Emo-ness since then...
Not sure what I really want...
For now..
No courage to really get what I want...
For fear of the hurt feeling...
Yet thoughts keep wandering..
Sometimes I ponder...
Why am I living in this world.
A world filled with disguise
Having hard time...
Learning to take things with stride..
Yet the pride is hindering..
At times when I believe those happy thoughts were true...
And yet it is always those that brought me to the lowest...
As the saying goes...
The higher the expectation, the higher one will fall when not met.
Perhaps, lowering expectation helps?
Not to pin on hopes that could never come true..
Not to depend on people other than me, myself and I..
Its been quite tiring...
With work, studies, projects, emo-nes...
Coping the gushing of emotions...
Ought to move on brig!
Fwighting!!