Reflecting....
This week quite happening for me....
Ups and downs....
Seriously those down moments...
Can be avoided.....
Is me that create this down moments....
Self inflict hur....
Nvm...
Things will get better!!
Thanks to all who listen to all my complaints....
Haha. It really makes me feel better! Loads better!!
And for those innocent ones....
Sorry ar!!! Kena all my nonsense complaints!!
Put aside those down moment...
This week there are something really good to talk about!!!!
Our clubbing session!!!
Super HIGH~!!!!! And its a really GOOD GOOD NIGHT!!!
Though I feel super blurred out once I step out of boiler...
Simply dunno what I doing...
Cos too tired....
Don't want to think le....
Haha. Had a few hours sleep....
Kena woken up by the caterer that ask if we want to pack food!!!
OMG lei... Its PH!!!
Lol. Then I wake up and prepare myself for the JB trip with Mary and Sol~!!!
We did make it to JB!!!! Bleah!
Though Sol cannot make it....
And its a really good trip!!!!
Walk Walk Walk!!!
I did window shopping!!
Cos Nxt monday I will be going in!!
I am so gonna to change more money for the trip!!!
Mary bought a couple T for herself and Neil!!
When I reach home its like 11!! OMG!
Tmr is MONDAY!!!!
Another bluey day!! Whats worst!!!
MONTH END!!! NO OT pls!!!!
Aja Aja fighting for tmr work!!!
Weird... I'm so looking towards work tmr!?
I know why!!! Im going to tell Sol how much fun me and Mary had when we were at JB!!
Lol.

This phrase is really so sweet!!!
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world!"

Back from the clubbing...
Super sleepy and shag...
But I still want to blog about it!!!
It was really fun!!!
Haha!!!
I will miss Serene!!!
Had loads of talk over dinner...
After which we went back home then we head down to ST James!
LOL!
Sales were there too!!
When we reach there... BoonPing was on the stage!
LOL.
Though CC was there...
Haha! Din drink much...Cos not feeling well...
But dance!!!! Dancing Dancing!! Yea yea~
Quite high though.
And there is this guy quite irritating! Keep pushing me!
And I ELBOWED back!!!
After the clubbing..
I totally shag....
Dunno wad I doing, talking and mumbling....
Just want to SLEEP!!
We went to Mac for breakie~
After which we went HOME!
And now I'm HOME! Facebooking and BLOGGING!!!

TaTa~
Need to catch some good good SLEEP!
Waking up early for tmr's JB trip~

Today got mood swing...
Somehow very affected by what xxx said...
Felt humiliated..
HE just blurted out the most cruel word I ever heard.
Was at the verge of anger and tears...
Simply can't tolerate people using that word on me..
What have I done wrong that I need to bear all these...
Simply don't understand...

Shoo Shoo the bad mood....
Tonite gonna be a good nite!!!!!!!
I need good rest!!
Shoo NIGHTMARES!!

Tata~

我是个坏女人 

我不想伤害任何人 

我不懂的珍惜 

即使最爱的人是你 

I read a book review on this book << 五克拉Mr. Right>> Think its quite interesting.. Talking about the lives of 3 career women at their age ranging 30-40. Looking for a bachelor to tie them down... Wonder what will I be doing when I am at that age... People change as the environment around them change.. People change as the people they mix with change... People change...and thats inevitable... Changes can be for better or worst.... I feel that I have changed..... With a new mix of people I am with.... My mindset, decision, character.....changed. Change for the better or worst? I don't really know how to determine...

Ponder Ponder Ponder....
At this point of life...
What really matters to me??
Work? Relationship? Studies?

Seriously I not sure.
So many things to think and reflect on...
Just "let nature takes its course" is always what I say to avoid those thoughts.
"TREASURE" is something I will only know when I lost it.
Usually take things for granted.
Thinking everything will just be as of what I think it will be.
However, life never turns out the way I want it to be.
Thus, disappointment results.

Whatever the world will be, the future is for us to see...

你为什么说谎
歌手：丁当 专辑：夜猫

作曲:刘沁
填词:刘沁黄婷
编曲:阿滚(动静音乐)
监制:马毓芬


这次我走开再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎

你说你还在一分一秒也没走开

我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚

我不能再像从前一样

为我们的明天疯狂

你不必解释你为什么说谎


你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过


我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默



你一直问我的心到底在不在



问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱



而我的泪怎么就流下来

Have been watching taiwanese drama 下一站, 幸福.
Find it pretty touching.
Especially with the theme song, 我愛他, by 叮噹.
Have been crying over this drama by the touching scenes.
Some of the lines conversed really very meaningful.
Makes me ponder too...
Below is the MTV.

即使多好听多甜蜜 

誓言说了太多就成真不了 

拿出勇气永不放弃 

维护着那所谓爱情的美好

Walking in the rain...
Makes me ponder the things that happened....
Every decision that I had made...
Somehow I feel...
Is this what I should be doing???
I always asked myself...
All this while my indecisiveness is killing me...
Not knowing what to do...
Not knowing which direction to go...
Feel abit lost....
Spoken to different people...
I just listened....
Analyse all....
but come to no conclusion.
Cos all make sense to me...
Arghz.