Friday~

Its FRIDAY!!!! ONE MORE DAY!!!! TO END OF CONTRACT!!!! SOBX!! I'm missing GSK le. Today me, Cindy, Jessie and Evan, we went out to have lunch!! Hehe! Its so nice having to eat out of the D'cafe!!! Its such a BLISS! wahaha! Today we shifted back to the admin building!!! THE PANTRY IS BIG!!!! OMG! Lucky we get to use it for a day! LOL! wahaha! Meet up with Liqing after work! Then went to find my friends. No basketball! There is always no basketball court on friday!! 'Cos of the taekwandoes!!! LOL!!! I want to go to BKK!!!! BATAM!!! Hehe!! Next is coming in like 3 days!!! OMG!!!! Where is my new year resolution!!!! I shall come up with it this weekend!!!Got stuff to do. Till then lo~!

'Forget the year' dinner'

Today we had the 'Forget the year' dinner in procurement! What a good theme to this dinner! My boss treated us! We had a drink before heading to the restaurant. Oh well! There is those old Army uncles?? LOL! Had a martini which tasted quite different from the ones I had drank before. Environment is quite good, but I find it weird having drink with peanuts?? Those Traditional Peanuts with Shell. LOL. Then we headed to the restaurant for dinner! Had it really full. Thanks to my boss for the Treat! He then fetched me and my colleagues to the nearest MRT. How nice of him! We chatted about some guys in GSK! Gossipy hur! She started off with the suspect of someone being gay. And Mr D. came straight of my head and BINGO! Wahaha! LOL! Opps. Hehe! Need to catch a show! Till then peeps~! New year countdown anyone??

BOXING DAY~

Its boxing day~! Hehe! My UNCLE BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
I took half day off today just to go for the 2 interviews my agent had arranged for me. Just came back from those interviews I had this afternoon!! SUPER TIRED!!! Travelling around TUAS!!! LOL! The first one is really ridiculous!!! Can't even communicate!! Japanese bosses, they had a hard time finding the words to communicate with me in ENGLISH! I was like helping them to get the word they wanted to use. LOL! Next, it was really far!!! 45mins ride from Jurong point! On my way there, I smelt CHICKEN!! And it reminds me of JESSIE! Lol! I didn't have lunch! I was too tired then and didn't really do well for that interview. =X Oh well! I guess I have just wasted the whole afternoon just like that. Perhaps I should rest first before I get a job?? Well well. Am a bit of tired. Gotta catch some sleep. Till then~

Christmas Eve~!

Today is CHRISTMAS EVE!!! What am I doing in the office!!! All my friends are still having their beauty sleep and yet I am here working!!! Arghz. NVM! It's a half day! Thank goodness. Hehe. Going to town after work to SHOP!!! Wohooo~! ME and CINDY! ONLY! Oopps. Jessie can't join us. Hehe. *Ponder ponder* How time flies! I have worked in GSK like 9 months!!! I have thoughts of quitting like 7 months ago?? Yet its the friends that I made here that really makes me stay on. I think I am going to miss here loads. The days we had our talks over lunch. Hehe. Teasing Jessie. *opps* The days we spreed together for nice stuff online. The time we ST'ing. Wahaha. Didn't get to sleep last night 'cos had 'Yuan Yang' yesterday! LOL! Went to bugis with mum and sis! Treat them Banana Leaf at little india! Yum Yum. Was not bad and VERY FULL!! Then we headed to shopping~! And ended our dinner at the HK cafe. Wohooo~! It's knocking off soon~! Have a pleasant and BLASTFUL CHRISTMAS peeps~!

执着的心

执着的心那么牵强
期望那爱从天而降

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tuesday~!

Its tuesday. Starting of the week. I'm looking forward to THURSDAY!!!! HARI RAYA HAJI~! Have been looking for HOLIDAY!! Next will be CHRISTMAS!!! And there comes new year!! Time really flies. Another year gone. Wohooo! Today meet up with eve, sharlyn and andrew for dinner at cineleisure~ So long never see them le!! So nice to see them again and we've got loads of things to chat on!! LOL! Shall go and catch some sleep. Tommorrow need to work. Till then lo~

PS: 一路顺风 wor~! BON VOYAGE~!

确定?

一切眼泪擦干净
就让感情化成零
也许所谓的爱情
依然还不敢确定

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

遗忘?

对你的思念我无法遗忘
分离的苦我一个人来尝
一直都装作自己很坚强
如今已闭上心里的期望

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

期待?

我明白
却还默默的等待
我害怕
这是虚幻的精彩
我推开
所有的应不应该
只剩下
许多遗憾的感慨

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Friday~!

FRIDAY!!!! ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!!! I’m depriving of sleep!!! The weather is making me SICK!!! ARGHZ!! *Choo* Sneeze Sneeze. Hehe. Christmas is round the corner~! Festive Season~!!! I want to go TANGLIN MALL!!!! * Let it snow let it snow let it snow* Shall polish up my bible knowledge during this festive season bar. Oopps. Have been being chided on my bible knowledge by my friend. I will start to read bible today?? EH! I intend to watch DVD tonight!!! I will read at least Isaiah 11? Hehe. Ok. I’m quite sick of being at the procurement department. Having to face all the chemicals name EVERYDAY! Sending emails! It seems like my daily routine!!! It’s really boring!! I want new job! Yesterday watched “Cao Ji Xing Guang Da Dao” on Cable. Liu Ming Feng self compose de song is REALLY VERY NICE!!!! VERY TOUCHING!!!! ESPECIALLY the one HE SANG yesterday! THE LYRICS AND MELODY IS NICE!!! Except the ending he ‘Zhuan yin” too much a bit weird. But I like his COMPOSITION!!! The song listen until can cry de!!! LIU MING FENG~! LIU MING FENG~! Wahaha! Why he didn’t come to SINGAPORE to “Xuan Chuan” their CD!! Now he is my another idol that compose songs!!! “Chuang Zhuo” Singer!!! I want to be LYRICIST!!! Feel like going to those music schools to learn how to really write lyrics. Though I know that lyricist is not a realistic career. Just have the interest in writing. If money isn’t part of life, I would take lyricist as my career bar. Yawnz. Sleepy at work. In a confuse state of mind. Till then~ Better concentrate on my work. Stop multi tasking. *Still thinking how I shall celebrate Christmas and New Year*

把头发剪短
来让心的乱
忘了那一段

最后却发现
我依然想念
对我笑的脸

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

想太多 'ing

Haven been posting regularly. Hmmm. How time flies! Christmas is coming soon~! A season to look forward?? Hehe! My friend psycho'ing me to attend CHC party!! Ahem. Its City Harvest Church. Anyway I have my church mass to attend. Today on the bus I heard Nicky's song "想太多" which is what I think I am. Thinking too much??? I made myself think so. Really scared I think too much and misinterprete things that are happening. Why can't things be clearer?? I'm not good at catching hints de!! Arghz! I thinking too much le. Forget it! Can't always be so 'emo' de! Have not been feeling well this few days. Seems to be coughing alot!!! I'm feeling sick. 1 more month and 2008 is coming!!! Another year passed! Well. A fruitful year?? I supposed so?? Did something mad this year!! Hehe. Time to come up with new resolution for 2008! Better come up with practical resolutions. At least something attainable?? Shall come up with my resolution 2008 soon~ Hehe. I am happy?? Am I?? Not with such a job in such a pollueted environment?? Yet the pay day never fails to brighten my day~! Hehe. Shall plan for Christmas and New Year activity!! Hehe!! COUNTDOWN!!!! Better go back to work le~ Hehe. IT Fair starts today till sun!! Going with Ah Mei tomorrow~! Till then~!

