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Miss Miss Miss TB25!!!!!

Ahaha....i forgot to post the "Attachment ends.." post....no wonder no updates....hehe....The new semester has started....I find that all the modules are quite nice....but im alone...hopefully i can make new friends....but the lecture people are all unfamiliar...aww...have been missing my TB 25 class....especially when we were year 1....Ar....those days were like so memorable....where we eat together...go out together....go lectures together...tutorials together....go toilet together....ahaha...basically everything together....I really treasured those time.....and now I am missing everyone....every single of them....and yar...yesterday meet up with peiwen, liqing and eve....had a wonderful time talking....and its like its seems to be real long since we last seen each other....really miss them loads!!!arghz...i just miss them lots!! and yar....i miss peiwen and joc drawings on my lecture notes....i miss the chit chat we had during the lectures....i miss having lunch with them...haiz....till then bar.....

Attachment Ends....

Last day of attachment...I must say the day I have been looking forward to...YES!!! I really cant stand the character of my boss....his contradicting character whereby he says is far different from what he does.... always contradicting himself....like he told us to do this....and another minute he will say why you do this+scoldings....I really cant stand him....not only that...he always talks behind his clients back....and i feel it very uneasy....when he meet his clients face to face....he totally change the attitude....OMG!! he is such a fake person!! I just cant accept people talking behind one's back and yet being so nice to one when face to face....And he's like so anxious to give us all his knowledge where the "school doesnt teach" (quoted from him)....Btw...those knowledge he wanted to tell us is like those etiquette....and I truly doubt he has it....its like he slurp on his noodles....talk when mouth is full and you will see something flying out from his mouth....And the most embarrass thing is that he will comment on the service of the cafe....and it is real loud lo!! The time when we go to bugis cafe....OMG...was really embarrass....he shouted and ask lots of things....at that moment i really feel like dashing out of the cafe....haiz....not only that...when he talks to me...the saliva will like spatter like fountain....especially when he talks on top of me....omg....the saliva dropped on my head.....and that did cause some itchyness of my hair for that entire day.....its so disgusting that i washed my head twice during my bath....Yucks....I think he is that only boss in the world that is the NO-NO role model to me....and even i read that book"How to handle difficult person" I also can't handle such a person....he is just hopeless....he is really bad.....he gives my friend an A everyday for the overall of the day...and guess what....on the last day....he need to assess her on her overall...and she got a B!!!Mine was like...he gives me 5 except for adaptability and initiative i got 4...I just dont understand!! He got say i take initiative do that and all...and yet he gives me a 4....haiz....just cant stand him.....even the pay doesnt help.....i still think that a good boss is more important than a good pay bar....at least during my stay i enjoy being with everyone in the company....hmm...i think im going to mark him down for the survey le.....i just cant stand him!!!!

A letter to M

I wanna write this true story down...its a letter of true feelings on relationship with M which was never expressed....Abit sad...

A letter to M

Do you know why I tear that letter you ask someone to give me? Its because I just cant find any reason why you would not want to ask me face to face. But I know that call you made turned out worst.I was just saying things not with my heart. My jitterings of not wanting to answer your question of :"Do you love me?" Its just hard for me. I do not want to end the relationship but I still have to do it. I do not want to let down my parents. If I had said I still love you, what will be of us? For I really love you real deep, yet I know you did not know. From the beginning, you love me not because you really do love me. Somehow I feel that your love for me is just because I love you. The day I lend you my textbook and you returned me with a note asking me if I like you. At that moment, I was confused as to whether I should tell you my true feelings. I asked my friends and they encouraged me to speak up what's in my heart. During recess, you came up to me and asked. I bravely said I like you and that begins our relationship. Before our relationship starts, we by chance met you at your house when I was bringing my cousin back and saw you down the lift. I was delighted at that moment, I thought we are so fated to meet and that you must be that one. Ever since we started our relationship, we would always go home together. We waited for the bus to go back to your house. I confessed I did not tell you the truth that I was not going to my aunt house for tuition. It just that I want to accompany you home. The reason why I did not tell you the truth is because I do not want you to know that I love you so much that I really can not bear even a minute without having you by my side. After that incident and having gone for a camp, I realise the importance of family. The sudden change in the attitude of mine towards you is just so huge. Do you think I really want it? You really do not know how much courage I need to ignore you and do things not of my wantings. After that phone call, everything ended, you seemed like nothing had happened and that gave me heartache. You really never love me before. That goes my first relationship. The purpose of writing this letter is not to expressed that I still love you, its just to let you know my sudden change and the emotional struggle I had. The answer I have been looking to the question:" Did You Love Me At That Time?" is still a mist. My first encounter of relationship ended up just like that.

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Tired...

I need means to vent my anger out!! My boss is making me pissed....real pissed.....he always let us off half an hour later!! And not only that...Always scolding us stupid and no brain...its like...all those things he said we do....then he scold us stupid and no brain for doing that....arghz....ahaha...previously say got FM 933 as background right...now he say that this FM always say those real mushy stuff....cos of the Yin Yue Ri Ji....But only 1 hr lor...now he change to his Gu Zhen CD...OMG...and its not those melodious type....its like 'deng'....and pause very long...den another 'deng'....it really makes me feel like sleeping!!results out today....satisfying i should say bar...
Result 2nd Year 2nd Sem:
PMKT C+
IEF C
EC B
Spanish B
Flash B+
OM B
AAA A

Erm....i think quite bad hor...but thats the best of my 2 years result wor...i must admit lar...i dun do well for exams de...hehe...im not those exam smart kinda....haiz....got into service management....but think is quite fine with me....except haven found anyone in the same specialisation with me...never mind...hopefully i can make new friends...hehe....pay day today...another 100 bucks...its good he gives advanced pay....ahaha...reviewing on what i have been doing for the past few weeks....humph....just work, watch tv, sleep....have been doing all these for the past 3 weeks...OMG...i cant stand this kind of lifestyle anymore...so boring...work always do the same old stuff...facing accounting...ARGHZ...squeezing in MRT...haiz...attachment is bad....real bad....im dreading for the day i end my attachment lo....wahaha...getting tired...its weekend lo...going out tmr...and sunday celebrating my parents bday...den tuesday going to mom workplace and buy her a small cake...giving her surprise....shhhhhh....dont tell her wor...hehe...tts should be my plan bar.....till then lo..sleepy....wanna compose a new song soon...I MISS MY FRIENDS....And yar...3rd June...BBSS anniversary!!! im Slimming down.....please...temptations get out of my way...i must slim down...or rather i say....get rid of my FATS!!Really cant stand looking FAT!!ahaha...plus people always say me FAT...

ITP!!

Yohoo...so long never blog le....hmm...where should i start?? hehe....was dreading over ITP....it was real terrible....but lucky there's this SP attachment student there....hehe....but she will end a week earlier than me....arghz....i have got lots and only more complaints of my ITP....it is real terrible....i dun like the boss...always tok to me and saliva all over me!! Real horrible...not only that...he is a real one stingy person i ever seen....was quite pissed when he told me to pick up tiny pieces of paper on the floor with my bare hands.....his office is just so small....there's arent even a pantry for us to eat....expenses are real high...the food are expensive....arghz....and 1 more complaints...he always let us off real late...latest record...make us stay 35mins more!!!And he said this....." We dont have OTs here!" what does he mean to say that when he makes us stay till so late!! He is just too/overly stingy....as in prev post....im going real mad....i cant stand it!! he is real terrible...as in the way he present himself....what makes him a businessman?? Crude words out from his mouth everyday....and gobbling food like haven been eaten for years....maligning me for doing something i din do!! and thats not the first time... got malign today again....he told me that i make a mistake here...and that was what he told me to amend!!And trully speaking....i think he dun trust attachment student....always tell us...dont make careless mistake AGAIN...what does he mean by this?? then dun hire attachment lo....he always say what we make mistake....and i find that he likes to repeat ALOT!!Always talking the same things!!Left with 26 more days of attachment.....Arghz.....Very Xian Mu those who have nice boss....at least they can communicate....but i just cant with my boss....his topic is just all about other things that we normally tok on....and my friend and i both agree that we have SERIOUS COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN!!!!HeLp....i wanna get out from this!! kkiez....update on my fruitful weekends.....i went to marina on sat....went to buy creative mp3...which is an old model type cos i need the USB as thumb drive....and we say Hong JunYang....he is quite handsome....but abit not tall...hehe...after that went to cousin's house and i had a short mahjong session with my grandpa.....hehe...on sunday went to harborfront then to town....bought the slippers for my sister belated birthday....a roxy slippers.....Roxy and Quiksilver products were at discount rate...ahaha.....so no need spend much on my sis bdae....after that i went home....bought a roxy wallet for my another sis too....find it not bad....and since she want it....and yar....me and my youngest sis....we went to watch 'Shaggy Dog' on Monday....was quite nice....though not really very funny....but can say amusing bar...hehe....its getting late le....gotta sleep lo....till den lo~! bye peeps and take care...hope you guys enjoy your ITP!! SMiles....;P

