*Emo'ing* day

I love working in GSK~! I love everyone there~! Hehe. Everyone is NICE! Still haven give my lead an answer. Went to NTUC after work. SAW MY LEAD!!! OMG!!! With her son. Ahaha. She didn't see me. Haiz. Saw someone. *Emo'ing??? No more bar. 想开了?? I really don't know wor. I feel bad today. I did alot of things really BAD at work!! Arghz. SORRY! *Ask for forgiveness* Tomorrow got OT. We coming back to help out~! Hehe. Ask if I can go also. *so thick skin* Cos tomorrow all alone at home and my friends tomorrow not free. Shall spend the whole day working! At least I am occupied. Won't think too much. Hope I can break free from all those 'think too much'. Like that will cry everyday nei. Super sad de. And why must I bump into him!!! Haiz!!!!

PS:
哭了好几天
你不曾看见
是太爱你了
所以舍不得

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Thursday~

Thursday. Did another verification again. Was asked to extend my contract. Still considering if I should extend. Consulted my friends. They encouraged me to go for it since I have not found any job at the moment and since the director recommend me, I should really go for it. Should I?? I really don't know wor. Must reply her on friday. Headache. Was told tomorrow was my last day. * confused. Haiz.

PS:
我一直还在等待
是否该向你表白
心情有点不明白
到底依然爱不爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Outing~!

Wednesday! Today do verification until very tired. Went out with Liqing and Peiwen to celebrate Peiwen's birthday~! Hehe. Me and Liqing saw this very nice notebook and immediately think of Peiwen. We went to sushi tei for dinner~! Hehe. Hope Peiwen like the notebook and enjoy her birthday~! After dinner we go for arcade~! Our usual game~! Air hockey~ Hehe. Peiwen still beat me and Liqing. Wahahaha. She too 厉害 le. Then we go for our usual Picture Hunt. Wahaha. Then headed home le. Yawnz. Super tired. Till then~!

PS: 我还在怀念些什么??

Bored!

Tuesday. Super Tired! Time passed super slow at work lo. Do data check. Found a faster way to do it! Wahaha. Tomorrow need to help sports to do verification~! Yohoooo~! Finally got things to do. Haiz. *Emo'ing no more lar!!! Really dont wanna be so 没用 nei. I can make it de.

爱上一个多情人
就是对自己残忍
即使知道不应该
却偏偏想要去爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Peiwen's Birthday

Today is 27th August~! Peiwen's Birthday! Wohooo~! Happy erm... 18th Birthday to you~! Wahahaha. Shall write it as 18th since you insist it. Hehe. Shall meet up soon wor~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIWEN~!
May all your wishes come true and always sweet 18~! Wahahaha

A post just for CHONG PEIWEN~!

Need to catch some sleep le. Super tired.

Sick.

SICK! Dreamt of someone. *SUPER EMO'ING* (哭着起床的) I want to get that MR HAPPY Shirt Cindy said that is sold at ZARA!!! Erm. Should I? Spend too much this month le. Next month will be another BIRTHDAY BLAST! Y*ng, M*ng, Des, 'Mond, LiQing, Xiao Ai...OMG. Feel super sick still come online blog. Ahaha. But really need to write it out. Suppressing inside very pain. I hope won't see him anymore. His appearance is confusing my current mood. I also don't know why it does and I really don't know!

那时你的无动于衷
让我一个人在心痛
也许现在应该想通
把爱放下才最轻松

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

TO: MR ＨＡＰＰＹ！

TO: MR HAPPY

你害羞的笑容
常浮现脑海中
你那涨红的脸
我多么的眷恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

SATURDAY~

SATURDAY. SUPER SUNNY DAY~! GO SENTOSA~! Wohooo...Rai, Jueying, Gin and me...So long never meet up le!!! I love them!!Had great time with them today. Went and have luge ride. I have fear of the LUGE RIDE!! Oopps. Then we went and chill. Had alot of fun with them!! Must meet up often yea!!! I will promise to make time for you all!! Hehe. After that went to Fang birthday party. Fang was 漂亮! The eyelashes VERY NICE!!!Like her makeup!!I love her loads!! She is my besties in sec sch days. Though nowadays not often go out. I still love her!!Must stay幸福 with your dear dear nei. After helping her clear everything, Shuqi drive us to Westmall. I walked home from there. Started *EMO'ING* AGAIN! Haiz. As I was thinking that if I today really bumped into him today....then I saw him. ARGHZ! *SUPER EMO'ING*

是否还有一丝思念
是否想念你在身边
但一切不可能从来
因为你的爱已不在

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

SUPER ＰＵＦＦY EYES!! Cried the whole night. Eyes super tired, sour. I don't know why I am so bothered. His appearance has turned my feelings upside down! Yesterday at work was still happily drawing loads of MR HAPPY!! I LIKE MR HAPPY!! So CUTE! I want a MISS SHY!! Haiz. Today went out with Liqing and Liyun after work. Feel SUPER BAD!!! Left Cindy alone!!! I'm really sorry!! SORRY CINDY!!!We went to orchard. Yun bought her MAC makeup stuff. Feel better going out with them. When go home, sitting on the bus alone. Think abit more and teary eyes. TOMMORROW SENTOSA TRIP and FANG BIRTHDAY PARTY~!

*Emo'ing*

PS: 不知还在期待什么...

*SUPER EMO'ING*

Thursday. I am tired. Got loads of things to handle when I got home. Went up and down to meet my friend to pass her some documents. Then went to the ATM. Up and down 4 times! Heavily rain. Just like how I feel. PS: 眼泪不知觉的流, 无法控制的流着.
*SUPER EMO'ING*

是我不知道该怎么回答
是你让我心情变得复杂
也许是我真的想得太多
一直想着从前能再来过

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

我还爱你吗?

Tuesday. Tuesday blues? Still Emo'ing. I keep it inside. Don't want to be so 没用 in front of my friends. Nothing get better. Work is still the same. Went out with lingz and all. Thanks a lot!! You guys brighten my day!!! I love you all!! Muacks.

PS: 我还爱你吗?

*Emo'ing* day

*Emo'ing*

想着曾经牵过我那暖暖的大手
想着曾经你给过我的那些温柔

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

Yesterday went KBox with Cindy and Marcus. Couldn't sleep after singing. Today was REALLY TIRED! But still feel so HIGH!! Really dunno why. DEPRIVING OF SLEEP.
*Emo'ing*

从不轻易流的眼泪
要的不是你的安慰
哭着看你走的背后
我多么不想让你走

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

<<不能说的秘密>>Lyrics

Here's the song that I will listen everyday. Whenever I hear this song, really can make me tear. Reminiscing the scenes in the <<不能说的秘密>>(Secret) Movie.

<<不能说的秘密>>
歌词: 周杰伦
歌曲: 方文山
歌手: 周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
又何必去改变
已错过的时间
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
或许命运的签
只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

躲开

*Emo'ing*

我拼命的想躲开
那一切所有感慨
也许我应该明白
这不是所谓的爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

眼泪

*Emo'ing*

一直忍住眼泪
不想让你看见
那心痛的滋味
我依然还眷恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

<<不能说的秘密>>SECRET

WENT TO WATCH SECRET!!!!! 不能说的秘密!!!!JAY CHOU is SUPER CUTE!!!!!! OMG!!! The show is REALLY NICE!!! EVERYONE MUST WATCH!!!!!! All those actions, dialogues really very sweet. SO SWEET. Those little actions. Awww... I WANT THE SIGNATURE POSTER!!!!*ROLLS EYES*

Here is the pics of the poster.

Featuring 路小雨 . 叶湘伦


<<不能说的秘密>>

NATIONAL DAY~!

IT'S NATIONAL DAY~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Bought my HANDPHONE~! FINALLY!! Decided on Samsung Z720. I'm Loving it. Dinner time I went to WestMall to pack KFC for my family. Travel all the way to WestMall cos my sis say my house there de KFC not nice to eat. Since I'm not into NDP so I make the way down to buy for them. Queue is SUPER LONG!! LOADS of PEOPLE!! Was super heavy for me to carry. 8 pieces chicken, 6 pieces nuggets, 2 med coleslaw, 1 zinger, 5 drinks and 1 mashed potato and still have to buy newspaper. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Have been *emo'ing* the whole day.

PEACE TO SINGAPORE and to the WORLD~!

Confused!

Today forget to bring wallet to work and hence my keys are left at work. Initially decided to meet dad at westmall to buy handphone but didn't bring wallet so ask dad back. Sat at my house there de benches. Saw someone. Weird feeling. I dunno why. Maybe I haven't put those feelings down though I initiated the ending. I'm confused. I know at that time I said things that I really don't mean it. Yet you did not ask me why the ending, nothing was done and so the ending. Painful to me yet I know you won't know. Who would want to end something that one loves? I wouldn't do that but yet at circumstances I have to say things that not what I want.Haiz. You never know whatever turmoil that I have then and now I really don't know why I am still thinking about it, after those 8 years. Till today then I realise, if I had put down that all during the 8 years, I wouldn't be so bothered when I see him today. I'm such pathetic. Why am I still mesmerising the past??? Confused state. Gonna sleep le. Till then. *Emo'ing*

Lyrics

Monday Blues. Yawnz. Sleepy. Started drafting lyrics. Wanted to write this for someone and participate in the competition. Here's the bridge part. Incomplete.

看着我们的照片
对你的所有思念
渐渐越来越明显

回忆着那些从前
能让我笑得很甜
只有见到你一面

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

Back from my grandpa house. Yawnz. Sleepy wor. This saturday was quite a bored one. My friends all cannot book out. Tsk Tsk. No one to go out with. Sobx. Wanna catch Knock Out. Recommended by Fang! Hehe. Anybody interested? M18 movie. Romance cum Comedy with abit of a nudity. wahaha. I want to watch!! Fang makes me excited about the show~!! Yawnz. Sleepy. Now is like 3am!!! Tmr need to wake up super early to go church. Till then lor~!

Steamboat Dinner

Its Thursday!! Just came back home~! We had steamboat~! Went to Sheng Siong do marketing. Then go back prepare all the stuffs. SUPERB~!So NICE! FAMILY DINNER~! wohooo~! Chit Chat while eating. After that helped to pack all the stuffs. Really got alot to pack. hehe. We packed till quite late wor. Hehe. I always love it when we spent time together. The laughter and joy we had together. I really love them all and really feel fortunate to know them! Tmr is FRIDAY!! Wohooo~! I'm looking forward to it!