Thursday, April 27, 2006

Try This!

Hey...I pass by this website and find it real interesting...its a face recognition website....they will scan your photo and will find the celebrity that you look like....try this....but you will need to register it first....its free....try now! MyHeritage face recognition

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Miss Miss Miss TB25!!!!!

Ahaha....i forgot to post the "Attachment ends.." post....no wonder no updates....hehe....The new semester has started....I find that all the modules are quite nice....but im alone...hopefully i can make new friends....but the lecture people are all unfamiliar...aww...have been missing my TB 25 class....especially when we were year 1....Ar....those days were like so memorable....where we eat together...go out together....go lectures together...tutorials together....go toilet together....ahaha...basically everything together....I really treasured those time.....and now I am missing everyone....every single of them....and yar...yesterday meet up with peiwen, liqing and eve....had a wonderful time talking....and its like its seems to be real long since we last seen each other....really miss them loads!!!arghz...i just miss them lots!! and yar....i miss peiwen and joc drawings on my lecture notes....i miss the chit chat we had during the lectures....i miss having lunch with them...haiz....till then bar.....

Friday, April 21, 2006

Attachment Ends....

Last day of attachment...I must say the day I have been looking forward to...YES!!! I really cant stand the character of my boss....his contradicting character whereby he says is far different from what he does.... always contradicting himself....like he told us to do this....and another minute he will say why you do this+scoldings....I really cant stand him....not only that...he always talks behind his clients back....and i feel it very uneasy....when he meet his clients face to face....he totally change the attitude....OMG!! he is such a fake person!! I just cant accept people talking behind one's back and yet being so nice to one when face to face....And he's like so anxious to give us all his knowledge where the "school doesnt teach" (quoted from him)....Btw...those knowledge he wanted to tell us is like those etiquette....and I truly doubt he has it....its like he slurp on his noodles....talk when mouth is full and you will see something flying out from his mouth....And the most embarrass thing is that he will comment on the service of the cafe....and it is real loud lo!! The time when we go to bugis cafe....OMG...was really embarrass....he shouted and ask lots of things....at that moment i really feel like dashing out of the cafe....haiz....not only that...when he talks to me...the saliva will like spatter like fountain....especially when he talks on top of me....omg....the saliva dropped on my head.....and that did cause some itchyness of my hair for that entire day.....its so disgusting that i washed my head twice during my bath....Yucks....I think he is that only boss in the world that is the NO-NO role model to me....and even i read that book"How to handle difficult person" I also can't handle such a person....he is just hopeless....he is really bad.....he gives my friend an A everyday for the overall of the day...and guess what....on the last day....he need to assess her on her overall...and she got a B!!!Mine was like...he gives me 5 except for adaptability and initiative i got 4...I just dont understand!! He got say i take initiative do that and all...and yet he gives me a 4....haiz....just cant stand him.....even the pay doesnt help.....i still think that a good boss is more important than a good pay bar....at least during my stay i enjoy being with everyone in the company....hmm...i think im going to mark him down for the survey le.....i just cant stand him!!!!

Saturday, April 01, 2006

A letter to M

I wanna write this true story down...its a letter of true feelings on relationship with M which was never expressed....Abit sad...

A letter to M
Do you know why I tear that letter you ask someone to give me? Its because I just cant find any reason why you would not want to ask me face to face. But I know that call you made turned out worst.I was just saying things not with my heart. My jitterings of not wanting to answer your question of :"Do you love me?" Its just hard for me. I do not want to end the relationship but I still have to do it. I do not want to let down my parents. If I had said I still love you, what will be of us? For I really love you real deep, yet I know you did not know. From the beginning, you love me not because you really do love me. Somehow I feel that your love for me is just because I love you. The day I lend you my textbook and you returned me with a note asking me if I like you. At that moment, I was confused as to whether I should tell you my true feelings. I asked my friends and they encouraged me to speak up what's in my heart. During recess, you came up to me and asked. I bravely said I like you and that begins our relationship. Before our relationship starts, we by chance met you at your house when I was bringing my cousin back and saw you down the lift. I was delighted at that moment, I thought we are so fated to meet and that you must be that one. Ever since we started our relationship, we would always go home together. We waited for the bus to go back to your house. I confessed I did not tell you the truth that I was not going to my aunt house for tuition. It just that I want to accompany you home. The reason why I did not tell you the truth is because I do not want you to know that I love you so much that I really can not bear even a minute without having you by my side. After that incident and having gone for a camp, I realise the importance of family. The sudden change in the attitude of mine towards you is just so huge. Do you think I really want it? You really do not know how much courage I need to ignore you and do things not of my wantings. After that phone call, everything ended, you seemed like nothing had happened and that gave me heartache. You really never love me before. That goes my first relationship. The purpose of writing this letter is not to expressed that I still love you, its just to let you know my sudden change and the emotional struggle I had. The answer I have been looking to the question:" Did You Love Me At That Time?" is still a mist. My first encounter of relationship ended up just like that.

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