Attachment

Yohoo...today first day of attachment....was there like an hour EARLY!! the boss came at 9.30am lo...diaoz...was told to be there 15 mins earlier....it is such a ULU place lo....theres the boss at 40+....his mentor at the age of 60+...and another attachment student from SP....hehe....i must say today is the day i did the most of the accounts!!Never had been doing so much accounting...had problems with the balancing of trial balance too....and whats worst....i think we got generation gap with the two elderly....no1 else in the company other than the 4 of us...the company is so small...no pantry....and we must bring our own water bottle to work(quoted from my boss) he teaches me quite alot about tax...but i think he is abit too thrift bar...though he treated us lunch....ahaha...he use recycled paper for printing....and want us to adjust the layout such that it doesnt waste another piece of a RECYCLED paper!! omg.....he is quite demanding i must say....hmmm....but the environment is not bad....had 933 on the radio.....cool right....so so bar...cos i think it makes the silence more silence....hehe...overall i think should be alright bar...think i could able to make it through the whole attachment period bar...and guess what....the SP student end the attachment one week earlier....oh no...will be alone for one week.....Arghz....today had difficulty squeezing in the MRT....too many people le...hehe....kkiez...overall no much complaints....i accept it bar....wahaha.....hope everything will be doing fine...cos think will be facing all those taxes stuff....cos the upcoming IRAS....humph....i will jiayou de.....hehe....all peeps....you all also must jiayou for the attachment....its just 7 weeks!! till den lo~!

Pre-Attachment

Yohoo...Today just went to have a look at the place i will be working tommorrow....and OMG....its a real old building...a real tear down building....seems no one in there...but maybe because its weekend....ahaha...tommorrow attachment starts for all....we all jiayou lo....as for those who dont have...JIAYOU for the upcoming BAOC.....im missing BAOC....the fun we had....hehe....MEL and JOC jiayou lo~!!!hehe....wonder what will be my attachment like....enriching??not as in Yan Yu lar....but i must really assure peiwen...the aunty will introduce their son to you de....ahaha...dun need to worry no Yan Yu lo....hehe....as for me....Yan Yu in the office??ahaha...today went to cut hair....had a real short hair now...hehe....thought i should look neat tommorrow....so went to cut it short....nervous.....going to sleep soon...tommorrow need to wake up early lo.....hope my supervisor is not strict bar....bless me....and everyone jiayou for the attachment.....we'll share our interesting stories we had on our first day of work tommorrow....hopefully the stories are INTERESTING......till then lo~!!!

Freed....

Wohoo....Today had enough of SLEEP...which is what i am depriving of.....yesterday after AAA went home and then go to harborfront with mum....hehe...AAA was quite alright.....what i had studied it all comes out....a consolation for the whole of the exams?? ahaha....went to harborfront was a real tiring trip i must say....took bus down....and having abit of bus sick....then we went to harborfront and shop...for my sis slippers she wants for her birthday....saw one billabong slippers...a roxy one and a ripcurl one....dunno wanna buy which one for her...though it is her belated birthday....then went to the BIG store....where they sell cheap electronic stuff.....i bought a optical mouse....at $12.90....was quite cheap...the usual price was like $20++....is those kinda pully type mouse with no dangling of wires around....after that we went to have snacks....ahaha....went to buy pizza....and i must say its nice!! a large triangle pizza....at a rate from $2.90-$5++....its crispy at the bottom....nice....had the hawaiin pizza....at $4.30....was just so nice...ahaha....Must intro to all peeps here....its just at the Harborfront Tower....its just below the Big store...the shop name is "New York Pizza"...its really nice...ahaha....and when we were there we saw an artiste shooting....hehe....an old artiste....hmm....then after that we went to Plaza Singapura for more shopping....but din buy anything....cos we were in the rush to go home...and guess what...there is a long traffic light from woodlands to bukit timah road....reach home 1.5hr later....the longest bus trip from orchard to home i ever had....had a tiring day yesterday....though i had 6hr sleep that day...but the exams really tire me down....and the shopping make me HAPPY yet tired....appetite is still not back....after the exams we will be having our ITP....OMG...i really very nervous about it....need to do report for CHINA clients....that means i must write in chinese??? though i am fine with speaking in chinese....but sometimes words maybe difficult to translate in Chinese for a report bar....bless me lo....ahaha....and please....dun let me late for work....im gonna to squeeze in the MRT no matter what....ahaha...stop here le....wanna go out and buy something le....will blog on My First Day of ITP.....till den lo~!!

Last paper

Thanks alot guys....i really had great time with you guys...you all made my day....I know those concerns are there....and i just love you guys lots...And really must thanks Ah Li...her words really says whats inside...its all me that make myself so depressed....and i know i am expecting myself way too much....its not the previous me....somehow i reflect on it....that doesnt seem to be me....i never had high expectation for myself and i just believe that it will be alright that i had been working hard....its really that inner part of me being so wanting to win...i dunno whats that about....that inner me just had its way bar...ahaha...sounds like im in a serious character problem.....Opps...should go to a psychologist??No Need! I'm sure i am back here...the normal me....lots to talk....lots to blog...but really feel surprise of myself having wrote it in the blog...hmm...maybe im just not use having a person less in the family...not able to accept the truth...and i must really say the missing is really too huge for me to digest...even seeing the photos make me SAD.... hmm...i know that its a promise made and not kept....and i will try my very best....had a hard cry on tuesday...nobody at home...trying to cry out but could not...then watch the korean drama... and it helps....ahaha....im doing fine now after real serious thought...i know that things arent that bad....today's OM was REAL BAD....whatever things i memorise a second ago just gone in the mist of less than a second...bet im going to get real bad results for this sem le...imagine all those Cs and Ds i will be facing....OMG....please bless me that tmr's AAA will be a better one....having stomach cramps for this week...not a ger thing though....wahaha...din have much appetite too....skipping meals....kkiez...gotta go study for AAA le...Wish all best of luck for the LAST paper.....hehe.....will be going out with mum tomorrow....cos she wanna go harborfront there shop...and being the filial me...will accompany her bar....hehe....till den lo~!

USELESS = ME, JIEBIN, Just ME!

Long time never blog le....hmm...exams so far are really BAD...did badly for ECOM, PMKT and IEF!! basically all of the exams i had just took...have been feeling very stress...MOODY....A year has passed....i really miss her alot....i just love her so much....haiz.....really very sad...didnt do well for my exams....which i promised her that i will....i know i didnt work real hard for the exams....watching even more TV program instead of studying...and right now even blogging away....haiz...why am i so useless....cant even do what i promised her....results will be predicted as BAD....imagine all those Cs i am getting AGAIN....was a disappointment with the previous sem results.....ALL Cs......USELESS me......Cant do anything right....And im just of no concerns to the world....IM the lonely USELESS one....OUTCAST of the world.....Haiz....inferiority once again...begin to feel that USELESS=ME, JIEBIN,JUST ME!!....I just cant get things done in the right way....no1 even wants to bother me....And im just that lonesome one....walking down the street....Friendless....Emptiness....Loneliness.....Any word you can describe a lonesome person is just ME! i really dunno why the sudden change in me....but i feel that in the exam period....friends leaving me....and my loved one leaving me....crying over things that i should have tried harder....DEPRESSION.....this time is real deep....i just cant hide that depression in me....my heart bleed like never before....I may not show my feelings out...but really...everything that happened....my heart showed it most....maybe im just so useless....cant be expressive....leading to MANY misunderstandings....im really trying hard to get over things...i know life must carry on...the world wont stop moving just because certain things happened....it just the talk thing that makes it easy....really letting go takes more than a courageous step out...it takes more of BRAINWASHING....to really let everything go....the PAIN....pricking me all over....hmm...this post is sounding harsh....serious....but i will be fine de....just really wanna express that true feelings of mine....not the wishy washy feelings....with fear of exposing too much of my feelings out....gttg le...really need a break....Tmr's Sis birthday and Ash Wednesday....considering going for the CHOICES camp during end of march weekends...heard it helps knowing more friends and understand more about my religion.....prepare to buy present for sis le....till then.....

