So long nv blog le...haiz...still cant find job...i cant slack this hols..really need money for some spending plan...hope i can get it by next week...this hols too much things need to do...then i think alot too...i begin to miss him again...oh...the feeling just from nowhere appeared...is like everyday i still msg him which i din stop doing...and everyday check up his friendster account hoping that he would update his info or maybe add his own pics...haiz...all those BGR thingy...i thought i had already gotten over..then i read through my previous journal...all those feelings have always in my heart...its just that all those talks make me hide this feeling i had and pretend i had gotten over...but i m still clinching on the last hope...hoping that things may change for the better..."life is never smooth sailing...there are ups and downs dat make it a life...and if you dun face all those..you would never find the meaning of life" this is wad i interpret from today's gospel...whenever there is a fall..i must bravely face it...persevere may be a way but it may never always solve it...and thus only giving up will allow you to grow....from then i will become stronger and know what is the meaning of life...After listen his speech...really think its so full of logic...if i could do this...i wouldnt be so in pain now...to take this great step really need alot of courage...say is always ever easy than doing it...i just cant practise what i preaching...hmm....think one day i can make it...this kind of thing i think really need time to do it...hols is here...and haven been doing things that are meaningful...always go shop for things...stay at home play laptop until now almost going to crash liao...its like so many spyware...skool reopen den go skool for maintenance...oh yar tml need to go skool for the baoc thingy so excited...but i dunno must do what leh...:P heehee...gotta end here le...blog next time...
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