Currently doing research for fmgt project...having PMS today i should say...really moody....Monday blues i think....cos my day started badly with just that msg i received...things are getting bad...Sorrie if i did aggitate you guys...wear sloppily today..messy hair...everything is so bo chap...haiz...very sad wor...thinking about whats live recently...why is live so fragile...death keep happening around me...and i feel really sad about it...i hope that there is miracles...and please show me that there is...cos i am clinging hope to believe that my cousin's grandma could recover...and i am still believing in this...sadded...things arent getting any better...i feel so bothered about things going on this few days...how??? people say i am too sensitive about things...and always stressing myself with all those minor things...I knew that i am really sensitive to people feelings...but i am just afraid that people around me will misunderstand me or i scared that they may feel that i left them out...i dont like to left all my friends out when i am with them...i will feel extremely bad and im sure the person who is left out will feel lonely...and i know that feeling is terrible cos me myself had experience it before...And i had sorted things out with them today morning...they admitted it themselve...I just knew that something is wrong...I know they are more closed than i am to them...ok...i think i am kicking a big fuss out of it...they are just leaving me out cos we dun have common topic and they find me too quiet...but whenever i asked question or comment on it they ignored me...i feel so sad...things become abit harsh i think.... but they say they din mean it...i believe them...kkiez...think all this thing must be settled....i am very sad about it...erm..gttg liao...have to continue searching for FMGT stuff....having serious headache now and cramps...omg...Fever too....Argh...feeling terrible...still have to do CMA later....till den...
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