PS:
When is the last time you ever say thanks to your friends for always being there by your side....
When is the last time you hug your friend and tell them you love them lots...
When is the last time you message your friends and say you are missing them....
When is the last time you made you friends laugh to cheer their day up....
There is always the last time you did something for them....
And there's one thing you never know when you do it the last time
And thats TREASURE your friends
'Cos you will need a LIFETIME and NO LAST TIME....
-JieBin

Finally~

Yohooo...Finally finished all presentations....yipee....ahaha...i considered the IS presentation a good one bar...hehe...din bite on my words...i must say it is really rare in my presentation if i din tongue tied...ahaha...and yar...my mentor likes my spanish flan...ahaha...i think it was really sweet though...but think spanish has real sweet tooth...he ate 2 bowls of spanish flan!! That is really alot i must say...ahaha..after had oral communication test...pick 3 questions but manage to get answer for 2 questions...hehe...wonder can pass or not....wahaha...yippeee....tmr going town with mummy....hehe....accompany her go for dunno what check up at taka der....den after that go SHOPPING....my FAVOURITE!!!ahaha...last week we went to Bugis....and i treat my mum to that bugis cafe jocelyn introduce....was really nice!! hmm...dunno tmr treat mum eat what....ahaha...im a filial child wor....hehe...exams coming soon...everyone must jiayou lo....ahaha...will start studying on Monday...saturaday got my sis's school funfair....wohoho...excited...wonder whats in there....hehe....must support my sis...bought the tickets from her....hehe....and yar...i wanna mention sumthing here...today in msn...talk to this guy...i must say he is really devoted...wait for her ex-gf for 1 year....and is like he has been missing her lots...cutting and slashing himself...really feel sad for him...is like her ex-gf is those flirty type...haiz...hope he can be brave...and really get over it....its like its not worth giving up the whole forest for just one tree...when you look beyond that tree...there is still others better than that one....you may see her as the perfect one....but actually the imperfect is just that breakup....you must jiayou kiez...you have lots of friends by you...and you have me too....i can be there for you de...though i may not know you much....but im really sincere to help you through this difficult time....and make you see that life is still beautiful after all...no use messing up your life for her....jiayou! you can do it de...

I Am Not Stupid Too

Wohoo..blogger was under maintenance yesterday....hehe...yesterday went to watch "I Not Stupid Too"...Was really very nice...Very funny at the very front....laugh none stop...hehe....its really a worthwhile movie to watch...shows about how kids turn bad...and how miscommunication can make things worst....overall think it should be considered as educational movie bar...teach alot about communication...hmmm...yesterday did PMKT presentation till quite late wor...then today still got lecture at 9am...task....really very tired...tml will be the DREADING day...having 2 presentations....EC and PMKT....bless me lo...put in alot of effort in doing the EC webby...hope can score well...ahaha...And hopefully the competition between me and my friends on the Website...I'll win....did spend alot of time discovering codes in the HTML...but i think that was fun...somehow i feel that i am quite interested in doing design with the computers...eh...am i in the wrong course??wahaha...but i dont regret taking up business...cos i have been wanting to further my studies in the tertiary industry...hehe..hmm...just got the attachment slip thingy...OMG...my working hours is like from8-5.30pm...heyhey...luckily is 5DAYS work....if not i will die lo....wahaha...but at least i can still go out in the evening....hopefully the company is good lo....gotta catch lots of sleep le....till then bar...

Open House~

Yoz...ahaha....got the attachment company le...its Jurong Engineering Ltd....OMG...just see the company name i already cant imagine what i would be doing...and the company is located at Tanjong Kling Road....and for goodness sake...dont ever ask me do things with IT stuff...i would make a mess out of it de...ahaha...hopefully it will be better than what i expected bar...but frankly speaking...i dont have much hope on it that it is going to be a good company bar...but thats only my point of view...who knows rite...bless me bar...hehe....today a horrible day for me wor...had a freak out of my life...today IEF tutorial was so scary...Ms Wong with that real fierce look...plus my blurness....and thats it...got named stupid lo....hehe....abit sotong today...just dunno why...hehe...today went to try to make the dessert i was thinking of making for the spanish presentation...it is called Spanish Flan...hmmm...it got burnt....wahaha....abit only....and yar still edible....sotong me...but i think quite nice except abit too sweet...the recipe is too sweet le...not i add too much de wor....hehe...hmm...shall try other spanish food bar...hehe...and yar..this week got alot of elearning stuff to do wor...Open House starts since yesterday....NP is now so crowded....so Hype...with those secondary school student....and events taking place....ahaha...while walking at the convention...we were mistaken as 'o' level student...hehe...so funny....*** even went to do the survey which is meant for 'o' level student...hehe...shall not name her here....hehe....i enjoy the open house...always so lively....and filled with noise....making everyone in NP busy preparing for Open House...hehe....till then lo....gotta do e learning lo~!!

CNY MOOD~~!!

Wohoo...Happy chinese New year to everyone...hehe...did have lots of fun during the chinese new year season...did alot of shopping....hehe...and yar...i dont dare to eat too much of those chinese new year goodies....scared too heaty for me....but i still get it...got red hot lips....painful....and so ugly...red and puffy...and i just cant really talk alot...cos its hurt....hmm...must be that REAL spicy dinner i had on the first day of new year at my grandma's house...and it burnt my whole lips....ahaha....yesterday went to K-Box with my cousins, aunt and uncle....it was quite expensive...its 12+++ and the tidbits was 7++...each person is like 20++...but we did enjoy ourselves...then we went to chong pang and had our dinner there...was quite alot of people there....and yar...we saw fireworks there....hehe...and i made wishes...1)Everyone's happy....2) I'm happy....3)No more hiccups in the world...4)Everyone stays HEALTHY...5)hmm...secret....shhhh....ahaha...today there's only marketing tutorial....finished quite early cos nothing much....now must finish off with our last project...MARKETING....hopefully everyone gets good grades....hmmm...exams coming real soon too...and attachment coming after that...bless me that i got into a good company lo...hehe...hmm....gotta continue do my IS research lo....decide to cook spanish rice lo...hehe...wonder if its nice....till then lo~!

Another day~

Woo..haven been really constantly blogging wor...cos nowadays having sleepless night doing projects...needless to say even blog....hmm...just finish AAA test 2...1 1/4 hr paper...14 MCQs...each 5MARKS!! 1 long question...30MARKS....think paper was still able to manage...but lots of theory being asked in the MCQs...dunno whether correct or not....hehe...and yar...i got my project mate for my Spanish project....the first person i talk to one the first day of lesson...she is nice and i should say hardworking too...lets hope we will work out well for our presentation lo...its 3 more weeks from now...hmm...today during IEF lecture...Ms Koh gives a lot of HINTS wor...and is like she is so generous wor...ahaha...which lecturer would give such obvious hint....hopefully i can pass my IEF bar...Exams coming in 1 month time...and its really fast...and another year of poly life just gone like that....4 more days to CNY lo...hehe...yesterday bought a dress....hmm...actually dont dare to wear dress...cos will look FAT!! but still bought it anyway...think its not bad...$49.90...at RED2....hmmm...slimming down is a must now...if not wear that dress will be real plump...hehe...today went to Causeway Point...took me 1hr to reach there....huge traffic at the causeway....so many people going to malaysia....wa...reached home at around 10pm after some shopping...hehe...is abit tired now...has been down with flu and cough this few days...consuming medicine that leads to drowsiness...had real hard time concentrate in studying for AAA too...hopefully i can manage to get the desirable result bar....yawnz....feeling more tired....and yar...having reunion dinner at aunt house this friday...have to go there after school lo....and guess what...my aunt's house is at Lorong Ah Soo....when i reach there...it should be around 7+ bar...Yawnz...feeling real sleepy...gonna catch some sleep lo....tmr going school for AAA lecture and after that do EC project lo....jiayou bar....till den lo~!

Time to Blog...

Wo..it has been long since i last blog lo...ahaha...hmm...common test results are quite satisfying...but made a lot of careless mistakes....next time better be careful lo...hmm...last thursday IS module abit bored...cos no one familiar there....haiz...and cant find project mates too..and worse of all is the group minimum 2 person...maximum 3....lets hope next week i can find someone to group with bar....bless me lo....hmm...friday had presentation for our IEF project...i was so blur that day lo...forget to bring script...then forget to bring one of the research....AND i brought the wrong notes for tutorial....i felt so stupid that day lo...its like everything cropped up last minute...was really quite pissed with myself for being so careless...BLUR i should say that too...Arghz...stupid me...then called mum to read me the script...and during the presentation... i was damn scared....and i missed quite a number of points...i think i crashed the whole presentation....arghz....really so scared...hopefully we can get good results bar....bless....and yar...i must thanks Jocelyn for the christmas prezie she bought for me...it is of very good use for me...ahaha...always have blisters....THANKS ALOT!!!yesterday went shopping with sis but i just couldnt find any suitable clothes for me...humph...and my sis bought a skirt and a pair of jeans...today went to church and thought got meeting after that but was told the meeting was canceled...ahaha...den went home and slacked the whole day....hehe...stop here lo...blog again soon lo...

