就是开不了口让他知道

开不了口
只好自己承受
很想讲的
不敢跟你讲


记得那天你走后
背影模糊了一空
我在这伤心阁楼
承受爱情的捉弄

PS: 就是开不了口让他知道

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Graduation Ceremony~!

Current time:1.30am
Today graduation nei~!! Wahaha!!So happy, EXCITED! Get to see all my darling friends!! I'm happy! Got half day of from work for the graduation ceremony!! Time passed so fast today. I left at 12.10pm and I bump into Ken walking towards cafe for lunch!! Wahaha. Then went to cafe to look for my friends to say I'm going off le. (Actually want to catch another glimpse of Ken 'cos he walked too fast! *opps) Meet Peiwen and Liqing~! I so HIGH~!! We graduating together today~!!! I'm gonna clap loud loud for all my friends! Limei was sitting beside me and Limin (know her in flash classes) We talked cos the ceremony was quite a boring one! We even have to sing national anthem, but no one sang. Wahaha. After the whole ceremony ended, we went around to take photos!! Saw Gin and Irene!! So long never see le!!! Cos I'm always sick and I missed all those gatherings! Sorry Gin!! I missed them! But didn't see the rest of TB22. Sobx. After that me, Peiwen and Liqing we went town!! Hehe. We went to play ARCADE at Cineleisure!! Our Fav arcade game. We called it "Siu Siu". Then we went to level 9 play the photo hunt!!! We play quite long there cos we "bu gan xing" never hit our target. Hehe. Sleepy and slept on the bus when on the way home. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tomorrow gotta go work. Till then~! HAPPY GRADUATION TO ALL~!

不对也要爱

Oopps. Haven been blogging, shall update lo. Hehe. This week nothing much. I didn't talk to ken. Wahaha. Yesterday Peggy bring me and Cindy to see ken. So paiseh nei! Ahaha. We only say "hello" thats it. Ok! I must admit I am not good at "chasing guys". Never succeed before nei. Erm...maybe only once or twice. Cos I shy and don't have much courage to express my feelings out. Pessimistic is one big hinder!! I got not much confident in myself and I know I very 'dao' when I alone(no smile de). My friends won't get to see that cos I smile to those I whom I know de. Oopps. Haiz. Life is really boring!! Especially working in such a quiet environment. Still not use to the quietness of it. Hmm. Saw this chinese song by a rock girl band, find the lyrics very cool and sort of describe what I feel.

不对也要爱
填词:徐世珍
作曲:hemby,natalie lauer,angela
编曲:郭达良
根本没有什么好不好
你又不是我怎么会知道
反正他的声音他的脸
不可思议让我疯掉
全世界就饶了我们好不好
门关上外面风太吵
紧紧拥抱代替了祈祷
只要我问心无愧
就算不对也要爱
就算想哭也不分开
就算不睡也要爱
怕明天不会来
爱情没有条件好不好
不哭不笑谁也活不了
偏偏只有一个人让我心跳
我爱我的妨碍了谁
我幸福给你看
不管时间不管地点
化成了灰我也不会变
oh别把我放开

暗恋也会是一种美

童话永远美丽
但是在实际上
却是不可能的

有谁不想拥有它
又有谁不去幻想
多么甜蜜的童话

虽然得不到
那所谓的不可能
或许暗恋也会是一种美

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

宁愿

只愿守候在你身边
也许只是一厢情愿
但我还是宁愿
这一切永远都不变

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

爱要怎么说呢?

暗恋让人觉得好无奈
自卑让人无法去面对
明明想爱却觉得配不上他
也许这就是爱不得的暗恋

爱要怎么说呢?

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Busy!

Today was suprisingly BUSY!!! Have been doing data migration for the whole day. Think I'm considered quite fast bar. Finish 200+ data migration in one day!! *Claps!! Except I did wrongly whereby I did double entry. Oopps. Cos was online chatting with Zen so didnt concentrate. Opps Opps. Was told to change his name. Hmm. Ken? Cos he look abit like Ken Hirai. Man de wor. Ahaha. Today is my cousin's birthday~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~! And sorry I cant go over your house. Today I go receptionist there learn franking which is a bit different from the previous company's. Guess what? I have to frank 1400 mails!!! Think I super right!! I'll go mad!! 8:30-12.30 of non stop franking. But what worse is that I heard from my friend say the receptionist taking over is Ken's friend. Arghz. Scared. Hope she is nice. Haiz. Not only that I still have to help print the invoice to mail out! And I still have data migrating to do! Loads of things stacking up. I know I currently dont have things to do but the person sitting in front of me currently have nothing to do too! Cant give him some of those things to him? Today I busy doing data migration and he sit there do nothing. This kind of feeling NO GOOD!!! I understand how he feels when he busy and I am there surfing the net. Oopps. Ahaha. Tmr is Vesak Day!! Shopping day for me! I've got loads of things to buy! Wohoooo. I must enjoy this few days!! Work coming more! Ken going to leave GSK! Wenz migrating! Ling Birthday! Must treasure whatever I have at the moment, be it good or bad. Thats what I have to learnt, Let go of things that never be yours, Treasure those times when they are close to you. In life I often regret, maybe is all those regrets that make me stronger and treasure things more. I lost someone dear to me, tears are always there and tears are how much I miss her. At times I want to share something, I really hope she is here to share all my joys [My 21st birthday, graduation ceremony, etc] *tears. Sobx. I still miss her everyday though she left me 2 years ago. Tsk Tsk.

眼泪留下的痕迹
久久也不曾抹掉
心如刀割的伤痛
是谁也补救不了

PS: 笑容 是快乐的 , 是发自内心的. 你是否开怀大笑过?

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Never Give Up!

我绝不会放弃
因为我相信我可以

This song describes best how I feel:

我可以 - 蔡旻佑

寄 沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒 有種距離
你 放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情
能不能說給我聽

雨 下得好安靜
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我愛你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明
我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗
是因為你

寄 沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒 有種距離
你 放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情
能不能說給我聽

雨 下得好安靜
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福它真的不容易
在你的背景 有我愛你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明
我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗
是因為你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明
我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗
是因為你

I will never give up on what I believe in~! Yes!! Thanks everyone for the encouragement! Now I have all the courage! I will jiayou de~!

Update!

