以前的 

甜甜的 

变淡了 

爱情呢 

为什么 

不见了 

以前的 

那个我 

不见了 

为什么 

好堕落 

想多了 

生活一旦没了动力 

活着也不在有意义 

一个人没人会在乎 

伤心时只能默默哭 

就算所有人不了解 

我有的斗志已全没 

Today's Alex last day of work... Hurhur. I did a super BIG ERROR!!! In one order, I can make 2 SERIOUS ERROR!! Today is super NOT my day!!What's more its Ailing's order. Pricing error and duplicate item! Arghz. I dunno wads wrong with me today. Just unable to stay focus with the serious headache that come and go consistently... Can I take a break??? I seriously need a break??? December leave freeze.... When can I have my break?? Today really totally break down can?? In one day!! I can have so many errors!!! Well?? I seriously need to talk to the team leader?? Cos the errors is getting high...And my level of concentration is limiting...Tsk tsk. Sobx. Anyway.. After work went out with Alex and all for Sichuan Steamboat.. Hurhur. Celebrate his freedom from RS?? Hurhur... Eat alot lor!! Mary keep giving me food!! LOL!! There goes my diet... Haiz. I cant stop thinking about the issues lei!! Work Work Work!! Its always around me!! Even when I sleep I still can dream about loading orders and doing credit notes for my errors. Arghz. Guess I need some changes.... Be it ME, MY JOB SCOPE or the COMPANY.

This few days I am not in the correct mind....Headache + STRESSED = SUPER SERIOUS MOOD SWING!!! Had been doing quite alot of errors this few days... I think my concentration level has reached a limit... I seriously thinking I need a long break... The stress that comes in really can make me tear and break down like no one business... Always error... I know I am super careless... And always kena big issues...I think this job is really not suitable for me...somehow??? And I dunno why I can work there for like going 1 yr.... Need a job change or take up the challenge to improvise on my carelessness?? Serious speaking its not that I don't like the people I'm working with, I think its my errors that really makes me reconsidering.... Anyway... The letter is already there sealed... Its just the matter of time when I really can't stand the errors that I made and just tender...Though I know the currently economy downturn is really that bad...I don't mind getting a lower paid job and I really enjoyed the work that I am doing... Service is the job that I think I really wants... But currently... I don't think I am in the service industry... I feel more like an operation worker or rather an operator??? Keying in orders, taking orders??? And who knows maybe they have been wanting to retrench me?? Just that they want me to resign??