想你

偶尔会不知觉得想你
眼泪却会一直不停滴
难道对你的爱还存在
只是我一直把它推开

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

I want new LAPPY~

Time for some update~! My lappie is totally crashed. Sobx. Intend to buy a new lappie~! Hehe. Was targeting at the HP Laptop. Screen can turn de and its TOUCH SCREEN~!!! I went to see it with Cindy on Monday~! I want to buy it!!!! The 1GB RAM cost like $1,499 while the 2GB RAM cost $2,499 at COURTS. $1,000 difference hur~ Saw $1,999 for the 2GB one at Harvey Norman!! Shall wait for the IT Fair at Expo which is NEXT WEEK~! Wohooo~! HP Pavilion TX 1020 Series de lappie~
Here are the specifications:

· AMD Turion™ 64 X2 Dual-Core Mobile Technology TL-60 • 2.0 GHz, Level 2 cache 1 MB, Up to 1600 MHz system bus running at AC/DC mode 35 Watt.

· Windows Vista® Home Premium

· 2048 MB Standard memory

· Internal hard disk drive: 160 GB

· SATA Hard Disk Drive

· Hard disk drive speed: 5400 rpm

· Lightscribe Super Multi DVD Writer (+/-R +/-RW) with Double Layer support

· 5-in-1 integrated Digital Media Reader for Secure Digital cards, MultiMedia cards, Memory Stick, Memory Stick Pro, or xD Picture cards

· High speed 56K modem

· Integrated 10/100/1000 Gigabit Ethernet LAN

· 802.11 a/b/g WLAN

· Integrated Bluetooth

· 1 VGA port; 3 USB 2.0 ports; 1 RJ 11; 1 RJ 45; S-video TV out; 1 Microphone-in; Stereo headphone with SPDIF, Additional headphone jack, Expansion Port for xb3000, 2 Consumer IR

· One ExpressCard/34 slot

· 12.1” WXGA High-Definition HP BrightView Widescreen Display with Integrated Touch-screen (Pen input optimized)

· Display Resolution: 1280 x 800

· Touch Pad with On/Off button and 2-way scroll with 8 Quick Launch Buttons

习惯一个人生活??

It have been long since I last updated my blog. Opps. My laptop crashed again. I supposed this time round its gonna to do with the hardware. Currently at work...BLOGGING!!! =X hehe. Yesterday went to library~! Its nice reading a book while eating dinner. If there are music to add on, that will be even better. Sometimes I think doing things alone is still not bad after all??? Ahahaha. 习惯一个人生活?? Perhaps. Oh yar! I have been in Procurement dept for more than 1 month le~! Can't imagine how I can endure this kind of life. SAP everyday! Wohooo~!
This friday will be shifting back to TSB building due to admin building having renovation~ Hehe. Sobx! My seat is at SPORTS last time seat!!! And the seat I used to sit is my BOSS seat!!! That means he can see me like I can see sports doing weird things! EH!! I DONT WANT!!!Humph! I'm having evil thoughts!! Li Yun's birthday present!!! Give her LA BI!!! Opps. =X But very difficult to know LA BI nei!!! People quite 'dao' wor! And her birthday is like 24th Nov!! So soon!!! LA BI is shuai ge de friend?? Last time see them eat breakfast together before nei. =X I want to 'matchmake' Li Yun and LA Bi~!! Dunno if LA BI got gf le mar?? But LA BI friendster's status is single lei. Hmm. Will Yun kill me if she see this post?? Opps. I shall try see if things can work out. Maybe ask shuai ge?? Wahaha. Cannot lar. People busy de bar. And WEIRD!! Shuai ge online early in the morning!! When I online, he already online liao wor. =X Till then lo~! Better get back to work le.

PS:

留下的泪带着祝福
让快乐把悲伤结束
即使会牢牢的记住
那所有快乐的全部

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

说好了把泪擦干
泪却逆着流两行

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

在爱与恨的中间
似乎没有平衡点

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

糖含在嘴里总会想起你
心里也会是多么的甜蜜
曾经有着那爱过的情节
这一切也都不需要剪接

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

SAD!

It has been a week since I last update my blog. Many things happened. My laptop crashed again! Task Task! Yesterday had it fixed! I went to look for my friend 'cos she need someone to talk to. Then we talk alot and cry alot. I know that things may not be like of what we want but we must move forward!~ I will be there for you de!! No matter what!! Lucky never do anything silly lo!!! Haiz. Don't make me worry about you wor!! Reflecting...I really don't like my life!!! SUPER BORING!!! Nothing FUN FILLED like before!!! Is it because of work??? It seems that my life is always been encircle with nothing!!! Friends drifted...that is always part of my life as I move on to another stage. But I really don't like it! We used to be so closed and now seems so far. Good friends are hard to keep??? Somehow I'm starting to believe it!!! Arghz! Friends I never had real closed ones for long. Is it me???I really don't know. Am I not good enough?? I really don't like the loneliness. It's cold!*Depressed* *Sob sob*
Till then.

Saturday Night~

Saturday. Went to hospital to visit my aunt and cousin. They are both down with dengue fever. Hope they get well soon wor! Take care yea. Went back home and try reformatting my laptop! AND YES!!!! IT RECOVERED~! It's my first time reformatting my lappie myself~! Wahahaha. SO HAPPY~! But all my songs and all are gone!!! Sobx. Happy that it recovered!! *Sayang* my lappie!!!! I love my lappie~! Ahaha. Shall stop here. Need to catch some sleep. Tommorrow still need to go church wor. Till then and take care peeps~

Friday

Friday! Work as usual. No appetite for lunch. So didn't go for lunch. Had training with lead in the morning. But she trains me for awhile cos she got audit to do. Today don't know why so no mood. Doesn't seem to be in a FRIDAY MOOD!! Cindy got the Zhang Zhen Yue tickets to the concert at NTU and we go together!!! SO HIGH! Wohooo~! ENCORE: 爱我别走~! The LIVE is SUPER HIGH!!!! After the concert we went to the business block. The top floor!! The scenary from there is SUPERB!!!! Really very nice!! Thanks to Cindy for bringing me there. Though its a bit of a creepy. After that Cindy's friend came, they give me a lift home. Abit paiseh hur. But the car is SUPER COOL!! Thanks alot for the lift back home. Gotta go bath le. Till then~! *Sore Throat*

习惯

习惯一个人生活
就连话也不多说
虽然会如此堕落
也不想继续难过

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tuesday~!

Tuesday! My laptop crushed. ARGHZ!!! I use my recovery CD but still can't reformat it. Shall do it over the weekends. Haiz. This week doesn't seem to be my week. My aunt admitted to hospital due to dengue fever and my cousin suspected of dengue fever too. Hope they get well soon. Have been bringing company laptop home cos KFC went back to his seat and I cant use the locker anymore. Tsk Tsk. Can't imagine I have to bring laptop to and fro work everyday!! So heavy. What if I wanna go out after work?? Arghz!

2nd week in procurement

Monday Blues! 2nd week at procurement department! Work load comes. Have been emailing the suppliers. Arghz. Time pass quite fast working at the procurement department compared to those days at MERPS. I get to touch on things I have not done before and busier is better than slacking in front of the laptop. There will be training with my previous lead this coming friday. Hopefully I can cope well with the training. Its SAP!!! Need to get some rest. Still having splitting headache. Till then~

Friday~!

Friday~! Again I had nothing to do!!! Super stress seeing Evangeline so busy. Like I can't help her with anything. Feel so bad sia. Arghz. Headache still quite pain. Lunch we had mee siam and popiah. I had a lot of mee siam and feel guilty taking it. 'cos this week didn't go exercising much. Only went running on monday which is like really weird!!! I seldom do running as a form of exercising in my schedule. It gives me blister 'cos I pulled the ankle socks really low. FRIDAY!!! Weekends are coming~! Next sunday shall go KBOX!!!! hehe~! Have to sleep early today!!! The headache is terrible. I hope its not Migraine. Did a bit research on Migraine.

What is a migraine headache?
A migraine headache is a form of vascular headache. Migraine headache is caused by a combination of vasodilatation (enlargement of blood vessels) and the release of chemicals from nerve fibers that coil around the blood vessels. During a migraine attack, the temporal artery enlarges. (The temporal artery is an artery that lies on the outside of the skull just under the skin of the temple.) Enlargement of the temporal artery stretches the nerves that coil around the artery and causes the nerves to release chemicals. The chemicals cause inflammation, pain, and further enlargement of the artery. The increasing enlargement of the artery magnifies the pain.
Migraine attacks commonly activate the sympathetic nervous system in the body. The sympathetic nervous system is often thought of as the part of the nervous system that controls primitive responses to stress and pain, the so-called "fight or flight" response. The increased sympathetic nervous activity in the intestine causes nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea. Sympathetic activity also delays emptying of the stomach into the small intestine and thereby prevents oral medications from entering the intestine and being absorbed. The impaired absorption of oral medications is a common reason for the ineffectiveness of medications taken to treat migraine headaches. The increased sympathetic activity also decreases the circulation of blood, and this leads to pallor of the skin as well as cold hands and feet. The increased sympathetic activity also contributes to the sensitivity to light and sound sensitivity as well as blurred vision.

How is a migraine headache diagnosed?
Migraine headaches are usually diagnosed when the symptoms described above are present. Migraine generally begins in childhood to early adulthood. While migraines can first occur in an individual beyond the age of fifty, advancing age makes other types of headaches more likely. A family history is usually present, suggesting a genetic predisposition in migraine sufferers. In addition to diagnosing migraine from the clinical presentation there is usually an accompanying normal examination.
Patients with the first headache ever, worst headache ever, or where there is a significant change in headache or the presence of nervous system symptoms, like visual or hearing or sensory loss, may require additional tests. The tests may include blood testing, brain scanning (either CT or MRI), and a spinal tap.

How are migraine headaches treated?
Treatment is can include non-medication and medication approaches. Non-medication therapies for migraine Therapy that does not involve medications can provide symptomatic and preventative therapy. Using ice, biofeedback, and relaxation techniques may be helpful at stopping an attack once it has started. If possible, sleep is the best medicine. Preventing migraine takes motivation for the patient to make some life changes. Patients are educated as to triggering factors that can be avoided. These include smoking cessation, avoiding certain foods especially those high in tyramine (sharp cheeses) or those containing sulphites (wines) or nitrates (nuts, pressed meats). Generally, leading a healthy life style with good nutrition, adequate water intake, sufficient sleep and exercise may be useful. Acupuncture has been suggested to be a useful non-medication therapy.

Abstract from: http://www.medicinenet.com/migraine_headache/index.htm

Thursday~

Thursday~! Still having headache. Is quite painful. Asked mum to make me some 'Cooling Tea'. Nothing to do at work. Keep surfing net until I feel so guilty sia. 'cos everyone is like so busy and I'm so free. Arghz. This week the headache makes me really sick. Can't even go out! I feel like going out sia. Till then. Should take more rest. Hope tomorrow will be better.

Wednesday~!

Wednesday~! Getting used to being in procurement?? Not quite nei. Nothing to do 'cos I'm not trained to used certain software and the training won't be that soon. The training will be conducted by my merps lead~! Hehe~! Today we meet momo~! Went to ?Akira there to look at the interior design that momo's house will be using. It was like 'WOW'. ITS NICE!!! I like the bedroom design they have over there. It's like my desired room wor!!! Wahaha. After that we went to IMM for dinner. Jessie left first 'cos she got something on. Then Yun came and join us for dinner at Ichiban. Hehe. We ate till like 9pm!! Then we went to Giant to buy some food for tomorrow's lunch. Reached home like 11pm. Yawnz. Still having headache. Suspect to be migraine. I hope not! Till then.

First day at PROCUREMENT!

First day in Procurement. The office over there is like not as cold as MERPS office. The environment?? I'm not quite used to the low division of the desk that you can see what others are doing. Working there seems stressed. Everybody seems to be busy. AND working there, there is like 75% chances that you may bump into the director!!! Wahahaha. I missed Cindy and Jessie. I missed the rest of MERPS people!!!! Today just did sorting of the files in the procurement file. I do not have my own desk, drawer and all. I missed my desk at TSB Building!!! Till then~! Need to catch some sleep.

Emo'ing

Friday! Super EMO'ing!! Eve, Sharlyn, Sharon, Carol, etc are leaving. So many people last day today. If I had not extended my contract, today would also be my last day. I think I will miss them all!!!! It has been great knowing them! During the whole MERPS project, I had learnt alot. My lead has been really taking care of me and working with both the fin and proc dept has been really enjoyable. The people here are just GREAT! I will be going over to proc dept at the admin building. Feeling a bit stress. Heard that the working environment over there is quite tense. Hope I can adapt well over there. Today after work went to Bukit Timah Food Centre for dinner with Cindy. Then I went for the RMIT talk. GUESS WHAT!!! I decided not to go for RMIT after the talk!!!!! After listening to what they had said. Somehow I feel that it is not what I expected it to be though I find that the Work Integrated Learning seems to be rather relevant in the working world. After the course coordinator further explained about the course, I am more assured myself that this is not I want. She did badmounth a bit of UOL that their program are more of exams which I somehow feel abit unethical. Maybe it is also of this bad impression she gave me that makes me even not wanting to join RMIT. She seems wanting to discourage us to apply for RMIT which I think most of them also feels it where most people storm out of the lecture hall immediately after her say. Anyway the deadline has been extended to 27 sept 2007. I am now thinking of UOL. I'm hoping to make up my mind by mid october. Till then.

HAPPY~!

WOHOOOOO~! THURSDAY~! CINDY IS EXTENDING~! I'm LOVING IT!!!!! YIPEEEE~! HAPPY!!! I'm SUPER HAPPY!!!! Hehe. I still can't make decision where should I study. Finance is one important factor as I wanted to pay the whole of the school fees by myself. I don't want to depend on my parents and that they have to pay for my sis NUS's school fees too. Don't want to add any burdens to them too. I shall see how the talk goes tomorrow. I'm HAPPY today~! But feeling abit nervous joining a new department, environment and people. Hope things will go on well. Till then.

PS: 秋天的萤火虫真的存在吗?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIQING~!

Wednesday.. Went out with Liqing to Orchard~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIQING~!Hehe. Accompany her go buy present for her boyfriend!! Wahahaha. Buying boyfriend present on her birthday!! Weird hor!! We went to takashimaya, all those branded shops to look for suitable present for her boyfriend nei. Went LV, Burberry, Dunhil, Coach, Gucci and finally we found something in PRADA!! Bought a dunk at Prada! The dunk looks nice!! Then we headed for dinner at takashimaya. When we finish our dinner, Liqing wanted to buy drink and I excused myself to the washroom and sneakly bought 2 mini cakes at Crystal Jade. Hehe. Hope she likes it. Hehe. Then we video conference with PEIWEN who can't join us. Along our way back home, we bought a cardigan. Tempted to buy clothes! But was kind of broke for me. Still in the mist of deciding where should I study. Decided on RMIT but not sure about that school. Shall go for the talk and see how it goes. Hope I can really make decision. Really need some serious advice. Till then. Abit sleepy. Today went for interview with Richard. SERIOUSLY NERVOUS! I get through le. My contract extended 3 more months. I love working in GSK cos there are many sweet memories here. But I wish CINDY could stay too.

你转身要走

你转身要走

每当看你转身要走
泪水只会不停的流
即使心会一直伤痛
也只能默默看你走


© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

那天

那天当我遇见你
心跳得多么疯狂
不知是否爱上你
让我变得好迷惘

那天就这样离开
心里多么的忧伤
好多话没说出来
却只寂寞在一旁

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

对于爱恋

对于爱恋
会抱着太深的执念
因为如此
所以有着疯狂举止

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

I will Miss GSK!!!

Wednesday~! 7 more days of work. Nothing much to do at work since the cutover. I think I'm gonna miss everyone! I really enjoy working here! I met Cindy, Liyun, Jessie, Mama, Papa, Peifen, Eve, Sharlyn, Kak Kak, HIM, etc. There are sweet memories in every stage of the MERPS project. We helped each other, laughed and joked. I enjoy those time with all of everyone~!



CINDY!

I think she and I had great minds! REALLY GREAT MINDS! Its like we think the same! And when I really do that with my friends they will say that I'm weird! I LOVE CINDY!!! We got loads of things to talk. Our tastes are quite similar!! I can say she makes my working life here more meaningful. ALOT MORE MEANINGFUL! We got common topics, seems never ending. I'm going to miss her LOADS when our contracts finished. Can't greet her 'Morning' when she board the bus in the morning. Can't see her everyday. Can't drag our legs to work together. Can't say 'bye' when she alight at her stop. Sobx. Muacks.



LIYUN!

I love her laughter! Wahahaha. Her laughter will brighten my day de. She is from HR. We met at Bus 3 de. When it was her first day taking the bus, we chatted. And I find her nice! Hehe. She and her gang, very happening. All are 美女s lor! She with Liqing, Michelle, HuiMei. They are all so sweet sia. I'm going to miss liyun and all loads!



JESSIE!

JESSIE!!! First look can't imagine she is from MAGNUM FORCE!!!! SUPER SMALL!!!! Wahaha. She got the cute look. Don't look like her age. Hmm. I think she very good at 撒娇! Not those disgusting type. Very sweet de!! Wahahaha. Her dept always give her alot of things to do!!! Cos she took over 2 people!!! Can you imagine!! She do 2 people's work!!! Is very tedious for her de!!! I love her loads!!!! She and her favourtite PIGLET!!! AND SHE LOVES CHICKEN!!!!!



HIM!

I noticed him on my first week of work. Too eye-catching?? I think so!! Alot of girls look at him de!! Cos he is 帅的!! In my point of view, I see him as a polite person. Seems rather cool by his looks. Think he should be quite amiacable bar. Never talk to him much (I shy de wor). But really nice getting to know him. Jiayou for FYP wor.



MAMA!

I loves her!! She really take care of US!! All her daughters!!! Miss her loads wor!!!! See her so 幸福 with Papa. Really very happy for them! Want to see them 这样幸福下去~!



PAPA!

Papa!! He really dotes mama alot de!!! Hehe. With Mama, he looks so 幸福 de lor. Happy for both of them. Loves them loads!!!



KAK KAK!

Eh? Why call him Kak Kak?? He really Kak Kak nei. Very 386 in our cliques. Opps. Cant get into our convo de. But he is nice lar. Except got too much scandals sia. Wahahaha. Board at the same bus stop as me. So knew him on bus de. Dragonboat de.



PEIFEN!

Another dragonboat de!! But really can't tell she is dragonboat de!!! SURPRISE!!!! Sweet looking girl. Hehe. She loves green apples!!



EVE!

She, Miss scatterbrain wor. A very nice person to get to know. Her first day I see her leg is SUPER SKINNY de lor!!!! Opps. I seems like always seeing people's leg. Is envy de lor!



SHARLYN!

I think she loves food. Ask me for any nice food blogs. Hehe. A very chatty person. Quite direct in her words which in my opinion is good!



WOW!!! Today is quite a long post!!! Hehe!!! I really abit 不舍得 everyone. Sobx. I make nice friends here. I really love them loads!!! Hugz!!

PS:有选择的人却不懂得珍惜~

Jill's Last Day

Monday~! Abit of a Monday Blues. 10 more days to end of contract~! Tomorrow is Jill's last day wor. Feel really bad not joining them on thursday for dinner. Opps. Cos got something on. Today finished all the filing Jill asked me to help her do!!! It was like 2 arch file. 100% filled. Sort it, punch hole and file. Abit tired. Went out with friends after work. So long never go out with them le. Everyone has been busy with their own life. Some working some studying. Now I starting to consider what should I do next. Study or Work?? Really confused. Making a decision is hard for me! Cos I don't like regretting on the decision I had made. Thus, I will take a long time to decide on something. As for whether I should study or work. The time for me to consider about it is quite short. The application for SIM ends on 1st oct which is quite soon. Really confused! Can't see what I want to be. Where is my dream? Those wild dreams I used to have no longer exist. Maybe is due to having looked at this practical world?? Or me being more realistic to pursue something more practical?? Have no idea?? The business world doesn't suit me? But I really like it! I love doing projects maybe in terms of research where I can search for useful informations that allow me to learn a lot. School sounds good for me! But should I study part-time?? I need serious advice! Had loads of hearings from seniors and those research I had did. Shall decide before the application closed and stay still on the decision! Till then.

眼泪

泪水只不停流满面
它代替了所有思念
对你的爱从不改变
却只能藏在心里面

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

JB trip

Wednesday~! Went to JB~! We had loads of fun~! Loves!!! Till then. I'm tired. Really tired. Think too much.

Appreciation Dinner

Appreciation Dinner~! Super HIGH~! The Consultants are very HIGH~! Super Enthusiastic!! Our video is PERFECT!!! Hugs to Cindy and Jessie!!! All our effort to that video!!! But was quite pissed with XXX and CHUCKY. Is SUPER PISSED de lor!!!! ARGHZ! Really don't like helping out! He really idiot!! Demanding yet not doing anything. Just simply think that we must help!!! Thanks to Papa who fetch us home. Listening us whining. Hehe. Tired le. Till then peeps~

PS: 我还爱你吗?

Sunday~!

Sunday! I love Sunday~! hehe. Looking forward to Monday~! Though I really don't like helping him. Appreciation Dinner @ Raffles Marina. Hope everything goes well and turns out well.

PS:有选择的人都不懂的珍惜眼前的幸福

Not myself

Today. I am weird! Sorry to all if I did anything. I'm not being myself today. Haven't sort out things. Till then~

需要一些安慰

眼泪那酸酸的滋味
也会需要一些安慰
你笑容让我不伤悲
因为知道我有你陪

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

痛哭

好想跟上你的脚步 

把你在我身边留住 

但却只能站在远处 

默默地在一旁痛哭 

Sat OT

Saturday. Went back to work. Today got Football match!!!!! Wohoooo~! Ole Ole ole ole~ I really miss going to work on saturday and sunday~!!!! I used to work on sat and sun de!! Cos is SUPER FUN!! Wear CASUALLY!! Talk like no one business. Wahahaha. Reach home about 6.15pm. Saw him again. Tsk Tsk. After that went to IMM, had Ichiban!! SUPER NICE! I satisfied my cravings! Too bad my younger sis cannot join us cos go dating. Wahahaha. Brought laptop home to do the powerpoint slides. But I don't think I can finish. Tomorrow got work. Till then.

*Emo'ing* day

I love working in GSK~! I love everyone there~! Hehe. Everyone is NICE! Still haven give my lead an answer. Went to NTUC after work. SAW MY LEAD!!! OMG!!! With her son. Ahaha. She didn't see me. Haiz. Saw someone. *Emo'ing??? No more bar. 想开了?? I really don't know wor. I feel bad today. I did alot of things really BAD at work!! Arghz. SORRY! *Ask for forgiveness* Tomorrow got OT. We coming back to help out~! Hehe. Ask if I can go also. *so thick skin* Cos tomorrow all alone at home and my friends tomorrow not free. Shall spend the whole day working! At least I am occupied. Won't think too much. Hope I can break free from all those 'think too much'. Like that will cry everyday nei. Super sad de. And why must I bump into him!!! Haiz!!!!

PS:
哭了好几天
你不曾看见
是太爱你了
所以舍不得

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Thursday~

Thursday. Did another verification again. Was asked to extend my contract. Still considering if I should extend. Consulted my friends. They encouraged me to go for it since I have not found any job at the moment and since the director recommend me, I should really go for it. Should I?? I really don't know wor. Must reply her on friday. Headache. Was told tomorrow was my last day. * confused. Haiz.

PS:
我一直还在等待
是否该向你表白
心情有点不明白
到底依然爱不爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Outing~!

Wednesday! Today do verification until very tired. Went out with Liqing and Peiwen to celebrate Peiwen's birthday~! Hehe. Me and Liqing saw this very nice notebook and immediately think of Peiwen. We went to sushi tei for dinner~! Hehe. Hope Peiwen like the notebook and enjoy her birthday~! After dinner we go for arcade~! Our usual game~! Air hockey~ Hehe. Peiwen still beat me and Liqing. Wahahaha. She too 厉害 le. Then we go for our usual Picture Hunt. Wahaha. Then headed home le. Yawnz. Super tired. Till then~!

PS: 我还在怀念些什么??

Bored!

Tuesday. Super Tired! Time passed super slow at work lo. Do data check. Found a faster way to do it! Wahaha. Tomorrow need to help sports to do verification~! Yohoooo~! Finally got things to do. Haiz. *Emo'ing no more lar!!! Really dont wanna be so 没用 nei. I can make it de.

爱上一个多情人
就是对自己残忍
即使知道不应该
却偏偏想要去爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Peiwen's Birthday

Today is 27th August~! Peiwen's Birthday! Wohooo~! Happy erm... 18th Birthday to you~! Wahahaha. Shall write it as 18th since you insist it. Hehe. Shall meet up soon wor~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIWEN~!
May all your wishes come true and always sweet 18~! Wahahaha

A post just for CHONG PEIWEN~!

Need to catch some sleep le. Super tired.

Sick.

SICK! Dreamt of someone. *SUPER EMO'ING* (哭着起床的) I want to get that MR HAPPY Shirt Cindy said that is sold at ZARA!!! Erm. Should I? Spend too much this month le. Next month will be another BIRTHDAY BLAST! Y*ng, M*ng, Des, 'Mond, LiQing, Xiao Ai...OMG. Feel super sick still come online blog. Ahaha. But really need to write it out. Suppressing inside very pain. I hope won't see him anymore. His appearance is confusing my current mood. I also don't know why it does and I really don't know!

那时你的无动于衷
让我一个人在心痛
也许现在应该想通
把爱放下才最轻松

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

TO: MR ＨＡＰＰＹ！

TO: MR HAPPY

你害羞的笑容
常浮现脑海中
你那涨红的脸
我多么的眷恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

SATURDAY~

SATURDAY. SUPER SUNNY DAY~! GO SENTOSA~! Wohooo...Rai, Jueying, Gin and me...So long never meet up le!!! I love them!!Had great time with them today. Went and have luge ride. I have fear of the LUGE RIDE!! Oopps. Then we went and chill. Had alot of fun with them!! Must meet up often yea!!! I will promise to make time for you all!! Hehe. After that went to Fang birthday party. Fang was 漂亮! The eyelashes VERY NICE!!!Like her makeup!!I love her loads!! She is my besties in sec sch days. Though nowadays not often go out. I still love her!!Must stay幸福 with your dear dear nei. After helping her clear everything, Shuqi drive us to Westmall. I walked home from there. Started *EMO'ING* AGAIN! Haiz. As I was thinking that if I today really bumped into him today....then I saw him. ARGHZ! *SUPER EMO'ING*

是否还有一丝思念
是否想念你在身边
但一切不可能从来
因为你的爱已不在

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

SUPER ＰＵＦＦY EYES!! Cried the whole night. Eyes super tired, sour. I don't know why I am so bothered. His appearance has turned my feelings upside down! Yesterday at work was still happily drawing loads of MR HAPPY!! I LIKE MR HAPPY!! So CUTE! I want a MISS SHY!! Haiz. Today went out with Liqing and Liyun after work. Feel SUPER BAD!!! Left Cindy alone!!! I'm really sorry!! SORRY CINDY!!!We went to orchard. Yun bought her MAC makeup stuff. Feel better going out with them. When go home, sitting on the bus alone. Think abit more and teary eyes. TOMMORROW SENTOSA TRIP and FANG BIRTHDAY PARTY~!

*Emo'ing*

PS: 不知还在期待什么...

*SUPER EMO'ING*

Thursday. I am tired. Got loads of things to handle when I got home. Went up and down to meet my friend to pass her some documents. Then went to the ATM. Up and down 4 times! Heavily rain. Just like how I feel. PS: 眼泪不知觉的流, 无法控制的流着.
*SUPER EMO'ING*

是我不知道该怎么回答
是你让我心情变得复杂
也许是我真的想得太多
一直想着从前能再来过

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

我还爱你吗?

Tuesday. Tuesday blues? Still Emo'ing. I keep it inside. Don't want to be so 没用 in front of my friends. Nothing get better. Work is still the same. Went out with lingz and all. Thanks a lot!! You guys brighten my day!!! I love you all!! Muacks.

PS: 我还爱你吗?

*Emo'ing* day

*Emo'ing*

想着曾经牵过我那暖暖的大手
想着曾经你给过我的那些温柔

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

Yesterday went KBox with Cindy and Marcus. Couldn't sleep after singing. Today was REALLY TIRED! But still feel so HIGH!! Really dunno why. DEPRIVING OF SLEEP.
*Emo'ing*

从不轻易流的眼泪
要的不是你的安慰
哭着看你走的背后
我多么不想让你走

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

<<不能说的秘密>>Lyrics

Here's the song that I will listen everyday. Whenever I hear this song, really can make me tear. Reminiscing the scenes in the <<不能说的秘密>>(Secret) Movie.

<<不能说的秘密>>
歌词: 周杰伦
歌曲: 方文山
歌手: 周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
又何必去改变
已错过的时间
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
或许命运的签
只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

躲开

*Emo'ing*

我拼命的想躲开
那一切所有感慨
也许我应该明白
这不是所谓的爱

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

眼泪

*Emo'ing*

一直忍住眼泪
不想让你看见
那心痛的滋味
我依然还眷恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

<<不能说的秘密>>SECRET

WENT TO WATCH SECRET!!!!! 不能说的秘密!!!!JAY CHOU is SUPER CUTE!!!!!! OMG!!! The show is REALLY NICE!!! EVERYONE MUST WATCH!!!!!! All those actions, dialogues really very sweet. SO SWEET. Those little actions. Awww... I WANT THE SIGNATURE POSTER!!!!*ROLLS EYES*

Here is the pics of the poster.

Featuring 路小雨 . 叶湘伦


<<不能说的秘密>>

NATIONAL DAY~!

IT'S NATIONAL DAY~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Bought my HANDPHONE~! FINALLY!! Decided on Samsung Z720. I'm Loving it. Dinner time I went to WestMall to pack KFC for my family. Travel all the way to WestMall cos my sis say my house there de KFC not nice to eat. Since I'm not into NDP so I make the way down to buy for them. Queue is SUPER LONG!! LOADS of PEOPLE!! Was super heavy for me to carry. 8 pieces chicken, 6 pieces nuggets, 2 med coleslaw, 1 zinger, 5 drinks and 1 mashed potato and still have to buy newspaper. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Have been *emo'ing* the whole day.

PEACE TO SINGAPORE and to the WORLD~!

Confused!

Today forget to bring wallet to work and hence my keys are left at work. Initially decided to meet dad at westmall to buy handphone but didn't bring wallet so ask dad back. Sat at my house there de benches. Saw someone. Weird feeling. I dunno why. Maybe I haven't put those feelings down though I initiated the ending. I'm confused. I know at that time I said things that I really don't mean it. Yet you did not ask me why the ending, nothing was done and so the ending. Painful to me yet I know you won't know. Who would want to end something that one loves? I wouldn't do that but yet at circumstances I have to say things that not what I want.Haiz. You never know whatever turmoil that I have then and now I really don't know why I am still thinking about it, after those 8 years. Till today then I realise, if I had put down that all during the 8 years, I wouldn't be so bothered when I see him today. I'm such pathetic. Why am I still mesmerising the past??? Confused state. Gonna sleep le. Till then. *Emo'ing*

Lyrics

Monday Blues. Yawnz. Sleepy. Started drafting lyrics. Wanted to write this for someone and participate in the competition. Here's the bridge part. Incomplete.

看着我们的照片
对你的所有思念
渐渐越来越明显

回忆着那些从前
能让我笑得很甜
只有见到你一面

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

Back from my grandpa house. Yawnz. Sleepy wor. This saturday was quite a bored one. My friends all cannot book out. Tsk Tsk. No one to go out with. Sobx. Wanna catch Knock Out. Recommended by Fang! Hehe. Anybody interested? M18 movie. Romance cum Comedy with abit of a nudity. wahaha. I want to watch!! Fang makes me excited about the show~!! Yawnz. Sleepy. Now is like 3am!!! Tmr need to wake up super early to go church. Till then lor~!

Steamboat Dinner

Its Thursday!! Just came back home~! We had steamboat~! Went to Sheng Siong do marketing. Then go back prepare all the stuffs. SUPERB~!So NICE! FAMILY DINNER~! wohooo~! Chit Chat while eating. After that helped to pack all the stuffs. Really got alot to pack. hehe. We packed till quite late wor. Hehe. I always love it when we spent time together. The laughter and joy we had together. I really love them all and really feel fortunate to know them! Tmr is FRIDAY!! Wohooo~! I'm looking forward to it!

Tuesday~!

Today went to Jurong Point after work with Yun and Marcus. Accompany Yun go buy her stuffs. Cos I also nothing to do so accompany her go buy things. We shop around whole of Jurong Point like many rounds! wahaha. Then help marcus choose flower for her friend. Shopped till 8+ . Then take bus home. Meet up with Ah hao. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tired yet a fun day. I'm inspired to be a lyricist! I'll try harder. Till then~!

Tired.

Just came back from home. Went out with Liqing and Peiwen. We went Marina Square. Talked alot! So long never go out together le. Happy to see Peiwen too~! Was super tired. Yesterday go helped out in a zoo carnival with Fang. I really miss Fang! hehe. Had loads of fun with her yesterday! Though was quite tiring picking up the balls and tins. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tmr need to work. Hope I can wake up bar. Till then.

情愿

流着眼泪望着天空
怀念着你给的心动
明知自己一厢情愿
也要说爱你好几遍

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

该忘了吗?

我以为渐渐不再去想
就能忘记最痛的地方
一直拼命地挣扎
却越无法忘记他

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Short one

I make cheesecake till quite late. Yet still very high except eyes feel like shutting. Cheesecake is for CINDY de~! My FIRST OWN ATTEMPT of making cheesecake. Think it is quite ok bar. Edible! Hehe. Hope Cindy LIKE IT LOR~ Today is CHRIS Birthday~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~! Though cant book out. Short post here. Till then lo~

Tired.

I'm SUPER tired. Thought that after the handover would be better. I think I haven been resting enough. Always thinking too much. Pressurising myself with all those nuisance stuff. Arghz. Sometimes I really feel so lonely. No one to talk to. Most of friends are busy with their life, lost contact after they left Singapore, had boyfriend/girlfriend. Tsk Tsk. Today my lead say I changed the LSOP wrongly! OMG! Then redo it for the whole morning. Work is bored. Nothing to do. Always chat on Sametime with colleagues. Seems like I am always disturbing them. Ooppps. Throat still itchy, feeling terrible. Tried all sort of medicine but doesn't work. Have the feeling that I am going to fall sick again. Abit feverish these few days. Today is a SPECIAL DAY!! 20.07.2007. 5 more years and there is no such special day le. Last special day is 12.12.12. Till then. Need some rest.

我每次想起你
总会笑着哭泣
虽然深爱着你
却得学会放弃
© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tired.

Ooppps. So long never update my blog. Have been really busy for 2 weeks. Arghz. Plus all the stress I put on myself. I always wanted to do everything at its best. When one carries high hope, the possibility of disappointment is also high. This week no better. A newcomer came to take over peggy's work. Need to handover her a lot of stuff. For now I'm back to having nothing much things to do. Just came back from IMM. Help to buy cake and have to bring it tmr. Bulky wor. Hehe. Today dreamt of SHUAI GE! But is dream about him leaving GSK and I buy him a card for farewell. Then I think very hard what to write to him and after that go to the pigeon hole and drop it for him. Arghz. That is like what I initially thought of doing de. But this dream comes after so long. Haiz. Now nothing to do will think a lot. Brain now have loads of things that will make me tear a lot. I don't know why. But thinking of those I feel I am so useless. How I wish I can become a bit more optimistic. I know in front of others I always act strong. Haiz. Tmr is FRIDAY! YESH! I should BE HIGH! Till then lo~!

PS:
当爱只有无奈
剩下的是感慨
往事在内心徘徊
此刻为何在等待
© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tensed

Today still stressed. Tired. I dreamt something...WEIRD. Dreamt of yeos and xiao hong. Having meals at different table. Wake up was shocked. What does the dream means. Guess what. I got it sorted in the afternoon. Its a bad omen! I mistook xiao hong as papa and ST him: papa...can i ask you something. OMG!! And when I realised it. Too late le. Oopps. Arghz. Went out with mama and Cindy to buy farewell stuff. Feel relaxed after those shopping. Tomorrow...haiz...hope everything went out well.

MAD

Arghz. Things not going the way its planned. I'm going MAD! Too many things to do. Short post here again. Till then wor~!

Stressed

Stressed from work. Things are stacking up. Arghz. I'm really TIRED. Till then~

手牵手

手牵手

只想和你手牵手
就这样走到最后
跟着你的脚步走
是我幸福的理由

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

HAPPY DAY~!

YOHOOOOO~! We GOING OUT!!!! LOVES!!!! THE FIRST TIME ME.CINDY.LIYUN. JESSIE!!! We go out together. I'm HAPPY TODAY!!! EVERYONE HAPPY TODAY!!!!

我喜欢的
就是大家的陪伴
一起大笑
一起聊天
你们是我的快乐~!

LOVELY WEDNESDAY!

Wednesday~! Meetup for dinner~! YEAH!!! I'm HAPPY~! Wohooooo~!! I'm REALLY HAPPY!!! Miss her SO MUCH!! A pity Liyun and Jessie can't join us. We went IMM. Had dinner at Ajisen. Saw my sis there and give us 15% discount. I had the curry rice. NICE!! Hehe. SUPER FULL!! Then we went to shop at Giordano. Saw someone look like angel boys de Desmond. Bought a shirt. Oppps. I know I broke the promise I had with my friend. No buying of clothes on weekdays. Arghz. I won't buy too much this weekend lo. After that we went to grocery shop at Giant. All for pantry! I had FUN spending time with them!!! I LOVE THEM!! Tmr going out together again~!! Wohoooooo~! IM LOVING IT!

moody monday.

HAIZ. Monday. QUIET at work. EMOTIONAL. Too much things happened. Got loads of sorting need to do. Can't concentrate in my work. Cindy didn't come to work. Work got loads of discussion. I don't want to hear. I miss her. I miss the time we spend together. Meet up soon wor.

洒脱

Today Sunday. Went to church and I forget to bring my ez-link card and handphone out. Abit "心不在焉". Don't know why. I edited all my previous posts. I feel so abandoned, not well-liked, an idiot, useless, unwanted. [难道我有这么讨人厌吗?] I don't know if its I think too much.

PS: 我想学会洒脱一点.

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Saturday

Today is Saturday! Stayed at home and watch my drama online. Actually plan my shopping from outram to bugis but drop the idea. Cos I want to shop alone and I bet I will spend alot when I go alone. Next time lo. Later in the afternoon went to vivocity with my sisters! We bought some clothes. Total spendings=$50. Not bad bar. Cos got sale so still ok. I bought a dark chocolate digestive biscuits! It says its healthier and suitable for dieting. Didn't realise mark and spencer got sell alot of healthy food. Shall try their cereal one day. Now got sale somemore. We went to the Giant at vivocity! Caught a glimpse at the Ben's and Jerry ice-cream. Got report say Ben's and Jerry ice-cream is a healthy choice of ice-cream. Not very sure about it. But was tempted to buy cos there is offer, less than $10! Bought an instant pasta package and milk for tommorrow's lunch. Its easy to cook serve 4 person and can be microwave cooked. Next time can eat that at work when I slowly get back to my normal meals. I've decided to get back to my normal meals which is consuming starch stuff for lunch but not so fast at the moment. Suddenly decided on this cos my friend says I should go for normal meals. I'm easily persuaded. Gotta go le. Abit tired. Till then.

SAD!

Friday!! Restless than before. Sad than ever. Something happened. I'm really sad she's leaving! Cried alot! Cos I miss her loads! She brought me laughter every morning, helped me alot, played together at dinner and dance and loads! Haiz. I really 舍不得 her! The time we go JB together! Arghz!! This week is TERRIBLE! No wonder the bad omen!! I know she has reasons to leave and I won't probe on further but I want her to know that I'm there for her and if she needs someone, I'm here! You got us yea!!Me, Cindy, Jessie and Liyun!! We miss you loads!Sobx Sobx. Haiz. Today do sorting!! Can sort until I MAD! Weird at work! Nothing seems to be smooth even my SORTING! The data I keyed missing! Arghz! HOW COME? I also dunno. Quite a number wor. I can't be so careless to miss so much de! I think maybe because of some sudden shutdown I had which didn't recover my post last few days. ARGHZ!

PS: 我怀念的日子会有回来的一天吗?

思念依然 还在

Today really NO GOOD!! We registered for the Movie Therapy but they say we contingent staff cannot attend!! PENGZ~!! Then we become VERY RESTLESS!!! No mood to work lo!! How can like that threat us de. Though we are contingent staff, but still work for them de. Arghz. Since Monday at work no appetite. Though will feel abit hungry. Then go home gorge on food! Arghz. I also dunno why lei? Dunno why got so deep feeling. Tsk Tsk. Notice him since first day of work. Oops. I remember the first word I heard from him is 'Sorry' when queuing to pay for the food during lunch on the day I have my training [18.04.07]. Then I think he very polite, gentleman. ARGHZ. He is my motivation everyday to work de wor!! Now don't have le. Haiz. Today still doing sorting. Help Jessie abit with hers cos hers really very tiring!!! Eye will POP OUT!! Wahaha. But she still have to do OT. Poor thing. Jiayou wor. "思念依然还在 "

我是爱情傀儡
只为爱掉眼泪

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Tsk Tsk

Lead not in for this week. Vanda will be back tommorrow. Jill gave me thing to do! Wohoo! Have been waiting someone to give me things to do! Today got training. Quite ok! Cos it is relevant to the future things that I have to take note of. Doing sorting and data entry of those vendor document that I franked!!which is like 1400!!!Arghz! Super NO MOTIVATION TODAY!!!!

眼泪像珍珠般珍贵
但它却只为爱相随

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

SAD

Early in the morning here am blogging. My lead is not in. Opps. Kinda abit sad. No motivation. No shuai ge today. But his friends are there. Super sleepy today. Didn't get enough sleep. Liqing first day at work here!! But so sad she is under HR!!!!!!! Hope they don't make things difficult for her. Next time maybe can have lunch with Liqing! Haiz. I got bad instinct. I got trip over on sat and sun. Is this a bad omen? I thinking there is something bad going to happen. I feel bad not going to church yesterday. Cos I very late then sleep. Arghz. Today feelings still not stable properly. But '一切都美好'. I still miss my shuai ge. 爱可以很简单吗?

I'm sad, 眼泪一直不自觉的掉下来.

看着照片
只想留眼泪
不懂是心痛
还是心碎
我却依然怀念
我对你的暗恋

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

舍不得

我会舍不得
你远远离我而去的那一刻
那背影我无法忘记
深深刻在我记忆里

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

忘了爱

忘了爱
不想再感慨
想要的答案
都已成为遗憾

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Dinner and Dance

Just came back from dinner and dance. Got take photo with ShuaiGe. (*awkward) Thanks to his friend cos he helped me to take photo and also to Cindy for the camera. I went alone to ask to take photo with him! Arghz. I just gather all the courage to chase him. Lucky he slowed down and I'm able to take photo with him. Somehow I feel it will end up the same. Got loads of things to ask him. Wonder if he had received my mail. Ask for his number. See him I suddenly forget to ask. Arghz! He smiled alot today!! And he got smile at us when we are outside of the ballroom. SUPER HAPPY! FIRST TIME he smiled so happily at us. And Thats SHUAI! I think he should smile more! Then he went to smoke and his bus came. So didn't get to talk to him. But he accept me in MSN! Wahaha. Next time work maybe can talk to him! Oopps. Kidding. Sadness? I don't know. Emo'ing? I supposed. Weird? YESH! Missing someone? ALOT! Wonder when will we meet again. Cry? YESH! Why? I see his back, 远远的离我而去. That kind of feeling I really DONT LIKE! Shy? EXTREMELY! I even shiver when I took picture with him and I smile so stiff. Agrhz! But he is very shuai in the pics! His smile. So mesmerising. I'm loving it! Ahaha. Talk to him in MSN! Happy! Cos he say he saw my email! Hehe. Today cant sleep le. In a confused state. Don't like the feeling ' at times I want to give up, you give me hope.' Arghz. Pictures uploaded in friendster! Go friendster see wor. So sad today Jessie went off early. I must be a happy girl! I'm sure I can! Now go work SUPER NO MOTIVATION AT ALL LE! Tsk Tsk. How am I going to survive till end sept without shuai ge! Till then. No More Tears.

伤心难过, 这一切不好过.

就是开不了口让他知道

开不了口
只好自己承受
很想讲的
不敢跟你讲


记得那天你走后
背影模糊了一空
我在这伤心阁楼
承受爱情的捉弄

PS: 就是开不了口让他知道

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

Graduation Ceremony~!

Current time:1.30am
Today graduation nei~!! Wahaha!!So happy, EXCITED! Get to see all my darling friends!! I'm happy! Got half day of from work for the graduation ceremony!! Time passed so fast today. I left at 12.10pm and I bump into Ken walking towards cafe for lunch!! Wahaha. Then went to cafe to look for my friends to say I'm going off le. (Actually want to catch another glimpse of Ken 'cos he walked too fast! *opps) Meet Peiwen and Liqing~! I so HIGH~!! We graduating together today~!!! I'm gonna clap loud loud for all my friends! Limei was sitting beside me and Limin (know her in flash classes) We talked cos the ceremony was quite a boring one! We even have to sing national anthem, but no one sang. Wahaha. After the whole ceremony ended, we went around to take photos!! Saw Gin and Irene!! So long never see le!!! Cos I'm always sick and I missed all those gatherings! Sorry Gin!! I missed them! But didn't see the rest of TB22. Sobx. After that me, Peiwen and Liqing we went town!! Hehe. We went to play ARCADE at Cineleisure!! Our Fav arcade game. We called it "Siu Siu". Then we went to level 9 play the photo hunt!!! We play quite long there cos we "bu gan xing" never hit our target. Hehe. Sleepy and slept on the bus when on the way home. Yawnz. Sleepy le. Tomorrow gotta go work. Till then~! HAPPY GRADUATION TO ALL~!

不对也要爱

Oopps. Haven been blogging, shall update lo. Hehe. This week nothing much. I didn't talk to ken. Wahaha. Yesterday Peggy bring me and Cindy to see ken. So paiseh nei! Ahaha. We only say "hello" thats it. Ok! I must admit I am not good at "chasing guys". Never succeed before nei. Erm...maybe only once or twice. Cos I shy and don't have much courage to express my feelings out. Pessimistic is one big hinder!! I got not much confident in myself and I know I very 'dao' when I alone(no smile de). My friends won't get to see that cos I smile to those I whom I know de. Oopps. Haiz. Life is really boring!! Especially working in such a quiet environment. Still not use to the quietness of it. Hmm. Saw this chinese song by a rock girl band, find the lyrics very cool and sort of describe what I feel.

不对也要爱
填词:徐世珍
作曲:hemby,natalie lauer,angela
编曲:郭达良
根本没有什么好不好
你又不是我怎么会知道
反正他的声音他的脸
不可思议让我疯掉
全世界就饶了我们好不好
门关上外面风太吵
紧紧拥抱代替了祈祷
只要我问心无愧
就算不对也要爱
就算想哭也不分开
就算不睡也要爱
怕明天不会来
爱情没有条件好不好
不哭不笑谁也活不了
偏偏只有一个人让我心跳
我爱我的妨碍了谁
我幸福给你看
不管时间不管地点
化成了灰我也不会变
oh别把我放开