COMMON TEST OVER~

Wohoo...common test finally all over le...haiz...i did a mess out of my IEF test with just that stupid careless mistake....REGRET....but nothing can i do about it....hopefully i could at least passed bar....hehe....today's last paper of the continuous 3-day common test torture....finally get out of it....hehe...i got that support for today's paper...hehe....cos he message me when i was doing my revision at 2am....real rare situation and i dunno what i should do about it...its like nothing will happen between us....no chemistry no miracles.....just purely 'unknown' type of relationship....not yet considered as a 'friend' and not of a 'stranger'...just feel so red at the moment i receive a message and of special highlight to me is his name....after all those joys and happiness....suddenly feel so weird...the feeling just so hard to use words to express....ahaha....just have that kinda of feeling whenever he msg me....and to total up the number of messages he message to me.....is just pathetic 2 messages that i had yearned for throughout the year....one is 11.10.05 and the other on 25.12.05.....ahaha.....anyway....for year 2006...the first message i got was from him....01-01-06....quite amazing and i din expect it....and the second message from him dated 05-01-06...which was in the early morning at 2am....ahaha....hmm...enough of him lo....Did enjoy myself very much during christmas, new year....those countdowns.....so FUN....enjoyed those funky times with my friends during the seasons....went shopping together.....just went jurong point....bought a necklace and earring...nothing much...New year wish....PASS IEF MODULE!!!Everyone's HAPPY!! Get CLOSER to the SOCIETY!!!More Friends!!CLOTHES!! Stop here le....need to go cook for dinner le...and yupz...going shopping with MUM tommorrow...yuppie....can buy things without me paying....ahaha....broke le....till den bar....

TEST!!

Hey...Christmas is getting near and so is the Common Test....getting stressed out of the dates of the common test..3 days straight in the row...and IEF is the middle one...will go mad after common test...and for goodness sake...please dun have it in the exams or i will go real MAD....ahahaa....haven start doing revision yet...yesterday was a very very bad day....have been in bad luck for the whole day....got said i never tap ez link card when going home...and for wad i dont tap card...concession ok...den tv spoil....real sad case....really dunno wad to say...anyway...today filed my notes so that i can do revision...and realise so many notes are lost....so weird...and i dunno where is it...some are with my friends....but some are not?? OMG...getting real stressed....exam really can make me mad....ahaha...going to eat more bananas(relieve stress)...coffee(clear minded)....walnuts(alert)...eggs(helps in absorbing info)....golden mushroom(helps the brain)....ahaha....dunno who said...but try it anyway....banana is the most efficient...it makes you concentrate lo....ahahah.....Christmas coming....what i want for christmas?? Wish List updated....hehe....hmm..think i wont be blogging for the next few days bar...will be busy with christmas celebration and next week with common test...bless me that i can get through....Countdown 2006 at Sentosa!!I wish i could go...test on 3 jan2006....can i?ahaha...till den lo...short post here...

End of Home Alone 2

Hey...my family are back from their Genting trip le...ahaha....its rainging der and many of the rides could not be played....ahaha....lucky i din go...if nt i sure regret giving up my tutorials for a wasted trip i must say....hehe....opportunity cost huh....ahaha....today went home straight after school...and haiz....think will get low marks for IEF project bar....hehe....really thanks to my group mates....putting 1000% on the IEF project...And especially thanks to mel for editing everything....really xing ku le wor....and yar...i believe we had a hard time researching on our IEF project....cracking our heads to analyse.....it does drove me crazy...ahaha...hmm..nvm about the critics by Ms Wong yea....we'll do our very best for our presentation!! get hold of the 60% of the whole project....hehehe...i believe we can do it de...and yeaps....my cousins staying over my aunt house which is just few blocks away from mine....hehe....then came back home around 8++...was damn worried...cos most of the time we always come back in the evening de...hehe...really scared they extend their holidays der....and i would go OMG!!! ahaha....but lucky not lo....wooo...yesterday the bukit timah trip was really nice....think whenever i have the time should go there....it helps to slim down....nutritionist say that walking, jogging and swimming are the best slimming exercise....oooo...and i oso heard that having dark chocs before meals too can slim down....wahaha....yawnz....sleepy lo....go have some sleep lo....depriving of sleep...cos cant sleep well alone in the room...had hard time sleeping....coaxing myself to sleep....hehe....can have a better sleep tonite bar....down with serious sore throat...should talk less....may be going K box tmr? till den lo~!

Home alone 2 Day2

Wohooo....today din wake up to climb bukit timah hill...ahaha...but i did climb in the evening....hehe...i broke my record....17mins...to me is quite fast...ahahaha...wake up at 7++ by an unknown caller....after i said hello...she said wrong number....Arghz....then went back to sleep till going to 12....after that went to orchard....went to Far East...saw this bag....quite nice....cost $40....opps....din buy lo....too expensive plus my current financial status is BROKE...den saw quite a lot of clothes very nice....and yar...Mango having sale....so many people snatching and all those crazy acts...wahaha...up to 50% sale lo....hmm...after far east went to cineleaisure....Nike opening der....wooo....and der's opening sale of 10% storewide....ahaha...saw a shirt and the bag i yearned to own it...but think alot of people is owning it....so maybe not buying anymore....hmm...lots of things in orchard...went home at 5++...den had packed lunch....watch tv while eating....den around 6 went to change to shirt and short...and den headed to bukit timah hill...ahaha...was damn late...and i stopped at a later bustop...den walk a longer distance....saw many monkeys and squirrals....so cute....ahaha...reached the bottom at 6.45...was quite dark at that time...and i was quite scared...cos people are coming down...and im going up alone....wahaha....but i did reach the submit 17mins later...the air is cool...and i feel so relax....especially stressed during last few days...doing project...test...and lots of problems arise...but now think everything should be getting fine le bar....hmm....den after that went to westmall lo...need get dinner...den went to get sushi from shop n save....brought some bread for tmr's breakfast....is a must lo....if not mum come home see i nv eat breakfast sure nag again...ahaha...reached home around 9...have a nice bath...and now tidying up on the research i did....hmm....till den lo....blog again next time...everybody coming back tml evening....yohoooo....but today have to sleep alone again...abit scarey though....nitez...

Albert~!

Hey...Just finish watching the release of star idol result....Arghz....Albert is out!!!Cannot believe it lo...he had the most supporters lo...all of my friends are his fanatic supporter wor....OMG....but i think he is very good with his expression during today's performance....though the gap of changing a child like person to a cold hearted person is just to wide...but i like his expression...he has got the point and small actions of a baddie...i think he is the best among the other 3 lo...the other 3 expressions seems abit weird...and doesnt look like a baddie( theme is baddie character)...Ok..I support Albert....hehe...actually never thought i will watch star idol until one day i caught Albert performance...think i wun be watching it anymore le....and yar....his elimination speech really very meaningful i should say....'Though i may be eliminated from the competition, at least i did grab the chance to move towards my dream of becoming an actor, and being part of the competition'. After he said those...I find that he is more mature than what i thought...what is important is the process of the competition not the result of the competition...result only determines one winner...but process gives the most important lesson learnt....Jia you bar Albert....hmmm....today went home after skool...cooked lunch for myself....den went to Jurong Point to shop for a while....den after went to Holland V. and chill out with my friends....had dinner with them...Arghz...i feel so bad....din help jocelyn. eveline and mel with the IEF project though i had finished mine...really feel so bad leh...like leaving them to do their part...so bad of me hor....im so sorrie....should have go together with you all to mel house to do project.....feeling extremely bad....haiz....home alone....eerie feeling...like last time alone at home....except the chick doesnt scare me anymore....wahaha...the chick which scare me is not mine....is my sis de....wahaha...hmm....i have plans made for tmr....going bukit timah hill target to reach submit is 20mins....hehe....going alone lo....must keep fit....i go there whenever i dun have skool...hehe...den reach there le den have the sandwich im going make tmr....wohoo....sounds so carefree....how i wish i can have such lifestyle....no exams, now worries....then after that maybe go home bath le then go town have lunch bar...den think of getting myself a shoulder bag...hehe....oh yar....my wish list was told to update...hehe....and thats apply to all of u guys... to let Santa Clause give you things you desire....ahaha....nonsenseing....till then lo....tmr need to wake up early...go climb hill.....

