm..yesterday went to see my grandpa at the hospital...he seems to be in pain and i just cant do anything to help him relieve his pain...feel so useless...i just stand there watching him...lots of thoughts but never expressed out...really feel abit sad to see him udergoing such pain...hope that he can recover soon...i bet so...he is just that healthy man lo...yeap...and i prayed that he will get well soon...two days before was so worried about the operation...and yea...the operation should be quite a success...doctor say 2 more days he can be discharged le...yipee...next sunday is my grandma birthday lo...will be going there to see her...hmm...missing my grandma alot...always have that feeling that she is still with us...really cant get use to life without her when i visit my grandpa at their house...sobsobz...erm...gttg le...wanna be good ger lo...help mum to vaccum the floor bar...dun wanna slack at home...till den lo....

P.S.:
Never Say Goodbye
When U Still Want To Try.
Never Give Up
When U Still Feel U Can Take It.
Never Say U Don't Miss That Person Anymore
When U Still Love Him
Never Say U Don't Love That Person Anymore
When U Can't Let Go.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Recalling....

Yawnz...just woke up....ahaha...i din go work today...its really too early lo...must wake up at 5am everyday...OMG...really cannot make it lar...plus the pay is not at all tempting...and i am so used to sleeping late lo...so really cannot make it lar...so i must start to search for jobs again lo...ahaha...hmm...maybe after this week bar...make use this week to go catch up with friends lor...hehe...this few days at home feel like maid lo...do alot of housework lei...ahaha...but at least i am not being demand to do things...hehe...gaming tru the hols is not a bad idea...but mum is going to strongly object it...opps...hehe...and yar...for the sake of extra pocket money next sem i should quickly get a job bar...hmmm...home alone now...abit bored lei...my friends all started working le...and cant ask them out...sadded...wad a lonely hols...my cousins are having exams lo...cant even ask them out too...hmm...i am so free now..crapping all my way in this post...should write sumthing meaningful bar...hmm....i had a real meaningful sem..i enjoy every moments chilling with the scotland group...and yar...it gives me the vibe of whats fun...i believe thats the most memorable days in my poly life...with all their laughters and smiles...just like that of my primary school life...ahaha..not secondary wor...cos secondary school i was really quiet and quite "obessed" in working hard(PSLE did badly lo...)and always with my outside friends chilling...ahaha...was really playful during primary school days...always like PE lessons...hehe...watch the malay guys play football...they are so pro lo...hehe...of cos wor...they are mostly international athletics lo...hehe...though was separated during primary four...still get to see them playing football...hehe...they may always bully me by giving me lots of nicks(just to name some:red bean,green bean, dustbin,jb...kiddish nick lo)...ahaha...they are really my great buddies...always get greeting from them and when i am sad they will always concern about me....hmm...but so long nv contact le...wonder how are they...they are really my best buddies ever...really miss those time watching and supporting them in the football matches...ahaha...and i wanna find my primary school cliques...we are the best ever sisters...always helping each other with homeworks and never forget to play hard after school...kinda miss those days we play at the fitness corner...had real fun there...childhood memories...so innocent yet so fun...come to think..i had not wasted any time in my life...its all so filled with fun and joy...though the laughters and tears that i had gone through...thats my growing up stage....stop here lo...wanna go gamin lo...till den bar...wrote sumthing quite meaningful to me below....

P.S.:
One sided love can be full of happiness...
For it seems to allow one to find a goal to pursue...
But it can also lead to losing a realistic goal to move on...
And yet pain begins...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Mood??Confuse....

