Sick

Here come friday...was down with serious virus.....and didnt get to eat dinner with Gin....so sorry....was really feeling dizzy and unwell....maybe is because of the virus spreading around in the office....Yawnz...I better get some sleep before I blurb rubbish here....Till then and sorry to Gin for not going....

Dad's Birthday

Dad's birthday today....My younger sis treating again....ahaha...yesterday that dinner was really cheap...we, 5 people, eat 14 plates and some other side dishes is like less than $40 lo.....wahaha...so my sis treating today....we went Mayim...but without my mum cos she's working...luckily I am clever...I share noodles with my sis....cos I cant take much food for dinner...my sis ordered xiao long bao....which I think is abit oily....the soft shell crab was not bad...and I really love their 'Pao Cai'( Korean Cabbage, yet suit Singaporean, more sour than spicy) Was really full though I ate less....hehe....and we wait for mum to come back and another cake for my dad's birthday...Durian Mousse Cake....Im not a Durian lover...so I dint take.....ahaha....This is the first time we had cake on dad's birthday....cos we usually celebrate together on mum's birthday.....Yawnz....Really tired le....Till Then~

Mum's Birthday

Today is my mum's birthday....Just got back from dinner...had dinner outside paid by my sis....ahaha...birthday cum pay day treat...we had dinner at Jurong West Sports and Recreation Complex...Its located near the City Harvest Church area....The restaurant is Nihon Musa that we go....its the one introduced on TV very often with their 99c plate sushi....the sushi is really really nice...Especially the scallop, salmon sushi and the soft shell crab maki...the variety doesnt seem to be as much as they indicated....maybe because we went there late....hehe....dropped at the wrong bustop....wahaha....then went back have Mango Mousse cake....Birthday treat always make me FAT...Tmr will be another for my dad's birthday....ahaha...mum's and dad's birthday is one day apart....Dont say Im bias buy belt for my dad and nothing for mum?? I bought her a handbag long ago.....was also not cheap de wor....Tmr dad's birthday....till then lo...needa catch some sleep....

Boring Monday

Yesterday I went to IMM with mum...hehe....wanted to get some stuff and dad's present....I bought him a belt from Goldlion....I think its not bad...hehe...Monday is never my day...Today nothing much to do at work...Just the usual data keying on the excel sheet....BORED!!! I really have Monday Blues!! Bless me able to survive every monday...short post here...need to go catch some sleep...till then

BORED at work

Working life is really bored!! Facing the excel spreadsheet everyday.....Tsk Tsk....I think I am not for the Admin type of job....Especially accounts bar....It seems like the jobs I so far had been working are mostly gotta do with finance....And its really dreadful for me....Worse of all is the envt is like so QUIET!! No music!! And thats really gonna make me MAD!! I thought office they will like have music de...but this is like so quiet....And at times I almost fall asleep....Cannot use the internet...cos i think they will track de....haiz....my phone cannot call outside...I cant do anything except for the Excel spreadsheet....Tsk Tsk....gotta go le....short post here....

Its Friday~

Working life to me is so dreadful....quite boring....doing all excel stuff....no excitement....no new stuff...Haiz...Should have like go into other industry....ahaha...I also forget to tell you guys....my position in the company is called Data Analyst....under the MERPS project for finance and procurement department...is just a assistant to help out with both dept de work...wahaha...actually in general is called administrator.... Just that they tell me is called Data Analyst.....hehe....Hmm...have been like thinking what course I should go for a degree....actually I have considered about going into IT design...but dunno whether got such course whereby I can learn many design software....then with my diploma in business maybe I can go into marketing... dunno why suddenly I feel like doing marketing....'cos I think its more challenging and its up to your creativity to show awareness of own product bar....Im still confuse about what I am going to do in the future...Still need more consultation.....bless me bar....Today is FRIDAY~! Yippppeeee..... I can sleep MORE~!

Im Free~!