PS:
Dreams I Desire
Only to Admire
Its just within my Ability
To make it a Reality
Somehow I feel so Lost
As in What I treasure Most
This kind of Feeling
Is really Contradicting

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

HOME ALONE 2 IN ACTION TMR~

Hey...just finish OM common test today....arghz...is damn difficult...whatever i memorise it just doesnt seem to be coming out....Arghz....Home alone again for the next few days lo...my family all going to Genting Highland....WITH MY COUSINS leh...first time and yet i cant go...HUMPH....first is chalet...and now is malaysia trip...what will miss next....have been missing loads of fun with them....haiz....after common test went to IMM to get my camera back....have been with them for 2 1/2 months le...when they say is for one month....haiz...den went to help mum go change money for their trip! Sad...tml only 2 hr tutorial...wonder what am i going to do after that? will be damn bored at home...go shopping? Chill? STUDY??nar...will see how's tml bar....maybe sleep....currently lack of sleep...have been drinking coffee this few days....then resulting sleepless night cos the coffee too strong for me...makes me stay awake for the whole night...and now im depriving of it....yet feeling so energetic....drank mocha in the morning....yawnz....getting tired yet eyes still so big...cant close them...had mess weekends...rushing IEF project....STRESSED....cant get things right....it was just so difficult to analyse the condition of AFRICA....have been facing 'AFRICA' for the past few days....getting mad with it lo....oh yar...yesterday was YuBing birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~! hehe...sorrie cant celebrate with you....got test today....hehe....we'll get together one day yea...missing you guys much....and i must say the time we spent though not long but yet so memorable and precious....having you guys really make those moments filled with laughter and joy....love you guys lots lo...hehe....and yar....AnQi, Sam, Violet and all....Really really long time no see...miss all of you lots....especially AnQi and Sam....you guys stood by me when i was bullied...and sharing lots of things together during that period....and making my life more livelier than ever in the boring working environment doing the same stuff again and again....love you all and miss all Motorians....Miss.Miss.Miss those days....sorrie to Anqi oso...cannot make time to catch up with you all...cos got lots of things coming up...will make up to you de...sorrie wor...hehe...my family are now busy packing their luggage and im happily blogging here....ahaha....its alrite...at least i dun have to wake up that early tmr.....hehe....till then lo....will definitely blog tml...home alone...the best thing to do is surf net and blog.....tata~

Projects!!

Yippee....just finish my flash application project lo....hehe...finally lo....yupz....ahaha...have been playing with the chick that Liqing gave me...ahaha...cos its really cute...and it will always nod its head....ahaha....childish hor.....hehe...IEF project on its way...think gonna finish it by this week...cos next week got OM common test le...so should finish it before the times come...den can have time for revision of OM...and OM does sound abit tough to me since i totally dun understand the tutorials....ahahaha...today stay at skool till7.45....and yar...i miss the Tong Xin Yuan final espisode....but never mind...i din even watch every espisode...just that the show is quite a common topic among my friends....ahaha...hehe...they all like the 'Mei Ren Yu' ahaha...went home around 8+...was damn tired...meetings and meetings....typing and typings!!after that still must go ahead with the completion of flash application project....STRESSED!!! gonna relieve stress this thursday...wanna go swim...opps...battery low batt le....till then lo....

Chill

Wohoo..Just came home from chilling at WestMall Coffe Bean...ahaha...Today went for EC lecture....quite cold der...cos only a few people went for the lecture....hehe...and as usual it ends early...went to canteen 1 and wait for the rest for OM tutorial...and yar...Liqing bought me a chick....hehe....so cute nei....hehe....i got my own one...have been wanting to buy one...cos my sis dun let me play hers...ahaha....Thanks A lot Liqing...And yar Peiwen...Thanks for helping me photostat the tutorials...hmm...i owe you one hor....hehe....Love you guys lots!!!!Hmmm....after IEF tutorial went out to chill with Jocelyn, Evelyn, Mel, Andre, ShaoPing, Wee Leong, etc....ahaha...though dun noe them quite well...initially thought of going to 'EskiBar' but age limit of 21!! and its really cold in there....hmmm....but look quite nice....din notice it when i came to chill at holland v before....hmm...when we reached the age...have class outing der....I miss Class Outing LOTS!! hmm..but quite cold der....hehe...so we went to 'Wala Wala'...the three mangoes shared a drink....hehe...also tried others' drink....we ordered 'SnowBall'..taste quite nice...was abit choked by the smoke there...and dat makes my eyes itchy....ahaha...upstairs environment is good but no sports show to watch...but there's band der....and its cool....went up der before....ahaha...smuggle in with my friends....hehe....and sometimes we went there to watch Football match....and shout Ole Ole Ole Ole OleOle....ahaha...but its quite fun those days....hehe...Yeting come over for a while and then went for her driving lesson....hmm...so long never see her wor....hehe...after that some others join in...and the mangoes take the leave lo...hehe....then i went to westmall....chill with other friends...hehe...initially they say wanna go Boat Quay de...ahaha...but i said so far....so we stayed at westmall...besides its not safe der bar....den we chilled till quite late...even coffee bean was closing...then went to Kopitiam...then after chilling walked back home wor...cos no bus liao....abit darker then last time i 1+ go home...but luckily there's lamp post around...hehe....HOME ALONE....Dad went to join my family at downtown chalet...left alone at home....so cold....and when i was playing with the chick Liqing bought me....and suddenly heard sneezing sound...i thought it was the chick....and i tried many times with the chick..but dun have lei....Eerie....getting abit scary...ahaha....hmm...going offline le....getting late le....should get some sleep....till then.....

Chalet...

Wohooo....just finish my flash application project...hehe...think should be not bad bar...but think im doing another quiz in bar....if not only that project abit too plan lo...hehe...oh yar...PepC went home today arnd 12.20am lo...miss PepC lo....hehe....getting tired...wake up early today...in the end din join them for chalet....cos no time to play...this sem must add lots of oil to buck up on GPA....got quite low wor...so this sem must jia you....get good results....is a MUST....thats my aim....hehe....ooo...going to settle EC workshop and IEF project....IEF project is dueing soon...my friends are completing....making me feel that im slow...hehe...did some research le...start analyzing now bar...but dunno how to do it...Arghz....Rant it out!!! Abit Stress!!or should i say VERY STRESS? ahaha...cannot stress too much if not i'll eat lots of things...cos stress makes my stomach feel empty and i bulge on food...Making me FAT...hmmm....later practise dance...hehe...a form of exercise...den do some jogging after that bar...thats my activities i plan for today cos no1 at home....hehe....sisters went for the family chalet....mum got work today and will be joining them tmr....dad work till late...the afternoon left alone at home....so decide to do some exercise...den do revision on IEF which i dun even understand a single thing!! OMG...who is going to save me from it!!!haiz...gttg liao...go do a quiz for the flash application project....bless me i'll able to present the my project in front of the class successfully next week...hehe...till then lo....

PS:
Humans are just hard to Understand
All about their feelings and taking their Stand
Don't care if others feel Hurt
They just treat them like Dirt
Where can I find One
That hurt are None
Humanity makes it Impossible
Yet its existence will be Incredible

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

HAPPY!!

Hey...Today Damn happy...but dunno why lo....things not really settled...cos today din meet them out for activities...went to Singapore Polytechnic today with Peiwen and Liqing...cos Liqing got a stall at their bazaar...hehe...and i must say Liqing got that lady boss look when she's selling things lo....*claps claps....hehe....and yar she treat us waffle hotdog and Takoyaki...yum yum....really very nice lo...hehe...my SP friends....better go try or you will regret not trying lo...hehe...and that settled my dinner wor...cos was quite full lo....den peiwen and liqing went to City Hall...but i din tag along....went home and see PepC....hehe....so cute nei...now lying beside me...hehe...hmm...haven done EC yet wor....die le lar...really forget how to do access le...but nvm...im going to do it tml....gonna go library borrow the access text tml....bless me i can finish it by tml....hehe...;p...short post here lo.....got stuff to do....till den lo....

TIRED!!

Weekends come....my cousin's dog at my house....cos they are going overseas so left their dog with us...hehe....PepC so cute nei....then in the late afternoon went to my grandpa's house..ahaha....for mahjong session with my aunt, uncle and grandpa...hehe...the first round was so long....cos my uncle kept winning and there it stuck with him...then kinda tired....my sis took over me...hehe....then went to read the book i brought there to read...Peiwen's chinese novel....really quite an interesting book lo....hehe....still left almost half of the book bar...gonna read it fast...hehe....weekends are so short....and there goes my saturday.....shall do my Flash project tommorrow bar....maybe not going to the IT fair lo....IEF date due is 2 weeks time...really fast lo....did some research le...but dont quite understand how to do the sypnosis and all....haiz....getting better bar....ahaha...from the FLU....hehe...a short post here lo...wanna catch some sleep lo...waken up by my sis this morning....cos she too excited about PepC coming over.....ahaha.....tommorrow still got to attend church....till then bar...No PS: for today...cos no inspiration and feeling sleepy...cant think of a good one....nitez lo....

