Friendship..u noe??

Haven been blogging for days...really tired and getting sick...but i am still strong cos i am tough...heehee...yea...our guides campfire coming soon...is on the 24 June...omg...i am so so looking forward to it...Spooky nitez...i m so high about it...yipee...i so so miss the campfire days...haha...and yea the dunearn one is just great...and i bet ours will be the best ever campfire...heehee...this makes me so high...but now really cant jump around and release all those energy in me...too sick to make noise...sore throat,headaches and abit of fever..tts why i cant get high this few days...all the medicine...oh no...think abit stress about sumthings i am so bothered about Friend stuff...still the same friend...is like today evening we went out together...then she keeps saying bad things about someone...then i really went stunned...its like she is bad mouthing all those crude remarks...is really crude ones...is like i would feel very bad if i say such things...and she dont feel abit of guilt...i suddenly wonder if she had badmouth about me...omg...i really fear that would happen...is like i dun like people to talk things about me behind my back...i really very scared this kinda people..its just so scary...its like you wont know wad she will do to you next...should i consider her my friend?? a friend who would badmouth real crude remarks to others??Well...i still have real bossom friends i made...be it in primary,sec skool, poly, work place, camps/campfires...i know its hard to meet in this wide world so i treasure everyone i made...and i would as well treasure my that friend...i think she might be influenced by her fellow skoolmates dat make her change....but i still love her..and i love all my dear frewnz...just love all of them to bits...cos when i really need them...they are always there for me...and the best times i had...is being shared with them...all those fun you all give...just brighten up my day...and i know i would never want to lose you guys....;P muacks~!heehee...blog next time yea~! getting high...just cant sleep~! and tell you guys...6 more days to bAoc....yipee....i m so so looking forward to it...bAoc is fun...im loving it~! Scotland Rox oN~