Yohooo....Im free from the torture of reading the notes....Have been reading for a week le wor....ahaha....Today got the laptop they give me...It is like so bulky.....Its a IBM laptop....so heavy nei...Lucky no need to bring home...Just lock inside the locker can le....wahaha....Got laptop, Got internet....yet I cant use MSN and all....cos they would track what I did and need login to my ID....tsk tsk...The people there are not bad...hehe...got one look like my primary school teacher.... lots of nice people there.... but I really cant stand the quiet envt...too quiet le....and nobody talk to me....cos they got training and I got sore throat that has been there for weeks....haiz.... but I like to talk leh... Really too quiet le...I also dont dare to talk unnecessarily.... In case I blurted out something I shouldnt talk about.... You know.... I always talk too straight.... And thats when I regret what I say...Gotta go le...Wanna watch my show...hehe....Till then lo~!

我爱你

我爱你

你对我说"我爱你"
多么甜蜜在心里
知道你会陪我
知道你会爱我
明明注定要相遇
明明注定要相爱
惟有缘分把我们连在一起
惟有爱情让我们珍惜彼此
回忆着多么甜蜜的爱情
是我多么想回去的场景


© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

狠狠的

狠狠的

狠狠的撕掉你给我的信
狠狠的说出我不再爱你
需要多大的勇气和毅力
狠狠的作出我不想要的
明明很爱你
明明很想你
我怎么狠下心来
对你说我不再爱


© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

First Day of work

First day of work...Hmm...Have orientation which is like lectures!!! Yawnz...it was really bored...thats not the end....after that orientation we had lunch and I must say the food is really bad....I think I am taking fruits only from tmr....hopefully the fruits doesnt taste weird too...then I went to my desk and settle down...was given a sheet of paper stating the notes that I would be needed to read through for training....and there is like a long sheet of notes that I need to read lo~!!! Need to spend a week or two to finish the notes...MCQ on the notes needed to hand in to the HR...OMG~!! But the working envt is not bad...Nice people, Nice envt, Nice seat, Everything is nice...hehe...hopefully everything will go smoothly...temp assignment finished at end August~!! Yawns...Need to catch some sleep...Nites...Need to wake up early....Ask me go out oso wor...hehe...but I free at nite and weekends wor....Take care peeps~! Love everyone~

爱上一个人的可能

爱上一个人的可能

我试着爱上一个人
他给我幸福的可能
我笑 是因为他曾给我浪漫的山盟海誓
我哭 是因为我明白他的心已不在爱我
唯有笑容 他拉着我的手带我接近幸福
唯有眼泪 他不再爱我以后悲伤的痕迹
在我不再想他以后
会剩下笑容陪着我

© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

蝴蝶页

蝴蝶页

一直想飞的蝴蝶页
羽翼被绑了结
却也维持着左右对称的闪亮
我把有神明周期的爱情
签约后鑲钻
在年限来临前
绝不归还

住了一个人

住了一个人

他 围了一座城
无法离开的一切
都被容忍
此刻
传回来的风声
都是我愿意等
城外无法进入的
也将无法成为
我们

相同的决定

相同的决定

是该开始预言降临
那些纷纷落下的命运
悲伤始终平行
拉不近彼此的爱情
不同的是
我们无从决定谁比谁更伤心

Confused

Have been going for interview since thursday...So many agents called me...but still not in the mood to start work so early...I haven rest enough....yet I have to go for the interview....They say earlier you start working the better for you...Still considering if I should get into a private school now or work for 2 years and then opt into a local university using the working experience....I'm in between....I feel like joining the UNSW!! Their course like not bad...and the certificate will definitely look nice on the resume if I have that bachelor....money is the problem bar....the tuition fee is quite expensive and I dont want to use my parent's money to pay for the fees which is like I cant possibly return them...Loan doesnt seem appealing to me too...the interest I have to repay....contract with Navy or whatever organisation is what I'm currently considering....but many of my friends discourage me from taking that....wahaha....where is my future?? I really cant see at the moment....What I want to do in future?? I cant tell, I'm not sure, I'm confused.....Currently in a lost state....All my friends know where they want to be yet me still lost.....Help me find my path bar....Till Then.....*headache ar...Dunno what path to choose which I cant see what they so called 'FUTURE'....