TiRED!!!

Today is a real tired day...just come back from the graduation party...handling those nursery kids and kindergardern kids with their performances...there are so fun to play with...and playing with them makes me feel younger and like that of my childhood...though there is some which is quite disobedient and even carry him the whole day...my hand is really very pain...oh~!can you imagine...i even help the boys to change!!They didnt even wear their undies...oh my~! I really feel very awkward helping them change...but now I got used to it...thats what I have been seeing for the whole holidays since I work at the childcare...they are really cute...really enjoy the time with them...opps..thinking of becoming a childcare teacher in the future...no bar~kids nowadays are difficult to handle...if they are naughty cant beat them...but its nice to have an experience of working at the childcare...the teachers there too are fun to be with~~Wa really tired loR~! Theres goes another day~ Class Timetable is out~Most lessons start at 9am and ends mostly about 3pm or 1pm...thats great...den after class got more time to go out with friends~!yipee~~~!!

Another day pass~!

Today A Really fun day...we had family outing~! we go to Pasir Ris Park...have a picnic there...and we ride bicycle...really so fun~!so long never have such a outing....after all those fun..really can feel the tiredness....but I really did enjoy myself there....hmm...think I monday going to go for interview other jobs...wanna earn some money so can buy Christmas present for my family...give them a surprise...haha...cos that is not my practise..heehee..but that is of I got another job....cos current job is just enough for my daily expenses...muahaha...besides I'm kinda sick of the job...doing nothing much...I like to work at place where I can get to know new friends...Like motorola...haha..missing those days...haiz...yesterday was Shihui birthday but din celebrate with her...like very bad...and we haven give her the present we bought for her...hmm..wanna wish her a Happy Belated Birthday~! thanks for everything....

TesT ReLeasE ToDay~!

8:20am- The moment I wake up..I immediately go and wash up and get into the net...but sad to say...the result is not out...haven sleep well last night..really scared I cant get to the next semester....GOD please bless me that I will get good result...I really did my very best in the exam...I hope you wont disappoint again...disappointment seems to come by me time and time again...I feel like I cant take it anymore...disappointment makes me a less stronger person...if things dont come what expected...please dont give me hope for it...this week seems to be a hopeful week and yet a disappointing week...all those emotions are just full of ups and downs....really tink I cant take this anymore....really feel like going back to the old days....going to school then go out with friends...at least I wont have the stress I'm undergoing and the disappointment coming towards me...continue later....gotta go to childcare liao...later come back then see if the result is out.....

8.37am- Just went back to take a look at the result...Wao...I actually did pass all my subject..though macroeconomics was really bad...but what can I do... I really dont like macro...cos Macro Makes Me Mad...haahaa...so glad I pass all...I bet all my classmates too have score well in theirs....though the result is not very good...but to me I think it is really compromising of my ability...sad to say..I did quite badly for POA and written communication...not what I expected...but all these are over...finally the heavy burdens are released....the week really makes me feel so emotionally uncontrolled.....but the result ends my week with a better mood..thank God for not disappointing me....

Dsappointment....

Wa..yesterday was really a disappointing day lorz...Din get the job...somemore like so nerd..sit outside techpoint for nothing....what's the best is that KokYi oso work here~!...wHat a disappointment...ask us go back after so long of waiting...what a screwed agent...should have organised abit mar...haiz...hmm...words kinda crude hur..but really angry lor...almost cant get home...haiz..worse is that the person i have yearned to see haven come before i left...so sad...travel all the way der and yet to no avail to see him...but saw those friends who are still working der...wao...and yar saw his friend who dao me lor...muahaha...den tink he must be saying about me to him bar...i sneeze all the way back and i had a really sneezy sleep...haha..aiya i think too much liao....so mad about him...heehee...really lor...cos i really like him alot mar...dunno why oso...have that special feelings for him since that very 1st day of work...notice him alot since den...i still remember i 3rd nov 2003 go there work de...haiz...time really pass very fast...like him about 1 year!!wao...such a distant one side love manz...today hope the agent wun disappoint me again....NO!!they just call me ask me dont need to go today!!why must things always go against me!! I think I have to continue to teach at the childcare....I miss him!!

ShouLd I oR ShouLd I noT??

Oh NO~! I have to make decision now!!How???I really want to go back to motorola to work!!But I cant just quit that childcare work...I cant get back in time after work...so I can only take up 1 job...haiz..I really want to go back Motorola and work lehz...I want to work with him~!!!!How??? What can I do??I am very confused...where things can be what I want??I really miss him alot and want to go back and work!!why???why this???At times you give me hope yet all this hope I have been wanting cannot be fulfilled...then why do you still let me see this hope and yet a hope I cant catch....

I'M really very sad...I really wanna see him once more....Should I or should I not???

Miss Miss Miss...i Miss all my friends~!

I'M getting real excited nowadays...gotta catch up with my friends in motorola these few days...really miss those time we had during work...it was so fun...i miss Anqi.Sam.Yubingz.Shihui.Sidi and all those friends i had made during work...really got lots to catch up with you guys...and yar not to forget that special someone who is still working there...he is really a nice guy who never fails to help one in need...really feel fortunate to know you...now always miss so many friends...i also miss TB25...we so long also never go out together le...we fight so much for our exam...i believe we all can get to the next semester together...yeah~! 11 nov...exam result release....God bless everyone pass with flying colours~~

HoLidays KinDa boRed~!

HoLidays are real boring for me...now currently teaching a bunch of naughty kids at the childcare...really had a hard time teaching...they wont listen...think i should get another job?? but who want to hire students for 1 month...haiz..today very bored...use the net whole day...feelings abit mixed up..trying to search for what i want...and to grab them tight...feelings cannot be hidden...but i'm really not good at expressing those...i'm afraid i express the wrong thing and leading to misunderstanding....my feelings for everyone in my life...i treasure them..for everyone plays an important role in my life...and this makes me mature more...i want to clear up all those weird feelings i have... making use if the holiday...to fight in the next semester....yea~!and i will do it!!
I have to let things out...God bless i can make it to the next semester...11 november 2004 comes the result of the exam...May aLL of TB25 get good grades...cheers~!

weLc0me t0 my very own blog....

This is my new blog...where i express every bits of feelings i have for the days...just like a journal unlike the previous one...so filled who those lovey dovey words...that blog will be as http://xxxforeveruxxx.blogspot.com
if anyone is still interested in reading those words i have...feel free to drop by...i just wanna have this place just for myself where i can vent out all feelings i have...for the earth...for my friends...for him...for everyone...maybe i cant express my feelings well...so i might as well write them all down to let you guys understand that i dont mean any other thing harsh...i may not be good at expressing...hence i hope this little blog can let me express whatever i wanna express in words...though maybe a bit insincere...