Monday, April 18, 2005

My Story

Yea...We are going to complete the thistle flag...is the picture that i posted..bear that in mind...that is not pineapple...is THISTLE!!haha...is the scottish flower..hmm...really fickled minded me...initially dun wanna go for that interview le..but then my friend keep telling me to go...dunno whether tml wanna go or not leh...if dun go mum sure nag...stay at home do nothing dun go out find job n earn money back...hmm...but the working hour too long le...den i have to always go back skool for cca too...but no money!!OMG!!how shall i decide...i really need money...i wanna buy shoes,clothes,birthday presents,all stuffs...but no money...maybe i should consider that job??haiz...really fickled minded me!!maybe go and try...if dun like den quit after 5 days and get the pay??humph...irritating myself with stupid decision making...toss a coin and decide my fate??NVM..think see how's my mood...if i have good mood tml maybe try going..no harm trying mar...den sfter that still have to go marketing too...need to buy food to cook for dinner...haiz...so sian...nothing much happen to my boring life...haven been knowing new friends...is like should get closer to the society..know more people out there...not that i dun like my old friends hor..i treasure every friend i have...:P hmm...recently heard a story...got one girl and boy...they fell in love at a very young age...both are each ones' first love...but eventually break up due to some reasons by the female party....after 6 years, they met again...the feeling they had 6 years ago came back...but both of them are too stubborn...they dun wanna express their feelings for each other and keep suppressing their feelings towards each other...when they were both on the MSN..they very much hope to msg each other...but din have the courage...one day..they meet in IRC..where dey do not know each other identity...they say out their feelings...but they din realise the other party real identity...they always meet up in IRC and talk about their inner feelings they had each day...Finally...they decided to met up..when they meet up...they were shocked to see each other...they sat down and chat like there is an everlasting topic to talk on...in the end...they are together again....after i heard this story..i really believe that when love comes...you really cant escape...its all fated..if you are fated to be with him...though it takes a big round...you will still end up with him...this story is real touching...its a real pure first love... so drama...but will that happen in real life??Revival of old relationship works??But i really envy the girl..her first love is her last love...but my first love??really very envy those who have such a romantic love story...really too drama or shall i say too meng huan(梦幻) to believe that such thing even exist...this post sure a long one...stop here le...dunno tml wanna go or not leh...kkiez..blog again next time...

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