每每，

自己会被当作便利贴般，
随手可得，
又容易丢舍。

有时候，
还真不敢相信所谓的爱情。

爱情，
它就像泡泡般。
不具体，
不明确，
会慢慢的消失，
多么没有安全感。

往往的跟着感觉走，
却换来偏题鳞伤的痛。

不轻易的投入爱情，
却被说冷漠无情。

因为顾虑而建立的防卫。
因为不想让自己犯同样的错。
因为不想再跌入同样的伤心。

听起来像是借口，
但每个人的经历不一样，
领悟的思维也不一样。

我们都不一样。

Someday or One Day

Someday or One Day

Sunset fades away

Streetlights start to blaze
A turntable corner café
As evening fades to gray

Red brick alleyways
Winding like a maze
These memories rewind, replay
And I am faraway

He said to me that one day
He'd meet me by the Milky Way
Impossible to stay away, impossible to stay
But please tell me that someday, one day

Played this song for days
Wandering in a haze
Soundtrack turned up all the way
A smile to end the day

He said to me that one day
He'd meet me by the Milky Way
Impossible to stay away, impossible to stay
You'll be back to me someday, one day...

He said to me that one day
He'd meet me by the Milky Way
Impossible to stay away, impossible to stay~
But, please tell me that someday
Please tell me that someday

You'll be back to me someday, one day

不讨厌就是喜欢吗？

喜欢就是不讨厌吗？

人与人之间，

没有绝对的喜欢和讨厌。

有时，

就是这种复杂的感觉，

而产生了错觉。

情感，

要理的清楚，

并非容易。

 放下了的定义是什么呢？

没有不甘心

没有复合的期待

没有刻意想要忘记过去

只有祝福对方过的幸福快乐。

真心的。

活在当下，

因为你永远不知下一秒会发生什么事。

充实的过每一天，

不后悔自己做的每一个决定，

也不埋怨日子有多艰辛，

开心的，充满正能量的去看待事情。

想做的事情尽快去完成，

有能力的时候多帮助需要帮助的人，

因为这辈子不懂有多长。

珍惜每一刻，

回忆也好，当下也罢。

美好的，不好的，

都是人生的经历。

PS: 人生短短几十年，开心的过吧。眼泪，别再轻弹了！

 很多女孩都渴望嫁给爱情，

但这幸福能持续多久呢？

 爱情里...

有错过，没有过错.

Love...

It could be a miss, but not fault.

Welcome September.

Almost a quarter of the year left till we welcome another year: 2021.

Counting the days to

- Niece turning 3 in Oct

- Nephew coming out in Nov

- Usual X'mas Feast in Dec

- Planning to have a Family Staycation in Dec too

We all need a little break from the dailies.

Though we are stuck within our own country,

There are still many things to explore which you might not aware.

Sounds like we are the only ones boosting our own economy now.

 

With all the new norms with wearing mask whenever we step out of home,

Ups the hygiene level with washing hands often, sanitizing the hands,

I'm sure we will get pass this COVID-19.

Sharing this song by our local singer: JJ Lin <<Stay With You>>

Till then peeps.

Stay healthy and positive!

We will get through it together.

Aja aja fighting!

Had been long since I last updated.

Life had been all about 

Working from home, 

Wearing mask once we step out of the house,

Washing hands more diligently,

Maintaining 1M apart from each other,

Avoiding crowded places, etc..

This is now the new norm in SG.

Had been real long since meet up with friends and family to dine

Since there is a limit of 5 pax per table.

Weekends had been more of a Netflix and chill

Walking to Jurong to takeaway something else from the usual we have nearby.

Hopefully we will be Covid-Free soon!

New bundle of joy coming soon in Nov!

And I'm going to be an Aunt to a little boy soon!

This year had been a tough year with the virus going on.

Nothing much achieved except for more stresses and pressures to face.

Colleague then reminded me that I can start looking around for flat.

Hitting the 35 eligible age to own a house myself. 

Though it could be putting myself into debt. 

Happy Debt? Probably not so in the current state.

Retrenchment resuming.

Hopefully I dont get into mid life crisis and lose a job now.

So had been working real hard.

Well, Just hope everyone is still doing well.

Stay healthy,

Keep safe,

Be happy.

Life can be short yet fulfilling.

Love could bring us further than you would ever wonder.

At the different stage of life, there is a whole new experience there.

Be brave to strive for what you aim.

Be daring to move the hardest step.

Sometimes, it may be a wrong move, you might regret.

But, will you regret not making a step forward?

Leaving this post with a question to ponder.

Till then peeps~

Aja aja fighting!

