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2009-11-29T19:02:00.001+08:00

Reflecting....
This week quite happening for me....
Ups and downs....
Seriously those down moments...
Can be avoided.....
Is me that create this down moments....
Self inflict hur....
Nvm...
Things will get better!!
Thanks to all who listen to all my complaints....
Haha. It really makes me feel better! Loads better!!
And for those innocent ones....
Sorry ar!!! Kena all my nonsense complaints!!
Put aside those down moment...
This week there are something really good to talk about!!!!
Our clubbing session!!!
Super HIGH~!!!!! And its a really GOOD GOOD NIGHT!!!
Though I feel super blurred out once I step out of boiler...
Simply dunno what I doing...
Cos too tired....
Don't want to think le....
Haha. Had a few hours sleep....
Kena woken up by the caterer that ask if we want to pack food!!!
OMG lei... Its PH!!!
Lol. Then I wake up and prepare myself for the JB trip with Mary and Sol~!!!
We did make it to JB!!!! Bleah!
Though Sol cannot make it....
And its a really good trip!!!!
Walk Walk Walk!!!
I did window shopping!!
Cos Nxt monday I will be going in!!
I am so gonna to change more money for the trip!!!
Mary bought a couple T for herself and Neil!!
When I reach home its like 11!! OMG!
Tmr is MONDAY!!!!
Another bluey day!! Whats worst!!!
MONTH END!!! NO OT pls!!!!
Aja Aja fighting for tmr work!!!
Weird... I'm so looking towards work tmr!?
I know why!!! Im going to tell Sol how much fun me and Mary had when we were at JB!!
Lol.

This phrase is really so sweet!!!
"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world!"

2009-11-27T06:30:00.000+08:00

Back from the clubbing...
Super sleepy and shag...
But I still want to blog about it!!!
It was really fun!!!
Haha!!!
I will miss Serene!!!
Had loads of talk over dinner...
After which we went back home then we head down to ST James!
LOL!
Sales were there too!!
When we reach there... BoonPing was on the stage!
LOL.
Though CC was there...
Haha! Din drink much...Cos not feeling well...
But dance!!!! Dancing Dancing!! Yea yea~
Quite high though.
And there is this guy quite irritating! Keep pushing me!
And I ELBOWED back!!!
After the clubbing..
I totally shag....
Dunno wad I doing, talking and mumbling....
Just want to SLEEP!!
We went to Mac for breakie~
After which we went HOME!
And now I'm HOME! Facebooking and BLOGGING!!!

TaTa~
Need to catch some good good SLEEP!
Waking up early for tmr's JB trip~

2009-11-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

Today got mood swing...
Somehow very affected by what xxx said...
Felt humiliated..
HE just blurted out the most cruel word I ever heard.
Was at the verge of anger and tears...
Simply can't tolerate people using that word on me..
What have I done wrong that I need to bear all these...
Simply don't understand...

Shoo Shoo the bad mood....
Tonite gonna be a good nite!!!!!!!
I need good rest!!
Shoo NIGHTMARES!!

Tata~

2009-11-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

我是个坏女人
我不想伤害任何人
我不懂的珍惜
即使最爱的人是你

© Brigitte Khoo Jie Bin

2009-11-21T17:59:00.002+08:00

I read a book review on this book << 五克拉Mr. Right>>

Think its quite interesting..
Talking about the lives of 3 career women at their age ranging 30-40.
Looking for a bachelor to tie them down...

Wonder what will I be doing when I am at that age...
People change as the environment around them change..
People change as the people the mix with change...
People change...and thats inevitable...
Changes can be for better or worst....
I feel that I have changed.....
With a new mix of people I am with....
My mindset, decision, character.....changed.
Change for the better or worst?
I don't really know how to determine...

2009-11-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

Ponder Ponder Ponder....
At this point of life...
What really matters to me??
Work? Relationship? Studies?

Seriously I not sure.
So many things to think and reflect on...
Just "let nature takes its course" is always what I say to avoid those thoughts.
"TREASURE" is something I will only know when I lost it.
Usually take things for granted.
Thinking everything will just be as of what I think it will be.
However, life never turns out the way I want it to be.
Thus, disappointment results.

