HAPPY DAY~!

YOHOOOOO~! We GOING OUT!!!! LOVES!!!! THE FIRST TIME ME.CINDY.LIYUN. JESSIE!!! We go out together. I'm HAPPY TODAY!!! EVERYONE HAPPY TODAY!!!!

我喜欢的
就是大家的陪伴
一起大笑
一起聊天
你们是我的快乐~!

LOVELY WEDNESDAY!

Wednesday~! Meetup for dinner~! YEAH!!! I'm HAPPY~! Wohooooo~!! I'm REALLY HAPPY!!! Miss her SO MUCH!! A pity Liyun and Jessie can't join us. We went IMM. Had dinner at Ajisen. Saw my sis there and give us 15% discount. I had the curry rice. NICE!! Hehe. SUPER FULL!! Then we went to shop at Giordano. Saw someone look like angel boys de Desmond. Bought a shirt. Oppps. I know I broke the promise I had with my friend. No buying of clothes on weekdays. Arghz. I won't buy too much this weekend lo. After that we went to grocery shop at Giant. All for pantry! I had FUN spending time with them!!! I LOVE THEM!! Tmr going out together again~!! Wohoooooo~! IM LOVING IT!

moody monday.

HAIZ. Monday. QUIET at work. EMOTIONAL. Too much things happened. Got loads of sorting need to do. Can't concentrate in my work. Cindy didn't come to work. Work got loads of discussion. I don't want to hear. I miss her. I miss the time we spend together. Meet up soon wor.

洒脱

Today Sunday. Went to church and I forget to bring my ez-link card and handphone out. Abit "心不在焉". Don't know why. I edited all my previous posts. I feel so abandoned, not well-liked, an idiot, useless, unwanted. [难道我有这么讨人厌吗?] I don't know if its I think too much.

PS: 我想学会洒脱一点.

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Saturday

Today is Saturday! Stayed at home and watch my drama online. Actually plan my shopping from outram to bugis but drop the idea. Cos I want to shop alone and I bet I will spend alot when I go alone. Next time lo. Later in the afternoon went to vivocity with my sisters! We bought some clothes. Total spendings=$50. Not bad bar. Cos got sale so still ok. I bought a dark chocolate digestive biscuits! It says its healthier and suitable for dieting. Didn't realise mark and spencer got sell alot of healthy food. Shall try their cereal one day. Now got sale somemore. We went to the Giant at vivocity! Caught a glimpse at the Ben's and Jerry ice-cream. Got report say Ben's and Jerry ice-cream is a healthy choice of ice-cream. Not very sure about it. But was tempted to buy cos there is offer, less than $10! Bought an instant pasta package and milk for tommorrow's lunch. Its easy to cook serve 4 person and can be microwave cooked. Next time can eat that at work when I slowly get back to my normal meals. I've decided to get back to my normal meals which is consuming starch stuff for lunch but not so fast at the moment. Suddenly decided on this cos my friend says I should go for normal meals. I'm easily persuaded. Gotta go le. Abit tired. Till then.

SAD!

Friday!! Restless than before. Sad than ever. Something happened. I'm really sad she's leaving! Cried alot! Cos I miss her loads! She brought me laughter every morning, helped me alot, played together at dinner and dance and loads! Haiz. I really 舍不得 her! The time we go JB together! Arghz!! This week is TERRIBLE! No wonder the bad omen!! I know she has reasons to leave and I won't probe on further but I want her to know that I'm there for her and if she needs someone, I'm here! You got us yea!!Me, Cindy, Jessie and Liyun!! We miss you loads!Sobx Sobx. Haiz. Today do sorting!! Can sort until I MAD! Weird at work! Nothing seems to be smooth even my SORTING! The data I keyed missing! Arghz! HOW COME? I also dunno. Quite a number wor. I can't be so careless to miss so much de! I think maybe because of some sudden shutdown I had which didn't recover my post last few days. ARGHZ!

