Miss Miss Miss

Wa...yesterday the campfire really very disappointed wor...the npcc tcher really too much...initially the whole campfire thing should be organise by guides and st john only...and they only in charge of the logistic part...sad to say..there was a huge rain...therefore campfire must be held indoor...when it is time for the campfire...there is no rain...and the tcher insisted in having it outdoor as her npcc cadets have soak the firewood...after that all cca members started to carry benches and place it all over the carpark...not only that..the tcher even ask her cadets to carry benches made of wood..the bench will rot due to the wetness de...yet she reply such benches are meant for wear and tear... the whole thing was so chaotic...the worst thing comes...as there is nothing we can do...we stand aside from the chaos...and the npcc tcher came and ask us where we wanna seat...in a pissed off manner...and one of our sir reply nicely that she could make the decision bcos she is in charge of it...den she say dun tok to me in that manner...at that point...i really pissed off...is like she is abusing her authority...ok should stop here about that teacher...think she dont really mean anything bad bar...today went to dye my hair...but think not really nice...haiz...today kena treat like maid...help people do things and serve them at their mahjong table...wa...maid oso got pay lor...worse thing is that i really feel being ordered lor...like i am the maid...really feel bad lehz...what they take me as...at least not to ask me do things in that order tone bar...just got home from there...looking forward to the new week...today i dream something....i dreamt that my gandma came back...and she tell me must be good girl...must study hard...and all stuff..after i woke up and i really cry hard...i really miss grandma alot...and she came to my dream....i should have tell her hw much i miss her!!haiz... i believe she knows how much i miss her...tts y she come to my dream...sobsob....really miss her lots...hmm...gotta go sleep le...tml still got ob lecture to attend...hope tml will be another better day....blog another day bar....