Hiyo~! Haven been blogging for 2 weeks!!! Have been really busy!! Ok. Now I am currently and officially 21! I feel so old. Hmm...Updates on what I have been doing. Work is as usual except 2 days ago was quite a confusing day for me. My group of colleagues and I were in a conversation and they added the shuai ge into our conversation. I was abit awkward but somehow I feel something else which is nothing to do with shuai ge. (shall not mention here, hope it is not obvious)Ahaha...Maybe is me bar...think too much...but the feeling of it is quite strong...and thats make me feel sad for the day...though happy that he is the one that we are talking to...I even went to take the same bus as him...My other colleague from another dept called me and tell me that he took the bus is to bukit panjang and I happily think that I am able to meet my friends at bukit panjang interchange!! But the bus turned out to be going tiong bahru!! I realised it when the bus reached clementi...and I called my friend...she say yar...its a clementi bus...Wahaha...Kena cheated!! Cos she wanna me to take the same bus as shuai ge...Pengz...Then I drop off at bouna vista and he did not get off...tsk tsk...that day was really a confusing day!! Weird feeling! Maybe should give up...Its all because I think too much and yes I know it. But I really cant help feeling that way. You know woman instinct very accurate de. And I never failed to realise it last time. Ok. Shall see how on monday. If that feeling is really strong, I guess I will just give up any thoughts about that shuai ge. What can I do? (Shall not elaborate) But I really think he is a nice guy though we anyhow add him and ask alot of questions and he practically answer our questions. So this birthday is somewhat weird to me but it is nice to have chat with him though it doesnt give me a pleasant outcome that I expect. Haiz. Shall see how one Monday bar. Ok. Enough of that shuai ge. Oh yeah I shall use Zen instead of shuai ge from now on. On Sat, went out with Joc, Eve, Peiwen and Liqing to celebrate Eve and me birthday~! hehe...I really had a great day with them but poor eveline was feeling really sick. Eve!! Must take loads of care wor!!!Rest more yea!!!Joc and eve went home early cos eve was really feeling uncomfortable. Then Liqing, Peiwen and me went to Mos Burger and they had some drink and we talk. Anyway THANKS to EVE, JOC, MEL, PEIWEN, LIQING for the birthday gift!!! LOVE ya guys loads!!!! Muacks!!! We must keep in contact wor!! One of my birthday wishes: I hope to be forever 21!!!!! Wahaha...21 seems to be a big stage of life...experiencing the difference from the past... Not anymore a kid, need to make decision, must have own stand, no more childish act, must be strong, etc. Somehow I can sense all those...Just got back from home...cos just now after meeting Eve, Joc, Peiwen and Liqing, I went to meet up my friends at woodlands...we went for the UK Funfair!! Now currently no voice...Lost it from all those shoutings....currently is 2am...Need some rest le...Later in the afternoon treating whole family Lunch~!!!

五月天 (MayDay)

This is S.H.E 10th PLAY Album's song: 五月天 (MayDay). The above is the Music Video of the song, with Ah Xin from MayDay~!! Super Nice~! But I think Ah Xin abit shy with the last scene when Selina kiss him....ahaha...

Here's the lyrics to the song...

To view chinese words, click view, encoding and select unicode.

曲:郑楠词:陈震 施人诚

黄金海岸的岸边

我们肩并着肩

洁净的蓝天

清澈的水面

吻成一条海平线

看你温柔的双眼

弹着吉他的弦

歌词是诺言

旋律是依恋

唱出一首五月天

Chorus:

五月的天

刚诞生的夏天

我们之间

才完成的爱恋

紧握的手里面

有好多明天

五月的天

梦开始要鲜艳

前方蜿蜒

一长串的心愿

我们一天一天

慢慢实现

大雨冲走了昨天

青春乌云几片

彩虹的旁边

有星星几点

迫不及待在眨眼

海风味道变香甜

沙滩镶满亮片

你哼着永远

我和着不变

合唱一首五月天

Chorus *

海浪 拼命欢呼跳跃

一遍又一遍

鼓励我们 看谁先吻谁的脸

为这五月之恋

再添一个逗点

再多的五月天

怕也不够我们沉醉

海燕 身边来回盘旋

扮演着领队

彷佛听见幸福在前面不远

为这五月之恋

再添一点信念

往后的五月天

和你走到比永远还远

Chorus*

FRIDAY~!

I Simply LOVE FRIDAY!!!!Wohoooo.....Today....Nothing to do again...I watched 200 pounds of beauty~!! Wahaha....I laughed so hard...that i turned red....and wads worse kaiming ask me why my laptop always tilt low....I tell him cos Im short so need it to be low...I think my red face betrayed myself....Arghz....hope he doesnt know it bar....wahahaha....I admit I turned red easily esp when I laughed real hard....and when I see shuai ge....when I see someone I like....and when I'm really shy.....wahahaha....everyone know that....have been trying hard to cover it....but to avail....hehe....today....easy day....cos I keep laughing and watching 200 pounds of beauty...I dont care whether anyone sees it....Oooppps...Im getting bad right!!! ahaha...this shall be the one and only.....dont dare le.....really scared people say I take people watching all these...Dont wanna leave bad impression here....hehe....Friday is my day~!!! Today almost cant get the bus...was walking towards the bus and he wanted to drove off le....so early nei....im partly to be blame...too into my movie and forget the time....Oooppppss.....I feel bad today for watching it....but I feel happy that weekend is COMING~!! Till then~!! Missing school and everyone~!!!! Take care peeps!

Sicko

Today so many people on leave!! The level 1 so empty lo!!!And SO COLD!!!! Yawnz....making me feel like sleeping....Haiz....Nothing to do again....Bored....I'm happy today~! I dunno why?? Wahahaha....LOL....maybe is bcos weekend is near~!!YESH!! And friends birthday are coming soon...wohooo...gathering soon~!!!YESH!!Mother day....Headache...mum and dad going genting on sat night...coming back only mon night....how to celebrate mother day nei?? friday mom got work lei....Tsk Tsk....Fever again....Ytd I also had it but it gone after I sweat out....Today after a whole day chill of the aircon....Fever is BACK!!! Make myself feel so sicko....and I feel so 'medicine'...Arghz...I dunno what I am talking....Work envt really too cold le....wear jacket oso not enough lei....Yawn...just ate medicine...thinking of having an early sleep...Tmr is my day...cos is FRIDAY~! WOHOOOOOOOOOO~! Till then peeps~

BLUES!!