PS: 我怀念的日子会有回来的一天吗?

思念依然 还在

Today really NO GOOD!! We registered for the Movie Therapy but they say we contingent staff cannot attend!! PENGZ~!! Then we become VERY RESTLESS!!! No mood to work lo!! How can like that threat us de. Though we are contingent staff, but still work for them de. Arghz. Since Monday at work no appetite. Though will feel abit hungry. Then go home gorge on food! Arghz. I also dunno why lei? Dunno why got so deep feeling. Tsk Tsk. Notice him since first day of work. Oops. I remember the first word I heard from him is 'Sorry' when queuing to pay for the food during lunch on the day I have my training [18.04.07]. Then I think he very polite, gentleman. ARGHZ. He is my motivation everyday to work de wor!! Now don't have le. Haiz. Today still doing sorting. Help Jessie abit with hers cos hers really very tiring!!! Eye will POP OUT!! Wahaha. But she still have to do OT. Poor thing. Jiayou wor. "思念依然还在 "

我是爱情傀儡
只为爱掉眼泪

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Tsk Tsk

Lead not in for this week. Vanda will be back tommorrow. Jill gave me thing to do! Wohoo! Have been waiting someone to give me things to do! Today got training. Quite ok! Cos it is relevant to the future things that I have to take note of. Doing sorting and data entry of those vendor document that I franked!!which is like 1400!!!Arghz! Super NO MOTIVATION TODAY!!!!

眼泪像珍珠般珍贵
但它却只为爱相随

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SAD

Early in the morning here am blogging. My lead is not in. Opps. Kinda abit sad. No motivation. No shuai ge today. But his friends are there. Super sleepy today. Didn't get enough sleep. Liqing first day at work here!! But so sad she is under HR!!!!!!! Hope they don't make things difficult for her. Next time maybe can have lunch with Liqing! Haiz. I got bad instinct. I got trip over on sat and sun. Is this a bad omen? I thinking there is something bad going to happen. I feel bad not going to church yesterday. Cos I very late then sleep. Arghz. Today feelings still not stable properly. But '一切都美好'. I still miss my shuai ge. 爱可以很简单吗?

I'm sad, 眼泪一直不自觉的掉下来.

看着照片
只想留眼泪
不懂是心痛
还是心碎
我却依然怀念
我对你的暗恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

舍不得

我会舍不得
你远远离我而去的那一刻
那背影我无法忘记
深深刻在我记忆里

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

忘了爱

忘了爱
不想再感慨
想要的答案
都已成为遗憾

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Dinner and Dance

Just came back from dinner and dance. Got take photo with ShuaiGe. (*awkward) Thanks to his friend cos he helped me to take photo and also to Cindy for the camera. I went alone to ask to take photo with him! Arghz. I just gather all the courage to chase him. Lucky he slowed down and I'm able to take photo with him. Somehow I feel it will end up the same. Got loads of things to ask him. Wonder if he had received my mail. Ask for his number. See him I suddenly forget to ask. Arghz! He smiled alot today!! And he got smile at us when we are outside of the ballroom. SUPER HAPPY! FIRST TIME he smiled so happily at us. And Thats SHUAI! I think he should smile more! Then he went to smoke and his bus came. So didn't get to talk to him. But he accept me in MSN! Wahaha. Next time work maybe can talk to him! Oopps. Kidding. Sadness? I don't know. Emo'ing? I supposed. Weird? YESH! Missing someone? ALOT! Wonder when will we meet again. Cry? YESH! Why? I see his back, 远远的离我而去. That kind of feeling I really DONT LIKE! Shy? EXTREMELY! I even shiver when I took picture with him and I smile so stiff. Agrhz! But he is very shuai in the pics! His smile. So mesmerising. I'm loving it! Ahaha. Talk to him in MSN! Happy! Cos he say he saw my email! Hehe. Today cant sleep le. In a confused state. Don't like the feeling ' at times I want to give up, you give me hope.' Arghz. Pictures uploaded in friendster! Go friendster see wor. So sad today Jessie went off early. I must be a happy girl! I'm sure I can! Now go work SUPER NO MOTIVATION AT ALL LE! Tsk Tsk. How am I going to survive till end sept without shuai ge! Till then. No More Tears.

伤心难过, 这一切不好过.

就是开不了口让他知道

开不了口
只好自己承受
很想讲的
不敢跟你讲


记得那天你走后
背影模糊了一空
我在这伤心阁楼
承受爱情的捉弄

PS: 就是开不了口让他知道

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Graduation Ceremony~!

Current time:1.30am
Today graduation nei~!! Wahaha!!So happy, EXCITED! Get to see all my darling friends!! I'm happy! Got half day of from work for the graduation ceremony!! Time passed so fast today. I left at 12.10pm and I bump into Ken walking towards cafe for lunch!! Wahaha. Then went to cafe to look for my friends to say I'm going off le. (Actually want to catch another glimpse of Ken 'cos he walked too fast! *opps) Meet Peiwen and Liqing~! I so HIGH~!! We graduating together today~!!! I'm gonna clap loud loud for all my friends! Limei was sitting beside me and Limin (know her in flash classes) We talked cos the ceremony was quite a boring one! We even have to sing national anthem, but no one sang. Wahaha. After the whole ceremony ended, we went around to take photos!! Saw Gin and Irene!! So long never see le!!! Cos I'm always sick and I missed all those gatherings! Sorry Gin!! I missed them! But didn't see the rest of TB22. Sobx. After that me, Peiwen and Liqing we went town!! Hehe. We went to play ARCADE at Cineleisure!! Our Fav arcade game. We called it "Siu Siu". Then we went to level 9 play the photo hunt!!! We play quite long there cos we "bu gan xing" never hit our target. Hehe. Sleepy and slept on the bus when on the way home. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tomorrow gotta go work. Till then~! HAPPY GRADUATION TO ALL~!

不对也要爱

Oopps. Haven been blogging, shall update lo. Hehe. This week nothing much. I didn't talk to ken. Wahaha. Yesterday Peggy bring me and Cindy to see ken. So paiseh nei! Ahaha. We only say "hello" thats it. Ok! I must admit I am not good at "chasing guys". Never succeed before nei. Erm...maybe only once or twice. Cos I shy and don't have much courage to express my feelings out. Pessimistic is one big hinder!! I got not much confident in myself and I know I very 'dao' when I alone(no smile de). My friends won't get to see that cos I smile to those I whom I know de. Oopps. Haiz. Life is really boring!! Especially working in such a quiet environment. Still not use to the quietness of it. Hmm. Saw this chinese song by a rock girl band, find the lyrics very cool and sort of describe what I feel.

不对也要爱
填词:徐世珍
作曲:hemby,natalie lauer,angela
编曲:郭达良
根本没有什么好不好
你又不是我怎么会知道
反正他的声音他的脸
不可思议让我疯掉
全世界就饶了我们好不好
门关上外面风太吵
紧紧拥抱代替了祈祷
只要我问心无愧
就算不对也要爱
就算想哭也不分开
就算不睡也要爱
怕明天不会来
爱情没有条件好不好
不哭不笑谁也活不了
偏偏只有一个人让我心跳
我爱我的妨碍了谁
我幸福给你看
不管时间不管地点
化成了灰我也不会变
oh别把我放开

暗恋也会是一种美

童话永远美丽
但是在实际上
却是不可能的

有谁不想拥有它
又有谁不去幻想
多么甜蜜的童话

虽然得不到
那所谓的不可能
或许暗恋也会是一种美

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

宁愿

只愿守候在你身边
也许只是一厢情愿
但我还是宁愿
这一切永远都不变

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin