LOVE?

Monday comes...And yar today got back HRM common test paper...did quite badly wor..erm but i passed lar...got scolding from mum...haiz...say i since starting of skool always skip lecture and always come home so late...Arghz...I know i haven been putting effort in studying this sem...i will be good girl as promised to my grandma...i must do it....seems so determined yet within my capability...wahaha...last saturday onwards i give up on messaging him everyday...today is the third day i din message him...feel abit weird without waking up at 7am...and always have the urge to message him...i just cant control myself not thinking about him...time had pass for a year plus le...why i still keep thinking about him....people say: To forget someone, you need to fall in love with the other. This saying is real true...it always happens to me...and now i cant stop thinking about him...haiz...What's LOVE? all those one-sided love makes me so tired...i dont feel the meaning of LOVE...the four letter word seems so easy to be said yet difficult to understand...I starting not to believe in LOVE...LOVE a word so hurtful....all the overflowing tears...the scars in the heart...nothing can amend for it...should i blame myself for being so into it? Or should i say i am stupid to believe in it?

kkiez...enough of sad things...opps...seems like i am a very sad person...wahaha...i am just too emotion...hehe...i went for the Z-Pop concert last saturday...not really fun...cos the people around not high...den dun dare to make wild movements...hehe...but at the last part was quite high when its JJ Lin...everybody get so high and with all those shoutings...i did dat too...and i feel good...the atmosphere is getting der...yohoo....was tired after the whole thing...cos friday i drank coffee and i slept at around 6am...and wake up at 11am on the saturday...ahaha...gotta go liao...blog next time...