Yohoo...today went for the interview at jurong east mrt...initially ask my friend join me de...den she got sumthing on...den nv go wif me le...sadded...so lonely lor...all alone leh...no friends der yet...tml start work wor...and is so early...7am-4pm...arghz...hope i can wake up and ders bus for me...hope that everything would be smooth tml bar...only looking forward to the pay lor...cos now wanna buy lots of stuff...hehe....hmm...today actually tought wanna go to chuan ming's chalet de...but it rains and i've got lots of stuff to do...so din go lo...hehe...sorrie lo...but really lar...if i go i oso seat der do nothing...i dunno ur friends mar...hehe...hmm...dun feel the vibe of the hols...friends all looking for jobs...less chills less shoppings.....Arghz...so bored at home...have been watching tv and using the net the whole day...now feeling quite excited about tml job...new environment....wonder if i can adapt to the new envt...hope i can get to know new and funky friends der bar...hehe....always like taking up new jobs...cos ders a different circle of friends that i will be getting to know...hehe...hols come le...sum of them has attachment...hmmm..we all jia you bei...and i will miss Baoc days....i will miss all of them....and its really sad not being able to see them next sem...they are all a bunch of great funky group...so nice to be with...just with all their laughter and talks are enough to enjoy the whole day....what can i say....they are GREAT!!!! I love them all to bits lo...

Exams over~!

Yohoo...finally finish all the exams lo...Relaxing time liao~!!haha...today had a real painful headache...and guess wad...i had stomach pain during the exams...and was persevering to complete the whole exams...was real sick....after the exams actually wanted to go see doctor...but got meeting so drop the idea lo...all those pain really gives me a real hard time today...the meeting ends around 8++...and they went for dinner...i din join them...ahaha...abit anti social hor...but not purposely de...was in a rush...cos promise my friend to meet her at 5 to go out with her since last month...cos din went chill with her last month..so we initially wanted to go Lorong Mambong for chill after my exams...but who knows i got IS meeting...so rite after meeting went to the market and bought satay bee hoon for my dear friend cos she has great liking for it...i was queueing for about half an hour...real long queue der...but its worth it...seeing my friend gobbling on it....ahaha...she eat it as though she hasnt been eaten for days....went to her house to pass her some stuff...brought some of home made mooncakes for her too...hehe...after that went home....by that time i am too tired to even clear all the mess i had made during those muggin' period...all papers messed up on the table...ahaha...and here i am blogging...exam really made me mad...especially this last paper is so difficult...for that exam...i could have used up all my brain cells...hehe...hmm...need to catch some sleep le...till then bar....Headache~....hols is on the way...Finding job in few days time lo...anyone got lobang can tell me??ahaha..wanna try out different fields of career out der...end her bar...need to rest lo...eyebags are HEAVY!!Arghz....Signz off-------

To Jocelyn...Happy BirthDay~!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOCELYN~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!!

Jocelyn...Happy Birthday wor...heehee...hmm...this is the second time we celebrate your birthday...how times fly...hehe...hmm...actually really wanna go over to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY face to face de...but really feeling sick wor...Hope you had a wonderful birthday that day....

Heart could only,
Love for a while.
Feet could only,
walk for some miles.
Clothes wont be forever in style,
But having you as my friend is forever worthwhile.

Tired~!!

Arghz...Today had serious headache...almost faint when climbing the overhead bridge towards canteen 1...suddenly feel abit giddy...din have much sleep...doing the proposal thingy...and yet in my sleepy mode...DIN SAVE my proposal...and was quite frustrated...all the nite gone to waste...have to burn midnite oil tonite to finish it...arghz....bad day here....din expect I&E to be so tiring...first time doing the project with lots of complaints wor...ahaha...but i love my mates...they are all so enthusiastic and they make me more determine in getting our event done to the very best...so looking forward to the day of our event...hope it will be a real successful one...hehe...hope i can sleep early....really dunno wad to write for the proposal...omg....there's just so little things to tok on...ahaha...think should be ok bar...had it only 3.5 page long...with the title page...hmm...not sure if its enough bar...but thats wad we have been doing bar...hehe...hope i can finish it fast...i m depriving of sleep...doing the proposal...im going mad!!!wahahaha...better continue to see what i can add on for my proposal...its damn short...i wanna pass my I&E wor....jia you le wor...hehe...and yar...exams are round the corner le...everyone jiayou bar...we'll do our very best wor...Gambandei~!!!