Friends???

Moody...dint get enough sleep today....went to school dragging my feet there....having friday blues?? ahaha...just feel abit weird today....sitting there not toking much....looking at whats happening around me....just find that i cant adapt to their footstep...just too fast for me...humph....today dunno why so moodless....like no special reasons....feel abit of tired...and need some sleep....abit worrying for my friend....wonder how she is....cos i din go to her when she called me this morning....feel abit bad...but got tutorials so i have to go school....really sorrie lei...promised you that whenever you need someone but yet i din conform with my promises to you...i hope you can understand wor....have been feeling very bad the whole day lor....and thats give my moody face all day long....haiz....somehow i feel that im leaving my friends far apart....not able to click with them as well as before...just feel that the gap between us are getting wider....but i think its sooner or later bar....since that day we met during the hols...i got this strong feeling...yet i still believe that our friendship isnt that fragile....but believing is not everything....and i did try to do my very best....well...i still believe in them....but maybe sound abit too naive....who knows they maybe making use of me...nowadays abit depressed by those friends....somehow i find that true friends are really hard to find....is it that every true relationship is such hard to find that makes it so rare and precious?? only those primary school days i found true friends....so innocent without any other thoughts but just wanna be friends...I admit that is when i found my true friends though lost contact after PSLE...hmm...kinda desire for true friends?? sounds abit weird and desperate..hmmm...oh yar...must thank chen feng for the cute paper clip she gave me today...hehe...very cute de...with ultraman on it...hehe...though not mesmerizing by JJJ like before...i still like those ultraman's stuff...unique taste i must say bar...haha...gotta go liao...feel better after blogging lo....hope tomorrow will be a better day...its WEEKENDS!!i just do love weekends....do research for IEF lo....till den lo~!

PS:
Friends are always better than Foes
Though some maybe like Rose
Where torns may Prick
And friendship turns Weak
Friendships are True
When it means just You
Friendships may just Blew
When treasure is not with You

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Flash~!!

Yohooo....today really cant wake up lo....hehe...but im still early for my Flash application lesson....today start of project lo...hehe....decide on doing Origami wor....hehe....think not bad bar...unique i should say....hehe...but abit difficult to do those animation....arghz...must jia you nei....hehe....everyday so busy with things...never do any of revision....OMG!!oh yar...reminder to TB25...EC e learning is due today lo...is to take the quiz under assignment wor....hehe...and yar...must go download MYOB in skool too....ahaha....hmm...today din have lunch....went to library to do abit more of the flash application project.....hungry.....grrr.....ok....need to catch some sleep soon le....hehe....till den lo~!!

PS:
Whenever things are meant to be this way
It will never be changed.
Whenever hope comes by
Treasure and grabbed it closed.
Whenever things are at dead ends
Believe in getting the best out of it.
Whenever everything are against odds
Try looking at another view of it.
Whenever you feel lonely
Shout out loud and with echos you will no longer be alone.
Whenever you feel happy
Smile as wide as you can to all but not none.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Harry Porter!!Nice Movie~!

Wohoo...today finally watch Harry Porter and The Goblet of Fire lo...hehe....went with Peiwen, Jocelyn and Mel lo...went straight to town right after lecture...hehe...the content of the movie...hmm...think the ending abit too sudden...den the effects really nice...a pity Cedric died at the last part lo...really very sad de lei...ahaha...i admit lar...i did cry lo....*paiseh...but overall is quite a nice show...hehe...wow...see the advertisements...got lots of new nice movies coming up lo...arghz....have to control myself with desires lo...hehe....get extra money for this month....ahahaha...will be deducted for next month lo....humph....a lesson i never learn to always save money for desires....hehe....nvm bar....enjoy my day today...movie was really great...after that on my way home....saw my friends...so went shopping again...ahahaha...i did window shopping lo....ahaha...went to isetan....friends bought some of the typical OL(office lady) clothes that is on sale....DKNY shirt....ahaha...and i saw that cute boy still promoting shoes...ahaha...saw him the last month i went there....cos he very outstanding...the youngest among all promoters...looking abit like waiter....cos of their uniform...white shirt and black pants...and of cos his shoes are outstanding....addidas sneakers....ahaha....ok...nt that im interested in him...just find him catching attention bar....ahaha.....saw some clothes not bad....but just bear with it lo...den we went to Hereen Limited edition shop...bought something we share for velle's birthday...ahaha...im sure she like it lo...limited edition one de lo....and its very nice...hmmm...den went to PS....M'industries....looking at the shoes i had been wanting to buy....but on second thought think better nt...too many ppl own it le...hmm...saw a shirt not bad...$29.90....not bad...hehe....after that went home taking mrt...den go westmall...went to Tom and Stefanie...saw this OL's shoulder bag....white and silver de....$39.90 lo...but think maybe abit mature??anyway...i cant buy any of those currently...hehe...hmm...tired lo...going to sleep le...still having some flu...but getting better...fever is gone...sore throat is getting better too....hehe....hope the weather gets better and i'll recover from my flu lo...hehe.....till den lo...hehe....oh yar...to all 'o' level students...congrats lo....last paper finally finished!!!enjoy the hols lo....hehe...blog again next time.....

Sicked....Feeling terrible

Bad day today...coughing and sneezing away during lecture and tutorial....aww....im feeling very sick....now feeling better from just now...hmm...its alreadi pass 5 lo...no changes made le....i put tourism and resort management for first choice but i doubt i can get it...my second choice is service management...but find the module abit weird...we have to learn logistic??And what heathcare service, education service???Lost...my third choice is marketing lo....ahaha....i shall work harder this sem lo....at least get into the top 3 choice of mine bar....God bless me lo...hehe....today IEF lesson...i totally dont understand wor...especially the GRAPH....'o_o'??ahaha....gotta do more revision....yipee...tml going with my classmates to watch Harry Porter after lecture!!!Have been looking forward to that though i dont have money for it....hmm...shall borrow money from mum until i got money from my friends...hehe...it have been long since we last go out together le...really miss those times we go town shopping....for now its really rare to go out with all of them...really miss those days wor....hehe...oh yar....ahaha....Thanks to John....brought me water...hehe...that's what a patient need most....ahaha...and thanks for the fruits....you bought at the canteen...really need vitamins to fight the virus....hehe....thanks lo...let you 'po fei' le...hehe....really thanks lei....ahaha...cos me really dunno how to take care of myself...only know how to act strong...and take care of others....hehe....John....Really must say a BIG thanks for taking care of me whenever im sick.....You are such a nice person....hehe.....not saying i like you hor....dun misunderstand ar....but really nice to have such a friend to be there when i need care and concern...but just dont let me be dependent on you wor....ahaha....im a strong ger lo...no more the small little ger....*winks....losing appetite lo...had 'Chee CHong Fun' without sauce for lunch and a honey dew....ahaha...fruits just so important...think tonight wanna cook bland 'Mian Xian' for myself...got abit fever wor....haiz....all thanks to the singing and dancing....just cant get it right lo....humph....maybe more exercise could help me recover bar...i will recover soon!!!Dislike the feeling of being sick....bugging onto those tissues and medicine....ahaha....hmm....going to take medicine lo....till den bar...will blog again...

PS:
The Every little thoughts
I know its out of missing you
The Every little feelings
I know its because of the touch of love
The Every little concern
I know its just of wanting the ever best
The Every little bits of everything
I know I could never have delivered
The Every bits from my heart and soul
I have wanting you to receive

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Sick

Cough cough...having real bad sore throat...due to too much of singing...ahaha...shall keep quiet how i got it...having slight flu too...arghz...feeling really sick today...arghz...my decision for the specialization and elective is not confirmed....having internal struggle on which course shall i go...arghz....tml need to bring lappy to school...doing self study at school tml too....cos i have my 2 sisters at home...and im sure i would be distracted...shall choose to study at school lo...hehe....getting abit of tiredness....yawnz...today no appetite for dinner...just feel so sick of food...arghz...watch tv for the whole day...watch the Golden Horse Award Ceremony for the third or should i say the forth time....just to catch glimpse of my Favourite Singer....JAY CHOU!!! He got the Best New Actor Award...hehe...yuppiez....and i must say he deserves it...he perform well in the movie INITIAL D....and i can say....watching a hundred times is of no tiredness of it....hehe...looking forward to his next movie....wohooo....ahaha...Fanatic Fan here...so the above quote is of personal views wor....ahaha...hmm...tml want to go watch Just Like heaven....but seems like no1 is interested in this movie...i thought it was the top box office in New York....so i would expect lots of people wanting to watch it....humph...haha...and yupz...going to watch Harry Porter and The Goblet of Fire on tuesday....yuppiez...excited....hehe...Yawns....gotta catch some sleep le...till den bar....blog again lo....

