Updates!!
Birthday passed..
Im 25!! Omg!! 1/4 of a century I had lived!
Had dinner with family...
After which join colleagues with some drinking at clarke quay...
Waited for the whole day for his msg...
But to avail, no msg was sent by him..
Was utterly disappointed...
Tsk. Why would I care so much when he doesn't?? Its time to let go?? Starting to ask why persevered??
Had been thinking alot...
My resolution moving towards 26...
Is to buy my dream house!!

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Tuesday!!
Gotten rid of monday blues!
Super busy monday!
Geez.
Last sat had a great chill out session with galfriends!!
Loves meeting up with them!!
Cos its always so filled with laughter and joy!!
Had given much thoughts to things...
Perhaps, im not that capable...
Well, not sure if I should stay on or its an opportunity to fight for it..
But given the situation, im not the apple of the eye.
Shall see how ba...
Aja aja fwighting!!
Till then peeps!

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Wednesday.
Had a great day yesterday...
Watched movie...
Walked around orchard...
I used that happy mood to hide off my everyday emo-ness...
Pretty obvious tho...
But I just don't want anyone to be worried about me...
Im ok being alone...

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Even if the whole world doubt me..
Even if everyone were to show their back on me...
I know you will always be there for me...
And I will definitely do so for you...

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Monday.
Am wearing blue again!
Puffiness in the eyes...
Cried till I slept...
Not sure why...
Broading over things...
Now other than being lost...
I found my way by drowning myself with all the wrk...
Make myself too tired to think more..
You may say its escaping things...
And yes I am!
I did that previously...
Not letting myself to be into another relationship so that I wont be hurt...
Until I met you and I thot you would be different...
But yet the ending is the same...
Now Im back to that stage...
Not believing in anyone..
Not committing myself into any relationship...
Cos it really hurt too much...
Too much for me to cope...
Well. I shall just focus on my job at this moment..
Aja aja fwighting!!

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Sunday.
Pretty emo day for me.
I saw that box..
That was given to me 2 years ago...
And it always reminded me that most touching thing you did for me.
Though it doesn't take much money, its the effort that touches right in my heart.
To you, you may think that Im not the one for you.
But as always, I believe you are the one.
I believe so.. even when we had bad quarrels.
Cos I know each quarrels we had would just make our relationship stronger.
But when I knew you had lost the ring, I knew you had a change of your heart.
Im no longer the person you love.
Im just like a thorn in your eyes.
Someone annoying...
As I step out of your circle of life, you seemed happier, more carefree.
And then I ponder...
Had I been the one hindering in your life.
Making you so tied into my world.
Ponder alot today..
But I guess things won't be able to turn back...
I still love you so...

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Wednesday.
Waking up with a serious headache!
Fell off the bed too....
Have been quite clumsy these days..
Many cuts & bruises on me...
Had a so real dream...
Dreamt that I fainted at work...
Had stitches on the head...
Finally I decided to take mc...
Worked abit too much...
Neglected my health...
Gastrics starting...
Geez...
Was reminded that my bday is coming....
Another year older...
Looking back this one year...
I've grown alot...
Less stubborn...
Less demanding..
Less irritating...
Thinking back...
I had a wonderful bday last year...
But not anymore...
While looking at those past posts..
I realise what I had wished for it had been fulfilled..
Need to think of new goals to achieve!!
Arghz!
Headache killing me...
Gttg get medication n rest well...
Till then peeps!

Ps: Never trade anything for health!

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Monday blues!!!
Good grief!!
Im wearing blue too!!
Another weekend passed
So fast!!
Did ponder about what was told to me.
Abit disappointed.
Perhaps i dont fit and not that capable to him.
Well well...
Makes me think twice and even thrice if what I did for him is worth it not.
Geez.
Heading work and thinking if I should have taken mc but yet cant bear to leave the work.
Haiz.
Positive positive positive!!!
Aja aja fwighting!!

PS: If your yesterday was you, today is me, will your tommorrow be US?

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TGIF!! Finally friday!
Hard day for the past 2 days!
Tsk.
Sometimes really make me ponder why work so hard?
People just take it for granted.
Arghz!
Insecured!!
Last day of the week!
Aja aja fwighting!!

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Wednesday...
*pout*
Ponder alot today...
Accidentally I saw his blog..
Geez!
Tear abit bit...
But dunno why...
Got the breakfast we used to eat...
Suddenly missing those days...
Aja aja fwighting!!!

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Tuesday blues!! Yawnz! Otw to work... the sky so blue, the breeze so cool!! A good weather to sleep on!!

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Labor day!

Today a labor day... homely day for me.. well well... a day filled with thots... think alot.. but no conclusion out of my confused mind. Perhaps thats the insecurity of women.. wopps! The women's mind is just so difficult to understand!! So dun understand it men!! If men & women know what each other wants... it would be the best of world! No quarrels! No sexist!

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