I think I'm having blues almost everyday...dragging my feet to work....this kind of feeling really no good for fresh graduate who just enter the workforce right?? Thats really bad wor...Tsk Tsk...But what can I do?? I currently have nothing to do...everytime slacking around....surfing the net, browsing everyone's blog, online shopping....wahahahaha....so free lo...nothing to do....I really dont like the feeling of being a useless one at work....somehow feel that I am useless...and wonder why they hire me....Nothing for me to do....Looking at others busy with their work....Feeling guilty having nothing to do....and getting PAID!! Wahaha...but I know slacking time wont stay long....training coming up and I will have loads of stuff to do soon...but think most probably end May or June bar....I still got 2 weeks to slack!!! Wahahaha....Life is really such a bore with working....No PLAY at all....Friends are all busy with their life...Very difficult to ask them out...and when they asked me out....I'm not free....Tsk Tsk....one's time really very difficult to match....Life seems so meaningless to me....Yawnz....wanna catch some sleep...Tired?? From acting busy in front of them....have been yawning all day long....the aircon is making me sick!!

My day~

Wohoooo....Today I VERY BORED lei....The whole day didnt do much thing...Was really bored!! Ahaha....And saw the shuai ge during lunch....wahaha...he wears pink...same as me....ahaha...and he sit the same seat that I just sit wor....ok....I think too much le....wahaha...Today slack too much....I even pack up too fast that someone even say I left early today....Oopppss...Shall keep that in mind...not to leave so early....later people say I eat snake....tmr shall not leave that early lo...sobx....I realise something....Someone always tease me and ask if I can take it and wont cry hor....what makes him think that I will cry over his tease ar?? I came to realise...maybe someone saw me cry at work....which was like once I cried at work....cos I had a nightmare....my grandpa was like missing my late grandma....and seeing everyone being paired up....he feels lonely....then he sing a very sad song....which somehow say that he is lonely and he miss grandma....then I wake up....feeling very sad...somehow feel that the dream maybe is that my grandma want me to spend more time with my grandpa....cry for a long time...whenever I had a nightmare I need someone to console de....but that day I dont wanna wake anyone up...so have to calm down myself....but at work nothing to do then think too much....then I teared....So 'no face'...cry at work....but really cant help it....feel very sad....haiz.... really miss my grandma lei.....sobx.....till then le....will update often....

Sunday~!

Today was late for Sunday Mass....Oopppss...like 10mins late wor...cos nobody wake us up...after mass went to meet up with my insurance agent...which was like change from friday to sunday.....ahaha...he talked a new plan to me...which was like nothing much...cos I not interested in buying it...dont have stable job how to pay for the high insurance fee rite...lucky I'm clear headed....wohoooo...but so paiseh....he bought cookies for me....ahaha...thanks wor....then went back home....watched drama cos my friend last minute need to meet someone...heehee....watched 2 movies wor....Yawnz....Feeling sleepy le...tmr have to work....hope Monday Blues wont fall on me....till then lo~!

Sis Birthday~!

Sis birthday today...Went to Awfully chocolate to collect the birthday cake that I ordered....regretted not buying the banana one....then went to cold storage and bought drinks and Ben and Jerry ice-cream....bought the Crunchy Monkey~! Wohoooo...That was really nice...hehe...after that went home...then head to IMM for dinner....had Ajisen....we ordered 3 sets of ramen for a family of 5...plus 2 other side dishes...and I tell you...We dint finish our food...We are small eaters lo...i shared my ramen with mum...and there are leftovers!! My 2 sis share one ramen oso cannot finish too....wahahaha...After we had this full dinner....we went walk walk around IMM! The dinner really need to run 5 rounds le...then I went back home with my parents while my 2 sis went to walk around....After everyone reached home...we had the birthday cake! Its really very nice...have half a slice of it....Everyone should try wor...hehe....I've always been look out for good food though I dont eat much....cos I often go out with friends who loves to eat...hehe....Gotta go le...Need to catch some sleep le...Till then~!

明白?

我希望你会明白
我对你只有爱
如今却依然存在
因为有了你
我们拥有共同的回忆
让我的人生多么甜蜜

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

MAY DAY~!

Its MAY DAY~! Wohooo~!! Holiday...Didnt go out lei...slack at home....face the computer and watch finish my drama....Hana Yori Dango II....It is REALLY NICE~!!! Arashi!!!hehe....Love the holiday with the drama~! Loads of midnight movie to catch too~! Wahaha...i'm a TV addict...shall continue with my drama...gonna finish the last episode of it....Till then~!

My Week Before...BAD

Updates!! Sorry for not being blogging...Have been feeling sick this week....Since tuesday I had fever and wednesday and thursday I took MC....wahaha....I had HIGH Fever, gastric flu.....Now still have abit diarrhoea...Tsk Tsk....Last week was like hell to me...feeling so uncomfortable on tuesday....feeling very cold under the big hot sun while we were having our fire extinguisher training....Amazed?? A administrator need to learn how to use fire extinguisher lei!!! I really cant imagine that lar....ahaha...but now I know how to use the fire extinguisher....wohoo...was fun though... have been taking panadol for that whole day....and I survive through....I went straight home.....and SLEEP!! The fever is killing me....I quickly wash myself....get the water towel at the bed....and jump into the bed with all the blankets I can find....just doze off sleeping...I went sleeping till quite late....and was told to wake up and eat some vermicelli...I ate like a few mouth....and went back heading bed....really feel giddy.....The worse fever I had since I grow up....Haiz....Today? Monday!! I dunno why I am happy...but I am just HAPPY~! For no reason...Though my day start with a reject from the gate....was so malu...and I even saw the shuai ge....Arghz...so paiseh...then queue behind him...oopppss.....today seems to be like excel lesson...have to learn how to data anaylsis faster....learn vlookup and pivot table again....hehe...I all forgot le.....how can you expect me to remember when I studied it like 2 years ago and not even practising on it...and whats more....I slack my way through year 1.....wahaha....Today I am happy....I guess I know why....Its LABOR DAY tmr~!! No Work!! No Boredom!! I want SPIDER MAN 3!!!!Till then lo~!

忘记爱?

忘记爱

所有幸福的片段
让我心里好混乱
一直想要忘记爱
却考虑应不应该

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired~

Arghz...having back pain lo...abit like muscle strain...Think must be the after effect of the massage...spotted some bruises on the arm too...OMG!!My wisdom tooth is still abit pain...but its getting better...dunno should i go for dental appointment....cos I really dun wanna pluck it out...very painful lei...see my friend go pluck out the wisdom tooth 2 weeks never eat anything...and CANT TALK!!! I will die if I cant talk...and I have been looking forward to the KBox session with my friends!! I cant possibly miss it!!! I dont care...if it is getting better I'm not going to the dental...if still very pain I will ask doctor for painkiller bar...hehe...then maybe june then pluck..must be after my birthday...cos I decided to enjoy myself during my birthday~!! But I haven plan yet wor...Tsk Tsk...Will celebrate with friends and family seperately...cos I really find it very weird lo...And I know my friends will feel very awkward de...ahaha...Today really very tired lo...dont feel like going work tmr lei...tsk tsk...Monday Blue will come...Who is coming to save my Monday?? Ahahaha...Gotta go le...need to check up the stuff(Slim Face Roller) I bought on Friday whether she got take in my order....ahaha...shopping now is the only thing that brighten up my working life....Recently I reload a new playlist on the top right of my blog...All these songs are really VERY NICE...Highly recommended~! If you want any of those songs, I got it all...hehe...Til then lo...Take care peeps~! I miss EVERYONE~!

Batam~!

Just came back from Batam...It is REALLY VERY FUN~! Ahaha...Thought we dont have time for shopping at the last shopping mall which has all the things I want to buy...Come to think of it...It is really a good place to live at...No strict laws, a motorcycle can sit 5 people!!illegal houses everywhere, imitation all over, almost everyone got branded bags...ahaha...went for the full body indo massage...they put in alot of force massaging...was abit pain...but was alright for me...they even have aroma and music theraphy while doing the massage....and suddenly she twist my neck without telling me she was going to do that and next is my body...had a shock out of it...but lucky was not that pain...ahaha...but my mum and aunt didnt want it...they scared pain....wahaha....There got sell super nice donut...ahaha...i think abit better than those in donut factory...bigger, cheaper and crispy....ahaha...i know today i had alot of stuff....shall work out more in the week...hopefully I wont get fat with this one day of food that i eat...think had quite a number of carbo stuff...OMG....NVM...tmr will resume to my normal diet....I feel so sinful for eating so much carbo stuff...esp starch!! ARGHZ!! I have not been eating a single choc for 3 months!!! Miracle right?? Ahaha...cos having sore throat....Need to rest le...till then lo~!

感觉

该忘了你对不对
只是我无法面对
心还是会感觉痛
让我感觉好脆弱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

This is my day....

YESH! Today is FRIDAY~! Have been looking forward to this day since Monday...hehe...Tmr going Batam with my mum, dad, grandpa and aunt....Wohoooo...my sis not going....hehe...can go there for SPA~! Wahaha...hopefully there is free time...Haven been doing much work out this week...Oopppss...And yar...have been always told to eat more normally for lunch by all my friends....Ahaha....I will try...but as to why...It is because I dont like wasting food...so might as well get something that fits my stomach just nice right...hehe...."Sensitive to Starch" I must say is quite true....Is like when I had starch I will feel very sleepy....Not only that, all my effort will go down to the drain...eat less starch=slimmer....hehe....dieting has been part of my life....exceptions only for special ocassion like Birthdays or what that is called for celebration...At least once in a while doesnt make me FAT!! I cant stand all the FAT in me!! TSK....Work is really boredom...No shuai ge, No fun, No talk, No music, No everything except WORK and EXCEL!!! I will go MAD!!!The Shuai ge haven seen him since wednesday....Sobx...There is no motivation in work... Give me some motivation....wahaha...Till then lo...I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS~! Thanks Mahesh for chatting with me on MSN when work is really bored...I really miss you...TB25, TB22....AND ALL~!! Single Life is SO NICE yet abit lonely.....

Yawnz...

Today I had nothing much to do also....tsk tsk...VERY TIRED!! maybe yesterday blues brought to tuesday le....dunno why so sleepy...Yawnz....haiz...nowadays blog also write very little...cos my life now really too boring...I dont even want the whole blog to seem so bored....haiz....what can I do? Hope things will get better....I need stuff to do!! Tmr got training....from 9.15-12pm...it will be getting BORED....can imagine it will be worse than lectures and tutorials....haiz...hopefully I dont fell asleep....its a small group training......bless me....till then peeps~! Take care~! I miss all of you~!

Shopping...

Sunday comes....its shopping time...but I dint buy anything....Pay haven get yet...hopefully it is high....cos my expenses quite high...though I dont need transport expense....and I only eat fruits for lunch which is quite cheap....but the online shopping contributes to the expenses....and I have to pay my insurance monthly which is like $70+....feel abit stupid with that insurance burden....Pay day is tmr....I'm looking forward to it~! Short post here...till then....I really miss all my friends~! Take care peeps~

FRIDAY~!

Today is FRIDAY!! We have Friday meeting....And I was to introduce myself to all....but the whole introduction was like so awkward...cos they are rushing us cos there is the birthday cake and refreshment that is turning cold....ahaha...in the end was only asked what is my hobby....ahaha....I even thought of what I want to present le when they told me over lunch that I have to prepare something to present for 10mins...I like crack my head and thought of something I think quite nice....an exercise of the brain which I wanna share with them...but in the end....ahahaha....its ok lo....Today time pass very fast....cos the meeting was like very long...from 3pm to like 4.30pm and 5pm is the knock off time....Looking forward to weekend!

I miss my FRIENDS~!

Nothing to do....Slacking the whole day....Cant stand the quietness of the envt....Cant stand having nothing to do and acting busy....Cant stand reading those boring and meaningless( I dont even understand) powerpoint slides....Hoping for end of May to come...Then I will have loads of work to do...and I wont be worrying of falling asleep!! Haha....Will be paid without doing anything for 2 months....Mar and Apr.....Sounds Im so bad....and so lazy....Hopefully there's things I can do...Seeing them busy with their work and me acting busy is really not a nice feeling...Meeting up with friends later....Yippppppeeee~! Doing some catching up....have been years since we last catch up with one another....I miss my friends!!! TB22, 25!!Guides and Scouts friends...Sec School friends....I think Desiree( My Pri Best Friend) would have been delivered her child now bar....Never see her working.....haiz...I really miss my friends!! Till then...

Its Sunday~!

Yippppeeeee~! Today is SUNDAY~! I'm loving weekends~!!! Today went to The Central with mom...ahaha...nothing much though....Saw many people queueing for the Stephanie Sun Autograph session....Its like so crowded there....I saw someone whom we had worked before in Motorola, Cory...There are quite a number of shop....and they sell nice stuff...not too high end....and also not so low end...its a mix of both product....We went to B1 to have something....we bought a croissant look alike...but it tasted like bun...very soft and nice...at the Petit house, was shown on TV...Not bad...but not very tempting...After that we go to outram....mom wanna get something....then we go home and had our haircut at the neighborhood saloon which my sis say not bad....my fringe is extremely SHORT!!!I miss my friends....Tmr work again....Tsk Tsk....Bored...

Bored!

Life is getting bored....Nothing much to do.....Working life is really boredom....Humph....Today never go out....the usual routine work, home, eat, watch tv and sleep....I'm sick of this kinda lifestyle....Wanna spice up my life with something!! I miss all my friends!! I miss school days...I miss everyone....

初恋

初恋

单纯的初恋
我依然怀念
那些美好回忆
是多么的甜蜜

那最甜蜜的爱情
那最思念的场景
当时最初的相遇
是我最爱的记忆

虽然当初的分离
不是出自我内心
但我却说出
"我不爱你了"

虽然我会后悔
虽然我会哭泣
但我始终不知
你是否爱过我

没有明确的表示
没有语言的宣誓
有着暖暖的亲亲
有着温馨的拥抱

也许是因为
我的喜欢你
让我完全不在乎
你是否真心喜欢我

虽然我始终不明白
但我依然相信我们的爱
是真的 也是我最珍惜的
是我不会忘记的初恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Monday yet HAPPY???

Today is another boring day....Act busy...cos they got nothing for me to do at the early part of the day....and when its time to go home....work comes....haiz....tmr have to slowly finish it...if not I will left nothing to do again....wahaha....work life is getting better....at least I encourage myself to feel that way.....Sleepy lo...yet HAPPY...but really dunno why? No more chinese words due to lack of inspiration....hehe....I will try harder and one day I wanna get my lyrics up....hehe....gotta cook dinner....poor thing right....after work have to cook somemore...Im the eldest mar....sad case...and yet my effort is not appreciated....Tsk Tsk...Till then lo~!

Psalm Sunday~

Today went to church and its Psalm Sunday....Do you realise that people are holding on to a palm leave?? Thats what we have on Psalm Sunday....The mass was like 1.5 hr....and I was alone....My younger sis went to Genting, my dad go for the chinese mass early in the morning which is like I cant wake up, my mum go for work and my youngest sis go after her class....After that rush down to Bishan to collect the bag I bought from online....I think it was quite nice....hehe....Love it....Then waited for my friend for so long!!! And then was approached by an insurance agent....eh...abit look like Daosheng nei(Used to be a Hunk from BBSS)....ahaha...Then we talked since I also got nothing to do....Then realise is the same insurance company as the one I bought from like last oct...Then suddenly my agent came lo....ahaha....Shocked...anyway talk for a while and continue to wait for my friends....then feel abit hungry as I dint eat lunch and then was like 3.45pm le...went to get a cookie from Subway....hehe....think it is quite heavy....then finally my friends come and we go to Orchard...which is like AGAIN...thought they say dont wanna go there de....ahaha...Overall today I waited 3 hrs...not that bad....hehe....Lucky they came...if not I will think they pulling an April Fool joke on me....went back to WestMall to return book and borrow another book...cant imagine I am that studious to read books....OMG!! ahaha...Yawnz...Need to catch some sleep....

Sick

Here come friday...was down with serious virus.....and didnt get to eat dinner with Gin....so sorry....was really feeling dizzy and unwell....maybe is because of the virus spreading around in the office....Yawnz...I better get some sleep before I blurb rubbish here....Till then and sorry to Gin for not going....

Dad's Birthday

Dad's birthday today....My younger sis treating again....ahaha...yesterday that dinner was really cheap...we, 5 people, eat 14 plates and some other side dishes is like less than $40 lo.....wahaha...so my sis treating today....we went Mayim...but without my mum cos she's working...luckily I am clever...I share noodles with my sis....cos I cant take much food for dinner...my sis ordered xiao long bao....which I think is abit oily....the soft shell crab was not bad...and I really love their 'Pao Cai'( Korean Cabbage, yet suit Singaporean, more sour than spicy) Was really full though I ate less....hehe....and we wait for mum to come back and another cake for my dad's birthday...Durian Mousse Cake....Im not a Durian lover...so I dint take.....ahaha....This is the first time we had cake on dad's birthday....cos we usually celebrate together on mum's birthday.....Yawnz....Really tired le....Till Then~

Mum's Birthday

Today is my mum's birthday....Just got back from dinner...had dinner outside paid by my sis....ahaha...birthday cum pay day treat...we had dinner at Jurong West Sports and Recreation Complex...Its located near the City Harvest Church area....The restaurant is Nihon Musa that we go....its the one introduced on TV very often with their 99c plate sushi....the sushi is really really nice...Especially the scallop, salmon sushi and the soft shell crab maki...the variety doesnt seem to be as much as they indicated....maybe because we went there late....hehe....dropped at the wrong bustop....wahaha....then went back have Mango Mousse cake....Birthday treat always make me FAT...Tmr will be another for my dad's birthday....ahaha...mum's and dad's birthday is one day apart....Dont say Im bias buy belt for my dad and nothing for mum?? I bought her a handbag long ago.....was also not cheap de wor....Tmr dad's birthday....till then lo...needa catch some sleep....

Boring Monday

Yesterday I went to IMM with mum...hehe....wanted to get some stuff and dad's present....I bought him a belt from Goldlion....I think its not bad...hehe...Monday is never my day...Today nothing much to do at work...Just the usual data keying on the excel sheet....BORED!!! I really have Monday Blues!! Bless me able to survive every monday...short post here...need to go catch some sleep...till then

BORED at work

Working life is really bored!! Facing the excel spreadsheet everyday.....Tsk Tsk....I think I am not for the Admin type of job....Especially accounts bar....It seems like the jobs I so far had been working are mostly gotta do with finance....And its really dreadful for me....Worse of all is the envt is like so QUIET!! No music!! And thats really gonna make me MAD!! I thought office they will like have music de...but this is like so quiet....And at times I almost fall asleep....Cannot use the internet...cos i think they will track de....haiz....my phone cannot call outside...I cant do anything except for the Excel spreadsheet....Tsk Tsk....gotta go le....short post here....

Its Friday~

Working life to me is so dreadful....quite boring....doing all excel stuff....no excitement....no new stuff...Haiz...Should have like go into other industry....ahaha...I also forget to tell you guys....my position in the company is called Data Analyst....under the MERPS project for finance and procurement department...is just a assistant to help out with both dept de work...wahaha...actually in general is called administrator.... Just that they tell me is called Data Analyst.....hehe....Hmm...have been like thinking what course I should go for a degree....actually I have considered about going into IT design...but dunno whether got such course whereby I can learn many design software....then with my diploma in business maybe I can go into marketing... dunno why suddenly I feel like doing marketing....'cos I think its more challenging and its up to your creativity to show awareness of own product bar....Im still confuse about what I am going to do in the future...Still need more consultation.....bless me bar....Today is FRIDAY~! Yippppeeee..... I can sleep MORE~!

Im Free~!

Yohooo....Im free from the torture of reading the notes....Have been reading for a week le wor....ahaha....Today got the laptop they give me...It is like so bulky.....Its a IBM laptop....so heavy nei...Lucky no need to bring home...Just lock inside the locker can le....wahaha....Got laptop, Got internet....yet I cant use MSN and all....cos they would track what I did and need login to my ID....tsk tsk...The people there are not bad...hehe...got one look like my primary school teacher.... lots of nice people there.... but I really cant stand the quiet envt...too quiet le....and nobody talk to me....cos they got training and I got sore throat that has been there for weeks....haiz.... but I like to talk leh... Really too quiet le...I also dont dare to talk unnecessarily.... In case I blurted out something I shouldnt talk about.... You know.... I always talk too straight.... And thats when I regret what I say...Gotta go le...Wanna watch my show...hehe....Till then lo~!

我爱你

我爱你

你对我说"我爱你"
多么甜蜜在心里
知道你会陪我
知道你会爱我
明明注定要相遇
明明注定要相爱
惟有缘分把我们连在一起
惟有爱情让我们珍惜彼此
回忆着多么甜蜜的爱情
是我多么想回去的场景


© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

狠狠的

狠狠的

狠狠的撕掉你给我的信
狠狠的说出我不再爱你
需要多大的勇气和毅力
狠狠的作出我不想要的
明明很爱你
明明很想你
我怎么狠下心来
对你说我不再爱


© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

First Day of work

First day of work...Hmm...Have orientation which is like lectures!!! Yawnz...it was really bored...thats not the end....after that orientation we had lunch and I must say the food is really bad....I think I am taking fruits only from tmr....hopefully the fruits doesnt taste weird too...then I went to my desk and settle down...was given a sheet of paper stating the notes that I would be needed to read through for training....and there is like a long sheet of notes that I need to read lo~!!! Need to spend a week or two to finish the notes...MCQ on the notes needed to hand in to the HR...OMG~!! But the working envt is not bad...Nice people, Nice envt, Nice seat, Everything is nice...hehe...hopefully everything will go smoothly...temp assignment finished at end August~!! Yawns...Need to catch some sleep...Nites...Need to wake up early....Ask me go out oso wor...hehe...but I free at nite and weekends wor....Take care peeps~! Love everyone~

爱上一个人的可能

爱上一个人的可能

我试着爱上一个人
他给我幸福的可能
我笑 是因为他曾给我浪漫的山盟海誓
我哭 是因为我明白他的心已不在爱我
唯有笑容 他拉着我的手带我接近幸福
唯有眼泪 他不再爱我以后悲伤的痕迹
在我不再想他以后
会剩下笑容陪着我

© by Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

蝴蝶页

蝴蝶页

一直想飞的蝴蝶页
羽翼被绑了结
却也维持着左右对称的闪亮
我把有神明周期的爱情
签约后鑲钻
在年限来临前
绝不归还

住了一个人

住了一个人

他 围了一座城
无法离开的一切
都被容忍
此刻
传回来的风声
都是我愿意等
城外无法进入的
也将无法成为
我们

相同的决定

相同的决定

是该开始预言降临
那些纷纷落下的命运
悲伤始终平行
拉不近彼此的爱情
不同的是
我们无从决定谁比谁更伤心

Confused

Have been going for interview since thursday...So many agents called me...but still not in the mood to start work so early...I haven rest enough....yet I have to go for the interview....They say earlier you start working the better for you...Still considering if I should get into a private school now or work for 2 years and then opt into a local university using the working experience....I'm in between....I feel like joining the UNSW!! Their course like not bad...and the certificate will definitely look nice on the resume if I have that bachelor....money is the problem bar....the tuition fee is quite expensive and I dont want to use my parent's money to pay for the fees which is like I cant possibly return them...Loan doesnt seem appealing to me too...the interest I have to repay....contract with Navy or whatever organisation is what I'm currently considering....but many of my friends discourage me from taking that....wahaha....where is my future?? I really cant see at the moment....What I want to do in future?? I cant tell, I'm not sure, I'm confused.....Currently in a lost state....All my friends know where they want to be yet me still lost.....Help me find my path bar....Till Then.....*headache ar...Dunno what path to choose which I cant see what they so called 'FUTURE'....

面对感情,
有人一后退的智慧自许
相形之下,
前进就显得冒险而放任
你又会选择哪个呢?

未来可预期的甜美
未来不可预期的艰难
让我们一起经历并承担
但愿在很久很久以后
在回忆起从前
你我都无忧且无悔

我们曾经各自曲折
学习过伤痛
也经历了风雨
而那些经验
就是为了让我们
更懂得如何对待彼此

爱有那么简单吗?

也许就像是爱这么简单的一个字,
却占据了我生命所有重要的篇幅
别说我总是沉默,
别说我总是冷漠,
你又何必再触动我内心深处
只会把爱挂在嘴边的人如何体会,
我所谓的爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

我是自虐狂~!

即使要让伤心再来一遍
也都要留一个位置给你
就算在你心里那一瞬间
那也都会是幸福在心里

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

你会像男孩那么做吗?

从前有一个瞎眼的女孩,
她很讨厌身边所有的人.
除了自己的男朋友!
有一次那个女孩对男朋友说:
"假如有一天我看到你的样貌我才嫁给你"
有一天,
有一个好心人捐给她双眼.
那个女孩看到了他的样貌,
原来那个男孩也是瞎的.
那个男孩问那个女孩:
"愿意嫁给我了吗?"
那个女孩很轻易的拒绝了他,
但那个男孩只微笑的对那女孩说:
"那你要好好照顾我的双眼喔."

真正的爱情是什么?

真正的爱情
不是每个人都遇得到,
但没有发生
并不代表它不存在着.
我要用自己的力量
去证明爱情的存在.

Exams over cum Shopping cum Reunion

Last paper finally over!!! Yipppeeeee....I was shivering all the way in the SQM exam venue lo! Cant even write properly...hopefully Dr. chiam could read my wordings.....guess what....after exam i went shopping....everyone going home to sleep and there I am shopping at Orchard road...ahahah...saw the steven lim asking people to do their eyebrows...eewwww.....after shopping went to Serangoon Garden country club for reunion cum cousin's engagement dinner....hehe....my cousin's husband yandao de wor...ang mo are very yandao de....ahaha....the dinner was sumptous....hehe...and all well wishes to them...may they live happily together and may sweetness be with them...;) was really tired...cos dint sleep well last nite...was mugging till I cant sleep....need to catch some sleep....nitex! Exams over~!

SMM...Alright

Today SMM is quite alrite...at least i know what I am doing....one more to go!!! must really jiayou for the last paper... SQM....I doubt it will be easy for me.....bless me that I can go through it smoothly....jiayou!

EXAM Freak~

Yawnz....haven been sleeping well....studying and studying...really make me sick....drinking coffee eating sweets just to keep me awake....but I really cant concentrate!!! HELP! I really hope to get good grades for this last sem!!Tsk Tsk....everyone jiayou for the exam bar...good luck guys~!!

IB FREAK!!

Today IB was really BAD!!!!!! It is SO SO SO SO DIFFICULT lo....dunno if I can pass the module....Please bless me.....hopefully this thursday's SMM will be better....gttg...need to study SMM le...Chiong for the last Sem bar......jiayou everyone~!!

Random

Went to shop for CNY clothes....ahaha....but dint buy anything in the end...cos now like nothing much nice clothing to buy...mostly no size le...shall wait for the post CNY spree bar....hehe...I cant wait for my spree items to come....hehe...bought the double eyelid thingy online....cos I have one single eyelid....that makes my big small eye....hopefully it will come before CNY....

Exams bored

Exams coming soon....and I have been slacking at home...the chinese new year mood....I wanna go shopping....Tsk Tsk...Looking forward to CNY!!

Short and Sweet

Today went to collect laptop...then went out with friends....dint study abit of the exam....tsk tsk...no mood to study....HELP!! I lost my ultraman paper clip...SobxSobx....:'(

*Emotions.

I realised how fragile life can be... death is really drastic news to everyone...whoever will predicts life will just end like this...tears are seen...prayers are said...sadness within people...never regret whatever you have done in life...live life the fullest! Feeling kinda sad upon hearing the news of a taiwanese actress...I just cant help feeling that life is so unpredictable...you never know what will happen next...though I may not be a fan of the actress but the news of her death really makes me tear...it reminds me of how death brings people apart...the pain of death that is brought to the ones leaving behind...I'll pray for her...*Emotional me*

PS:
生命是如此脆弱
人生真的要好好珍惜，保握
不能轻视它
也不能忽略它
唯有伤感的眼泪
留着不舍的离去

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

NAFA test!

Haven been really blogging for so long....ahaha....but those chinese words are what i feel very meaningful...though just a few words, yet so filled with meanings....hehe...NAFA yesterday was bad....wahaha....to me lo...was not feeling well after the sit up...cos suddenly laugh through and then somehow overpull the muscle...but i still manage to complete the 2.4km...was quite slow...bitting my lips to run finish all 6 rounds though the pain...tsk tsk...I feel like im getting old...wahaha...maybe should have done warm up before doing the stations....didnt sleep well yesterday...the pain was pretty bad at night...no leg overstrain...no arm overstrain...just the stomach that causes my sleepless night tossing around my bed...haiz...WISP project not done, cover letter not done and tmr have to hand in....HELP!! Should i go to university first or work before i study again??? Im in a dilemia.....till then...

爱不爱无法说的太明白
爱不爱也许明知不应该
爱不爱来来回回多徘徊
没有交点的爱只是空白

相信爱

我只相信爱是没错
不问结果会是什么
因为永远不算什么
只要我是曾经爱过

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

想爱
却怕受伤害
爱情的天空仍豁不开
谁能告诉我如何去爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

再长的时间我依然等待
再远的距离也不能分开
我从来不知道伤害
原来可以永远甩不开
于是我想哭可却哭不出来
我的世界忽然静了下来

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

原来

原来

原来哭泣是这么困累
原来苦恋要很多眼泪
原来暗恋有很多失望
原来失恋会这么的伤
就让思念去想
就让回忆去讲
分离不可怕
因为我有爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

谁能告诉我
谁能关心我
在心的深处
真的好无助

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

要爱一个人
一瞬间就够了
要忘一个人
永远也忘不了

因为回忆是永恒的
它是永远抹不掉的

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Moody Day...

Today a VERY MOODY day....
I keep quiet...
I am stressed up...
I am bothered...
I am alone...
I am sad...
I am hopeless...
I am unhappy...
I am emotional...
I am sick of my life...
I am not appreciated...
I am transparent...
I am made used...
I am nothing...
I am not loved...
I am just nothing to them...
I am tired...
I am really tired!

PS:
被利用的滋味不好受
被嫌弃的感觉好痛苦

Life is nothing but just a Mist~!

该来的我逃不开
该去的我会明白
就从那天起
心里不再有你

Dreams

The Dreams I Desire
Left Only to Admire
Its just within my Ability
To make it a Reality
When I feel so Lost
What do I treasure Most
This kind of Feeling
It is really Hurting

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

LOVE.Love.love

The Rain pours just like the Love I pour on you..
The Seas flows just as much Love I have for you..
The Sun brighten the Earth just like your Smile lighten up my Day...
Every time I recalled those days we shared...
I feel so fortunate having known you...
I believe it is Fate that brought us to meet...
Is that what people called DESTINY?

Your Eyes blinded my vision
Seeing only you
Your Smile melted my Heart
Loving only you

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

LAM result- BAD!

Today we got LAM common test result...Task task....was quite badly done...I've got 35/50!!! Quite bad right...Not what I expect I would get....Never mind...shall work hard for the group project....I really kinda not like our tutor....he is VERY BIAS LOL!!! He likes his favourite classes...giving us low marks and making crude remarks on us....haiz....I really dont like FRIDAY!! 2 tutorials is enough to bore my whole day~!!! Till then...projects in progress...

IS module cleared

Yippee...Finally finished with my IS report!!! Presentation was not that bad...at least I feel that the teacher is complimenting on our presentation.....hehe....and yar for the WISP...I think we did a GREAT job...everyone was quite natural in the whole roleplay...but I did stammer abit...cos mind dunno how come suddenly went blank...Task Task....Luckily everything is all over....Can relax abit~!! Till then....Short post here....Need some rest....

School Starts

First day of school...still in holiday mood!! ARGHZ...Lots of projects due date to be met...Hehe...just finish my MindQuest Report...I think its quite well written, organised~! Hopefully our presentation will go on smoothly tmr....and yar tmr there's a role play in WISP...Very look forward to the role playing....Today went to have lunch at beauty world with Gin, Irene and Rai...hehe....Then after that went back to school and do some research in the school library..What a long day....A short post here...Till then~!

New Year Resolutions~!!

The New Year Resolutions~!!

1. Get Good results for the final semester
2. Know more friends
3. Become a better friend to all
4. Be more extrovert
5. Less Thick-Skin
6. Get a good job after graduate
7. Dont do any stupid things
8. Express myself better
9. GET SLIMMER~!
10. GET FITTER
11. Earn Money
12. Be more obedient
13. Have more freedom
14. Live Life to the fullest!
15. Learn to put proper makeups(different kinds)
16. Be more confident
17. Be optimistic
18. Handle problems better
19. Dont be childish
20. Change style on dressing

This new year resolution of mine...some may be unrealistic but I will strive to achieve all of them~! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~! GOOD YEAR AHEAD~!

NEVER~

Never say I love you
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm The one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key

真爱

真爱是不会变成怨恨的..
毕竟，分开是一种必然的考验..
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
海枯石烂、地老天荒，
都不能改变我对你的爱~!
让爱你成为我生命里的永恒
没有人是故意要变心的,
我说我爱你的时候是真的爱你
因为在茫茫人海中我遇见了你.

PROJECT MADNESS~!

I haven been liking Christmas...Cause I really dont feel the joy of the festive season...Somehow because of the craziness from the project date dues!! Have been stressing myself with all those projects...Cause I really want to get good results for my last semester and this is the last time I could get a better result...How time flies....I'm ending my 3 years of poly life soon....and there's the working life....Tsk Tsk....My cousins are here staying over and we'll gonna have long chats...have been long since we last catch up cause I dint go over their house just for projects! hehe...This two weeks of break arent any better than going back to school...have been going back to school so often to do up my projects...I really feel tired about all those projects...at times I really feel I need break...A real good break....Catching up with Sleeping...Friends...and LIFE!! This is really no life doing projects everyday during break!! Always perking myself at night with coffee just to do projects....haiz...I have to jiayou!! Gotta do Mindquest project research le....MERRY CHRISTMAS guys~!!

营火虫的幸福

营火虫的幸福

爱情有时候
能象营火虫一样
也是幸福的

营火虫在夜晚时会发光
为的是吸引对方
营火虫的火光
是它们爱的呼唤 爱的讯号
它们那勇于表现它们的爱

虽然他们的寿命只有三十天
但却过的很闪烁
虽然很短暂
但却多么的美丽
那爱也更灿烂 更夺目 更幸福

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

初恋

初恋

单纯的初恋
我依然怀念
那些美好回忆
是多么的甜蜜

那最初的感情
有许多的感动
那最初的相遇
永在我的记忆

虽然当初的分离
不是出自我内心
但我却说出
"我不爱你了"

虽然我会后悔
虽然我会哭泣
但我始终不知
你是否爱过我

没有明确的表示
没有语言的宣誓
有着暖暖的亲亲
有着温馨的拥抱

也许是因为
我的喜欢你
让我不在乎
你是否真心喜欢我

虽然我始终不明白
但我依然相信我们的爱
是真的 也是我最珍惜的
是我不会忘记的初恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Badminton Game at School!

Today went to school for badminton game with Rai and Gin...hehe..but Gin was late...So me and Rai started the game first...and I forget to bring the grip...so my hand was so BLACK!! so forgetful....Then after that Gin and Irene came!! And we played till 1pm...hehe...had alot of fun...talking while playing badminton....FUN!! Then me and Rai went to bath...cos really very stinky lo...hehe...After that meet Jueying, Mahesh and Sri for project discussion....After that I went to find my friend cos she got problem...and I want to be there for her...so I dint join the rest to IKEA....After that thought of climbing Bt Timah Hill but it was raining...I really enjoy climbing the hill alone....cos it allows me to have quiet moments...reflecting on whatever that I had done....So since it rains I went back home...Having ache all over...neck ache cos always lifting my head to aim at the shuttlecock...ahaha...thats the first time I got neck ache from playing badminton....dint do proper stretching....at night I have to lift my leg on the wall so that it will be better....My BABY LOTION is all I need!! Ahahaha.....I enjoy the badminton! Till then lo...need to massage my muscle with my BABY LOTION!!Bye!

LAM Common Test OVER~!

LAM common test finally over!!!! The paper was quite ok...at least the paper was "do-able"...only started revising yesterday...OMG...hopefully i did well for the paper...and whats the marks for my LAM project?? The tutor havent send us our marks...really very anxious about how I grade for that...especially everything is out of my effort...ahaha...and hopefully plagiarism is low...I think mine should be low...Cos I wrote mostly in my own words...hopefully everything will be fine...Christmas round the corner....many activities lined up way before the festive season starts....BB Guides GANGSHOW on 21 Dec....I wanna GO!!! I miss Gangshows!!!I miss my GUIDES too...but dunno whether the rest going...cos it will be weird if I were to go there alone...ahaha....I LOVE GUIDING and I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS!!!!! Maybe when I return...I will feel abit strange...cos its like years since I last went back to my secondary school...hehe...too busy with poly stuff and other social stuff....but I really miss those teachers and friends that I had met during my secondary school days....need to catch some sleep...Not feeling well...Thursday going to play badminton with Rai and Gin...Yipppeee....till then~!

PROJECTS FREAK!

Finally the projects are all finished...Tsk Tsk...Its really killing me with all those work I had to do...I cant believe it...having sleepless nights....have been over-stressing myself with all those project work....especially the IB project...thats the one that led to the sleepless night...I really feel bad doing something that i wont do(marking down)...did i make the wrong decision? Anyway..I had handed it up...no more changes can be made to it...Im such a BAD person...gotta catch some sleep...bye~! Hopefully I can sleep....till then~!