Hols is here...what am i doing??

It seems like I haven been blogging often...days are getting bored for the hols...cant find job...everyday go out with friends until no money le..oh no...haha...but i still enjoy every moment with them...(heehee:P) initially pinning quite high hope that i can go back and work de...but think impossible liao...abit sad but its alrite bar...think i should not go back der work bar...later very paiseh...haiz...contradicting lor...deep inside i really want to go back de... really "kou shi xin fei"..think i am such a person bar...especially towards BGR...cos I dun really dare to accept or even express my feelings...maybe i scared of getting hurt again or maybe i m just too protective...I really dunno....i admit defeat in such thing...oh yea...im very excited now...tml got campfire...is DUNEARN campfire!!OMG..i am soooo excited...have been looking forward to their campfire...cos theirs is held once in every 4 years...and the scouts!!haha....so excited now...getting high this few days because of the campfire...heehee...so long nv go campfire le...i so miss those days where we go for campfire and being so high...shouting at the loudest voice...combing at the cutest guy...haha...(not me only hor**) its so fun...im loving it lor...that part makes my life more filled with high spirits...OMG....I just LOVE Guiding....its part of me le...now hols liao...should go back more often...cos last sem din really get the chance to go back due to time table...yippeee...im so high...opps...gotta stop here le...gotta go skool for bAoc thingy...blog next time bar...will blog on sat...i m so excited....:P