Had been long since I last update the blog
With the many things happening
Everyone can get pretty stressed up

With the extension of the circuit breaker
And even stricter controls of the crowd and essential services
It is definitely impacting everyone's lives.
But let's believe this small endurance would let us break free from this virus soon.

At times when you feel stressed,
Always do reach out the following link.

https://www.healthhub.sg/a-z/support-groups-and-others/20/call-on-these-when-you-need-help

Lighten up a little with things you can do at home

Ups the cooking skills, 
Start with whipping a simple meal
Get ideas from cooking trends like the following

Dalgona Drinks
Breakfast Sandwich
Oreo Mug Cake
Brazilian Cheese Puff (Probably can go lesser on the oil for this recipe)

Quite legit after trying it out

Sharing some of my home cooked meals I did!
And glad I didn't chop off any fingers.

Souffle Pancake

Brazilian Cheese Puff

Yong Tau Foo Soup

Just some sharing to help curb this Covid-19.
Stay safe everyone.
Till then peeps~

17.02.2020
Bidding farewell to our Rabbit Churro.
The lovely boy who always comfortably lying on my lap while I cut his nails.
The naughty boy who always so impatient for his food.
My most like video in Tiktok featuring this cheerful boy.
I know you are now in a better place.
You have your brother Nacho there with you.

Tears. It flows.
You will always be remembered.

Love you, Churro.

Monday blues
Feeling very lethargic this morning

Complete the Netflix series yesterday
Love is Blind
An experiment with men and women talking within the pods
Not seeing each other till they proposed
Handphones were kept
And all they can do is talk within the pods with a thin wall between them

After the proposal and acceptance
The very first time they will see each other that they feel connected through verbal communication
And then having slightly more than a month to prepare for their wedding
 An experiment to see if Love is really Blind

Well, following through the series
Especially after the couples first met each other
Having a mini-honeymoon
Stay together
Plan for the wedding

Many issues and differences definitely came out
Age. race, acceptability of the family, social media influence, etc.

While they were at the pods, there were no other influence and purely just talking to know each other more
Yet, staying together, the daily conflicts, the facial expression which doesnt tally with the words said
It is a whole lot of differences
Butterflies had before might go away with the reality
But who relies on butterflies to preserve the love?

For me, I do believe that butterflies trigger the falling in love spell
Yet, for a lasting love or what we always go after forever love,
It takes more than that.
Understanding, communicating, compromising, being supportive
Are something to continuously be done
Keeping the love warmth and growing

Relationship is a lifelong lesson
No definite rationale behind keeping a relationship strong

So much of reflection from a series.
But a good think through I feel
Never to take people around you for granted
Treasure them
Hold them tight
Even though some may hurt you
Nevertheless, Love is all that matters

New start of the month!
Hope everything gets better!

Aja aja fighting!
Till then peeps~

Mid week!
Haven't been updating that often.
Work is hectic with even tighter KPIs to hit
Drilling into mini amounts to bring down the values
Feeling so lethargic recently that I always doze off on laptop

Well, someone posted me a question recently that set me thinking too.
Will you go back to your ex if he asked you back
In the past I would say "Yes" without thinking
Now perhaps, too afraid of being abandoned again.
The reason why I would say "Yes" without thinking
He is really a good person
I felt comfortable being with him
He understand my unusual self I guess

I am not the very vocal kinda person
More of a "negotiable" kinda person
Seemed to be easily bullied
Even when quarrels I would not want to say anything impulse
I would think it through
And find a way out to avoid such conflict

Yet such a personality of mine irks to some people
Seemingly as a hypocrite

Much about personality
I guess probably there is no perfect person
It is finding the one who could accept it

So much of what is in the mind
Yet so busy up with work
Just hope my name won't be on the retrenchment list
Its mid week already!
Hang in there
Hopefully I wont die from tomorrow's weight training!
Aja aja fighting!

Till then peeps

Friday! TGIF?
I badly need more sleep.
It was such a good weather to sleep on this morning.
Nothing much to update
The same old work and go home kinda weekday routine

Thursday should be workout day
But bro got lazy cos of the rain
So was a home workout day
Not being monitored
I did half of the planned HIIT workout
Still I feel some thigh aching today

Have been thinking through a bit more too
Thanks to the drama that finally I had finished 42 episodes of it
Really need to know what I really want in life
Felt aimlessly living everyday
Passing day like just another day
But well, I am always glad to have my family with me
Even though we might have our quarrels
Still we don't bear any grudges
At least I don't
Had been quarantine over the weekends
And I supposed this coming weekends too
Might be bored but gonna keep ourselves safe during this critical period!
Hopefully all gets better and I can plan for holiday soon!


Till then peeps~
Stay safe and healthy!
Aja aja fighting!

Tuesday! Passed my Monday Blues.
But why Tuesday is also blue!
Weekends are always staying home due to COVID-19
Seems like the situation is under controlled
Though everyday there is more new cases.

Had been feeling stressed up
Not sure how to handle it
Some words are hard to put it across.
Too bluntly, it hurts.
Too rounded, it might not be able to put across correctly.
It is adding pressure on me.

Well, hopefully things get better.

As I watched romance dramas
Talking about relationship
And I realize how much I fear of it
Whenever I gather all my courage to move towards
Many times they just walk out of my life without notice
And I am forced to accept it
Losing faith and in fear
Will there even be a meant to be that is mutual?
Something that set the mind thinking

Short post here for a small break.
Till then peeps
Aja aja fighting!

Wednesday! Midweek!
Had been a busy week since the code Orange!
Pretty stressed up.
Need desserts to reverse the stressed soon!
Last Friday D&D was still fun
The presence of my lovely SG3 Peeps definitely make me let my hair loose a little.
Thanks for the "Whisky+Hot Tea" Combo, "Red Wine + Tiger Beer" Combo drink
Hopefully a better year for everyone
Though I am not with them fighting this pandemic, I am definitely rooting for you guys!
Didn't take much of photos.
Just 1 selfies here.
First try on smokey eyes.
Guess my make up skills up a little bit?

Just a short post and update here.
Till then peeps.
Aja aja fighting!

Fridayy!
Well, there is D&D tonight~
Leaving office in 30 mins time!
Kampung theme for this year.

Can't decide what to wear
Cos I'm feeling fat!
Wearing tight dress might be challenging

Many people will not be going due to nCov
SG3 Peeps still working hard
People who just came back from China gotta quarantine for 14 days
People who fall sick have to stay at home

Hopefully the whole nCov would be gone soon
Those who are supporting for this in a way or another
Jiayou and a super big thank you for everything

Gonna end work soon!
Till then peeps~
Aja aja fighting!

Tuesday.
Busy in the meeting the whole morning.
Had a good 2km run yesterday
Though I target at least a 2.4km
Thanks to the gastric.

Weighing the pros and cons
Kinda sort out my thoughts
Just let go of things that perhaps not worth the thought

It felt lighter

Simplicity is definitely much comfortable than complexity
Nevertheless, I feel I am still learning
To learn to let go of things that I used to stubbornly hold on to
There is no ending to life lessons
Its the every experience that makes each lesson well learnt from.
体验也是另一种领悟.

Life can be taken seriously and not.
Just how you prioritize every part of it.

Till then peeps~
Mid week is coming soon!
DND this friday at Raffles City Convention with Kampung theme.
Look forward or not?
I definitely look forward catching up with the previous colleagues and some drinking session after that!

Monday. As usual very blue.
Decided to go for a jog after work.
Had much thoughts ran through the mind.
Suddenly it hit me as to how unclear things are
The insecurities set in.
Which what always give me butterflies
And sometimes I don't have the courage to confront it
Or perhaps just follow as it goes and not probing further.
The 便利贴 kinda mentality always got stuck in me
And I will just quietly disappear if I am not meant to be existed.

Perhaps something I need to work on.
To be braver
To have a stand
To not be a weakling and acting all nonchalant about things

I need to find what I really want in life.
I feel that I am losing myself
And I am not sure where I am heading to
When things are not that simple
It makes me feels stupid

Something I will need to think through really hard.
And I hope I will get through it
Strike hard on my weakness
Though it is definitely not possible to change overnight

I will try.
To be better.
Aja aja fwighting!
Never say die till you really battle hard!
Till then peeps~

Back to Work on CNY Day 4!
Life still goes on despite all the bad news to the new start of the year.

Kobe Bryant - Legend of the NBA World
RIP.
The life lessons you taught us through your humble words,
We will remember.

SARI Virus - Kudos to the Nurses and Doctors on the frontline.
Thanks for all the hard work to contain the virus from spreading especially those who are working in the isolation wards.

Turkey Earthquake - News was not much covered as the SARI virus news was too overwhelming.
Condolence to those who have lost their loved ones from the earthquake.

Nevertheless, we still have to get on to live.
Whatever that may come
Happy or Sad
Good or Bad
Hold on to the dreams
Forward with ambitions

A little thought that went through me.
Life lessons, there are too much to be learnt.
Experience life - Ups and Downs.
That what makes everyone's life different.
It is definitely not going to be smooth sailing.
But it is how we get through the storms and sunny days that make the ride worthwhile.

A little selfie to kickstart the Rat-tie Year! (Makeup and Meitu make wonders to the face, ikr~)
Till then peeps~