PS:
If you werE cLouDs...
i wouLd bE the suN to brighteN uP youR daY...
iF yoU were papEr...
i wouLd bE pen to writE you a wonderfuL pagE ..
aN uNforGetabLe one...
iF you were wiNd..
i wouLd bE sand
ALways foLLow the direction oF the wind...
iF you were treE...
i wouLd bE the soiL
To aLwayS bE theRe to make sure yoU bE a stroNg and heaLthy one...
WhatEveR yOu weRe tO BeComE..
i wouLd aLwayS bE the one bY yoUr side...
SecRetLy theRe to suppoRt you...
Let mE bE oNe..
juSt Let mE bE....
coS i NevEr know wHeN i may ever see you agaiN..
and iF i reaLLy do SeE yoU agaiN..
thaT muSt bE FATE
ThaT brouGht uS togetheR ....
iF fate aLLows uS...
hE wiLL...
N i aM hopiNg foR thiS day t0 CoMe....

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired..

Hey...Really sorrie to Jocelyn today...actually wanted to do EC powerpoint after school but last minute have to go for the family day thingy at Expo der...sis working der too...hehe...quite alot of stuff...hehe...but when we reach there we went to the Loreal sale der...Up to 70% off wor...alot of people lo...but there's also maybelline brand der...Mad people i can say...people buying large bags of cosmetics....can they use finished??just so much lo...but its really cheap...hehe...i bought some foundation for future use bar...den mum bought eye shadow and lipstick which i think is not bad...got abit glossy de...hehe...after that went to have dinner though i was hungry since i was at the mrt....ahaha...after dinner went to look for my sis...wow..not much people der...but i guess bcos its the first day bar...there's maplestory for kids to play...wow...that is the thing that attract my youngest sis wanna go der tml...ahaha....spare me from it...i dun wanna travel all the way to expo lo....ahaha...just like normal fair lo...nothing special bar...but got alot of youngsters at the stores lo....JCs student i can say bar....lots of YanDaos at those games station wor....ahaha...cos there nothing much interesting stuff to see so see people lo...hehe....den got back home at arnd 11++...went to have a shower and its about 12...den start to do the powerpoint presentation...do until 3am den hand in lo....now making choices for my specialization lo...anyhow choose liao...really dunno how lei....die le....god bless me lo....those who choose tourism are just too many...wonder if i can get into...with my so so result....i doubt so lei...haiz...dunno lar...so im working extra hard this term lo...especially the killer module IEF...put alot of effort in it lo...but still blur wor...today tutorial blur and blur lo....i need a tutor....ahaha....going to catch some sleep le...VERY tired le....Yawnz.....

PS:
I wanna be the stars above
being always by your side
during the day
still up there
during the night
giving you light
No matter what
i'll always shine
For during the dark
you will not be alone
during the day
i am still there for you...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

 

My first Flash Application Assignment..

Yawnz

Yawnz...Haven been sleeping much this few days...got meetings with my other fellows friends at school library almost everyday....Tired....have to type minutes....ahaha...haiz...so tired and stress lei...but i oso dunno wad im stressing for...think is because last sem result not fulfilling...so this sem must work harder bar...but always cramp with other stuff...never do tutorials....Arghz...my resolution goes to the drain again...haiz....looking forward to weekends now...need to catch some sleep...tommorrow is 8am lesson lo....Yawnz....going swimming after lesson bar...need to do some exercise to relieve stress bar....Yawnz....Sleepy Face....im just so tired...Today wake up at 6am to print today's PMKT notes...PMKT always Monday then put up the notes...Haiz...and the tutorial always later than the lecture notes....Yawnz....hmm....after EC tutorial went to meeting...No lunch...though was abit of hungry...cos din take breakfast...going PMKT lecture after that and then to the tutorials....Yawnz.....hmm...Here's my first Flash Assignment wor...think should be OK bar....ahaha...First Try lo... till den lo...short post here lo...

Give Me A BREAK!!

Hey...Today really sleepy and lazy lo...wake up so early...really din wanna go lecture de...but must be good girl lo...hehe...yesterday slept at 2+ lo...was doing IEF research wor....Hardworking hor?? AS IF lo...ahaha...but did get some queries out from the research...ahaha...its long...so i din read it...hehe...Yawnz....Feel like sleeping...but i still got tutorials to do....Aww...hmm...going swimming with sis on thursday...get a tanned bar...and relieve stress lo...hehe...today only me, peiwen, jocelyn and janet went for the lecture...not much people lo...after AAA lecture went to canteen 1 with peiwen and have lunch...den went library...chit chat lo...hehe...after that went to OM lecture though we dun have lecture notes...ahaha...was chatting all the way too...nothing much about OM lecture....hmm...gotta apologise to alot of people for yesterday....really sorrie to those that i say may go out with them...really sorrie lei...cos my friend really need someone to be by her side comforting her and listening to all her sorrows...hmm...Apology to all whom i say may go out with them....sorrie guys...and yar Minz....when you still got things cant solve by yourself or you need a listening ear must always find me....dont ever feel lost...cos you have me...no matter how bitterness are those...Remeber you have me by your side....i will be the person to give you sweets to sweeten all your bitterness you have....and i believe it will make you better...When you feel lost...i will be you light to guide you out...Hope you have felt better....though i may not be that of experts councillors to have lots of words of console...but i believe a listening ear and a shoulder to lean upon could have helped...Take care always....Friends are meant to be everlasting de...gotta go liao...short post here lo....need some rest...till den lo~!

PS:
Life Are Always So Beautiful
With You Around In My Life
Though Changes You Have Made
I Still Believe That
The Beauty I See In You
Will Never Fade
And I Believe
You Are Kind And Hardworking In Nature
Love Can Be Faded
But The Feeling Will Never Be Forgotten
It Becomes Part Of My Life
A Part That Will Always Be With Me Forever

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

HAPPY DAY!!

wooo...juz come back from the chalet....hmm....Happy birthday to Shi Hui and Valerie....so coincidence...both of them de chalet is just beside...hehe....its affinity right....ahaha....woo...so long never see all of them le....all become such a pretty lads wor....chio bus lo....hehe....hmm...went der was pretty paiseh....cos dunno their friends....but i did enjoy myself...chatting with yubing, sidi, jiewen and chuan ming....ahaha...after that went to newton and join my friends der...they are having their supper there....since i passed der so went to join them....but no supper for me....on diet lo....hehe....hmm....after went home....and i dunno why....i just have the feeling that i will see XXX in Mac....but XXX was not der.....ahaha....and guess wad i did see him in the end....arghz....somehow i feel that is like what we say AFFINITY....its like i always see XXX around....but somehow those i really wanna meet on the street just never ever bump into each other....juz like JJJ....always down at town....but i have yet to met JJJ at town....though we often are at town at the same time.....and its only XXX that i always bump into...hmmm....somehow i strongly feel that we have such a thing call AFFINITY....but it doesnt work between us now....or should i say i still have that little bit of feeling...that i shouldnt have let go due to some obstacles i face....i never tell XXX why i did that....and XXX never knows it....since after we dont get to see each other as often as in school....i would still bump into XXX at the same area....hmm....and always after seeing him....it makes me ponder for a long time....on what feeling i have for XXX....and what i am waiting for from XXX...and it often makes my mind wander far....and feel so lost....haiz...what's going on with me....cant believe im still clinging on it....it has been like centries ago....and XXX doesnt even bother....why should i even ponder over it....ok....im nt going to let this making me feel lost....i still think that today is a very fun day...Missing all those Motorola's friends lots....get to see some of them today....and im very happy being with them...though was quite quiet listening to their talks....hehe....best wishes to the two birthday girls who happen to open chalet just a block away from each other....In this world there is too much of a coincidence...but coincidence sometimes become the affinity we have....hmm...today a long day lo...had meeting in the afternoon....oh yar...gotta write out the minutes lo...till then lo~! For the above incident..names are not to divulge for sake of victims....ahaha....signz offz~!

