Had been pretty emotional...
Everything seemed so insecured...
Very insecured...
A job that I might lose anytime...
A status that is complicated...
A family I had to feed...
A life that is not I wanted...
Did the wound transform me into someone im not?
I begin to feel that Im not myself...
Feels like Im wearing a smily mask to face whats coming...
Even when I need a shoulder, I dare not ask for it...
Cos ego was on the way and im always on my brave front...
The barriers built up so tall around me...
That no one can ever come near...
Maybe Im scared of getting hurt by people that I rather get hurt by myself and all the decisions I made...
Why am I extremist emo kid!
Breakfree! Its friday!
Till then peeps!

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