At NUH visiting my colleague...
As I pass by the emergency area...
I remembered accompany you and your mum for your back pain till 4 am...
Even went back work the next day...
I can still remember vividly how fearful I was...
So worried about you while waiting...
At that time...I know its love...
The love I had for you..
I never regret of us being together
Just regret that I didnt treasure you more than I should that make you let go my hand...
It was hurtful...
But I feel I deserve it for being such a difficult person...
Difficult to please...
Demanding...
Stubborn...
But you just let me go my way...
Consuming all my nonsensical demand..
But I wanna say...I Love You to bits!
The things you do for me I really appreciate...
Just hope you are getting on really well...
As I always say to you..  aja aja fwighting lubbie!
21 more days to 2 years of breakup.

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Had been pretty emotional...
Everything seemed so insecured...
Very insecured...
A job that I might lose anytime...
A status that is complicated...
A family I had to feed...
A life that is not I wanted...
Did the wound transform me into someone im not?
I begin to feel that Im not myself...
Feels like Im wearing a smily mask to face whats coming...
Even when I need a shoulder, I dare not ask for it...
Cos ego was on the way and im always on my brave front...
The barriers built up so tall around me...
That no one can ever come near...
Maybe Im scared of getting hurt by people that I rather get hurt by myself and all the decisions I made...
Why am I extremist emo kid!
Breakfree! Its friday!
Till then peeps!

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纪念爱情旅程4.
第一次, 我们拥抱的地方。
偶尔经过, 会特别感伤。

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想念你的心, 装满的你所有的表情。
我写的日记, 都是你我曾经的回忆。

Dedicate to you: 你好吗? - Jay Zhou

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Its mid week!
Have been rather busy with work...
Something big happened and was kinda traumatised by it...
Well, thats the unpredictable of life...
Had been having pretty bad gastric...
Guess I need someone to tame me!
Lol. Still abit stubborn and not eating properly...
Geez...
45 more days to 2nd year of break up...
Wonder if I can really take it...
Aja aja fwighting brig!!

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