PS:
AngeLs are what i BeLievE iN
and they wiLL definiteLy briNg the bLessings i have foR you...
iF they were noT there foR you..
i wiLL be your guardiaN angeL..
aLwayS bE bY youR side...
whateveR obstructioN theRe iS iN youR Life..
i wiLL aLwaYs bE theRe to heLp you cLear theM...
foR deeP iN mY hearT..
yoU aRe tHe oNes i treasuRe...
the oneS i Dont want unhappineSs befaLL on..
thE oneS whoSe joY behoLd mY Life...
Never wiLL i want to see you hurt...
BecauSe i ReaLLy LovE you so...

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Yippeee~!

Woo...today first time attend Flash appliation lesson lo...quite interesting lei...hehe...today got assignment...but dun think it is able to be put on the blog lo...hehe...wait till i have better product den put on bar...hehe...gotta noe 2 new friends....very fun loving person...ahaha...though i m the quiet one...hehe..but thats me lo...im better in listening bar....hehe...and guess wad...i did it again...i DIN SAVE my ASSIGNMENT!!!!omg....i have do it again....must hand it by tml lo....omg....haiz....so sian....always forget to save assignment de...humph....after lesson went to cut my hair lo...cos really cant stand my hair anymore...so messy...just that i cant find time to get it cut....abit busy nowadays...and since today i get to leave early so went for a haircut....arghz...abit short...but COOLING...hehe...abit tired now and haven done my tutorials....ahhaa....hmm...must apologise here to Valerie lo....sorrie lei...cant go your chalet this sat....cos Shi Hui's birthday bbq this sat too....sorrie about it...we'll have MOTO gathering next time yea....hehe...oh yar....this sat got our 3rd Alumni Meeting at BB Mac lo....12-2pm lo...as said is to discuss Fancy drills and Orientation 2005....woo....stop here le...short post here lo....till then bar....

PS:
Love iS aLways worth the wait..
i'M WiLLing to wait for you..
and i Hope That mY True Love wiLL one Day touch you Deep..
no matteR what..
i'LL bE right here Waiting for you..
eveN though I wont be abLe to get youR Love..
but youR happiness and bLissfuLnesS iS Enough for mE..
iF onLy you are HappY with iT..
i'M wiLLing to StanD aback..
but you Must stay Happy and cooL always~!

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Birthday Blast!

Blogging here again lo...hmm...today got alot of friends birthday...woo....Happy Birthday Guys!!-Fanny, Kym, Brenda, June, Jack....wohoo...Sorrie ar...cant celebrate with all of u lo...hehe...but hope u guys like the prezies lo...hehe....hmm...broke this month liao....buy books, prezies and stuffsl....wohoo...hmm...bad start of the day lo...forget to bring handphone to skool....and without my handphone i feel so lost of contact with friends and time lo! ahaha...so sorrie guys if u cant get me today...hmm...later going for sumone birthday party in the evening...wohoo....but sorrie cant stay too long...tml lesson at 8am lo....haiz....hehe....ermz...today ending lesson at 5pm lol...2hr break in the middle....arghz....hmm...and yar...i gotta meet up with yubing, sidi and all one day to buy Shi Hui prezies lo...ehhh...quite excited for tml IS lesson...taking Flash Application lo...hehe....this week seems to be a lazy week for me...din bother much to do tutorials cos no mood to concentrate....too much distractions( TV, Phone call, Chilling) hehe...but i'll try harder lo....ahaha...oh yar...to my dearie friends....thanks for sharing everything( woes and happiness)...i believe things will be better de ok...when u feel sad...we'll cry together...when u r overjoyed...we'll jump around and scream together...remember that i'll be there for everyone...hehe....can come to me anytime de wor....cos thats wad friends are for....hehe....ok...stop here lo...lappy no batt le...till then lo~!

PS:
You make mY heart races so fast that
eveN i couLd not eveN catcH iT...
You make mE bLush in front oF you
for mY shynesS cannoT cover mY LovE for you...
You make mE waiT for youR message DaY by dAy
for wheN iT comes...
iT reaLLy touCh mE deeP inside
for rare iT may bE to See your messaGe...
Your mesmeriSing eyes makE mE so DeepLy in LovE wiTh you
aNd suCh feeLiNgs grow deepEr aNd deepEr....
thouGh the diStance between uS seemS to Drift furtheR...
buT nevEr shaLL iT bE a ReasoN for mE to giVe uP
for perserveranCe shaLL bE there for yoU aLwayS..
what can i SaY...
iTs aLL tHe beauTy iN thE eyE of the behoLder...
anD thiS hAs madE mE madLy iN Love with Y0U~!

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

School Life!!

Wooo...there's go another week le...hmmm...this sem seems to be a tough one...all modules sound quite tough lo....currently cant handle all those new stuff...Maths Make Me Mad...ahaha...well...i can say IEF will be the killer one...cant digest everything said during the lecture lo...or should i say i cant hear clearly from her....her mic is so soft....and she seems to be mumbling to herself...cant really catch what she is talking about....haiz....better put in more effort bar...hope things will get better bar....hmm...November comes....lots of things happening...with so many birthday coming around....And JAY CHOU's ALBUM!! HOT PICK!! i must say...i din order so tsk tsk...cant get the album due to no stock...Arghz....the album is so nice!!!Ye Qu!!Fa Ru Xue!!OMG....Nice....ahaha...JAY fan here...hehe....hmmm....oh yar...this coming sat is Shi Hui birthday lo...hmm...thinking what i should buy for her birthday presents....and yar...i din forget my buddy birthday lo....this coming wednesday....and yar...Jack's birthday oso this wednesday wor....ahaha...juz realise when i receive the birthday alarm....hehe...sorrie ar....hmm...need to thrift abit next month lo...will be asking for extra pocket money from next month de....hehe...cos got lots of stuff needed to buy lo....have been spending lots of money....oh yar...maybe ask for money use to buying presents during last sem...ahaha...hard to ask lo...hmm...well....this month gonna be a tight month for me...need to buy textbook and all stuff....when can i start my savings plan?? should lock myself in the house after school so that i wont buy things...hehe....but thats difficult....humph...thats me mar...cant save for rainy days....and that cause me headache when im tight lo....wahaha...should have gotten work during hols...nvm...take it as a lesson bar...not to spend so much lo...hmm...but i really wanna buy JAY CHOU's CD lo....Haiz...where can i get it?? Somemore now no money....haiz...till den bar...tml got 2 lecture lo....gotta turn in early lo...Sign offzzzz

Bad Start on the First Day of School

School starts today....what a bad day i have....i got out of the house at 10am...tsk...waited for 20 mins den got bus lei....den nvm....at the bukit timah shopping centre change bus....the bus 52 just drove off while i was raising out my hand....Arghz....den waited for about 15mins den comes the 184 bus....reach school at 11.10am....what a bad start of the day on my first day of school...den went to photocopy notes for peiwen and liqing....den went fro the IEF lecture....the lecture is really fierce lo...and i think she abit revengeful person...sounds abit scary....ahaha...den after the lecture...we struggle on whether to go with jocelyn, eveline and mel to SIM for lunch then go orchard or go with liqing meet her boyfriend and lunch....finally decide on going with liqing meet her boyfriend lo...feel abit bad...din join jocelyn, eveline and mel....erm....din mean not to join u guys de....but abit curious to see liqing boyfriend....hehe...opps....den we went to jurong meet liqing boyfriend....hmmm...they two very compatible lei....like prince and princess like dat...in my point of view lo....ahaha....and i can see liqing very 'Xin Fu' like that....abit 'xian mu' bar...hehe...waited for bus 52 for quite long and therefore late again for AAA lecture....Arghz...late consecutively lo!! hehe....And guess what!! I didnt bring my KEYS!!That is the worst thing of the day!! Haiz...but its alrite...meet up with friends and did enjoy the time with them....you guys must take care lo...stay happy and cheerful wor~hmmm...getting late...tml or should i say today is All Saints Day!! going to church tml....9am mass lo...need to sleep early bar....ahaha....and yar wednesday is All Souls Day....Tml is oso Deepavali....and thursday is Hari Raya Puasa....Lets enjoy the festive season bar....cheers~ till then lo....
PS:
Dream may be unrealistic...
but at least I've tried to strive for it...
I know that all...
In this big big world...
having able to know each other is really a destiny...
a destiny is what I believe is rare...
Love varies from people to people...
to me love is such a tragic that I dont get to really understand it....
for the deeper passion i have for love...
the more I am hurt and depressed...
Yet I have all the sweet memories with me...
I kept it very close to me...
and somehow the feeling is fading away....
I recollect them all and silly smiling at those scenes flashing in my mind...
memories are forever sweet for you wont know the flaws of him...
Let all joyful thoughts always lighten each day...
and may the one able to help me stand up once again ...
follow what my heart says....

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin