Emo'ing

Friday! Super EMO'ing!! Eve, Sharlyn, Sharon, Carol, etc are leaving. So many people last day today. If I had not extended my contract, today would also be my last day. I think I will miss them all!!!! It has been great knowing them! During the whole MERPS project, I had learnt alot. My lead has been really taking care of me and working with both the fin and proc dept has been really enjoyable. The people here are just GREAT! I will be going over to proc dept at the admin building. Feeling a bit stress. Heard that the working environment over there is quite tense. Hope I can adapt well over there. Today after work went to Bukit Timah Food Centre for dinner with Cindy. Then I went for the RMIT talk. GUESS WHAT!!! I decided not to go for RMIT after the talk!!!!! After listening to what they had said. Somehow I feel that it is not what I expected it to be though I find that the Work Integrated Learning seems to be rather relevant in the working world. After the course coordinator further explained about the course, I am more assured myself that this is not I want. She did badmounth a bit of UOL that their program are more of exams which I somehow feel abit unethical. Maybe it is also of this bad impression she gave me that makes me even not wanting to join RMIT. She seems wanting to discourage us to apply for RMIT which I think most of them also feels it where most people storm out of the lecture hall immediately after her say. Anyway the deadline has been extended to 27 sept 2007. I am now thinking of UOL. I'm hoping to make up my mind by mid october. Till then.

HAPPY~!

WOHOOOOO~! THURSDAY~! CINDY IS EXTENDING~! I'm LOVING IT!!!!! YIPEEEE~! HAPPY!!! I'm SUPER HAPPY!!!! Hehe. I still can't make decision where should I study. Finance is one important factor as I wanted to pay the whole of the school fees by myself. I don't want to depend on my parents and that they have to pay for my sis NUS's school fees too. Don't want to add any burdens to them too. I shall see how the talk goes tomorrow. I'm HAPPY today~! But feeling abit nervous joining a new department, environment and people. Hope things will go on well. Till then.

PS: 秋天的萤火虫真的存在吗?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIQING~!

Wednesday.. Went out with Liqing to Orchard~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIQING~!Hehe. Accompany her go buy present for her boyfriend!! Wahahaha. Buying boyfriend present on her birthday!! Weird hor!! We went to takashimaya, all those branded shops to look for suitable present for her boyfriend nei. Went LV, Burberry, Dunhil, Coach, Gucci and finally we found something in PRADA!! Bought a dunk at Prada! The dunk looks nice!! Then we headed for dinner at takashimaya. When we finish our dinner, Liqing wanted to buy drink and I excused myself to the washroom and sneakly bought 2 mini cakes at Crystal Jade. Hehe. Hope she likes it. Hehe. Then we video conference with PEIWEN who can't join us. Along our way back home, we bought a cardigan. Tempted to buy clothes! But was kind of broke for me. Still in the mist of deciding where should I study. Decided on RMIT but not sure about that school. Shall go for the talk and see how it goes. Hope I can really make decision. Really need some serious advice. Till then. Abit sleepy. Today went for interview with Richard. SERIOUSLY NERVOUS! I get through le. My contract extended 3 more months. I love working in GSK cos there are many sweet memories here. But I wish CINDY could stay too.

你转身要走

你转身要走

每当看你转身要走
泪水只会不停的流
即使心会一直伤痛
也只能默默看你走


© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

那天

那天当我遇见你
心跳得多么疯狂
不知是否爱上你
让我变得好迷惘

那天就这样离开
心里多么的忧伤
好多话没说出来
却只寂寞在一旁

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

对于爱恋

对于爱恋
会抱着太深的执念
因为如此
所以有着疯狂举止

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

I will Miss GSK!!!

Wednesday~! 7 more days of work. Nothing much to do at work since the cutover. I think I'm gonna miss everyone! I really enjoy working here! I met Cindy, Liyun, Jessie, Mama, Papa, Peifen, Eve, Sharlyn, Kak Kak, HIM, etc. There are sweet memories in every stage of the MERPS project. We helped each other, laughed and joked. I enjoy those time with all of everyone~!



CINDY!

I think she and I had great minds! REALLY GREAT MINDS! Its like we think the same! And when I really do that with my friends they will say that I'm weird! I LOVE CINDY!!! We got loads of things to talk. Our tastes are quite similar!! I can say she makes my working life here more meaningful. ALOT MORE MEANINGFUL! We got common topics, seems never ending. I'm going to miss her LOADS when our contracts finished. Can't greet her 'Morning' when she board the bus in the morning. Can't see her everyday. Can't drag our legs to work together. Can't say 'bye' when she alight at her stop. Sobx. Muacks.



LIYUN!

I love her laughter! Wahahaha. Her laughter will brighten my day de. She is from HR. We met at Bus 3 de. When it was her first day taking the bus, we chatted. And I find her nice! Hehe. She and her gang, very happening. All are 美女s lor! She with Liqing, Michelle, HuiMei. They are all so sweet sia. I'm going to miss liyun and all loads!



JESSIE!

JESSIE!!! First look can't imagine she is from MAGNUM FORCE!!!! SUPER SMALL!!!! Wahaha. She got the cute look. Don't look like her age. Hmm. I think she very good at 撒娇! Not those disgusting type. Very sweet de!! Wahahaha. Her dept always give her alot of things to do!!! Cos she took over 2 people!!! Can you imagine!! She do 2 people's work!!! Is very tedious for her de!!! I love her loads!!!! She and her favourtite PIGLET!!! AND SHE LOVES CHICKEN!!!!!



HIM!

I noticed him on my first week of work. Too eye-catching?? I think so!! Alot of girls look at him de!! Cos he is 帅的!! In my point of view, I see him as a polite person. Seems rather cool by his looks. Think he should be quite amiacable bar. Never talk to him much (I shy de wor). But really nice getting to know him. Jiayou for FYP wor.



MAMA!

I loves her!! She really take care of US!! All her daughters!!! Miss her loads wor!!!! See her so 幸福 with Papa. Really very happy for them! Want to see them 这样幸福下去~!



PAPA!

Papa!! He really dotes mama alot de!!! Hehe. With Mama, he looks so 幸福 de lor. Happy for both of them. Loves them loads!!!



KAK KAK!

Eh? Why call him Kak Kak?? He really Kak Kak nei. Very 386 in our cliques. Opps. Cant get into our convo de. But he is nice lar. Except got too much scandals sia. Wahahaha. Board at the same bus stop as me. So knew him on bus de. Dragonboat de.



PEIFEN!

Another dragonboat de!! But really can't tell she is dragonboat de!!! SURPRISE!!!! Sweet looking girl. Hehe. She loves green apples!!



EVE!

She, Miss scatterbrain wor. A very nice person to get to know. Her first day I see her leg is SUPER SKINNY de lor!!!! Opps. I seems like always seeing people's leg. Is envy de lor!



SHARLYN!

I think she loves food. Ask me for any nice food blogs. Hehe. A very chatty person. Quite direct in her words which in my opinion is good!



WOW!!! Today is quite a long post!!! Hehe!!! I really abit 不舍得 everyone. Sobx. I make nice friends here. I really love them loads!!! Hugz!!

PS:有选择的人却不懂得珍惜~

Jill's Last Day

Monday~! Abit of a Monday Blues. 10 more days to end of contract~! Tomorrow is Jill's last day wor. Feel really bad not joining them on thursday for dinner. Opps. Cos got something on. Today finished all the filing Jill asked me to help her do!!! It was like 2 arch file. 100% filled. Sort it, punch hole and file. Abit tired. Went out with friends after work. So long never go out with them le. Everyone has been busy with their own life. Some working some studying. Now I starting to consider what should I do next. Study or Work?? Really confused. Making a decision is hard for me! Cos I don't like regretting on the decision I had made. Thus, I will take a long time to decide on something. As for whether I should study or work. The time for me to consider about it is quite short. The application for SIM ends on 1st oct which is quite soon. Really confused! Can't see what I want to be. Where is my dream? Those wild dreams I used to have no longer exist. Maybe is due to having looked at this practical world?? Or me being more realistic to pursue something more practical?? Have no idea?? The business world doesn't suit me? But I really like it! I love doing projects maybe in terms of research where I can search for useful informations that allow me to learn a lot. School sounds good for me! But should I study part-time?? I need serious advice! Had loads of hearings from seniors and those research I had did. Shall decide before the application closed and stay still on the decision! Till then.

眼泪

泪水只不停流满面
它代替了所有思念
对你的爱从不改变
却只能藏在心里面

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

JB trip

Wednesday~! Went to JB~! We had loads of fun~! Loves!!! Till then. I'm tired. Really tired. Think too much.

Appreciation Dinner

Appreciation Dinner~! Super HIGH~! The Consultants are very HIGH~! Super Enthusiastic!! Our video is PERFECT!!! Hugs to Cindy and Jessie!!! All our effort to that video!!! But was quite pissed with XXX and CHUCKY. Is SUPER PISSED de lor!!!! ARGHZ! Really don't like helping out! He really idiot!! Demanding yet not doing anything. Just simply think that we must help!!! Thanks to Papa who fetch us home. Listening us whining. Hehe. Tired le. Till then peeps~

PS: 我还爱你吗?

Sunday~!

Sunday! I love Sunday~! hehe. Looking forward to Monday~! Though I really don't like helping him. Appreciation Dinner @ Raffles Marina. Hope everything goes well and turns out well.

PS:有选择的人都不懂的珍惜眼前的幸福

Not myself

Today. I am weird! Sorry to all if I did anything. I'm not being myself today. Haven't sort out things. Till then~

需要一些安慰

眼泪那酸酸的滋味
也会需要一些安慰
你笑容让我不伤悲
因为知道我有你陪

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

痛哭

好想跟上你的脚步 

把你在我身边留住 

但却只能站在远处 

默默地在一旁痛哭 

Sat OT

Saturday. Went back to work. Today got Football match!!!!! Wohoooo~! Ole Ole ole ole~ I really miss going to work on saturday and sunday~!!!! I used to work on sat and sun de!! Cos is SUPER FUN!! Wear CASUALLY!! Talk like no one business. Wahahaha. Reach home about 6.15pm. Saw him again. Tsk Tsk. After that went to IMM, had Ichiban!! SUPER NICE! I satisfied my cravings! Too bad my younger sis cannot join us cos go dating. Wahahaha. Brought laptop home to do the powerpoint slides. But I don't think I can finish. Tomorrow got work. Till then.