今天, 有很多很多的感伤.
忧郁着.
被人用冷眼对待,
很不是滋味.
一个人加班.
累了, 也没人理会.
饿了, 胃痛的毛病又犯了.
吃了一餐.
有些复杂的情绪.
不知是真是假.
也许会觉得我很随便,
很无所谓.
但我不想被这样对待,
不想只是个随手可拿的"便利贴"
心里真正要的我也不确定.
原本想忘掉的, 以为已经忘了.
现在却越来越明显.
高潮迭起的剧情
当自己处于某些情景时,
一时之间不知该如何反应.

心情日记.
回头想一想, 原来自己还是不懂得爱
是为彼此付出一切吗?
是当彼此的聆听者吗?
看了许多电视剧..
不同的爱情观..
不同的表爱方式..
"没关系"有表现"不在乎"的意思.
因为在乎彼此所以相爱
"没关系"这三个字, 不该在彼此沟通里出现.
别说你知道你不能给对方什么,
因为你是否曾经了解他真正的需要.
别说一切都是为我好,
因为我的好不是由你来决定.
想了想,
其实我知道自己自尊心满强的.
爱面子, 所以不会把事说出来.
默默的付出
也许你看不见.

从前从前, 有一个只会爱别人的女孩.
遇到喜欢的总是无条件付出.
即使自己不喜欢的事也都会为他做.
为了投其所好, 她很努力地想走进他的圈圈.
男孩虽然对他有意,但却无法给女孩她想要的情.
因为他害怕付出, 怕自己给不了女孩承诺.
男孩始终不明白, 其实女孩要的不是那所谓的山盟海誓,而是彼此的扶持.
幸福, 不需用山盟海誓来承诺.
只是在彼此需要时, 互相扶持, 照顾.
那简单的慰问, 也都会成为点点的小幸福.
男孩总觉得女孩心, 海底针.
其实, 女孩的心, 只不过需要一个能扶持, 聆听她心声的另一伴.
爱, 很难理解.
谁又能在爱情里, 理智的思考这一切呢?

5hrs of mugging in NLB
Manage to grab some references for 2 parts of the project.
Shall continue tmr at JE!
Aja Aja fwighting!!
Let not the emotions affect my studies!!
Last project and Im done with my degree course!
Fwightng Fwighting Fwighting!!!
Need to be more discipline!!
Till then lo...

It has been awhile since I last blog.
Many things had changed.
Whether its for the better?
Its not for me to judge,
Its for me to determine.
Fell sick the past few days
Realy sick.
Started to ponder abt things.
Wads impt to my life?
I couldnt get the ans.
After watching MM lee's speech to his late wife,
Was really touched by their undying love for each other.
The mutual support given.
The true love they had for each other.
Its really hard to find the other half with so much love for each other.
Seems like in the current society,
such undying love doesn't exist.
For the fear and selfish mind of into a r/s.
Fear of taking up responsibilities...
Guess its the trend in the current society.

Going to nlb...shall focus on my project just for today!!
Shoo shoo emo-ness..
It time for the brain to work instead of the heart!!
Koi is a must for my energy booster!!
And not forgetting my beloved tauhuay!!!
Aja aja fwighting!!