Whatever the world will be, the future is for us to see...

2009-11-14T16:52:00.004+08:00

Have been watching taiwanese drama 下一站, 幸福.
Find it pretty touching.
Especially with the theme song, 我愛他, by 叮噹.
Have been crying over this drama by the touching scenes.
Some of the lines conversed really very meaningful.
Makes me ponder too...
Below is the MTV.

2009-11-14T18:25:00.001+08:00

你为什么说谎
歌手：丁当 专辑：夜猫

作曲:刘沁
填词:刘沁黄婷
编曲:阿滚(动静音乐)
监制:马毓芬

这次我走开再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔强
可是我知道你你为什么说谎

你说你还在一分一秒也没走开

我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚

我不能再像从前一样

为我们的明天疯狂

你不必解释你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过

我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默

你一直问我的心到底在不在

问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱

而我的泪怎么就流下来

2009-11-06T22:30:00.001+08:00

即使多好听多甜蜜
誓言说了太多就成真不了
拿出勇气永不放弃
维护着那所谓爱情的美好

2009-11-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Walking in the rain...
Makes me ponder the things that happened....
Every decision that I had made...
Somehow I feel...
Is this what I should be doing???
I always asked myself...
All this while my indecisiveness is killing me...
Not knowing what to do...
Not knowing which direction to go...
Feel abit lost....
Spoken to different people...
I just listened....
Analyse all....
but come to no conclusion.
Cos all make sense to me...
Arghz.

2009-10-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

下定决心用自己的力量保护一个人.....

那是怎么样的感觉??

看到别人这么努力保护自己在乎的人.

好羡慕.....

2009-10-15T16:01:00.000+08:00

In life,
Sometimes not everything can be fulfilled.
And the only way to continue,
Is to have the right mindset and know where you are heading to.

Perhaps,
Simple minded people thinks clearer.
And for those who think too much...
always had hard time knowing what they want.

Sometimes,
Living a simple life is difficult in this society.
Sometimes,
Its good to be simple-minded and not think too much.

PS: Live life to the fullest and never look backwards on those setbacks.

2009-10-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

This week is National Customer Service Week.
The start of today was really fun.
Though at the later part of the day was abit stressed due to the workload
Kinda abit tired.
Reflecting....
Alot of things happened...
Grandpa now at hospital...
But I can't go to visit due to some restrictions from the hospital.
Tsk Tsk
Have been serious mood swing...
This week a fun filled week bar~!!!
Let's enjoy the week yeah~!
Aja Aja FIGHTING!

2009-10-04T11:06:00.002+08:00

Had been OT'ing from tuesday to thursday and saturday...
No time for blogging....
Very no life right?
I feel like....
Cycling.
Going PICNIC.
Camping.
Going for massage.
AND HOLIDAY!!

I think I seriously need a break.
Had been long since my last break.
Feeling abit tired and resless.
Alot of things happened
Grandpa in hospital....
Get well soon grandpa!!
Tsk Tsk.

This coming week is the Customer Service Week~!
Hopefully things will be smoother...
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!!

2009-09-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

Super Emo today....
Faint...
Bruise on the eye....
SUPER PAIN!
Clumsy me??!
Haiz.

I start to sway again....
Not motivated
Abit demoralized....
Tired of IT!

Feeling like breaking free!!
This time...
I want it to be immediate!
I want to be firm with my decision!!

Shall start my backup now!!!
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!!!

2009-09-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

2009-09-27T13:28:00.002+08:00

Topic of reflection...
When time could rewind....
what will you think you will do better and what will you think you will not do it again?

To me... I will say right from the start....
If time could rewind,
I would study harder during my primary school days....
I would not be so playful...
I would avoid talking things out too blantly...(I'm currently avoiding it)
I would not be so soft hearted....as in always abide to what was told..
I would not let anyone bully me...
I would try to be a bit more firm in making decision....slightly more decisive....

If I could.....

Tsk Tsk. Had been feeling blur these few days..... Dunno what I am doing.... Faint! Is really in a super sub-conscious mind state... Perhaps during these few days.... the sick bug is tagging me... and my mind is seriously not working.... I don't know what I had done right and what I had done wrong.... This sub-conscious mind state is KILLING ME!!!! I feel so NOT ME these few days!!!

Please bring back my healthy state of mind back!!! I don't want to make wrong decision and blur'ing anymore!!!!

2009-09-26T17:06:00.002+08:00

TskTsk. Have been feeling super sick these few days. Super tired and stressed up.
But I know the encouragement and motivation given had let me fight through these few days.
Cough Cough! Sneeze Sneeze. Giddy Giddy. Blur Blur. Thats my situation these few days!
My voice is so disgusting!!! Ewks!
When talking to customer, I heard myself speaking... I was like OMG!
Faint.
Haiz.
Abit tired. Need to relax abit.
I want holiday!!!
Haha. Just to reward myself. I bought MIU MIU Wallet!!! Once I received my pay slip!!
Just a click away with i bank!!
LOL.
Maybe I should throw away my ibanking device! Splurge and splurge sia!
NVM! looking forward to receiving my WALLET~!!!
I want to watch PHOBIA 2~!!!!!
Tsk. This week. Tues, thurs, fri and SAT! doing OT!
I wanna breakfree~!
JB tmr~!!! Wohoo~!

2009-09-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

I dont want to live for work!!
Tsk Tsk.
I don't like the work
I mish the old me!
Cheerful? Bubbly? Happening??
Where are they!!!

I seems to be lost...
Lost in the unfriendliness environment

JUST WANNA BREAKFREE~!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-22T22:20:00.002+08:00

Aaachoooo.... Caught cold....
Sneezing away.....
Faint!
Cant sleep ytd...
Watched Phobia!!!
LOL! And seriously I dun think its scary lor!!! (as per one of my sissy friend!)
Wahaha!
I am so gonna watch phobia 2!!! LOL.
but I think the feel of watching at the movie and watching on the lappie...
the feeling maybe different.
LOL!
Today...I am SUPER STRESSED at work!
I'm feeling that my limit is reaching!!
Arghz.
I actually did have the impulse to print the letter
But not the courage to submit the letter
Haiz.

When I thought I could take it easy, it seems to be wandering around my mind....
When I thought I don't mind it, it seems like butterflies are in my stomach....

I want to live life the fullest!!!!!!

2009-09-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna be soft!
I want to take up the challenges!
I wouldn't want to admit defeat!
I will do it until it reaches my limit of perserverance!
I want to be strong!
I want to breakfree from that timid me!

I know I got that weird 大小姐attitude
People do change.
But I want to change.
For better of cos!!
But when wrong influence came in?? How??

Tsk. The long weekend passed so fast!
Had a fruitful weekend.
Did something sweet and indifferent!

Aja aja fighting for the week!! OT on the way!!!!

2009-09-19T14:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was SUPER STRESSED! Stress up to the MAX! hurhur!
Sometimes I feel whats the point of living up with all those!
At times I want to be selfish.
Seriously, the work given I really feel tired.
I had pulled through so much...
Another 4 months....
I started to slow down this few days....
I need to breakfree...
Seriously there is no motivation...
The achievement through work seems so meaningless...
Perhaps it doesnt make it a better person....
Perhaps considering the other factors that I had left out due to work..
It becomes burden to me.
My life? Wads that? Work and Sleep?
My friends? Just colleagues? Where do I have the time for them when OT is always needed.
BF? Our free days conflicted. Just the weekends.
Family? Just the last few mins before sleep do they see me.
Home? Just like a hotel for me to sleep?

My life? Never I call that LIFE!

Hurhur. Enough of those complaint.
Just need to enjoy the LONG weekend!

Happy HARI RAYA PUASA~!!

2009-09-17T20:43:00.002+08:00

*Reviving my Blog*

It had been so long since I last update!!!!
OMG!
There is a lot of things that change.
My life, thoughts, emo'ness, work.....
Have been quite sadistic
People change.
For better? For worst?
Not up to me to comment.
Gap between us widen.
Quarrels get frequent
Trust had reached a limit?
Tolerence level just wanna breakfree...

也许你觉得一切不一样了, 那是因为人和心是会变的....

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